I want to meet a boy who likes me for me. Someone older, taller. Someone who I can laugh with, drink with, get high with, dance with and explore with. Someone who I can be an idiot with. I want someone to get drunk with and run through the rain. I want someone to lay on the beach, under the stars in complete silence with. Someone who I sit with, at 3 in the morning under the stars in silence, or talking about complete shit. I want someone who will tell me everything will be okay in the end. Someone to be spontaneous with. Someone who accepts my overwhelming flaws. Someone who makes me smile.
I just want something real and not shit to happen in my life for once.
I want to be that girl that a brilliant boy wants.
I want to feel alive.
I want to feel wanted.