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Jonah has that look, you know the ‘‘I’m trying to listen to you but you’re so beautiful’‘ look.

Amy trying to convince herself her marriage is ok 

Amy thinking she’s pregnant and freaking out (Jonah freaking out too)

Amy confessing to Jonah that she always thought she’d want another child but not with (her husband)

Amy finally confronting her husband about the fact she’s not happy

2

LET us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats      
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question…
[…]
And indeed there will be time
For the yellow smoke that slides along the street,
Rubbing its back upon the window panes;
There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate;

2

OK I CANNOT BELIEVE I MISSED THIS BUT I AM REWATCHING MIZUMONO, AND RIGHT AFTER HANNIBAL CUTS ABIGAIL’S THROAT HE LEANS DOWN TO WILL, ON THE FLOOR, AND I SEE A TEAR FALL FROM HIS EYE AND ACROSS HIS NOSE

HANNIBAL WANTED THAT LIFE WITH WILL, WITH ABIGAIL HE WANTED IT SO BAD AND IT ALL CAME CRASHING DOWN IM NOT OKAY 

The cannibal has feelings okay?! He HAS FEELINGS 

Everytime i rewatch this godamn episode, some little thing shows up and breaks me again.

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fate and circumstance; a will graham/hannibal lecter fanmix
based on the events of mizumono

01| touched - vast
i looked into your eyes and saw
a world that does not exist
i looked into your eyes and saw
a world I wish I was in

02| little faith - the national
little faith, follow me
i set a fire in a blackberry field
make us laugh, or nothing will
i set a fire just to see what it kills

03| varúð - sigur ros
allt, allt út um allt (all, everywhere) 
og nóg beini er kalt (and enough bones are cold)
drepur allt (kills everything)
varúð (warning)

04| alligator - grizzly bear
it’s a fear. it is near. the shape becomes ever clear.
it bares teeth extra sharp that’ll cut you in the heart.
it attacks really quick, try and fight it with a stick.
there’s no use, give it up,
this is life and this is love.

05| terrible love - the national
but I won’t follow you into the rabbit hole
i said i would but then i saw your shivered bones
they didn’t want me to

06| reprise - this will destroy you
instrumental

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