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Its just one of those moments

where i am crying my eyes out….. and really missing Stephen… Can i just go to sleep and not wake up until his homecoming whenever that may be? Lord can we please get good news this week… Please. Thats all I ask. I need him home.. I need to be in his arms.. I need to hug him.. I need to be near him.. I need to hear his heart beat… I need to kiss him.. I need him… He is my everything… its been 241 days… 

All the days and hell the MONTHS were passing by so quickly… and now its like everytime i look at the clock only 5 minutes has passed.. all the days drag by… and still no word… i just want him home… please…