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Late

Hoseok x Reader

Genre: Angst

Summary: You were always late, but now you would never be late again

Word Count: 1117 

Originally posted by hhobi

(Pretend this gif takes place during the night time)

He hadn’t seen you in a year. That’s 12 months, 365 days, 8,760 hours, 525,600 minutes, 31,536,00 seconds. Four seasons without your touch. But you found yourself here: walking amongst the white sea of Bangtan Bombs raised above the heads of thousands of fans in the stadium. 

You always arrived late to the concerts. It had always been that way. Hoseok had an idol life, while you had work and studies to deal with. Because of all the things you had to do, you always came late. 

You gravitate towards the left side, a seat in the middle of the fifth row was always kept empty. At every concert, he kept that seat open for you. Whenever you had asked why a seat to side and not in the center, he had always claimed that Jimin liked to take center stage. He didn’t want you staring at Jimin the whole time, and that’s why Hoseok loved to move from side to side across the stage. He was always looking for you in the crowd. 

Tonight, Hoseok was glistening as he always did. He was Bangtan’s sunshine after all. He always had that bright smile beaming on his face, spreading his warmth to everyone around him. Only you knew his inner turmoils. He had always talked to you about things nobody knew about, not even his members. You were his safe haven, and he was yours. 

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#i’ve lived a good life #but sorry friends this was it

It’s 7:18 on a Sunday morning,
I should be sleeping.
Dreaming of beautiful things,
Of beautiful boys.

But all I can think about is you.
Your name is resonating through my mind,
“Brad Brad Brad Brad.”
Is all I can hear.
No other words, just your beautiful name.

And then the memory of our breakup.

I’m sobbing and I’m yelling at you
I’m telling you that we can get through this
Because you can’t give up on me too
I’m screaming at you how you can’t leave
Because I’m so fucking in love with you.
 
And you left.
I called my mom and you hugged me,
But I just stood there. In the rain. Crying.
I couldn’t believe you left me.
 
I fell in love with you the second
You put your lips on mine.
That was a year ago.
And I’m still fucking  hung up on you.
365 goddamn days isn’t enough to get over
The best thing that ever happened to me.
365 goddamn days is when I should get
The courage to call you,
and tell you how much I still love you.

But instead, here I am.
Writing my upteenth poem,
About you.

A poem that I won’t even get
Recognition for.
A poem that you’ll never even know
I wrote.

I can’t get over you.
It’s not nostalgia
It’s just, you.

—  It’s just, you.

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