Do you get that crazy thought, when just maybe, maybe he still loves you?

When he treats you like he did back then? When he looks at you and gives you that flashy smile? When he tries to make you laugh at your shittiest hour? The way he loved you? Then you flashback to reality. You remember why you guys split. You remember the fights. But somewhere in your mind, you still love him, and you’re still looking for any slightest actions that could give you hope.