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My EXO’rDIUM in Manila Experience!

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Hi guys, this is Admin J, the sole admin of EXO CHART RECORDS. I thought it would be fun to share my EXO’rDIUM experience from Manila, Philippines.

It was a 2-Day concert, for Day 1 I was seated in the Upper Box section, had a nice view of EXO and got to enjoy the performances as a whole, everything went smoothly and my heart was captured by EXO from start to finish. 

Now let’s talk about Day 2, because this is 100% the most unique concert experience I have ever had in my life. 

  1. I lined up at 3PM, entered around 4PM and the concert started at 5:15 PM. The concert ended around 8:45, it lasted 3.5 hours.
  2. I was in VIP Section, Floor B, Standing (AKA the pit - right side). So I was standing for 6 hours straight, but it was worth it.
  3. Lay was not present during the shows in Manila. The political climate between China & The Philippines is still complicated and he has endorsements, contracts, etc. I understand his situation, I’ve seen EXO 5 times without Lay, so hopefully, one day, I hope to see you on stage with your brothers soon Zhang Yixing. <3
  4. I was extremely close to the stage, only 2 people were in front of me, which I was totally satisfied with, considering I’m very tall and broad, so no problem.
  5. 2 people fainted, 1 Filipino girl & 1 Chinese girl, I need to applaud my fellow Filipinos for handling the crisis with compassion, holding up the girl, calling for bouncers quickly and feeding her water. That’s why, if you are planning to watch inside the pit, DRINK UP AND STAY HYDRATED, very important!
  6. Concert started and boom, they push.
  7. See this is where I don’t play, I like to consider myself a gentleman, so I’m not going to push this tiny girl in front of me just to get closer. Good thing I’m strong because those in the back are not going to push me out.
  8. FANSITE MASTERS EVERYWHERE. At one point during the concert, there was a huge camera lens to my left shoulder, a huge lens to my right shoulder, and another lens right in front of me. They were so close, I could hear the rapid sniping of their cameras, photo after photo. 

I need to make a pause here and kinda highlight my experience with these fansites. Disclaimer: If you like fansite photos (because I do as well) that’s okay, if you don’t like them, that’s okay too. It’s up to you to decide if you like them or not. 

MY EXPERIENCE however, was both Good & Bad, let me start with the bad first. The fansite girl to my LEFT, was… for the lack of a better word, a complete beast. She was pushing me so hard to get closer that I would have fallen, but NO, SORRY GIRL, you were NOT going to ruin this night for me. I pushed her back so hard, she tumbled back and looked at me, and I gave her the biggest death glare of my life. The people around beside me saw us and if you search on twitter, MANY Filipino fans had less than stellar experiences with these girls. Listen, as a man, I’m not going to put my hands on a woman, but you aren’t going to elbow your way to the front and you will NOT DISRESPECT ANYONE to get there. 

My advice when dealing with them is, if you can, stand your ground. I don’t know if it’s because I’m a guy and I’m tall that she didn’t try and come for me, because I’ve read experiences online of them pulling on the hair of female fans. If you feel threatened, call the bouncer right away and have them escorted out because these cameras are not permitted. Don’t allow them to touch your personal property (your camera, phone or lightstick), some will try to push your hands, grab your phone, do anything to get a nice shot. Don’t allow them, try and get the bouncer’s attention.

I’m not the type to retaliate, God tells us to never take revenge and to leave it to the Lord. So around 15 minutes later, a bouncer parts our section like the red sea, grabs her around the waist and hauls her OUT of the pit! I’m happy that happened during around the start of the concert, because everything after that was amazing!

My Good experience with a fansite, was a shorter girl who was pretty nice! She had a fellow fansite girl with her and they weren’t being disrespectful or rude. She was talking to me, but I couldn’t understand her, sorry bes. :( But at one point, she thought I was leaving or something, and lightly grabbed me to stay and I think she wanted me to hide her cause I’m tall and I was like “lol ok”. When she wasn’t taking photos, there was a short fan beside her trying to film EXO on stage, but her arms couldn’t really reach EXO since they were on the extended stage; so the fansite girl took her phone and started filming EXO for her since she had longer arms, it was cute. She gave it back and then left, but grabbed me to get into her spot, and I ended up even nearer to EXO. 

Overall, I’m happy my experience with these fansite girls was both positive and negative. It showed me two different sides. My guardian who was waiting outside saw a girl leaving a decoy camera lens before entering the arena but her real lens was strapped to her leg, underneath a long skirt. (She saw it when the girl ran). And then AS SOON as the concert ended, all the Korean fansites RAN LIKE WILD, they were probably the first ones to leave. On Day 1, my guardian saw 5 girls, caught, having to leave their lenses before entering. She couldn’t believe it.

OK! So, back to EXO! I will highlight each member.

  • Suho: Leader Kim! He gave THE most fan service. He’s so grateful, it didn’t matter whether it was a ballad, a dance track, an acoustic session, or whatever, the guy is always waving to the fans. His English is incredibly thoughtful and cute. Please support our leader, he’s someone to be cherished. 
  • Xiumin: SEXY.  When ‘White Noise’ came on and he was elevated right in front of my face. Winding down, and body rolling, and everything was EXTRA. Extra face, extra body, extra everything. That’s a man, yet, also a child because 3.6.5 would come on and if you were next to me, you would think that was my favorite song with Xiumin jumping in my face. I haven’t played that song on my iPod in 2 years and I KNEW ALL THE DAMN WORDS.  
  • Chen: FAN SERVICE KING. I know he saw me, we had a connection, I’m currently in his mind as of this moment. But seriously, he was such a performer! Everyone I know thought he was the most handsome that night. His arms too. And his voice, the vocals were on point. It’s such an experience to watch him hit those high notes up close. 
  • Chanyeol: TOBEN HAIR, is a Q-T-PA-2-T, is a real life human puppy. But suddenly transforms and slays the electric guitar while eye body slamming me. His guitar skills were SO GOOD! What a multi-talented king. Last January 2016, for EXO’luXion, he was serving sex with arms that could choke and straight hair. This time, he was too cute, all cuddly and his tummy was FLUFFY, I LOVED IT. His shirt would raise and I would see glory, I’m happy you enjoyed the lechon babe. 
  • Baekhyun: When EXO first appeared, the first person I saw was Baekhyun, and I immediately thought “Shet, the pit is worth it, I see the eyeliner, I see heaven”. There was a fan who got hurt on the middle side of our section, and Baekhyun was staring at the scene the whole time. He was concerned, you could see it in his face. I think a Korean fansite was escorted out after that. His vocals were perfect, not a single imperfection, and he’s an amazing dancer. He really is.
  • D.O.: I feel like I saw D.O. the most, I probably made the most eye contact with him. He looks like and felt like a man you could bring home and everyone would love him. He had a really beautiful aura around him. He was so beautiful in person, sang like an angel and he also looked so manly in person, all I saw was TopD.O. I’ve converted.
  • Kai: Absolutely… I need to take my time, because words cannot describe how this human being exists. Photos, Videos, do not do Kai justice, NO JUSTICE AT ALL. His body moves and curves in all the right places, I was stunned, truly the Dancing King. The stairs were right in front of me, so when he came down after performing, I saw his face up close, and God, he’s so handsome. 
  • Sehun: My Pyak Pyak. TT_TT My UB, oh how perfect you were last night. You danced like an angel and I heard your wonderful voice. You had the tiniest waist, the longest limbs and the cutest smile. During ‘Run’, you would jump and I would see your tummy and UGH you killed me. I honestly didn’t care I was probably the only fanboy in my area screaming your name, an Introvert who starts using his voice when you appear. 
  • Lay: He wasn’t there, but he wasn’t forgotten. Lots of EXO-Ls still had their Lay banners, headbands, and screams would become even LOUDER when his face would appear in the screen. Trust and believe, I will see you one day!

My EXO’rDIUM experience is something I will always remember and cherish. EXO sang ‘Hawak Kamay’ again, Queen’s ‘We Will Rock You’ was suddenly included in the setlist, Baekhyun’s PHIXO made another cameo, Kai did some kind of Chicken themed rain dance, which inspired me to order Jollibee for today’s lunch, thanks KimKai, and the Philippines will always love EXO. The loyalty of a Filipino fan will always be with you. I know you guys will come back, probably next year, so until then, I will continue to support my loves. <3 Thank you for a wonderful 2 nights.

Thanks for reading! Now back to your regular programming. 

there are all these fics where everyone knew Stiles and Derek  were meant to be, thought they were together, assumed it was  logical when they started fake-dating for this or that  reason.

But what I want is a fic where Stiles and Derek dating  doesn’t just come as a shock. I want everyone to laugh or  fake-gag and tell them to never try and prank them like that  again. Or to at least look more convincing while doing it.  Fuck, even Scott doesn’t believe them. Even though their  scents are all over each other. They think that they just put  too much effort into a joke that no one was going to believe  in the first place.

And, honestly, Derek could care less. He has Stiles and he  doesn’t need any approval or support. He also was kind of  afraid of disapproval, for everyone to try and force them  apart, telling Stiles he was making a mistake. So Derek  doesn’t mind.

Stiles does, though. Stiles minds so much it’s not funny. His  best friend doesn’t believe him! His FATHER laughs in their  faces! No one believes him because they think he can’t score someone like Derek? Well the joke’s on them. Ha.
After a while Derek caves and actually starts kissing him in  public, never mind that he already hugged him and held his  hand and stroked his hair and all the nice relationshippy  things.
The pack just rolls their eyes and Lydia even asks Stiles  what kind of goal he has in this pretence because she can't  figure out and it’s bugging her.

It’s almost three months when some of their friends actually  begin to suspect that it’s not a joke.
Derek buys Stiles stuff, they go on dates, they, judging by  the sounds, probably, most likely, have sex. In Derek’s loft.  Sometimes when they know the pack is coming over.
but they’re STILL doubting if it’s real and they’ve been  together over a year so Stiles doesn’t even understand any  more if their friends are blind or are trying to make an  idiot out of him. Probably the latter, the ignoring of their  relationship becoming some kind of weird tradition.

They’re lying in bed, the thin sheet not provinding any  warmth so Stiles snuggles closer to Derek.
“We should just get married. I bet they still won’t believe  us.”
Derek is unnaturally quiet to a point where Stiles begins to  worry, but then he opens his mouth and what comes out is:
“Will you? Marry me.”

…aaand it got away from me.
anyway, yeah. I’d like to read stupid things like this.  Ehem…

anonymous asked:

I'm a HUGE MASSIVE fan of your writing (specially Grimmjow and Shunsui... UGH YOU KILL ME) anywho I would like to praise you every single time you post with more than just a simple heart but I'm so odd and awkward I practically talk myself into not doing anything else... but after reading your post I decided to suck it up and be more active. From now on I will try to send you a couple of praises, you deserve it and more. Smh I'm running out of word count so I guess I'll stop here (PS ur my fav!)

Thank you darling! And you’re delightful, not awkward (course it’s possible to be both, trust me I know from experience). I really do appreciate the hearts, so if that is what people are more comfortable with that’s totally fine. I posted that not only for myself but for other writers I see who I know have even more followers than me but get just as proportionally few kudos (whether that be hearts, comments, or reblogs). I’m humbled to be ANYONE’s favorite anything so thank you for that.  

Marry Me, Y/N?

Andrew proposes unconventionally even though they’ll never marry (tho I’ve read those out-of-convenience marriage posts which are 👍👍👍) bUT no one said anything about not having a proposal/lifelong engagement hurhur nah well I can dream ya know. They’ll be together forever anyway which is 👌👀👌go౦ԁ sHit 👌✔✔💯

Also, I don’t and never will claim to know/understand/articulate Andrew’s thoughts. Most probs OOC for Andrew’s thoughts.

READ SHORT FIC VERSION ON AO3.

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  • Some years later, Nicky had been incessantly texting Neil and fangirling about his own gorgeous engagement ring from Erik.
  • Neil had been happy for his friend and gave his congrats, as any normal person would
  • but when Neil happened across a Jewellery store, our boy walked in and came out a time later, thinking, what the fuck have I done ?????
  • When Andrew finds the ring he thinks, this fucker
  • Neil thought he could pull one over on Andrew, um, no 
  • Better luck next time
  • There won’t be a next time for this, however.
  • A week later, while Neil is out doing his own thing, Andrew decides he’s just gonna do it
  • waiting won’t make a difference
  • but he’s left alone with his racing thoughts with shit like:

    • Calm the fuck down, Minyard, it’s just a few words. Neil wants this and maybe you think it’s stupid because no words or gestures could compare to what we have—fuck, that’s lame. No, okay, how else could this go:

    • You idiot, why did you buy a ring? A ring is nothing compared to—fuck, no, no, nope

    • For a junkie like you, no one respects or loves me the way you do and I…also I—nope

    • For someone like me, being with a moron like you makes me feel…alive… And you could destroy me but then I would kill you and that would kill me and… ugh.

    • Listen, you are not nothing, in fact, you are my everything—scrapped. 

    • Neil, we both know I hate you and want to kill you 847% of the time but even then it’s because you’re a cute fucker and what’s 847% compared to infinity—gOD DAMN IT.

  • Andrew blames Neil.
  • Only Neil could make Andrew think stupid shit like this. 
  • Screw it, Andrew thinks
  • No big spiel is needed for it. No words are needed
  • save for just three words
  • Andrew will never admit it but his heart beat spikes simply at the sound of keys rattling and the door opening.
  • His Neil is home.
  • He turns around to survey his hot mess of a boyfriend
  • but the cigarette stick falls from his lips and onto the floor in an instant
  • He blames the sun for setting at such an awful moment in time
  • the way it shines on Neil, lighting up his smile and softening his icy blue eyes as he sees Andrew
  • “I’m home,” Neil smiles at Andrew and shirks his gear and bag in favour of joining him on the balcony and kissing him hello.
  • Andrew clutches at the small box in his hand and nods.
  • “Welcome home, junkie,” he murmurs.
  • “God, I need a shower,” Neil breathes but not before inhaling his own cigarette.
  • “Yeah, you do,” Andrew agrees nonchalantly.
  • “Care to join me?” Neil smirks, his hand brushing Andrew’s balled ones. “It’ll get you to relax.”
  • “Shut up,” Andrew mutters.
  • Neil eyes Andrew’s body then and pouts, “seriously, Andrew, what’s up?”
  • “Get on one knee”, Andrew simply says and Neil complies
  • thinking this is a weird pose but if he’s about to suck Andrew off on their balcony, hey, sure, why not?
  • Andrew pops open the box encasing the stupid ring and presents it to Neil
  • Neil gapes at him and then his brows furrow as he takes in his position and the fact that Andrew is holding the ring that Neil bought 
  • and had hidden for the better part of the year. 
  • “Um, that’s mine and aren’t you the one who’s—”
  • “Yes or no?”
  • Neil is speechless
  • “Marry me,” Andrew grits out in Russian, the English words to lame to bear saying. 
  • Again, “Yes or no?” 
  • And the question hits Neil properly. 
  • Tears brim his eyes but don’t fall and he launches up, his arms kind of flailing, as he chokes out, “Yes, Andrew, god, yes.
  • Years ago Andrew would never have allowed this. 
  • How did he even get to this point with Neil when he didn’t think there’d be anyone to love him like this—
  • anyone that he would love like this.
  • Andrew kisses Neil deeply
  • He slips the ring onto Neil’s finger and Neil draws back when he feels the ring sliding onto his finger and murmurs, “What? No, I bought it for you…” 
  • Andrew is silent as Neil pulls away and looks at his hand and Andrew’s properly and sees
  • Andrew is wearing the ring Neil had bought for him but Neil happens to be wearing an identical ring
  • “What?”
  • “Don’t play dumb now,” Andrew says before catching his lips again
  • Neil’s heart surges as he encircles his arms around Andrew
  • A little while later, Neil’s cheeks hurt from smiling so much at Andrew’s inscription inside his ring for Neil. No words or numbers, no declaration of love, just— 
Imagine being Otto’s daughter and you run back to Charming for safety were Kozik becomes very protective of you.

Originally posted by kellylambert01

WARNINGS: Language, Mentions of Past Abuse


“Hey Aunt Gemma.” You said into the phone quickly and you could hear her cheering loudly, “Y/N it’s so nice to hear from you baby. Are you okay you sound strange?” She asked you as you sped down the road quickly, “Yeah. Yeah I’m fine. I’m heading to Charming.” You said quickly checking your mirrors frantically, “Really baby this is great new. I’ll set up everything for a party. Oh I gotta tell the boys.” She said and you groaned as you turned a corner when you saw a black SUV follow you.

“No! I need to talk to everyone it’s important. Fuck.” You said as you drove faster, Gemma heard the worry and rush in your voice and nodded as she stood up quickly, “Alright baby where are you.” She asked, “Just outside of Charming.” You answered and swerved when you heard a shot.

“Y/N what the hell was that?” Gemma asked you angrily, her voice getting the attention of Clay, “What’s going on? Is Y/N okay?” He asked and she shook her head, “You have to send some guys outside of Charming Y/N’s on her way.” She told Clay and you cursed again, “Tell him to hurry up! Please Aunt Gem they’re trying to kill me!” You yelled and Clay went to the other guys calling their attention.

“Kozik, Jax and Opie I need you to go drive out and get Y/N. Someone’s trying to kill her.” Clay said and Kozik raised a brow, “Who’s that?”  Jax looked at him with a sigh, “Not the time, come on. Where is she?” Jax asked and Gemma spoke, “Just outside of Charming on the main road. Hurry up!”

Kozik rode fast behind Jax, he didn’t know who this Y/N was but if they were going out to help her from getting killed she must have been important and anyone important to SAMCRO was not to be fucked with. They saw a car speed pass them and Kozik knew that it was her, he’s never seen you before but he called it a hunch. He drove fast and passed Jax and Opie so he would catch their attention, which they did, and made a u turn following your car quickly.

“Did they find you honey?” Gemma asked as she paced around the lot, “Yeah. Yeah they did.” You said and you glanced to your left, were a Son was riding beside you. You didn’t recognize him so he must have been new because you would’ve remember a face like that. You continued to drive fast with the stranger on your left, Opie behind you and Jax on your right, you felt safe when you noticed the car that was following you slowed and pulled to the shoulder of the road.

“I’ll see you when you get here.” Gemma said and you nodded your head, “Okay I love you Gem.” You replied and hung up, tossing your phone to the side.

“You okay?” You heard the stranger say when you all stopped at a red light, you nodded still a little shaken, “Yeah, thanks.” You smiled small and drove when it turned green. You pulled into the lot not long after and a wave of happiness and safety hit you, tears filling your eyes when you shut off your car and ran over to Gemma. Her arms wrapping around you tightly, your head in her chest and your arms around her waist, “Did you get hit?” She asked you pulling back and checking your face.

“No. I’m fine.” You said as she wiped your face, “Church! You too Y/N.” Clay said as he held out an arm for you, you walked to his side with his arm going over your shoulder, “You tell us everything you understand?” Clay asked and you nodded, “Course.”


“Matthew (Your husband)  got into really really bad shit. First he would spend hours at the casino but then he started taking drugs so he wouldn’t have to leave for sleep…he owed guys money and…” You stopped with a sigh to collect yourself, all the stress messing you up, you looked over when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You didn’t find out his name, it was the man that was riding your left before you got here, you took a deep breath, “He owed money and these guys found me and they beat the hell out of me as a message, when I told Matthew he didn’t care and beat on me too. He still didn’t pay them back and…ugh…they said they would kill me to get to him.” You told them and your eyes went to Clay.

“This the first time your old man beat on you?” Clay asked and you shook your head, “No, usually fight back but I was so tired from those guys I just couldn’t…thought he was gonna kill me.” You told your Uncle with watery eyes and the man squeezed your shoulder in comfort, shockingly it helped, “We won’t let that happen Y/N.” Clay said and you nodded, “I’ll have Kozik on you at all times.” He said and you raised a brow then man next to you smiled and you returned it, “I’m Kozik.” He said holding out his hand, “Y/N.” You shook his head feeling tingles go through you.

“I’ll call Arizona and have them pick up Matt and bring his ass down here.” Jax said, “Strip his ass of his kutte.” Clay added and your eyes widened, “What?” You asked. Men over in Arizona were not all that friendly to their Old Lady’s, hell some of the guys even witnessed you get beat on but didn’t say anything. They weren’t like Redwood, over in Arizona the Old Ladies didn’t get away with slapping their men, he could cheat in front of you and you just had to sit there and smile as you got him a beer. You hated it and regretted leaving Charming after John Teller died, he was sweet like second father to you when Otto wasn’t there for you. He was your best friend.

“We know how shit is over in Arizona and we’re sorry. Striping his kutte is the least we could do for Otto, your Old Man should’ve had more respect for a First 9 kid.” Clay told you. You nodded slow shocked by his words, the president in Arizona didn’t care never gave a damn so you were shocked when Clay of all people card. “Juice I want you to look up these guys she told us about.”

“Kozik you take Y/N to my mom’s house. Sis it’s best if you leave your car, don’t want this guys knowing were my mom and you are.” Jax said and you stood up with a nod of understanding, “Kay. Thanks you guys. It means a lot.” You said as Jax stood up pulling you into a tight hug, “Love you Y/N.”

“Love you too Jax.” You walked around giving everyone hugs, laughing when Tig spun you around, “Thanks Uncle Clay.” You mumbled into his chest, “You’re family kid. SAMCRO protects it’s own, don’t forget that.” He told you.


“So you’re my new body guard?” You said as you handed a beer to Kozik who was sitting on the couch, “Yup don’t worry I’ll protect you sweetheart.” Kozik grinned and you nodded your head, “I’m going to take a shower.” You said and Kozik stood up, “I wasn’t inviting you.” You snapped and Kozik raised his hands, “I’m only going upstairs with you, don’t feel right leaving you alone.” He said and you sighed, “Fine you sit in the room if you come in the bathroom I’ll have Happy beat your ass.” You glared and he nodded, “Now problem darlin’.”


You had just finished with your shower and got dressed when you noticed that the tv in the other room was off. You opened the door and was about to call for Kozik but gasped when a hand went over your mouth, “Shh! It’s me. It’s me.” Kozik whispered in your ear, “The guys are in the house, there’s five of them. I need you to stay quiet, and go to the attic, don’t you are leave no matter what you hear. Do you understand me?” He asked you, his voice a whisper in your ear, You didn’t answer back and his arm around your waist held you closer to him, “Do. You. Understand. Me.” Kozik asked you again this time you nodded and he let you go, “Good, take this and let’s go.”

Kozik walked in front of you as you both walked quietly down the hall, guns in hand, you flinched when you heard a loud crash from downstairs but you two didn’t stop walking until you made it to Clay and Gemma’s room were the drop door was leading to the attic. You put the gun in your waistband as Kozik lowered the ladder, thankful it didn’t make any noise, “What if something happens to you?” You whispered and Kozik grabbed your face with his hands, “Don’t worry about me baby, you need to stay quiet alright. Have your gun ready. Don’t come out no matter what.” He whispered and gently pushed you back and you went up to the attic pulling in the ladder, and Kozik closed the door locking it.

You quietly walked to the corner behind the stacks of boxed pulling out your prepay, making sure it’s silent, “Clay, we need someone at the house. There’s five guys downstairs and Kozik’s alone.” You said and heard a loud gunshot making you flinch, you hoped it wasn’t Kozik, “Alright were are you?” Clay asked, “In the attic.” You whispered. “Good we’re on our way.”

You heard yelling and more gunshots then everything was silent, your breathing quickened as you heard heavy footsteps, the door to Clay and Gemma’s room slamming loudly. “Find that bitch!” You heard someone yell and you knew it wasn’t good for Kozik, “Look what we got here.” You heard another voice say, the attic door being ripped open and a shiver went through your body as you heard the man laugh. “Come out come out where ever you are.” The man said and you held your gun ready to shot the second he came to you, “I just wanna play.”

“Then play with me.” You heard Kozik say followed by a loud BANG, you peeked over the box to see the man laying on the floor blood all around him. “You alright baby?” Kozik asked as he went over to you, tucking his gun in his waistband. He grabbed your hands pulling you up into his chest, “Yeah I’m alright. Thanks.” You said looking at his bloody mouth, you heard the thunderous roar of motorcycles and you shared a laugh with Kozik, “Guess they came a little late.” He smiled and you loved it even with the blood on his lips.

“Yeah maybe just a little bit.” You smiled back and were about to walk away when Kozik’s hand on your elbow stopped you, “I don’t know if these guys are gonna stop comin’ after you once we get your old man but I do know that I ain’t gonna stop protecting you no matter what.” He told you and you couldn’t find anything to tell him so you took a step closer and pressed your lips to his. Kozik quickly backed away and shook his head, “Just because I’m watching over you I don’t want you to feel pressured to kiss me. I want you to kiss me because you want to baby.” Kozik said as he soothed you hair.

You leaned in closer your hand going on his cheek, “I don’t feel pressured to do anything Kozik. I like you and I thank you for protecting me.” You said moving away with a smile when you heard Clay’s loud voice.

“Y/N!” Clay yelled and you descended down the ladder Kozik going after you, “Oh thank god you’re alright Gemma would’ve had my head.” Clay said pulling you in for a tight hug. He looked to Kozik and hugged him with a hard pat, “You did good Son.” He said.


It’s been two months since those guys went to Gemma’s house trying to kill you and Kozik hasn’t left your side which you were thankful for. Kozik and you have become really close considering that he wouldn’t leave your side, the second they found your husband Kozik went to town on him. Matthew signed divorce papers and you were happy, shortly after Kozik asked you to be his girlfriend. Gemma was super excited, spewing all kinds of things about you being an Old Lady and you just laughed and rolled your eyes but eight months later you got his crow on your right rib cage. Sometimes you were a little happy that shit went south because if it didn’t then you wouldn’t have met Kozik and you honestly didn’t know what you’d do without him.

You smiled as you leaned against the door frame of the TM office, your eyes looking at your Old Man playing with Thomas, “You’re good for him.” Jax said as he blew out smoke, “You’re good for everyone here.” He added and you looked at him, “Thanks bro.” You smiled as Jax kissed your cheek, “Love you sis.” You kicked his butt, “Yeah yeah yeah, whatever you say Teller.” You chuckled and he walked away with a grin.

You looked over at your Old Man who held a giggling Thomas in his muscled arms, when his eyes cast to yours you blew a kiss which he returned with a wink. “I LOVE YOU Y/N KOZIK!” He yelled and the SONS cheered, whistled and hollered, your face broke into a grin and Kozik glared as he already knew what was about to learn your mouth, “I LOVE YOU TOO HERMAN!” Entering the office you let out a laugh as you heard a loud, “OH COME ON!”

last night I did a meme and welp long story short I was encouraged by a small group of troublemakers ( bamfcoyotetango, @emmalyn, thehorrorinsymmetry, shazzaofdoom) to write the story my id wants to write.  I can’t do anything long rn, but I can take this as a drabble prompt~~

hermann’s kisses are goddamn devastating.  newt closes his eyes, clings to hermann’s shirt as hermann devours him–completes him like no one else can.

“darling,” hermann whispers.  “sweet thing.”

newt melts.  his heart blooms and blossoms.  hermann sucks on his earlobe and scrapes teeth at his jaw.  he kisses newt’s cheek, swollen lips against stubble.

newt swallows.  when hermann kisses his mouth, all thoughts are wiped from his mind.  nothing else matters except hermann’s lips and hermann’s hands.  hermann’s chest flush against his, hermann’s dick hard at newt’s thigh.

“I want the vulnerability of your throat,” hermann murmurs.  “I want the softness of your stomach, the heat of your cock.”

newt wets his lips.  his mouth has gone dry.  his heart starts to pound, and he feels himself swell.

“I want to suck you into my mouth, feel you heavy on my tongue.  I want you to scream my name with your release.”

newt groans.  hermann toys with his belt, bites his lips ‘til they’re slickened and red.

“do you want this too?” he asks.

newt gasps.  “fuck, yes.”

hermann smiles.  he thrusts his hips, swallowing newt’s whimper and sighing hot against newt’s mouth.

“I love you,” he says.  “so much.”

newt’s eyes flutter shut.  he kisses hermann’s cheek, his temple, the corners of his eyes.  hermann holds still until newt finds his mouth.

“darling,” he whispers.  “sweet thing.”

Got7 reaction; practising sexy dance

Hi dear! Luckly you open your request box. Can you do reaction when got7 see his girlfriend practice sexy dance alone? Sorry if my english is not good. :3

(your english is great honey :3)

Park Jinyoung/ Junior; 

Jinyoung has been kind of dominant af lately so we all know how this is going to go down. Sexy dancing would make him go insane with need for you. The way your body moved to the music, your curves more prominient and irresistable, ugh th need was almost too much. You prefered to dance alone so he rarely went to see you when you were concentrating too hard or was extremely focused on your work but this time, he wasn’t going to miss out.

He burst into your practice room, interrupting your routine and pinned you to the mirrors in the studio. Jinyoung stared intently at you with dark eyes, threatening you to push further.

“I want a private show, i want to see the way your body moves and then make you pay for not showing me this earlier”

Originally posted by beastdw

Kim Yugyeom; 

ok we all know that this maknae has a sexy image. Hell, have you seen his hips move? its hella, ok. Sexy dancing alone was habit of yours because then you’re not distracted by anything, you had comlete focus on yourself and the way your body moved. It had to be perfect for him because you know he loves it when you sexy dance. Obviously he saw you danicng and demanded to be in the same room as you, you obliged because he is a maknae that is not to be messed, even if he is a romantic interest. He was young and ogled your ass alot, or well.. just your body in general. He wasn’t very discreet while he was looking t you, his lsut was evident.

Originally posted by yugyeom

Choi Younjae; 

Youngjae would love sneeking into your dance practice while got7 is on their hour break, You would be on your own because your group went out to lunch. Seeing you move so sexily, with a lot more effort because you thought you was on your own and Youngjae knows for a fact that you like to make contests with your self.

Deciding that feeling a little bit creepy by watching you from his hiding spot, he made you jump by saying “i’ll sing and you dance, may be that will ease you abit” You smiled, knowing that his word brought truth in them so you continued to dance.

Before you guys started he yelled “you’ll be paying me back later though”

Originally posted by welovechoiyoungjae

BamBam;

As you know, bambam loves dancing to girl groups, especially yours. Seeing you do a sexy dance would obviously drive him insane because he loves your body and the way that it moves but hell, he would try to outdance you. Seeing you do it alone and observed the moves so they are etched onto his memory, he would offer you a dance battle but then attack you with his charm and seduce you.

“Let’s see who wins and see who dominates” He would leet his breath run over the sensitive skin of your neck before pulling away.

Originally posted by ohparkjimin

Jackson Wang;

Jackson saw you practising this dance before but never told you about it since you never actually brought it up, so either it was a surprise or you just wasn’t going to tell him. however, the concept of the dance is driving him mad, it was sexy as hell and there was nothing he could do about it. So when you texted him that you were staying behind late to practice this said dance, he wasn’t going to miss his opportunity to watch you dance.

He heard the beat of the music and slid into the room, undetected from your sight as he sat and watched you from afar. He noticed that you are stumbling a little bit with a few moves of the dance and getting increasinly fustrated with it. He knows you don’t think properly when you are frustrated, so he took thsi opportunity as the chance to help you dance ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

You felt a pair of hands cling to your waist to guide you along to the music.

“Hi jackson” you murmured.

“Hi baby, let me show you how to dance to this properly” He kissed below your ear.

Originally posted by wangsexy


Mark Tuan;

You would have stayed behind to practice your part of the dance alone, no one new other than your choreographer, manager and bandmates. So staying behind to perfect seemed like a good idea. Although, you had no idea that you wonderful boyfriend was in the same building observing you.

Mark stood at the door, watching every single step that you make, every single movement of your hips drove him mad with an intense need to have you. You finished your dance with your arms above your head and you eyes closed. You felt a pair of hands grab your waist and pull you so youre against a wall. Kisses were pressed to you neck and you moaned lightly.

“It’s my turn to tease you y/n, i’m not going to play fair either. just. like. you. did” mark pressed more hot open mouthed kisses, then peeling your top off of you…

Originally posted by polarbeom

(KILLING ME UGH^^)

Im Jaebum/ JB;

Jb would be walking through to the livinf room of your shared flat, and be welcomed tot he sight of you practicing your sexy dance alone. You didn’t know that he was home as he wanted it to be a surprise and surprise you he did. You stopped moving after one last  sway of your hips and tuned around to grab your bottle of water when a hand shot out, snatching it from you. You looked up to find a very flustered Jaebum staring at you so you smirked.

“What?” you slyly feighned innocence when you know exactly what you had done to the poor man.

“1. You know exactly what you just did to me, even if you didn’t know i was here and 2. I’m going to get my revenge” Jaebum playfully smirled before picking you fireman style, heading towards the bathroom.

“You smell and need a shower, i need a hower because i smell. so to kill two birds with one stone, we’re showering together” He slapped your ass and pushed you into the shower.

Originally posted by sugaglos