unfortunately we have no tea

anonymous asked:

hello!! could i get a tomboy reader x bae jinyoung scenario???? thanks!! ✨ - nayana anon


- to start things off, you were labelled as a tomboy because you never really dressed or behaved like a girl

- you didn’t find interest in what girls would usually do, and you pretty much was that person who turns up for school in hoodies over your boys’ uniform
- you thought the girls’ one had a skirt that was way too short, and with the amount of sleazy people nowadays, you didn’t want to risk it
- besides, it wasn’t against the school rules
- you were quite well known around the school due to that, and while some people called you “extra” or “attention seeking”, you didn’t really care
- if people were going to call your personal preferences that, then by all means,,,
- but other than a few close friends, you weren’t bonded to anyone else
- the boys were too rowdy, and you never understood what the girls were talking about
- it’s like you’re the spacing between two words, if that made sense
- but you weren’t complaining
- after all, you still had the looks of a girl— just your behaviour and your uniform
- some girls would flirt with you because they think you’re a pretty boy, like minki or jeonghan
- and they get shocked when you say that you’re a girl
- these kind of things happened often
- you were best friends with daehwi, who happened to be a boy with a girlish personality
- he’s like your opposite, except he doesn’t wear skirts to school
- god forbid him or else it’s going to be a gay haven instead of a place for educational purposes
- the two of you often ate together, maybe sometimes joined by some of his friends
- until one day, daehwi come skipping to your table with a boy trailing behind him
- you noticed that he had a really small and handsome face, but you didn’t swoon over it like how most girls would
- “y/n, this is jinyoung, the transfer student!! jinyoung, meet y/n, my Beautiful and Awesome best friend!!”
- it was kinda awkward, if anything, as you two shook hands, and throughout the whole duration of lunch, the only person talking was daehwi
- at some point daehwi did try to engage the two of you in a conversation with him, but it died down after a few minutes
- you were surprised that jinyoung didn’t question your gender
- it was only common if someone asked your gender, but you’d get a little annoyed if they kept gaping over it
- like “yes i’m a girl in a boys’ uniform, what’s so hard to believe?”
- but bae jinyoung definitely left an impression on you, quiet and unquestioning, and he was polite as well
- he was in your chemistry class and the both of you sat together, and well,,,
- it was silent
- people usually initiated the conversation with you first, not the other way round, so you were stuck
- this happened for a few more lessons until the both of them went over to your house for a study session
- daehwi had went to fetch the juice in the refrigerator, when jinyoung asked if you had coffee
- “no, unfortunately. but we do have tea.”
- he smiled and nodded, and you yelled at daehwi to prepare some tea for him
- jinyoung laughed at daehwi’s enthusiatic reply, and you never knew his facial muscles could actually be so flexible as to crack a smile
- it was the first time you saw him laugh, and it changed your impression of him completely
- jinyoung just kind of opened up to you, and the awkward silence in chemistry is finally replaced with inside jokes and mocking the teacher
- it didn’t feel like daehwi+jinyoung+you anymore, it felt like daehwijinyoungyou
- and honestly you liked it a lot
- you felt that you could just be yourself around these two, and that’s what made the three of you best friends with each other
- they won’t tell you to be more girlish to that you can find a boyfriend, or anything
- they are friends with you for who you are, with no ulterior motives
- and okay,,
- so you’ve never experienced love before
- you had no idea what love was like, and the closest you felt was fondness and affection
- maybe it was like what the apostle Paul’s First Letter to the Corinthians described, that is kind and patient, does not envy or boast, that beareth all things and believeth all things and endureth all things
- but you start questioning yourself when you feel different for jinyoung
- slowly, you started to notice yourself always glancing his way, and every nano expression he makes, and ponder a little too much over his texts to you
- not to mention the flutter in your chest whenever he throws a smile at you and when he slings an arm around you
- and you can’t really breathe properly when he clings and drapes himself over you
- the action that you once complained about became so cute in your eyes
- but you felt really bitter about it
- if you wanted jinyoung to feel the same way for you, you had to change yourself
- jinyoung once mentioned that kyulkyung was his ideal type, the girl who’s visuals were out of this world, walked with grace and beauty surround her like a halo, and who was also kind and cute
- you couldn’t even begin to compare with her
- you, whose most feminine outfit was a oversized sweater with shorts, who walked like a boy, and slouched to keep your chest hidden, and had zero makeup at home
- you enlisted the help of daehwi to dress you up for a dinner the three of you had at jinyoung’s house
- daehwi dropped his phone when you told him to dress you up like a girl
- he was reluctant about it, but still did a great job dolling you up anyways
- you had a simple red choker on, a tight white shirt and a red skirt on, with white sneakers
- and you also had makeup on, lip tint and eyeliner and mascara and everything
- you even received a crash course from daehwi to walk like a girl
- he made you walk on a line on the ground while balancing a book on top of your head
- you didn’t feel comfortable, but it was for jinyoung, and if he liked it, then maybe,,,you would change your tomboy ways
- daehwi admitted that you did look good like that, but he just couldn’t get used to it
- “it’s just not you.”
- you felt a little down from his words, but your confidence was back when jinyoung greeted you two, gaping
- “y/n. wow. you.”
- you giggled— yes, giggled, at his speechlessness
- and throughout the dinner, you were eating gracefully like a girl, but there’s a nagging voice that told you that you were caving in to other’s opinions, and you wouldn’t be yourself anymore
- another side of you was trying to convince yourself that being girlish wasn’t that bad, and you could live with it
- when all of you were finished with your dinner, daehwi offered to wash the dishes while jinyoung pulled you away to the balcony in his room
- you never felt this nervous before, watching jinyoung take a deep breath before speaking
- “y/n, i know this is probably what you want to say, and i like you too, but y/n.”
- the “but” left you clammy again, from the bubbly happiness that jinyoung liked you too
- was it that your eyeliner’s crooked? or your stomach obvious from the shirt?
- “y/n, you look amazing tonight, but i caught feelings for you before, much earlier, and i don’t want to make it seem like i only like you because of your feminine self tonight, and you don’t have to be like this if you don’t want to. i like you the way you are.”
- those were the words you needed to hear
- you were whooping internally, but close to tears as well because you never though jinyoung would like a tomboy like you, out of everyone
- you hugged him, and tears came spilling out as you did, wetting jinyoung’s shirt with translucent drops
- you felt him circle his arms around you and rest his head on yours, the warmth of his body enveloping you
- “don’t cry, y/n.”
- jinyoung cups your face with his hands and places a light kiss on your forehead, and it felt like a butterfly landed on your forehead for a moment
- daehwi shakes his head as he finds you two still in an embrace
- they said unconditional love is the best
- and it’s true— jinyoung really loves you for your ways, for your style of handling things and living your life
- many people ask him why he chose you out of the many girls waiting for him, and he simply smiles before walking off
- there isn’t really a reason why we fall in love, is there?
- you get insecure and troubled at times, but jinyoung is always there to assure you again
- he understands that it’s still hard for you, so he does all he can to support you
- the best and softest kisses, honestly
- you two have a tie all the way deep down, so jinyoung treats you like his treasure, always gazing at you like one, and kisses you tenderly
- love yourself, and don’t change for people who aren’t worth your love