ugh-i-hate-life

My ship went down in a sea of sound, when I woke up alone I had                                                                  everything.

LET ME TELL YOU A THING. Alex Gaskarth is one of the strongest humans that I know of. I know, a lot of people suffer from social anxiety, but not everyone has the courage or desire to do what he does. He doesn’t let his mental illness stop him from doing what he loves, with three of his favorite people, every day.

I have heard probably every single version of this song, (partially because I’m ATL trash, partially because I love its message and its helped me so so so so much) and this version is my absolute favorite. That’s because he almost sounds sadder than the other versions. Like, he knows that this is a problem for him, and he thinks he has it until under control until he gets in front of everyone and his lungs start to falter again. The way he sings /i’m flesh and bone, i’m a rolling fucking stone/ kills me in every version, but this one specifically because he recognizes that hes just human, and he cannot help feeling this way, and even though he can’t change it, he knows how to live with it.

Another thing, over and over again he says sing. It’s almost like hes afraid they won’t if he doesn’t ask over and over again, which again plays on his social anxiety. 

Therapy, you were never a friend to me. You can choke on your misery.

(IM SORRY I JUST LOVE HIM AND THIS SONG SO MUCH. IT HOLDS A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART, AND IF YOU DONT THINK THIS IS ANYWHERE TRUE, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK BECAUSE I WANNA KNOW!! :))

About the ship wars on this fandom (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫・*:.。. .。.:*・

Seriously guys, why don’t you just use your energy and love to create content to your OWN ship(s) and characters you like instead of using it to HATE and talk shit about the others??!!! Please??!! Thank you!!!??

The Winning Cheritz Valentine’s Hashtag Event Korean Quotes Translations

What uuuup♡

You asked for it, and you got it nonny~

I am currently packing for my business trip thing to Japan? Ugh, I hate life right now lol…

But I will gladly translate at least thing before my brief leave? I might have a post or two ready before my leave and schedule a post but we will see haha.

The quotes were the winners from the Cheritz Valentine’s Hashtag event for Mystic Messenger! Each character had two quotes, and so here I am to translate them for you!

I will go in the order that Cheritz uploaded the picture ^^

Fun fact, Yoosung’s are my favorite!!! And 707′s are soooo long omg.


JUMIN HAN

☆ 1억 2천 전부 초콜릿이야.
Translation: 120 million won(Korean currency) is all chocolate.

☆ 초코릿은 돈으로 살 수있는데, 당신 마음은 어떻게 얻을 수 있는건지 궁금하군.
Translation: You can buy chocolate with money, but I wonder how I can win/get your feelings/heart/etc.


ZEN

☆ 조금 진부하지만…초콜릿 받을래, 자기야? 너와 함께있는 지금 이 순간이, 내가 느끼는만큼 네게도 달콤하기를.
Translation: It is a little corny but…will you accept my chocolate, MC(jagiya/honey)? Being together with you here and now, I hope you can feel the same sweetness I do.

☆ 자기한테 달콤함을 선물하고싶어. 물론, 세상에 우리 자기보다 달콤한건 없겠지만…그래도 내 초콜릿 받아줄래?
Translation: I want to gift you sweetness. Of course, there is no one sweeter than you in this world but…will you still accept my chocolate?


707

☆ 달콤한 별을 모아 태양에 녹이고 차가운 수성에 넣어 꽁꽁 얼린 다음 반짝반짝 금가루를 뿌린 뒤 달토끼의 틀로 예쁘게 조각해서 이렇게 지구로 가져왔어요.
이제 내 우주가 먹기만 한다면 완성인데, 어때요? 받아주지 않을래요?
Translation: I gathered sweet stars and then melted them in the sun, put them in the cold water to freeze them, and then after sprinkling gold power, I frame them with the moon to pretty pieces, then brought them to Earth. Now if only my space/universe would eat them it would complete, how about it? Won’t you accept it?
NOTE: THIS WAS FUCKING HARD TO TRANSLATE LOL.

☆ 님님, 초코릿 선물 받았어요? 님을 위해 내가 집적 구한 카카오열매로 만들었어요. 달콤하지만 쌉싸름하게 녹아드는 초코릿으로 어때요? 맛있어요? 내년에도…내후년에도…앞으로 계속 만들어줄게요. 사랑해요 당신…
Translation: MC MC (님님), did you get chocolates as a present? I made chocolates for you with kakao fruit I personally got myself. How do you like bittersweet chocolate that melts in your mouth? Is it delicious? Next year…the year after that…from now on, I will always make it for you. I love you…


YOOSUNG

☆ …이거 초콜릿 저 주는거에요? 발렌타인데이라고? ….(입가리고) 미치겠다. 저 지금 그 쪽 키…는 무리일거 같다. 뽀뽀하고 싶은 거 알아요?
Translation: …Are you giving these chocolates to me? For Valentine’s Day? …(covers mouth) I’m going crazy. Can I kiss yo…is a bit too much. Do you know what it’s like to want to kiss someone?

☆ 이건 당신을 향한 내 마음이에요. 마치 초콜릿처럼 달콤한 당신의 입술을…콜럭! …죄송해요, 젠형이 이렇게만 하라면서 알려준 멘트인데 도저히 못 하겠어요ㅜㅜ
Translation: This is my feelings that desire you. Your lips as sweet as chocolate…COUGH! …sorry, Zen hyung said to do it like this but I really can’t do it T-T


JAEHEE

☆ 늘 망설였지만 오늘만은 조금 욕심을 부려보고 싶어요. 저만의 발렌타인이 되어주시지 않겠어요?
Translation: I was always hesitant but today I want to be a little greedy. Will you be my Valentine?

☆ 담당자님! 이거 보세요, 젠 씨가 이번에 광고 촬영했던 초콜릿이에요! 세상에…무려 황홀한 얼굴 사진도 있는걸요!! 좋은 건 좋은 사람과 나누라는 말이 있잖아요? 함께 먹어요!
Translation: MC (담당자 - person in charge)! Look at this, it’s the chocolate from the commercial Zen was on! Oh my god…there is even a photo of his radiant face!! They say that you share good things with good people. Let’s eat it together!

- 류설♡

I'm so frustrated with life right now.

I feel like I got pressured into nursing. People saying I should be one since I have a natural gift for helping others and my dad pushing it in my brain that it pays well and that’s the career I have to go into if I want a successful life.

I’ve always wanted to be a therapist, but doing the research of the schooling I honestly don’t know if the amount of schooling I would go through would be worth it. I want a career in helping others, I know that for sure. I’m just not sure as to what.

I’m so frustrated right now, I have no idea what I want to do.

So because @swishyhairbarnes is an evil monster, she’s making me pick my top5 Seb Stan looks (wait was it looks or pics?? I’m going with looks because if this was already hard af picking just 5 Seb pics has got to be impossible). Here you go, Adeline, you jerk <3

In no particular order:

#1 Smol Floofy-haired Seb


#2 The SLCC Look of Sin (plus everything that happened at that glorious con)

Bonus: arm porn.


#3 The Outrageous WS Premiere Black on Black Suit


#4 I don’t even know what to call this one other than ‘RUDE’


#5 The Double-brested suit of Doom


And a few honorable mentions because I just can’t not:

Honorable Mention #1 - The Infamous IM3 Premiere Look

Honorable Mention #2 - The Jacket + Jeans Awesome Combo

Honorable Mention #3 - The ‘The Bronze’ Premiere Black on Black Suit


aaaand there.

Tagging (no obligation, of course!) @luninosity, @brendaonao3, @stephrc79, @leandraholmes@thebestpersonherelovesbucky, @portraitofemmy (it’s not letting me tag you >-<), @steverogersnotebook, @keepbuckybaby, and everyone who loves Seb and wants to do it :DD

Social Standards  Me.

My own tribute to the nails, and an opportunity for me to hate standards.

Now, i’ll proceed to freak the fuck out of here.

(sorry for i have been very busy and stressed bc school is killing me I swear that’s why I haven’t drawn much, but im working in a big drawing and you are all going to love it MUAHAHHHAHAHAHA)

Extra:

The truth is, I don’t love my life. and I’m certainly not making the most of it. I have no idea who or what I want to be, and nothing really makes me that happy. People have expectations of me, most of which I don’t care much about. Few people actually understand my complex views on what I care about, and most of the time I feel alone. So yes, I do have a loving family, food to eat, a house to live in, and a chance at a good life. I know how many people would kill for a life like mine, so it makes me feel pretty selfish, but if you asked me if I was happy, I’d be lying if I said yes.
—  lost and confused

Customer 1: “Can I get a pack of [whatever cigarettes]?”

Me: Can I see your ID please?

Customer 1: *storms off* “I’M TWENTY ONE!!″

Me: ”….” *goes on to help Customer 2*

Customer 1: *Comes back in line* (While I’m still helping Customer 2) “You guys need to remember my face. I’m sick and tired of always having to bring my ID in here. I’m 21 years old, this is ridiculous.”

*Customer 2 walks away*

Customer 1 (aka Asshole): “Did you ID him??!”

Me: “No….he’s not under 40. You’re under 40.” *he continues arguing until I’m done ringing him up*

Okay one, I see so many people all the time and you expect me to remember you? Two, I HAVE TO ASK FOR AN ID IT’S MY JOB! Three, you’re only 21, why are you getting mad?! And why don’t you carry your ID in your wallet like a normal human