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promises

“This is a promise that I’ll come back home– come back to you– after every case.”

wc: 1034 // just a lil short and quick something to get me back into the writing business

You’re not so much surprised as you are confused to see Spencer sitting on the coffee table poring over some files when you walk through the door of the apartment. Spencer, who seven hours ago, called you from his hotel room in a sleepy Utah town in the middle of a case. He had told you that he wouldn’t be home for another four days, and yet here he was: messy hair and soft smile and the beginnings of a black eye and bandages on his arms. He looks like he hasn’t shut his eyes once in the past three days he’s been gone.

“Hi,” he says. He sounds as exhausted as he looks.

It’s not like you haven’t seen him roughed up before– you’re almost used to it by now, actually. And it’s not like he hasn’t been gone for longer than this either. But tonight, you’re extra eager to see him, slamming the door shut and dropping your bag on the floor as you rush over to him. You wrap your arms around his neck and he hums quietly in contentment as he rests his head against yours.

“I missed you, Spence.”

You feel him nod against you. “I missed you too.”

His exhaustion is palpable and as you run your hands down his back to soothe him, he winces and inhales sharply.

“I, uh, I got hurt pretty badly by the Unsub,” he says quietly, peering up at you to gauge your reaction. You’ve seen him hurt before, sure, but that doesn’t make him feel better about making you see him in such a state.

Frowning, you pull back and instead pull up a seat in front of him. “What happened? Are you okay?”

“Yeah, I just– I don’t know, I was just in a bad position.”

“Wanna talk about it? I could make us some coffee?”

Spencer exhales slowly and nods after a moment, his eyes trailing you as you get up and walk to the kitchen to start brewing a fresh pot of coffee. Normally, you’d smirk at him and jokingly tell him to get his own damn coffee, you’re not his maid, but tonight he looks so worn out that you shrug off the faux sarcasm. You don’t really mind, anyway.

You glance over your shoulder as the machine whirs to life. “So how’d you get that black eye?”

His frown deepens. “My profile was wrong. My profile’s never wrong. But… but I profiled the Unsub to be too socially inept for confrontation.” His voice is laced with anger and bitterness. “We were going after her and I scoped out the back alley next to her house and she attacked me.”

You sigh, looking over at him. “How long have you been back?”

“Three hours. I wanted to come home right away, but JJ had me do a complete medical evaluation before she’d let me leave.”

“Remind me to thank her. How bad did they knock you up?”

He grins and laughs, low and soft, before it’s cut off by a sharp inhale of pain. “Interesting choice of words.” You smile just as widely to mirror his expression.

You roll your eyes in mock annoyance. “How badly did you get hurt, Spence?”

“Three bruised ribs, this black eye, and a mild concussion.” He shrugs and winces at the pain. “I’ve had worse.”

While true, it doesn’t stop you from worrying and looking over at him sadly. The machine stops suddenly, the whirring dying down to a calm quiet, and you picks up the mugs of coffee and heads over. When you hand the mug to him, he smiles in appreciation and you feel better at the sight of it.

“Did you guys catch the Unsub?”

“He got away after. They sent me back home early.”

You furrow your eyebrows at the news and search his face for any answers, but you find none in his smile. Spencer Reid, though admittedly not physically capable of body slamming criminals to the ground, has a heart of gold and a moral compass that’s always in tune. He’s never left a case early– even after injuries far worse than those he’s sporting now.

“Not that I’m complaining,” you say slowly, peering over at him. “But you never come home early. What happened there?”

He opens his mouth to respond but instantly shuts it again, letting a brief silence fill the air. After a few moments, Spencer gets up and heads over to his bag, gingerly leaning down to fish something out and clutching it tightly in his hand. When he makes it back to you, he places a small black box on the counter and smiles.

“I had some things I wanted to take care of.”

“Spence–” You say his name breathlessly, your heart beating faster.

“Wait, let me– let me just explain.” He takes a deep breath and gathers your hand in his, big brown eyes looking into yours. “I love you. A lot. I’ve loved you for a long time now. Statistically, people spend a little more than two years together before they move onto this part, so I think we’re safe after three years and a baby on the way.”

You stifle a laugh, smiling widely.

“My job can be dangerous. And I know you worry, but I don’t want to leave it–I love what I do.” Before you could tell him you understand, he continues. “But I know you worry about me and that this won’t change much, but this is a promise that I’ll come back home– come back to you– after every case.”

You will yourself not to cry, but containing emotions was never your strongest suit. You almost want to look away from Spencer to compose yourself, but you can’t bring yourself.

When he says your name, it’s in the same tone that he used when he first told you he loved you. “Will you marry me?”

Your yes was teary and breathless and when you moved to hug him tightly, he holds back a groan and wraps his arms around you to pull you closer. There’s such a thing, he decides as he slips the ring on your finger, as good pain.

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NCT 127 (JAEHYUN, MARK, TAEYONG) - MAD CITY - LYRICS


You make me so mad

You make me so mad

남 다른걸 넌 나를 마치게 만들고 있는 걸
You’re different, you’re making me go mad

I’m gonna be so mad

화려한 이 fancy place
This luxurious fancy place

Baby Look at us 우릴 봐봐
Baby Look at us look at us

You make me so mad

When I ‘m in the house,
guess what happens
At the end it always turns out
to be empty and demolished (I killed it)
I eventually always end up
standing at the center of
It always energetic still clenching
a damn mic in my fist now (how)
Could this be possible?
Am I that powerful?
Guess that’s why rumors
around the world are saying that
Mark is absolutely fully capable
No more rules, just dial my number
if you’re ready to have your house blown

조용해 이곳은 downtown
Be quiet this is downtown

다 필요 없고 kick up
I don’t need anything kick up

이 구역의 청소부는 나야
I’m this area’s janitor

잔말 말고 clean up
Stop talking and clean up

나랑 놀고 싶은 랩퍼들은
To the rappers that want to play me

받고 와라 make up
Go and get it make up

애정 결핍인 것 같은 녀석들은
To those suffering from lack of attention

전부 Shame on you
shame on all of you

이제부터라도 애칭을 불러줄게 boo라고
Starting from now I’ll call you a nickname ‘boo’

남들의 시선 신경 꺼 그게 원래 너라고
Stop caring about other people’s thoughts, this is originally you

뭐라 해도 I’m gonna do gotta do
What anybody says I’m gonna do gotta do

네가 정신차릴 때쯤 난 없지 I’m done
By the time you get your head straight, I’m gone I’m done

You make me so mad
I’m gonna be so mad

내가 이상해보여 yeah
I look odd yeah

I’m a freaky deaky man
You make me so mad
I’m gonna be so mad

네가 누군지 몰라도
Even if you don’t know who I am

you make me so mad

You make me so mad,
I’m gonna be so mad
You make me so mad,
I’m gonna be so mad
You make me so mad,
I’m gonna be so mad
You make me so mad

Yeah back come my turn

누구도 범접하지 못해 내가 쓰는 fantasy에
Nobody can touch me, in the fantasy that I write

이 비트만으로도 더 족한걸 어떻게 뭘 더해
This beat is satisfying enoguh, what else do I have to do

I’m 이름앞에 t가 붙은 T-Rex 가
Attach a T in front I’m like T-Rex

내 별명답게 이 비트를 씹어 누가 범접할래
Like my nickname I chew up this beat, who wants to approach me?

어느 순간부터 시간이 이렇게 빨리 지나갔어
From this moment, the time started flying fast

모든 게 흘러갔지만 mic 잡고 노는 건 똑같아서
Everything blew away but the way I hold this mic and play is the same

Yeah you make me so mad,
you make me so mad
What can I do with it?
Why not just all go mad

Mad life mad life mad life

우리는 미쳐가
We’re going mad

Mad life mad life mad life

매일 매일 미쳐가
Getting mad every day

Mad life mad life mad life

남들이 미쳤다고 생각할 때까지
Until others think we’re crazy

뛰어 매일 미쳐봐
Jump and go mad every day

Mad life mad life mad life

우리는 미쳐가
We’re going mad

Mad life mad life mad life

매일 매일 미쳐가
Getting mad every day

Mad life mad life mad life

남들도 같이 미쳐갈 수 있도록
So that others can get mad with us

뛰어 당장 미쳐봐
Jump right away get mad

NCT NCT N-City 내가 속해 있는 Soul City
NCT NCT N-City, the place I’m located soul city

다들 미쳐가고 있지 왜 때문인지는 알지
Everybody is getting mad and I know the reason why

Mad City 날 어떻게 볼지는 몰라도
Mad city I don’t know how you’ll view me

어떻게 될지 아무도 몰라 난 참 Chemical 해
Nobody knows what is going to happen, I’m quite chemical

Wow, It’s a boom to the b-boom

폭탄을 점화하는 Knuckle p-punch
igniting the bomb knuckle punch

It’s about our chemistry that never stops

언제나 화가 나있는 hulk
A hulk that’s always mad

다 같이 Mad할 때까지
Until we’re all mad

I’m breaking it all apart

Pump pum from adrenalin,
adrenalin rush
I can almost feel excitement flowing
through my deep blood, man
Never let it fade, keep it going on
Cause the music is what pumps it and
the beat continues on and on man
Why are they doubting, TY?
How have we done it,
can’t you just see why?
How we worked crazy for it,
always kept the music going,
Kept our bars without no limit and
even turned crazy for it, right

사람들은 말해 조금 진정하라고
People tell me to calm down

지금 너는 너무 흥분되어 있다고 man
”Right now you’re too agitated man”

그럼 나는 대답해 아 그런 것 같기도
Then I answer, “Yeah, I think so”

너무 흥분해 앞뒤를 못 가릴거 같기도 해
I don’t think I can control myself either

무슨 같잖은 헛소리들은 집어 쳐
Throw away all your nonsense words

흥분을 넘어서 지금 난 거의 미쳐있어
I’m past agitated I’m getting close to mad

비트를 씹으려 광분한 상태
I’m going frenzy trying to chew up this beat

내게 과분한걸 바라는 순간
The moment you expect too much out of me

I turn around ay

날 붙잡으려 하지는 마 bounce ay
Don’t try to hold me back bounce ay

긴장을 풀어 여긴 playground ay
Get loose this is a playground ay

나를 보고 있는 crowds
The crowds looking at me

모든게 완벽해 high for the sound
Everything is perfect high for the sound

Mad life mad life mad life

우리는 미쳐가
We’re going mad

Mad life mad life mad life

매일 매일 미쳐가
Getting mad every day

Mad life mad life mad life

남들이 미쳤다고 생각할 때까지
Until other think we’re crazy

뛰어 매일 미쳐봐
Jump and go mad every day

Mad life mad life mad life

우리는 미쳐가
We’re getting mad

Mad life mad life mad life

매일 매일 미쳐가
Getting mad every day

Mad life mad life mad life

남들도 같이 미쳐갈 수 있도록
So that others can get mad with us

뛰어 당장 미쳐봐
Jump right away get mad


I take no credit for this translation.

Hangul: SM Entertainment NCT #127 First Mini Album
English: alwaysdreaminghigh

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song aesthetics: maruvaarthai pesaadhey for enai noki paayum thota

விழிநீரும் வீணாக
இமைத்தாண்டக் கூடாதென

துளியாக நான் சேர்த்தேன்
கடலாகக் கண்ணானதே

Sometimes I Want to Hug You Like Crazy
Seulgi (Autumn Vacation Cover)
Sometimes I Want to Hug You Like Crazy

You’re not the one who hurts me 
 And I thank you for always shining 
 Through our countless days together
 No one could understand, but 
 Sometimes I want to Hug you like crazy
 Only you can be you
 In this world that has no place for my heart