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Waiting - Eisuke Ichinomiya

An attempt at a little angst - not 100% sure about this. Let me know what you think. May go with another idea and delete haha.

It was as if I could feel a sickness beginning to stir vigorously in the pit of my stomach; something akin to the feeling of melancholy laced intricately with rage and sugar dusted with regret. The bright; art style night skies of Tokyo filtered in through the penthouse lounge windows to wash over me; a romantic comedy buzzing on the ridiculously oversized tv which I had no interest in; nor could I make out through blood shot, tired eyes. A numbness; a feeling of rejection had pulsed and flooded through my veins.

Crossing and uncrossing my legs over and over and over again uncomfortably, I sunk further down into the grand leather sofa and fixated my eyes on the underwear I’d placed on the coffee sidetable to my left – the underwear that I’d found on the floor beside our bed – a lacy, tiny red pair that just oozed with sex appeal and instant betrayal. Words tried to slip from my lips; songs of a broken bird agitated and upset, yet instead only a sigh escaped – no words at all to be said. They weren’t mine – the underwear that is – the inventory of what I owned; of what Eisuke liked and approved played over and over inside my head and this; finding this, meant a combination of three things. One – there was another woman; - ha, what a surprise. Two – he had cheated on me. Three – worst of all; he had lied to me.

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ONE YEAR OF FANOFMJ!

May 28th, 2014 was the day that this blog was created. It’s officially been a year! I can’t believe it. You all are the absolute best! Thanks for accompanying me on this journey so far. I’m grateful for the past year and all of the years to come!

To celebrate, I decided to do a relatively small follow forever. I know that I always feel honored whenever I’m in someone’s follow forever, so I decided to honor some of you! Here are some of the blogs that I’ve noticed particularly and been drawn to in the last year.

#-c | -intheround, 82958, adoringjackson, alcapxne, annie-is-not-okay-ok, aproudmoonwalker, baderahaven, badlydangerous, badstreetwalker, behindthe-mask, beyondtheplanetsandthestars, blood58, bluemoonwalker, captaineosgirl, captaineostyle, cherrycherryshamone, cutemjj

d-g | daerryl, daily-mj, dancingmachin3, dangerous-web-of-sin, dangerouserabby, darlinmichael, dearapplehead, deepinhiseyes, doggone-lover, dustydiana, eternityjackson, expressionsofpassion, fuckyeahmichaeljackson, fuckyeahthrillererabaderababie, gazeuponthewater, geness-s, glovesocksmoonwalk

h-k | heavensgladyoucame, homeskilletbiscuit5, humamature, iamsoblue, ijcslymjj, inthe-back, itainttoomuchstuff, itsjustdesire, jacksinspired, kingmichaeljackson, kingmjjpop

l-o | leftusmuchtoosoon, lemjpanda13, livingamichaeljacksondream, love-is-a-woman, loveformichaeljackson, loveneverfeltsogood-mj, lovingyoumichael, makethatchangemjj, michaaeljackson, michaeljacksondrivesmewild, michaeljacksonmagic, michaelsbadpyt, michaelsinmoscow, michaelsmoonwalk, missingmichael, mj-foralltime, mjcanyoufeelit, mjfambelike, mjj-moonwalker, mjjdaily, mjjsociety, mjracles, mjsheartisstillbeating, mjshighpitchedscreeching, mjsloveslave, mxchaeljacksxn, mybestofjoy, myinspirationmj, mylifedangerous, n0tcheater, nothingiwilleverneed, offthewall25, ohhmichael, ohiwantyouback, onceuponajackson, oursexyking

p-s | panther-in-moscow, peaceloveglitterglove, punklovespepsi, queendirtydiana, rememberrthetime, reviewer68, salvation-army-tomorrow-bill, santafrombel-air, seriouseffect, seveninchesin, shamonejackson, shamonex, shewaslovinme, smoothccriminal, smoothcriminls, soldierofmichael, somethinggloriousisabouttohappen, sparkly-jizz, speeddemonlikeasmoothcriminal, str33twalker, strangerinmoscoww, sunset-driver, sunshinemoonlightboogie, sweetmixhael

t-w | takemybluesaway, tatianamjj, tfiosa, thatdoggonegirl, thatmichaeljackson, the-king-0f-pop, theboy-isminee, thegreatestentertainer, thewaymichaelmakesmefeel, thewaymjmakesmefeel, thisplacehotel, threatenedbyme, threatned, thrillereragirl, thrillher, thrillthispvssy, thunderinlife, todo-mi-amor-eres-tu, touchastranger, tryhardtolovemee, tuliojjackson, ucancallmehoney, unbreakableking, unorthodox-jackson-x, watzupwitu, we-can-singsongs-of-yesterday, welovejacksons, whereisbilliejean, whosfuckingbad, whoslovinyou, willyoubetherex, worldofmichael

x-z | xmichaeljacksonx, you-arethere, you-rockmyworld, you-will-always-bein-my-heart, youarenotalone-and-staystrong

Honorable Mentions:

admiringmichael - Hi, haha! Well, you’re always in my newsfeed, which I really appreciate. I can see that you take a strong liking in my blog. I love your blog as well! It’s always so neat and crisp and just looks so good! Never stop doing what you do. <3

bad-era-obsession - Oh, how do I even start? Lillian, your blog is just…ugh. It’s so amazing. I have to check your blog at least once a day or else I’ll get anxiety. You’re basically my largest tumblr inspiration. Plus, you’re an absolutely amazing artist and you’re hilarious! Your tags are very relatable, may I say. I just wanted to thank you for being you and having an amazing blog for me to look forward to every day. I’ll love you and your blog endlessly! <3

heretochangetheworld - Laura, I know we haven’t been able to talk much lately, but I just wanted to let you know how kind you are. You’re just such a sweet and genuine person. Your nice actions on tumblr always make me smile. Never ever stop being the kind and sweet person that you are. <3

iconicmichael - Steph…oh gosh, how to start? Your blog was the first one I fell in love with. I admired you so much that it was almost ridiculous! I remember being scared to ask you for a gifset of “You Rock My World”, and when I finally did it, you made it and did an amazing job. Plus, you were extremely kind to me. Now we’ve gotten closer and I’m so happy that we have. I love you lots! <3

lolassh - I know you in real life and you suck. Just kidding I LOVE YOU ASHLEY! Thanks for being an amazing friend. <3

loveless-ocean - Goodness, Char, I could write an entire book right now. Your support and love for me has been endless and I’m so grateful for that. After four years of knowing you, I’m absolutely sure that you’d do anything for me. You’re the one that picked me back up when I was ready to give up. Thank you for everything, you know how much I love and appreciate you, so I’ll try to keep this brief, haha. <3

mademoisellexdaymoonxstarnight - Nancy, you’re such a kind person. I look forward to talking to you each day. You always hear me out when I’m going through a difficult time and I’m glad that I can return the favor for you. Thank you for always being there when I need you and for being an extremely amazing friend! <3

michaeljacksonfamily - This will be pretty brief, but I just wanted to let you know how amazing your blog is to me. Your pictures are so amazing and I love looking through all of them. Whenever I see them I’m just so amazed. Keep up the hard work, you’re doing amazing! <3

michaeljacksonsdick - Paige…where do I start? We started talking not too long ago, but you’re already one of my closet tumblr friends. You’re soooooo funny, I can barely stand it! From your tags to your posts, you’re just hilarious. I love your blog to death and I’m glad that we started talking. I hope we get to talk more and know each other even better.  I love you lots! <3

michaelslaysall - Tanieya, you’re also hilarious! You always crack me up. Your blog is flawless, too. You were one of the first people I ever talked to on tumblr, and I’m glad that I did. You’re such a kind person and you’re easy to get along with! Thanks for helping to make this first year on tumblr so amazing. I love you! <3

mjkingofmyheartshamone - I really enjoy talking to you! You’re so very kind and always listen to what I have to say. Continue to be the extremely sweet person that you are, no matter what. Remember, if you ever need me, I’m right here. I love you. <3

mjslays - Girl, you are another one of the kindest blogs I’ve encountered on here! Whenever I post things - whether it’s Michael related or personal - you’re always the first to leave a reply and like it. That never goes unnoticed. Plus, your blog is absolutely amazing and stunning. Keep up your hard work, it’s paying off! I love and appreciate you endlessly. <3

moonwalkeruntilmydeath - Jane, you were one of my first real tumblr friends. You reached out to me and talked to me all the time. Although we haven’t had the opportunity to talk much lately, I’ll always be grateful for the talks we’ve had in the past. You’re extremely kind and sweet and just an all-around great person. Always continue to be the amazing person that you are. I love you! <3

smoothbutnotacriminal - Oh, Nat, my dear Nat…where to even begin? I honestly don’t even know what to say. I’m soooo blessed to have you as a close friend in my life. You’ve always been there for me when I needed you and you’ve always been one of my number one supporters. I’m more than happy to return the favor of helping you. I can’t express all of my feelings through words, and if I tried, it’d probably be the longest book in history. You’re just such an amazing and kind person, plus your blog is the best. I love you endlessly, thanks for being such an amazing friend! <3

Wow, that was long, haha! Anyways, just thank you everyone for everything you’ve done for me and my blog in the past year, whether it’s been a single like or a follow. You all mean the world to me and you’ve helped to brighten my days extremely. Thanks for making this first year so great and memorable!

With much love,

Molly<3

{NaruSasu Collab fic} “Birthday boy” part 2

A/N: So here’s part two! My turn to start off the post hehe… I promise we’ll make a final post later where it’s easier to read than now, and ofc post it on ao3 and ff.net. But for now you’ll have to make do! 

Part 1
@maneki-n-e-k-o‘s drawing inspiring the whole thing:3 

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Sasuke knew every secret spot where Naruto was ticklish. It was one of the perks of being childhood friends – and it seemed nothing had changed as he poked at Naruto’s sides.

“Oh my god Sasuke, please stop!”

But how could he, when he had Naruto squirming underneath him, laughing until there were tears in his eyes. Sasuke had missed this, badly. He missed goofing around, just letting loose and having fun together with Naruto.

He did not, however, miss Naruto talking to Itachi and Shisui behind his back.

“Just give up,” he ordered Naruto, trying his best to stay upright as Naruto clawed at his arms and desperately tried to push him off while also protecting his phone.

“Never,” Naruto wheezed out, glaring weakly at him.

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Is it bad that I stare at you and have the sudden urge to reach across the table and kiss you? Or possibly to throw you into a wall and kiss you. I won’t though because I know that no matter how I look at you, from every different angle you’ll never like me back. I guess I’ll just sit here and daydream while I fail miserably at trying to get over you.