This was a relationship where I was kind of, living day to day, wondering where it was going, if it was going to go anywhere, if it was going to end the next day. It was a relationship where you, kind of, never feel like you’re standing on solid ground.
You’ll be fine… Feeling unsure and lost is part of your path. Don’t avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a breath. You’ll be okay. Even if you don’t feel okay all the time.
I’m so scared.
I’m scared that suddenly you’ll leave and I’ll be left behind in pieces.
I’m scared that your words mean nothing, that they’re a trap.
I’m scared that I’ll screw up and we’ll fall apart.