literally trapped a child in the attic and left him there to starve to death, set up a jigsaw-esque death trap room and burned one person to death in it then tried to burn another, willfully participated in the abduction, mutilation, experimentation, and murder of multiple people
*shows up to the Grammys lookin good af, winged liner sharp enough to kill a man, happy af, excited and greatful af, puts on a beautiful performance, enjoyin the night with her boyfriend*
*sittin on the broken couch, popcorn down your mayonnaise stained shirt* "lmao 12 years old!!!Capri Sun!!! Bed time!!!"
I want to say somewhere: I’ve tried to be forgiving. And yet there were times in my life, whole years, when anger got the better of me. Ugliness turned me inside out. There was a certain satisfaction in bitterness. I courted it. It was standing outside, and I invited it in.
so ravi was supposed to guess something that’s alive, precious to vixx and that’s the only thing of its kind in this world, and he confidently said starlight!
but it wasn’t the answer and they started saying how technically starlight isn’t one thing. the staff told him that the answer is lee jaehwan and he was like it’s true that he’s just one person…and he’s precious to vixx….
My long-time partner cheated on me & he didn’t even tell me - I found out. For the longest time, I analyzed what was wrong with me. Was it something I did? Something about me? I felt like I just wasn’t attractive anymore & that’s why he did it. I picked myself apart to find what was wrong. I tore myself up to see if I was truly ugly on the inside & out. It was some of the worst months of my life.
I see now that there is no justifying what he did. It wasn’t me, it never was. I shouldn’t have let him take away any more of my time, emotions, or self-value. He didn’t deserve me & I was too blinded by my love to see it.
This was how it had to be proven to me & I accept it now.
I’ve learned, lived, & moved past it to the point where I feel nothing about it anymore, not even anger or sadness.
If you find yourself in this situation, please don’t tear yourself up like I did. I understand the raw emotions you may feel; there’s a period of darkness, but don’t let it take over you. Take your time to reflect, process, & absorb what’s happening. Just remember: you deserve better, always.
this world is so ugly, inside and out, filled with grey and grease and hate, so much hate
but just when i lose hope that there’s nothing good left to be offered
i remember that you exist
who is so beautiful and genuine and good and pure
who is the light we need in these times of darkness, the light i need