I was reading chp 14 of umf&mha, and this line: "'I love him.' Yuuri said because it was all that he could say" really touches me. I just imagine him saying it brokenly, like he couldn't help loving Viktor, despite how much he hurt him. I feel like this reflects the overall mood of this story. Both of them can't help loving the other, despite how much it hurts. Ugghh, so many feels. I've become emotionally attached to both of them, and them hurting so much hurts me too :'(
But they get their happy ending in the end though at least!