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Okay Chuck or God or whatever. I- I need your help. You see, you left us. You went off, you said- you said the Earth would be fine because it had me and it had Sam, but it’s not! And we’re not. We’ve lost everything. And now you’re gonna bring him back. Okay? You’re gonna bring back Cas, you’re gonna bring back Mom, you’re gonna bring them all back. All of them. Even Crowley. Because after everything that you’ve done, you owe us, you son of a bitch. So you get your ass down here and you make this right, right here and right now. Please. Please help us.

Sometimes I randomly get super sad and start feeling empty. Like I could be the happiest person in the room. Smiling big smiles, spreading cheer and then all of a sudden my smile falters and my heart skips a beat. Everything turns to black and white and I can’t see a future for myself. I didn’t even know if one exists. I forget what it feels like to actually live and be happy even if it was only two seconds ago that I was laughing. It feels as if there’s just this demon hovering over me waiting for my weakest point to break me and make my life a thunderstorm cause I was enjoying the cool breeze before it became a vicious wind.

I don’t know about you; but all of these amazing deleted scenes from the Lucifer S2 Blu-Ray are going right into the ‘100% Canon AF’ section in my brain.
Take that Fox. 

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I am completely exhausted from making this.  I don’t get it, I was literally sitting down the whole time but I just feel like I can finally rest in peace now

Going off of Thomas’s Last video

You think that Patton hides when he’s feeling sad? We all deem him as the ‘fun, happy, sunshine, and rainbow feelings’ guy, but we all seem to forget that Patton is Thomas’s feelings. Not only his happy feelings, all of them.


I have a theory that suggests Patton feels feeling four times as strong as Thomas. This is because the brain does not showcase feelings everywhere in it. There are only a few key points where our brain controls emotion, and Patton represents thoes key points. Therefore, almost all the emotional feelings that would be represented within Logan, Roman, and Virgil, are all pushed toward Patton, making his feelings four times stronger.


We all know Thomas gets sad. There have been plenty of his videos, where Thomas has talked about something more serious, and maybe have gotten a little emotional about it. But then there’s Patton who’s always there to tell a dad joke to lighten the mood. Not feeling sad, like Thomas is in the moment.


My theory also states, that Thomas (just like many other people) feels the need to hide when he’s sad or upset. But, he only really comes out to his friends or family if he really wants some help, or if they want to help. Even though he does come out about that to them, he still feels the need to hide them. Because of that, Patton also feels the need to hide them. Thoes feelings about that are four times stronger as well. He hides his sad feelings with dad jokes, and fun times, because he wants to lift the mood. Thoes sad feelings are much stronger for him, and he doesn’t like them, so that’s why he desperately tries to lighten the mood if Thomas is feeling upset about something, as we have seen in many videos.


He hates this strong feeling of sadness so much…