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[Four photos of a sunset progressing from mostly black and white to all color words read as follows.]

You taught me
that the sun
never really sets
on this world

Photo taken by @untold-stories-here
Edit and words by me
-We always send each other the sun-


Since it’s October I’m going to do Halloween banners and Luke Evans as his character Vlad from Dracula Untold. Since I didn’t post one yesterday since work was very busy, I posted two for today. Enjoy.

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( Song explanation at the end ) & long post 

This last Swan Queen episode has really confirmed what I have been feeling all along.

I’m a very spiritual person and I’ve come to know about the concept of Twin Flames. You can find tons of information about the subject online, on youtube etc. But to make it understandable I found this description >

Twin Flames/ True Love: Swan Queen = Snowing ;  Swan Mills Family

Twin Fames have no karma left to work out between them, they resolved all of it in past lives and come together for no other reason than unconditional love. Twin Flames love each other with no expectation of the other and with no conditions attached to the giving of that love. It is easy to say that you love someone unconditionally but you need to ask yourself could you love this person if for some reason they could not remain with you? Could you give your love to this person with no expectations, not even that the love will be returned or even recognized? Can you love this person for no other reason than there is simply no other option available to you? If you can answer a resounding (and honest) yes to all of the above then you are experiencing unconditional love. But be careful here my friend for Spirit is listening and may put that love to the test. Spirit may require that you prove yourself worthy of this love and place you in a situation wherein you must truly discover if this is an unconditional love by separating you, sometimes only temporarily, sometimes permanently, depending on what lessons you have to learn in this lifetime … Which brings us to another point, Twin Flames are earned not given, you must prepare yourself to be able to join with your Twin flame, it is not an automatic, it is a gift. And as a gift it is truly a privilege to know your Twin Flame but you must be ready. How do you become ready you ask? Well you will have to learn to love deeper than you ever thought possible and that usually means meeting, loving and losing “near twins” to which are in reality Companion Soul Mates. Are you brave and strong enough to be able to risk loving with your heart and soul just to have the dream shattered? If not then seeking your Twin Flame is not for you for you must deepen your capacity to love before you can know unconditional love and that means experiencing pain as well as joy. The more pain you have experienced the more joy you are capable of holding within. Sometimes the cup of love must be completely shattered before it can be built strong enough to hold the love of your Twin Flame. Steel is tempered through flame and your heart must be tempered through pain before it is strong enough to protect the love of your Twin … When Twin Flames come together they become one, they are not like each other, they are the mirror image of the other. They think alike, they hold the same values and often their life experiences are very similar, sometimes they will actually look like each other. By that they will have similar builds, bone structures and features. This is not however a guide as to whether you have met your Twin Flame or not … Twin Flames do not teach each other, they learn together and help each other learn the lessons that have been set before them in this lifetime. When Twin Flames come together they join forces and are capable of overcoming obstacles the average mortal could not begin to face. They are so filled with unconditional love they literally glow with it and have much to share with others. They are the inspiration that poets write about and singers sing about.

Companion Soul Mates:  Outlaw Queen

These closely resemble the Twin Flame in-so-far as this is generally a relationship based on romantic love, however there is still karma between the two people involved and although the couple can learn to live within unconditional love the relationship is not based on it. Quite often Companion Soul Mates will come together for a project such as writing a book, starting a business, or even assisting one to get through a particular trial or lesson in this life. Once the project is finished often the relationship ends as well, leaving both parties scratching their heads wondering what happened … Companion Soul Mates can and do join together as Life Partners, especially when the Twin Flame is not present in this lifetime or when for whatever reason the Twin Flames cannot be together in this life. Companion Soul Mates are still in the teaching each other lessons mode and this is one of the major differences between a Companion and a Twin. Often Companion Soul Mates are confused with a Twin Flame, for sometimes there is not a lot of karma left between the couple. However, whenever there is any karma left to work out then the relationship is still within the boundaries of the Companion Soul Mate realm. Companion Soul Mates have known each other in many lifetimes and have loved many times. Generally when you meet a Companion Soul Mate there is an immediate attraction, Love At First Sight if you will, although sometimes there is the opposite because of the remembered hurts of the past, but this is far rarer.

Karmic Soul Mate:  Captain Swan

A Karmic Soul is a soul that we still have karma to deal with between us. Now this doesn’t necessarily mean “bad” karma, it can be good karma as well. A karmic Soul Mate can be a family member (parents, brothers, sisters, cousins, etc.), a close friend, a romantic relationship, basically any relationship that has impacted our lives in any way. With these people, we always have lessons to share and these relationships can at times not be completely comfortable. Although these people invoke deep feelings (positive or negative) we seldom develop a long-term romantic relationship with a Karmic Soul Mate for these are generally more for lessons and growth rather than a life partner, romantically speaking.

I have read so much about this subject and believe me, if you learn about this then you will be able to make a lot more sense out of Once Upon a Time and all the relationship dynamics. I came to know about this because right now I am sure that I have found my Twin Flame in this life and Once Upon a Time has become a mirror for my own life I kid you not. I have always related so deeply to both Emma( Masculine Energy) and Regina( Feminine Energy). I identify more with Regina because I know that I’m a mainly feminine energy, but it’s all beginning to be balanced out now, since I met my Twin. We all relate with this show and these characters so deeply for a reason right ? All that is happening with Regina and Emma this season relates to my current situation so much right now it’s actually fucking scary, I needed to write this out to understand myself and my Twin better.

Here some more info on this cuz I’m all over the place but … this is sooooo about Emma and Regina and gosh I just want to sit down with the writers cuz I think something bigger is going on here with Swan Queen, it’s so fucking beautiful I can’t. But yeah >

It is important to know that the Divine Masculine does not necessarily represent the male human body and vice versa for the Divine Feminine. It’s all about the energy.

The Divine Masculine( Emma)  and Divine Feminine( Regina) energies are to be cultivated in order for balance to be restored on this planet. It is about both the masculine and feminine coming into power and not one side rising above the other. If one should arise above the other, such as living in a patriarchal society, the men will be acting out of a place of powerlessness, in the same way women might if we were to live in a matriarchal society.

For this to happen males have to become their true masculine selves and women are to become their divine feminine selves with no fear. Both polar opposites of masculine and feminine are to respect one another completely and finally they will become attracted to one another, this is the same way a man and a woman fall in love as they are attracted to the polar opposites in one another. These polar opposites, the masculine or feminine, represent experiences life in two completely different ways and in through acting from our truest state of masculinity or femininity we are able to find our true partner.

Both men and women in today’s society reject their masculinity or femininity due to feeling powerless or being ashamed in some way. Therefore, it is about us coming into our power again as men and women. It is about us truly understanding what it is to be male and what it is to be female.

The Divine Feminine(balanced Regina) energy embodies an intelligent and loving energy. It is nurturing, compassionate, emotion, intuition, creativity, empathy and more.

The Divine Masculine ( balanced Emma )energy is an intelligent energy that possesses the quality of analytic, and rational thinking. It embodies determination, competition, logical thought and action.

Both of these energies reside in any one male or female, if this were not the case we would not have either logical thought nor creativity. It is up to us to balance these energies and use both of them whilst still remaining true to the sex we identify within ourselves

Ultimately the divine feminine and masculine are not to be seen only as energies on the human race spectrum but on a much more broad level of existence.

When the divine feminine and divine masculine come together in balance it creates a third energy of unconditional love( god source = Henry / The Heart of The Truest Believer / the Author ).

The fairytale of Swan Queen ultimately is about the bigger picture ( the untold story). The meaning of life, balance, unity, unconditional love, peace, acceptance, nature, spirituality. Life is never just black and white, good or evil. Life is infinite and magical and so are we. We can literally change our worlds with our hearts by CHOOSING love(real) not fear(fake) and having faith in this love and the universe. All you need is already here, open up to it. Love is Love is Love is Love …

OUAT “secret” message > Emma The Savior ( Sun ) & Regina The Evil Queen (Moon ) > one cannot exist without the other >  “We are both” “Only you”  “I’ll be you mirror”  etc.

One more thing, this song for me represents the situation Emma is in now. At first Regina needed saving and now Emma does. The thing though with Emma and Regina, they trigger each other into saving themselves. Emma and Regina are mostly afraid of their own shadow self. Accepting their own darkness and acknowledging their own light ( like they do for each other) will ultimately set them free and finally open up their Nirvana/Happy Ending( A state in which the mind, enlightened as to the illusory nature of the self, transcends all suffering and attains peace. The final release from the cycle of reincarnations as a result of the extinction of individual passion, hatred, and delusion.)

Nickelback - “Savin’ Me”

Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you

Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’, I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings I’m fallin’
And all I see is you

These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And all I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’

And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’, I’m fallin’


Hurry I’m fallin’

And all I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’, I’m fallin’, I’m fallin’


Hurry I’m fallin’

Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

A story like this can’t be written unintentionally, no way. <3 VIVA LA SWAN QUEEN ! ;) xo


so back in the spring, a friend of mine came to me with an interesting proposition: etrian odyssey cosplays for katsucon

and the outcome is absolutely incredible

(frederica is me, and the highlander is the very awesome kilgamayan!!)