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I held the past and the future in my hands
and once again
the world forced me to choose
one or the other.

(And then again and again,
like an eternal loop with glitched songs)

I want to hold my breath
and live in the now,
but my lungs are filled
with butterflies and specks and dusts
which leaves no room
for presents of any kind.

“You paint tomorrow with the regrets of yesterday”
a note from ancient ago told me,
in tiny, scratched letters.

I refuse to believe
that there’s no room for new mistakes,
I refuse to believe
that these threads are all
what I have left to hang on to.

I hold the past and the future in my hands
and this time,
I’m not letting go.

A childish choice

(Save your lectures for the next round around)

It’s time to change the record playing

protip for if you’re trying to do an assignment/study and are getting tired

grab your phone and your headphones and put on the catchiest pop song you have on hand, and make sure the volume is high but not enough to hurt

(my go to song is Shut Up and Dance by Walk the Moon, but it’s up to you) 

and then dance around your room/the living room/wherever you might be working for one to two durations of aforementioned catchy pop song

I’m talking like, dancing like no one is watching (hopefully, no one is), going, just jamming out however you like to this fucking catchy song

seriously, you will feel so much better, not just more energised but also probably happier 

psa: ovid (a yee old roman poet) literally puts bacchus on par with apollo when describing male beauty okay dionysus is hot 

Monthly Fic Rec January (x)

two boys, two blogs, two years of anonymous messages, and a bookshop where it all comes together.

Louis and Harry, best friends since before either of them can remember, broke up four years ago. Louis has achieved his dreams of becoming the next big thing while Harry has stayed back, dedicating himself to his studies. Both are content to forget what they had together, until a tragedy brings them right back into each other’s lives.

A-list actor Harry Styles and award-winning musician Louis Tomlinson have an acquaintances-with-benefits relationship, so whenever their busy professional lives happen to land them in the same city, they meet up. It’s a mutually beneficial arrangement.
And that’s all it is. Until it isn’t.

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moments to remember by Rona Keller