ugh what am i doing with my life

I’m slowly falling in love with Tom Holland and there is nothing I can do to stop it…

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How do y’all decide on colors for him anyway??

So been awhile, it got bad, than worse now it seems to be settling down… for now. My sleep is completely fucked. I am up till 5 and 6am, sleeping on and off till like 5pm. Im restless, stressed. No one seems to notice. I am so nervous and scared all day long. I crave to be alone in my room. Cold and dark, light and sound just are too much lately. Between my panic and migrine it’s too much. Ugh. All I do is question life. Why am I like this? Why am I here? Why do I see the way I see? Why do I think the way I do? What’s the point? Why are some people okay and others not. I was “normal” once why can’t I go back? My soul is sleepy.

the signs as Parks and Rec quotes
  • Aries: Jogging is the worst! I know it keeps you healthy, but God, at what cost?
  • Taurus: Oh, my God. These dogs are so cute. I WANT TO THROW UP AND KILL MYSELF.
  • Gemini: I think that Comic Sans always screams 'fun'.
  • Cancer: I don't even have time to tell you how wrong you are. Actually, it's gonna bug me if I don't.
  • Leo: I have no idea what I'm doing, but I know I'm doing it really, really well.
  • Virgo: Everything in my life is going wrong right now. Whose fault is this? I demand to know.
  • Libra: I'm not interested in caring about people.
  • Scorpio: Ugh. I hate talking to people about things. This is a nightmare.
  • Sagittarius: No, no. That's too much responsibility for me. I gotta— I gotta find a way out of this.
  • Capricorn: Yes. I am a hunter, and it's 'You' season.
  • Aquarius: My anxiety has kept me up for over fifty hours.
  • Pisces: I'm hungry and my legs are tired. It feels like I just exercised!

Honestly, though, this whole thing with giving Elsa a girlfriend in the next Frozen movie is doing my head in.
Like, if Elsa has a boyfriend, a girlfriend, no friends, I don’t care; what I do care about is the people commenting about how kids can’t be exposed to anything not straight.
Are you kidding? Like, should my parents forbid my younger siblings from seeing me because I’m not straight, am I scarring them for life just by existing?
They don’t even realise how stupid they sound. Kids aren’t going to see a gay princess and decide to be a lesbian, for heck’s sake, how many gay kids grew up with straight princesses and still turned out gay. There’s no correlation.
And don’t even get me started on the amount of comments I’ve seen tonight like,
“NO MY SON LOVE ELS A?? HE CANONT SEE THE ‘GAYS’ BECAUSE IT WILL SCAR ??????? HIM FOR LIFE TO…. SEE THEM….. FOR HE IS A ….. CHILDREN!”

Will someone please tell the straights that equal representation involving the LGBTQIA+ community isn’t going to hurt them?

The Amazing World of Gumball sentence starters

“I think cheese is better than cake, because you can have cheesecake, but you can’t have cakecheese!”
“79% of stair accidents happen on the stairs.”
“Aww, nobody cares about the summer of ‘83!”
“It’s better to have loved, and watched that love burn before your very eyes, than to have never loved at all.”
“My whole life is flashing before my eyes and it’s boring!”
“I love you! …Ugh! What did I say that for?!”
“Stop throwing stuff at me! I’m innocent!”
“I am a predator, hear me roar!”
“Ah it’s great, EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT THIS IS TURNING OUT TO BE THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!”
“We should enjoy every moment of our life, 'cause it can be very long or very short.”
“Hmm, I guess I’m just good at being happy.”
“Don’t worry. You’ll do better next time…after a couple of years of intense training.”
“Uh yeah you’re a full grown man screaming at us and if you continue I’m gonna call the police.”
“My brain is amazing, when I find something boring it actually prevents me from hearing it.”
“I don’t know. I never burned a car before.”
“What’s wrong with the internet, man? This video goes on for at least 20 minutes!”
“I’ll be honest with ya, I broke 5 ribs, but it was all worth it, just to see your faces!”
“Sorry, I’ve got a medical condition, called laziness.”
“It’s because of you I’m mortal!”

JIN’S LIPS APPRECIATION POST

okay okay i’m sure that this must have been done before just finish this post like how could there not be one gdi but it’s currently 11 pm where I live right now and I just gotta do this omg 

disclaimer: none of these photos/gifs belong to me. thank you so much for the kind souls that provided these gorgeous pics that crush my heart

let’s begin with this close up for maximum effect

LOOK AT HOW LUSCIOUS HIS LIPS ARE LIKE mmHm

this is him just nATURALLY i don’t understand

kylie jenner challenge more like the seokjin challenge because just look

forgive me father for i have sinned holy shi t

AND LET’S NOT FORGET THE ACTUALLY KISSY/POUT FACES HE MAKES

i’d give anything for just a little peck from him oh my god

im so sweaty just looking at his lips they’re so hot

WHO BLESSED/CURSED HIM WITH THIS MUCH POWER DKFJALKFJ

even when he’s eating you can still notice how thick his lips are hnnnng

“with your pretty red lips, please hurry, kill me and go” -Eyes, Nose, Lips by Taeyang which is very very true right now

and finally here’s him doing a fuCKin LIP BITE BECAUSE HE’S A SMUG BUTTHOLE WHO KNOWS WHAT HE’S DOING TO US ???

that’s enough torture for now ugh feel free to add any more pics of sin’s jin’s lips. good night folks.

I’ve been lacking some serious motivation lately. I can’t seem to get a normal daily rhythm, get a job, go back to school, eat right, read books - just nothing. And I never used to be this way, I was also so in control of my shit. I went to school, got a 3.9 GPA, ate a hell of a lot better than this, woke up early, was able to get a job within 2 days, and just ugh did what I was supposed to do.

I hate being this way, wanting to move on with my life but for some reason, not being able to put one foot in front of the other. I’m just so exhausted and tired and want a break. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I am determined to fucking fix it. I will not waste my life away. I didn’t get sober just to sit on my ass and watch the world pass me by, I’m gonna make it worth something.

Birthdays (M)

requested.

genre: slight smut / fluff / humor (?)
characters: three words. jeon. fucking. jungkook.
word count: 6740

a very special present from a very drunk jungkook ; what else do you need in life? :)

a/n: one of my first and favorite requests!! i hope you like it anon ^^ its also 3:31 am and i should be sleeping @kenwayer27​ IM SORRY idk if the last parts made any sense i was kinda drifting off UGH ;; 

Originally posted by minpuffs


Birthdays had never really meant much to you, to be honest. It was just another set of continuous hours, another day out of 365 days. Never once, had you silently wished yourself a happy birthday when the clock strikes midnight, the tick-tocks of the second hand echoing in your newly aged mind that never exactly felt any different; never once had you longed terribly for something significant on your “special day” – be it a gift of some sort, a nice congratulatory wish, or even that one particular person

This was probably the reason why you were so overwhelmed, because never once had you imagined your eighteenth birthday to be so disastrously yet so completely fucking incredible that you nearly prayed for your next birthday to be just around the corner.

Rather, you almost hoped that every single day was your birthday.

Almost.

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another day at Andrews' Construction (1x08)
  • *Jughead, Archie & Moose helping out Mr. Andrews at the site*
  • Jughead: hey Arch, could you help me out with this hand saw? I don't think I'm cutting the board right.
  • Archie: Sure Jug.
  • *Archie heads over to Jughead*
  • Archie: Ok, so what you gotta do is lean into it, alright?
  • Jughead: Yup, ok
  • Archie: ok, good. lean into it some more, you're not putting enough force when you're pushing.
  • Moose: *OVERHEARS THEM & LOOKS OVER*
  • Jughead: *sawing the board* ugh! ugh! Arch *groans* is. it. meant. to. be. this. hard?! *groans some more*
  • Archie: ok so what you gotta do is pull out slowly and then PUSH HARD, alright?
  • Moose: *STARTS TO BREATHE HEAVILY*
  • Archie: *sees that Jughead's starting to make progress sawing the board in half and gets excited* Yes Jug! keep going! come on dude, you're almost there! push harder!
  • Moose: *BREATHING INTENSIFIES*
  • Jughead: *gives last, final push and saws the board in half* AARGH! OH MY GOD! DAMN! That took a lot outta me!
  • Archie: YESS JUG! WHOO! *Archie & Jughead high-five*
  • Moose: *FAINTS*

anonymous asked:

why do girls like you feel the urge to post random photos of space. leave it to those who actually enjoy learning about it and appreciate it because it's cool, not because it's pretty. ugh. just ugh.

How do you know what me and “girls like me” enjoy and do outside our blogs? The thing is, you don’t. I - like everyone else on this website - choose which parts of my life you see through my blog. What you see me post here is just a scratch on the surface of all the things I am and enjoy doing. It doesn’t tell you the whole story, it doesn’t give you a full understanding of who I am, and your message is a perfect example of that.

Why did you just assume I don’t like learning about space? Because I do. You don’t see that side of me on my blog often but that doesn’t mean the conclusion you’ve jumped to is correct.

I enjoy watching documentaries…

…I enjoy astronomy bo- Wait, this one isn’t just photos, this has information on it! Put it back, put it back!

Just kidding, I like reading this book.

And these too.

Yes, I know they are all very basic books and DVDs, made for those who do not have extensive knowledge on the subject. (I’m also aware I have The Universe in a Nutshell twice but one book is that alone and the other one is a combo of TUIAN and A Brief History of Time.) But I am a hatmaker, not an astrophysicist and that’s why they are great for me. I like the ideas they give me, I like how small they make me feel, I love learning about places so far away and so different and yes, I love the visual side of them too. I might not be able to solve the mysteries of the universe, but that doesn’t stop me from enjoying the beauty and complexity of it.

Also, let people who aren’t interested in the science side of space enjoy the pretty pictures. Saying someone isn’t allowed to appreciate the colours of a galaxy because they don’t know how it was formed is like saying you need to be a botanist to enjoy the smell of roses.

Its days like today that make me feel bipolar. Or have multiple personalities. I really need to go to the doctor.
I spent a good chunk of last night crying because I didnt know what else to do. I feel like shit this morning, but the other half of me is like
“!!!! Gotta CleAN!!! BETTER enVIRONment, betTER ATittuDE!!!”
And like. I just wanna sleep, but half of me is trying to take care if the other half and im just very confused.
But, on the bright side, my tub & counter is clean in the bathroom & the floor is nearly there.

Ok so I need to reread acomaf for a future podcast (well, in theory, but I actually have it basically memorized), but I also really, really need a break from this series because if I’m not working, I am either writing about it or talking to people about it or rereading it…

So basically my question is, what should I read? I have a shit ton of unread books. Chances are I own whatever you’ll suggest. I’m open to suggestions, people.

tagged by mad-love-harlequin

thank you. n.n

1. Are you named after someone? I don’t think so.

2. When was the last time you cried? Month ago.

3. Do you like your handwriting? It fluctuates! But it’s okay.

4. What is your favorite lunch meat? Turkey.

5. Do you have kids? Haha, no. I AM a kid. c;

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Yeah..I am TERRIBLY peculiar. Bc my life is a cartoon irl. But I am down for adventure so come along.

7. Do you use sarcasm? ugh yes. But not overboard cuz chill.

8. Do you still have your tonsils? Yep.

9. Would you bungee jump? No thank you.

10. What is your favorite kind of cereal? WELL, my favorite one has been banned in the U.S it was the oreo one. But honey bunches of oats and any cheerios or coOOookie crisp.

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? sometimes?

12. Do you think you’re a strong person? Yes, I can lift a building. OK jk. Yes I do.

13. What is your favorite ice cream? pistachio and oreo’s cookies n’ cream.

14. What is the first thing you notice about people? Their humor. (empath so behavior first)

15. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? idk my whole everything bc I want to be a toon. Um, my cheeks I guess? It makes me look all “baby-ish”..my body is matured but my damn face. u.u

16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? I am not wearing any pants, just shorts. Muh old blue P.E shorts. And I’m barefoot.

17. What are you listening to right now? CHROM “ The start of something new “

18. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Red.

19. Favorite smell? I like those lightly sweet scents, coconut, or strawberry type

20. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My girly friend from storyboarding. She’s the disney princess to my clown princess. The rapunzel to my harley. The disney to my wb. The blue to my red. The graceful to my clumsy. The taurus to my taurus. Kay. v//v <3

21. Favorite sport to watch? uhh nope.

22. Hair color? red and black.

23. Eye color? Brown but it gets auburn in the sun.

24. Do you wear contacts? no.

25. Favorite food to eat? strawberries, chicken strips, japanese and korean food..too much to list.

26. Scary movies or comedy? both.

27. Last movie you watched? wow I don’t remember. probably the hobbit battle of the five armies. 

28. What color of shirt are you wearing? black.

29. Summer or winter? winter. But summer is cool, too.

30. Hugs or kisses? Hugs. but 😘.

31. What book are you currently reading? Nothing.

32. Who do you miss right now? relatives back in the country side. A whole lot tbh.

33. What is on your mouse pad? kittens. n//n

34. What is the last TV program you watched? conan.

35. What is the best sound? silence or trees blowing in the wind.

36. Rolling Stones or The Beatles? uumm the beatles i guess.

37. What is the furthest you have ever traveled? Colorado.

38. Do you have a special talent? drawing fast orrr mimicking cartoon voices.

39. Where were you born? Los Angeles, California. Near downtown L.A like east side wassup. ;p

lol.