I don’t really know what to think anymore. You play these mind games and string me along with a faint shimmer of hope and then I’m the one that ends up with the short end of the stick. Just because you’re beautiful doesn’t mean you can treat people the way you do. I fall again and again and again and then, the other shoe drops and I wake up realizing I’ve gone head over heels acting like an idiot around you. You feign interest and draw me in, you ignore me and it drives me nuts, I forget about you and you reappear, and we start again.
I let myself down. Every. Single. Time.