john getting shot (non-fatal) in sherlock’s presence
sherlock getting so furious that he risks everything and attacks the shooter (if shooter is alone) and hits them with his bare hands and they fall to the ground
he hits them and hits them until the shooter gets knocked out completely and sherlock’s hands are bloody
sherlock lets go of them and turns around with tears in his eyes to see john on the ground looking at him mesmerized
sherlock hurries over to john where he’s leaning against the wall he and grabs his head with his bloody hands and asks him if he’s okay with his broken voice
“are you alright, are you ALRIGHT”
john just nods and shakes his head at the same time
and sherlock breaks and he can’t hold it in anymore and the tears can’t be stopped
and he just closes his eyes and uses his hands to guide john’s head closer to him and he kisses him hard and sobs into his mouth
and then he stops because he can’t stop crying and he hulks and can’t breathe because john got shot and it was sherlock’s fault and everything is sherlock’s fault and he hates himself for ever letting this man into his life and he hates himself for falling in love with him
the first night john and sherlock share a bed as a couple, sherlock has a nightmare. he’s back at dartmoor and he sees dr frankland with the gas mask, but instead of seeing moriarty beneath it, he sees mary. suddenly she’s in her wedding dress and she shoots him again and before he knows it, he’s back in one of the torture chambers. mary (in her wedding dress) and moriarty begin torturing sherlock both verbally and physically; “john’s too good for you”, “he’s going to leave you”, “john watson doesn’t love you”. the detective shoots up like a bolt and is as white as a sheet and john slowly wakes up too, seeing how distressed sherlock is and wrapping his arms around him. “i love you”, “it’s okay, sweetheart, i’m here”, “i’ve got you, shhh,” john murmurs tenderly and peppers equally tender kisses all over sherlock’s sweat-slicked face and neck, until they both slowly drift back to a calm sleep. sherlock never tells john what he had a nightmare about that night, but from that night on, he knows that he is and always has been good enough for john watson, because john chose him.
I love your blog :) do you know any other blogs similar to yours ?
Hi. Thank you so much, I actually smiled when I read this. I’m sorry, but I don’t even know what makes a blog similar to mine, but you definitely should follow ughbenedict and feltclffe. Both great blogs who post alot of the same stuff as me, even though they’re eight times as good as mine.
this is it guys, the last few hours until we see either the most groundbreaking romance ever aired on television or the floor is lava literally??
i want to thank all of you so so so much im not being even fucking soppy i’ve been through SO FUCKING MUCH these past 3 years since i joined this fandom i battled so many demons including depression, eating disorders, and just everything shitty and you, all of you helped me live through it all and here i am - waiting for the most beautiful thing to happen - sherlock holmes and john watson to kiss for the first ever time in 130 years
i owe you my life guys, if it werent for you i would 100% dead im not even exaggerating i love you i love you i love im fucking drunk but johnlock helped me learn whats love and i finally escaped from a physically abusive relationship so thank you so so so so much
i want to break my heart into tiny tiny pieces and give it to every individual here and for all the people who follow me i love you u cant comprehend how grateful i am to be with you - @bimartin (ily so much u fucking idiot), @quietlyprim @marcelock @cuccaine2 @glassofteajlc @hotsmugstache @johnlockfulfillment @teapotsubtext @cloisteredself @softlavenders @propergenius @johnlockogie @johnsjawline @1895ad @1895 @nondeducible @writemeastoryofsolitude @kinklock @rainlock @szpok @gayufo @brothersholmes @sadlawyer @warmth-and-constancy @darkmofftiss @deserthearts @darlingbenny @deducingbbcsherlock @deducethegay @detectivelyd @dry @dramaqueern @drool-is-love @shylocks @shylockgnomes @thediogenes @balletlock @softelytjlc @jeslock @syupon @paintingwithpablo @theymakemagic @heartoftheconspiracy @sherrinfordholmes @grumpybijohn @grumpy-swoop @graceebooks @gaytheist @greglestrade @cakepopsforeveryone @therealmartinsgrrrl @rosegoldsherlock @rominatrix @susscx @theneckstroke @thecumbercollective @thetwelfthpanda @the-7-percent-solution @taikova
Come what may; I will love you, until my dying day
Set 3 and my favourite one! I decided that this is a good ending for 2014 (and you’ll get the outtakes later) so 2015 I’ll start with a bunch of Cosplay photos we made on the Shooting we had in September on various original locations in London.
Thank you all for the support during the year, the encouraging words and messages when I moved to London 2 months ago and all your feedback and support. I just reached the 2k line a few days ago and when I started tumblering some years ago I never thought this would happen. That’s why I’m looking forward to a thrilling new year in 2015 with all of you!
remember how two days ago I was like I can’t do a follow forever I follow to many people??? well here I am, my statement still stands, because I probably forgot like ten hundred people - if we’re mutuals and you can’t find yourself in here it’s because I’m trash and I still love and super appreciate you really
anyway this turned out mostly into a mutuals appreciation I love you all Too Much alright, you’re all so very fantastic and I wish you just the very very best in life :*
(mutuals are in italics, I don’t know what bolded means but you’re even more special nerds)