You’re terrified of being alone. Anything you do now will be motivated by that fear. You have to stop worrying about finding love again. It will come when it comes. Get comfortable with being alone. It will empower you.
He Tian: You forgot your textbook GuanShan: Oh, thanks. He Tian: …what was that? GuanShan: What? He Tian: What did you say? GuanShan: Thanks? He Tian: You’ve never said thanks, it’s weird. What am I suppose to do? GuanShan: *blushing* That’s- He Tian: *looks at him blushing* I like this, let’s do it again *brings the textbook back* GuanShan: Are you serious?!
“Seriously, I’m trying to work here and I’m not in the mood for your shenanigans,” Yoongi said, waving you away from him while you were trying to kiss him.
Not in the mood for your shenanigans. Those words rang in your ears and you could feel the heat rising to your face. It had been quite a while since you and your boyfriend had been intimate, and this was the third time in a week that he had rejected your advances because he was too tired, too busy and not in the mood.
“Yoongi, what is with you? We haven’t had sex in almost three weeks and you’re always turning me down when I try. Are you sick of me or something?”
“Quit being dramatic. I was traveling for two of those weeks.”
“So what that you were traveling?! Normally, you are ready to jump on top of me the minute you get home from traveling, but you’ve been home for a week and there’s been nothing, absolutely nothing! Are you cheating on me?!” You could hear your voice rising with your frustration and anger.