unlock the key to life

Brooding Minds Think Alike

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Summary: You’re having a shit day. Bucky’s having a shit day. Why not have a shit day together.

Warnings: Angst, but the kind of angst from having a really bad day. Also language.

Word Count: 1763 lol this got out of hand – just like my day!

A/N: I was in such a snarky mood when I wrote this haha! At least I feel better now. Italicised text indicates thoughts.

Originally posted by sassyelf-mage

If there was one law of the universe that you hated the most, it had to be this one: anything that can go wrong, will go wrong.

And today, everything was going wrong.

It all started at 4:53am, when your aching body decided that despite returning to the compound late last night from a mission, 3 hours of sleep was enough. But it was fine. Whatever. It’s not like your alarm was going to go off at 5:20am anyways. So you got up and made your way to the kitchen for the only thing that was worth getting out of bed for – breakfast.

And at first it was great. Your porridge was a decently stodgy texture and you didn’t spill any blueberries. Life was awesome. Until you reached for your favourite part, the banana on top. The banana that apparently the Star Spangled Man With a Plan had so righteously snatched from your fruit bowl because of his ‘potassium helps sore muscles’ bullshit. Not that you were pointing fingers and naming names. You were just 99.7% certain that the two of you were the only people in the compound who liked bananas.


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If you do not like your current reality, then you must change both your thinking, and your emotional misperceptions to change your vibration. Vibration is a vital key to changing your destiny - the final key that unlocks doorways to a greater life. The power to change your own destiny is in your hands and no one else’s.
—  The Hathors - Tom Kenyon

anonymous asked:

Fuck women and the bullshit they put nice guys through. Nice guys make the best boyfriends in the world. That is all.

First of all, you sound super nice and I have no clue as to why you’re single; You’re so “Nice!”

Oh wait, I do. You think being nice is the be all and the end. That bullshit needs to stop right there. Being nice is the minimum requirement.

‘This film is terrible!’ “But the picture is in focus and the dialogue is audible!”

‘I don’t know about this car…’ “It’s got four wheels and an engine!”

'What is this? It tastes disgusting!’ “IT WON’T GIVE YOU FOOD POISONING! WHY ARE YOU BEING SO PICKY!”

Niceness, at the end of the day, is worth nothing. It is unexemplary, because it’s just expected. If you think adhering to a baseline of humanity makes you appealing? That is ridiculous and not very nice of you.

Stand out, find your niche. Find out what you can offer someone. Because I bet all these “dickheads and assholes” all the women you put on pedestals* go out with have something to offer them. They aren’t being passively nice in the hopes that someone will fall for them.

*Also, stop putting women on pedestals. That’s gross and problematic. Women are your equals. They aren’t fucking prizes to be won, or idols to be adored, or accessories for you arm. They are humans.

And so what if you think you would be the perfect boyfriend for her? If she doesn’t agree, fucking drop it. Respect her choices.

Nice Guys®™ suffer from the delusion that life is just a very involved Legend of Zelda of Fetch quest. You bring the girl on the date with the flowers you collected, buy the right meal and the correct wine and bring her home and *result noise* you unlocked her vagina! Which is fucking bullshit. You can’t put in niceness tokens into a machine and expect a relationship to come out at the end.

If you aren’t appealing to women, they won’t date you. No amount of baseline niceness will change that. Niceness is boring and unremarkable.  And in the case of Nice Guys®™ it’s utterly toxic.

Don’t be nice. Just be kind and have something to offer people besides that.

Also, relationships are in no way the key to unlocking a happy and successful life. Having a partner doesn’t wash away all the crap you were dealing with before. They’re just a person. Not a magic cure. Love is a four letter word, not an enchantment.

The Universal Law of Vibration

In regard to the act of changing your destiny, the Master Teacher Jesus once said: “To he who has, it shall be given; to he who has not, it shall be taken away.”

What he was alluding to was the universal law of vibration. If you want to unfold something, to experience something in your destiny, you must hold it as a vibration in your own consciousness. You must have the feeling of it in order for it to express itself. If you do not have the feeling or vibration of it, then it cannot express itself into manifest reality.

If, for instance, you want a loving relationship, then you must hold that vibration of loving relationships in your own consciousness, and then you will draw loving people to you through the law of magnetic attraction.

If you do not at this moment have loving relationships, but are instead experiencing frustration, anger, separation, and isolation then you must own and accept the truth that you are holding a negative vibration and this is what you are drawing to you through the law of magnetics.

If you do not like your current reality, then you must change both your thinking, and your emotional misperceptions to change your vibration. Vibration is a vital key to changing your destiny - the final key that unlocks doorways to a greater life. The power to change your own destiny is in your hands and no one else’s.

The Hathors - Tom Kenyon - The Hathor Material

anonymous asked:

Capricorn (F) and Scorpio (M) convo?

As you wish

C: *Laying on the floor*

S: “What are you doing?“

C: “Thinking about how most of the stuff I know is useless knowledge”

S: “Ahh well I hope you’re having fun"

C: *Gets up* “Like when will I ever need to know that the moon is about 238,000 miles away from earth? “

S: “When you’re an astronaut?”

C: “Not helping"

S: *Thoughtful for a minute* “You know…“

C: “What? ”

S: “Maybe you know all that weird stuff because you need to look at the world at a different perspective than the rest of us. And you can only do so with the right amount of useless knowledge. And then maybe you can unlock the key to the meaning of life or something like that…. Just saying if anyone could do something that significant it would most likely be you. “

C: “Hmmm well here I am knowing that every year sloths grab their arm thinking its a branch and fall to their deaths while here you are wearing beat up Converse telling me the most insightful thing I’ve heard all week.”

S: “Wait…. Sloths do what?“

Married to Death

On the cover of Chapter 13 is the image of Ciel about to kiss a skull decked out like bride’s head. It’s a fascinating image to say the least, but there’s so many details here.

First, there are the flowers. The skull has roses, which typically mean love (depends on the their color), which wouldn’t be that unusual for a bride.

The flowers on Ciel’s hat appear to be lilies.

While lilies often mean purity, they are common associated with funerals. They symbolize the soul had left the body and has been purified, which is ironic considering he’s already promised his soul to Sebastian.

There are also charms hanging from Ciel’s side.

The very first one looks like a very tiny pair of scissors, which might be indicative of someting being severed or cut. This is a rather unusual since a wedding would be ‘tying the knot’ instead of cutting it.

The second appears to be a key. Perhaps this is to unlock something or open up a new experience, life, person, etc. A key could also mean that something has been locked away or is hidden.

The next two look like a tiny cross and a celtic cross. While holy symbols would make sense at a wedding, it’s still contradictory with considering Ciel’s circumstances and choices.

'Bride and groom’ are dressed for the occasion, but their outfits (disguises?) don’t reach all the way to the floor. The veil is tattered and has holes. The meaning of the veil itself is to remind the bride she is dying to her previous life, but this one appears to have died long before this union.

The back of Ciel’s outfit is also torn. You can see the structure underneath, as if looking through the facade. The truth is there; just beneath the surface.

Overall, this seems to be a corruption of a wedding picture. Instead of wedding flowers, there are funerary blossoms. Different symbols show this isn’t a typical union. There are secrets there.

It’s possible that this is symbolic of Ciel’s contract with Sebastian. He’s given up his life, and things that should be holy and pure have become corrupted and torn.

“The true Master Mason recognizes the value of seeking for truth. The Mason who feels holier than his fellow man has raised a barrier around himself through which no light can pass, for the one who in truth is the greatest servant of all. Many brethren make a great mistake in building a wall around their secrets, for they succeed only in shutting out their own light. Their divine opportunity is at hand. The time has come when the world needs the Ancient Wisdom as never before. Let the Mason stand forth and by living the doctrines which he preaches show to his brother man the glory of his work. He holds the keys to truth; let him unlock the door, and with his life and not his words preach the doctrine which he has so long professed.”

Manly P. Hall - The Lost Keys of Freemasonry: The Legend of Hiram Abiff

I live in a cage of
language and longing
flowers trying to bloom
in a dark dry corner
fire in a volcano that
will never erupt
and the stars laugh
never letting me feel them
they’re bright but not blinding
beautiful but distant
and I understand them
watching the world from afar
words failing me
my heart betraying me
i’m banging against these walls
but my fists hurt from fighting it
there’s no key that will unlock my misery
so I wait
for life to escape me
my spirit set free from feeling
but until then I will follow
the soft glow of morning
the pink purpose of being
that keeps this heart

- Ashley Dun









Luna’s life is the hardest of all the lives.

You Save Yourself

People need to understand that their idols are people too. When fans of a particular person or band put them on such a high pedestal, they don’t realize the amount of pressure and stress they’re also subjecting them to. For example, there’s a really big difference between letting someone know they saved your life and then handing them a razor blade, attempting to symbolically tell them that you stopped cutting because of what they do and what it means to you. It sounds really poetic and almost romantic and it shouldn’t be that way. Don’t get me wrong, it’s a positive thing that teens find hope through bands, singers, actors, etc. It’s also a positive thing that they can feel a sort of connection with their idol when they can relay to them just the kind of impact they’ve made in their lives. But I think that whole general idea has spun out of control, and your idols think so too. For too long we have ignored the pressure our idols feel at the end of the day of the true burden of being labeled as a hero.

We all know, because we have seen or heard it either first hand or through reading/watching it on the internet, that our idols do appreciate and recognize how much they have helped their fans through hard times. When seeing it, your heart probably melts because you either understand the feeling of feeling saved by music or if you haven’t you simply find it beautiful to see others proudly display how they have overcome their struggles. Which is good. It’s very good. But saying “you saved my life” has evolved into a sort of unintentional cliche that can result in a lot of misconception about what it takes to battle whatever struggle you endure.

The co-owner of Anthem Made (a clothing line famously known because of Kellin Quinn of Sleeping With Sirens) answered a fans ask here on tumblr once [x] about Kellin not reading everyone’s fanmail. The anonymous asker was clearly distraught at the idea that Kellin would not read their letter and the co-owner’s response was an eye-opener. The co-owner states that “If he said he could read all of it, it would give his fans the false hope that he can and will read and respond to every letter. Unfortunately he doesn’t respond, as that can result in more damage than good. Like, hypothetically, if Kellin responded to a depressed fan and they got really excited, but then wrote him again and this time he didn’t respond, it might actually have a negative effect and make that person more depressed now that their idol is no longer talking to them because depression and anxiety are really, really tricky. Being a hero to so many struggling teens and young adults can be challenging in that aspect because you don’t want to accidentally trigger a worse situation.” This is such a true statement. No person can sit there and say that they’re an exception to being triggered into a worse situation because if you truly understood mental illness you would understand the unpredictability aspect. And even if by some rare chance you were an exception, your idols still need to be cautious because they don’t know that, they aren’t you. It’s a really stressful and painful position for them to be in because they want to help but they have to balance the pros and cons, the potential risks of things backfiring. 

Elliott Gruenberg of Blessthefall [x] explains perfectly what it is that I’m trying to relay to all of you who read this and I hope instead of being quick to be offended and jump to conclusions that you step back and find a sense of enlightenment. In this interview, Elliot talks about how he can relate to his fans because he battled depression and suicidal thoughts but then his Aunt shot herself and watching his father cry and knowing that people are on their deathbeds, fighting for another day, he felt selfish for wanting to throw it all away. He admits that music helped him by being a light at the end of the tunnel, but it didn’t save him. He found the strength to turn his life around with his own two hands, because that’s truly the only way to do it. He goes on saying that kids constantly give him razor blades and notes stating that he saved their life.

Elliot continues this rant by explaining “it upsets me because kids say ‘hey you guys wrote a song called Don’t Say Goodbye and it changed my life, it saved me’ and it’s like I didn’t save you. You saved yourself. I didn’t stop you from putting a razor there. I told you things, I encouraged you not to, you’re the one that had the strength. So when kids are like 'oh you saved me’ I appreciate what you’re saying, but I didn’t save you, you saved yourself.”

So that’s it. That’s the answer. You save yourself. Whatever it is you are going through, whether it be a mental illness, abuse, trauma, neglect, abandonment, fear, etc… there is hope because there are people out there who love you and care about you and most importantly, you have the potential to recognize your own power over your life and turn things around. You do not need a person or a song or a band or a show to find happiness. It can serve as a light but at the end of the day it is up to you if you use your own two feet to stumble out of the darkness. Whether there is a source of light or not, you can still move even when blinded. So move. Don’t rely on others, don’t put pressure on other sources to be the answer you are seeking. Rely on you. You are your own hero.

Let’s spread this message of hope by changing the mentality of “you saved my life” into “you helped me save my own life” because there is a tremendous difference and only the second statement holds the key to unlocking the cure to your inevitable struggles in life. 

anonymous asked:

Hello ! I have a question that I'm curious about (: A lot of people want Daryl to be with someone but realistically speaking do you honestly think he is emotional capable? Would he be able to show affection and to what extent? I think it would be really difficult for him but what do you think?

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