uh i think thats everything except his tag

cocsa is truly a fucking experience. to have someone who you grew up with and hung out with and trusted hurt you like that is fucking heartbreaking. and i feel like i cant blame you because you were only a year older than me. we were both just kids and you had a shitty home life so its not really your fault, is it? i had to hang out with you after it happened and none of our other friends knew.

sometimes i wonder if you even remember what you did. i cant properly trust any of my friends now, i hate being alone with people, i dont trust anybody because if someone like you that i trusted so much could hurt me like that then no one is really safe, are they