To say that you were more than excited to have your babies was an understatement. You couldn’twait to hold them and show them off to the world. You were currently lying inbed hiding from the guys under the blankets. You stared down at the sonogram
picture in hands smiling. At least you knew your children would never hurt you.
You squeezed your eyes shut tightly as the tears came down. You buried your
face into your pillow as best you could and sobbed. The argument flashed in
your mind as his words echoed through.
“I don’t care! I’m
done! I’m not ready to be a father!”
“Sam, come on you’re
just drunk. You’re gonna be a great dad!” you smiled lightly. He shook his
“What don’t you get? I
don’t WANT to be a father!!! I don’t want those fuckin kids!”
cried harder, clutching the sonograms to your chest. How could he not want
them? He hasn’t even held them yet. You wiped your eyes and pushed yourself up.
You slid the ring off your finger and scribbled down a note to Dean.
you so much for everything you have done for me, and the babies. They will know
and love their uncle very well. I’m sorry but I have to go. I can’t bring
children into the life of someone who doesn’t want them. I won’t allow them to
be raised around that. Tell Castiel I said thank you for everything and thank
you both for the wedding, I’m sure it was to be beautiful. But I can’t marry
Sam. He should be sober by the time that you get this; I love you guys.
Y/N and twins
You’d rolled the note up and
slipped the ring around it before placing it on the library table in Dean’s
spot. You quietly packed a couple of bags and took one of the spare cars from
the garage of the bunker while they were sleeping. You drove and drove just
watching the road and listening to the radio, you currently had no idea where
you were and thankfully you hadn’t been contacted yet. You were sure the boys
would try to track you down, and you were sure Sam would apologize for
everything he said. Didn’t mean that he had to do it right now.
needed your space, you knew now that the only reason Sam got you pregnant was
because he knew how badly you wanted to be a mom. Being 7 months pregnant and
alone wasn’t exactly how you thought you would become a mom though. You were
still in love with Sam, and quite possibly always would be. You felt the tears
threaten your eyes once more. “You know, I know some things about little Sammy
that you probably don’t.” A voice said suddenly beside you. You gasped the car
swerving slightly. “Hey! Stay on this side of the yellow line! Before you kill
yourself!” You looked at the man; he seemed middle-aged, short sandy blonde
hair, blue eyes. He wore a pair of jeans and an olive brown shirt with a faded
blue button down. “Who the hell are you?!” you asked moving your eyes back to
the road. “I’m an old friend of Sammy’s. And you were just the person I was
lookin for!” he grinned clapping his hands together.
me and Sam broke up so I don’t-“ he cut you off and waved his hand. “No no,
believe me, Sam wasn’t himself when he said those horrible things to you” you
glanced at him. “Look buddy I don’t know who you are or what you are but just
leave me alone. I haven’t done anything to you.” Your emotions were starting to
get the better of you. “Who the hell are you?!” you asked as he laughed again. “Sweetheart…”
he flashed a cocky grin. “I’m Lucifer, and you’ve got something I want”
the floor of the library. Cas appeared as Sam walked in sleepy with his hair
going crazy. “where’s Y/N?” he asked groggily. “What the fuck did you say to
her?!” Dean yelled. Sam stared at him wildly. “What are you talking about? I don’t
remember anything from last night” he said rubbing his head. “yeah, well
apparently you two got into and you said you didn’t want the babies and shes
gone Sam. She left.” Dean said pushing the ring and note to him. Sam read
through it quickly and felt his heart sank. “oh god no…I didn’t…I would never….Of
course I want them. I…what happened last night Dean?”
“One minute we’re at the bar having a great time, you go to the bathroom and
come back in a horrible mood. I figured she’d texted and asked when you were
coming home. No big deal, it wasn’t until I had to drag you away from making
out with some blonde that you got super pissed” Dean stared at the table. “But
you didn’t remember anything…not even some fuzzy memories?” Sam shook his head.
“I remember coming back to the bar, and finishing my drink…that’s it.” Dean looked
at Castiel who nodded. “I can sense it…” Sam looked at him. “Sense it? What? What’s
going on?” “Sammy, I think you got possessed last night at that bar. And I
think there’s something more going on than just a random demon doing it.”
been called to Heaven. Something urgent is happening.” Castiel suddenly spoke.
With furrowed brows he looked toward the boys. “Did she leave in a truck or
car?” “The ole red truck was missing…why what’s goin on Cas?” Castiel nodded
slightly.I’ve been informed that a red truck was found on the side of a
highway, crashed into a tree. Personal belongings missing and all that was
found was a sonogram picture…they seem to think….” Cas looked at Sam who feared
the worst already. “They think she’s been taken…but aren’t sure by whom…something
evil. The angels are cleaning up the wreck, so the police won’t get involved.” Dean looked at him confused. “If a demon
wanted her dead, he would have killed her last night. If they aren’t killing
her then what do they want?” “It’s not what the demons want…it’s what…he wants.”
Sam said staring at the table. “He? He Who? You mean….” Dean trailed off and
glanced at Castiel who stared at Sam with a knowing look. “Lucifer…he’s not
after her or me anymore”
Title: a thousand times exchanged Fandom: The Flash Characters: Barry Allen, Iris West Relationship: WestAllen Rating: Teen Word Count: ~3000 Summary: A series of first kisses between Iris and Barry. Disregards the BTS spoilers. Some fluff. Some tears. Some lolz. Mostly fluff though.