ugh i'm not crying or anything

Chemistry

Pairing: Edmund x Reader
Requested: lol, no fam
Plot: Ed shuts reader out because he can’t deal with feelings
Warnings: terribly written, angry reader, super cheesy
A/N: I kinda like it (after reading again I’ll have to disagree, past me), but it’s has a lame ending, because it’s 2:27am and I couldn’t think of anything better than that fjaubdja sorry for any grammar mistakes – suggestions and constructive criticism are very welcome, mates!


Edmund nervously tapped his fingers on the table, trying to calm down and stay focused. He had to remember himself what he came here to do: help Y/N. That’s it. Only chemistry. No stupid bubbly feeling would get into his way to help her out.

He didn’t dare to even glance at her. The ways she make him feel and was totally unaware of it. When he looks at her, he can’t help but admire everything that made her so amazing. The eyes brighter than stars, hair perfectly in place no matter what, and that breathtaking smile – his world would freeze every morning when she arrived at school.

Edmund was screwed, and he was very aware of that. But Y/N didn’t know her effect on the poor boy, so when she asked for help, he couldn’t say no. They were friends, after all.

The annoying taps were already echoing in the girl’s mind, but she controlled her nerves and managed to not burst at him.

Y/N cleared her throat, “Uhm, Ed? Are you okay?”. His head shot up. “What? Oh, yeah, I’m okay. I’m fine. Great.” He gave her a small smile, which she returned, but he catched her confused eyes and the frown on her lips after mumbling a quiet “okay”, turning her attention to the notebook.

Y/N sat beside him on her desk, with an oversized pink sweater, hair falling into her back and shoulders. Edmund was very sure it wasn’t the light that made she look so beautiful. Everytime he saw Y/N, he was simply mesmerized.

“Am I doing this right?” The timid voice brought him back to reality. He slightly blushed and slid his chair closer to the girl. Y/N stilled while he ran his eyes through the exercise over her shoulder. “Yes, it’s correct, you only forgot the unit measure at the end”. He grinned at her.

Y/N was screwed, and she was very aware of that. The truth is, she asked Edmund’s help as an excuse to talk to him, but she was actually quite good at chemistry.

Y/N was new in town, and they shared a few classes. At the beginning of the year, he would come talk to her about something random, but in the last weeks, Edmund didn’t even look at her face. The girl started to think she’d done something wrong and pushed him away somehow. ‘He was my friend and I messed up’.

So, she gathered up some courage and asked his help after their history class. “Yeah, sure, what do you need?”. And at that moment, Y/N realized that she didn’t need any help, and she blurted out the first thing that came to her mind. “Chemistry. I’m, uh, struggling a bit…? Can you come to my house after school one of these days?”

And there they were, two days later. Y/N looking up at the boy she knew she couldn’t have. Edmund admiring the girl way out of his league. He sat straight abruptly, and she felt her cheeks burn.

Clearing his throat, Edmund stared at the table. “I guess you have nothing to worry about, Y/N…”, he trailed off, and unconsciously began the taps again.

And at that instant, Y/N lost it. “If you continue doing that godforsaken thing, I swear to God I’ll chop your fingers off” Edmund looked at her in absolute shock. “I-I’m sorry?”

She suddenly got up and started pacing around, “God, Edmund, you’re driving me insane! And I’m not talking about your stupid tapping. I mean, that too, but you are so -UGH- we were friends, I mean, that’s what I thought, until you suddenly shut me out, just out of the blue, and you broke my heart, you stupid goofus! What have I done that you had to walk away and abandon me? Because last time I checked, all I did was follow you around like an idiot and drooled everytime you passed because I like you and all and – can you stop looking at me like that? It’s your fault I’m rambling like this”. Edmund chuckled and got up. ‘Did he lost his freaking mind?’. “You know what? You can leave now, Edmund. I lied, I’m great at chemistry, okay? Just forget all of this happened, please. You know the way out”. Y/N sighed and looked at her feet.

Edmund walked up to her and placed his hand on her cheek, making the girl stop fumbling with the ends of her sweater, and look at him. “You are adorable when you are angry”. Y/N scoffed and tried to push him away unsuccessfully, but there they were: the pretty confused eyes, followed by a tint pink on her cheeks.

Edmund took one more step, taking all the courage he could find before speaking. “How would you feel if I kissed you?”. Y/N’s eyes went wide, her jaw dropped at the sudden comment. “W-what? I-I mean, you are joking, right?”. He gave her a small smile, blushing a little. “I would never joke about this. I guess I’m… it’s just that… I think I like you, Y/N, like, really like - not in a friendly way.” Edmund searched her face for a signal of disapproval before continuing, “A few weeks ago I realized that you’re perfect, flaws and all… Your smile started to make me feel dizzy, I would get lost in your eyes, the weird way that you blink when you’re nervous, your hysterical laugh that annoyed me so much when we first met was music to my ears. Whenever I told you a stupid pun, and you shutted me up with that silly laugh, my heart fluttered… I pushed you away because whenever you’re near me, I can’t think straight. I feel stupid and strange – but like, a good strange, y’know, the way you feel after eating lots of sweets – ” and suddenly, Y/N covered his mouth with her hand. “God, stop talking for a minute and ask me on a date already.” She felt his smile under her hand, and smiled softly at him.

Edmund pulled her hand out of his mouth, and planted a kiss on it’s back. “Will you go out with me? And fyi, you should consider that I’m a great kisser” He smirked at her, but Y/N only giggled, rolling her eyes. “Yes, you stupid, adorable idiot, I’ll go out with you”, she smiled brightly at him, closing her arms around his neck and kissing the boy. His arms found her waist and he sighed happily, a grinn between their kiss.

Edmund pulled away slightly, looking at Y/N fondly. He pecked her nose, “Just don’t forget the unit measures in your test thursday”. She rolled her eyes and playfully slapped his chest, “I bet an ice cream I’ll get a higher score than you”. He laughed and put a strand of hair behind her ear, “You’re on, babe”.

4

We put the good in the good in the good life
We put the bad in the past, now we alright.

zodiac horror story (part 3)
  • ig // sassasstrology
  • the signs are camping out in the woods. they're at a cliché, dark, scary old forest where the murderer always comes and kills people. let's see what will happen..
  • *
  • part 1: http://littlekingv.tumblr.com/post/158545307359/zodiac-horror-story-part-1
  • part 2: http://littlekingv.tumblr.com/post/158590680079/zodiac-horror-story-part-2
  • *
  • aries - male
  • taurus - male
  • gemini - female
  • cancer - male
  • leo - female
  • virgo - female
  • libra - female
  • scorpio - male
  • sagittarius - male
  • capricorn - female
  • aquarius - male
  • pisces - female
  • (that's ^ not really important, but if you want to know the genders of the signs i came up with, there they are.)
  • *
  • previousy on ''zodiac horror story":
  • ''virgo: i ain't leaving if we are all going to split up. i don't want to go alone.
  • cancer: we ain't going alone. we're going in groups. you and capricorn will go that way, leo and libra that way, sagittarius and gemini that way and scorpio, aries and i will go that way.''
  • ''aquarius: *screams*
  • scorpio: aquarius?''
  • *
  • this time on ''zodiac horror story'':
  • scorpio: did y'all hear that?
  • cancer: yeah..
  • aries: do you think he's dead?
  • scorpio: i don't know. l-let's go back.
  • cancer: wait, but what if he's just messing around with us? he does shit like this all the time.
  • scorpio: uuhhhggg fuck. i don't know, man.
  • aries: WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO?!
  • scorpio: we're going back.
  • cancer: okay.
  • scorpio, cancer and aries are heading back to the camp, hoping that aquarius is still alive. they're walking and walking until they hear a strange noise..
  • aries: yo.. what the fuck was that.
  • scorpio: i eh.. i don't know.
  • cancer: hello?
  • aries: hey.. what's that.. on the ground..?
  • they carefully walk towards the thing they see on the ground, a couple of blocks further away from them.
  • cancer: oh my god.. p-p-pISCES?!
  • aries: ahahahahakhaldsjasjkbkjlsjasfjkaslgn
  • they see pisces on the ground. is she dead?
  • scorpio: *crouches and pokes pisces* p-pisces?
  • pisces: *coughs soft* g-guys?
  • aries: ooHH MY GOD SHE'S A ZOMBIE.
  • cancer: oR SHE'S JUST STILL ALIVE DUMBASS.
  • scorpio: guys, cALM THE FUCK DOWN. pisces, what happened?
  • pisces: s-s-s-someo-ne-ne stab-bed m-m-m-m-m-m-me.
  • aries: can you please stop stuttering?
  • cancer: SHE'S FUCKING HURT WHAT DO YOU MEAN?!
  • scorpio: who stabbed you?!
  • pisces: i don't kn-o-o-w.. g-guys. wa-watch ou-t..
  • scorpio: oh my god i just noticed that im literally crouching in her blood. ew. but what do you mean watch out?
  • pisces: b-behi-ind yo-ou.
  • scorpio: what? *looks behind him* OH MY GOD WATCH OUT!
  • scorpio stands up and pushes cancer and aries away.
  • cancer: argh!
  • aries: WHAT
  • scorpio grabs aries and cancer by their arms and drags them away from the person he saw.
  • pisces: *bloody murder scream*
  • scorpio, cancer and aries are running away as fast as they can.
  • aries: we'RE GOING TO DIE.
  • cancer: BABE, CARRY ME. *jumps on scorpio*
  • they run back to the camp. and also, rip pisces
  • libra: leo, why are we walking out here again?
  • leo: i have no ideaaaaa gurll.
  • libra: let's take a selfie.
  • leo: yAAASS. *takes a selfie*
  • libra: we look bomb.
  • leo: i knooow right.
  • libra: so.. what now?
  • leo: i don't know. we had to look for pisces right?
  • libra: pisces? where is she?
  • leo: hmm.. i don't know.. LET'S FIND HER!
  • libra: YAAS!
  • libra and leo walk further into the forest. let's check on gemini and sagittarius.
  • sagittarius: lol i'm deaaad.
  • gemini: lolol
  • sagittarius: can't believe that bitch.
  • gemini: who?
  • sagittarius: pisces. duh.
  • gemini: oohhh. she dumb. don't like her oops.
  • sagittarius: me neither lol. why did she just leave us? like, okay. if you want to die, FINE.
  • gemini: taurus' shitty too.
  • sagittarius: no. aries is.
  • gemini: true.
  • sagittarius: anyways, i want to scare people. let's do that.
  • gemini: i'm on it.
  • let's see how aquarius is doing.
  • aquarius: *prays and cries in his tent*
  • scorpio: aqua?! where are you?
  • aquarius: WHO'S THERE. BACK THE FUCK OFF. KLKGSHGOGKLS;JA
  • cancer: aqua! it's me, aries and scorpio!
  • aquarius: *jumps out of his tent* THANK GOD! *hugs aries, cancer and scorpio tightly*
  • scorpio: what happened? are you okay?
  • aquarius: NO! someone killed.. some-someone killED TAURUS.
  • aries: WHAT?! OH HELL NO. SOMEONE KILLED PISCES TOO. THIS CAN'T BE REAL NONONONNONONO.
  • aquarius: WHAT?!
  • aries: YEAH. AND THEN THEY TRIED TO KIL US.
  • aquarius: NOPE. NOPE. NOPE. I'M OUT. I'M GOING HOME.
  • cancer: HOW!!?
  • scorpio: y'all y'aLL Y'ALL, CALM DOWN!
  • aries: HOW THE FUCK CAN WE CALM DOWN IF WE'RE GOING TO GET FUCKING MURDERED?!
  • scorpio: SCREAMING AND YELLING IS NOT GOING TO HELP.
  • aquarius: WELL OBVIOUSLY.
  • aries: I'M OUT. I'M GOING TO WALK HOME. *walks away*
  • cancer: no, aRIES STOP!
  • scorpio: *runs after aries*
  • aries: *looks behind him and runs faster* YOU CAN'T CATCH ME.
  • scorpio: UGH. FINE.
  • cancer: babe, don't waste your time. he'll come back.
  • scorpio: i hope so.
  • what a chaos. let's see if aries will make it.
  • aries: fucking hell. i'm never going out with these bitches EVER AGAIN. YOU HEAR ME!?! NEVER! *almost starts crying* NO. STOP! IT! FUCKING TEARS.
  • gemini: aries!?
  • aries: oH MY GOD. oH. I WASN'T CRYING OR ANYTHING.
  • gemini: where are you going?!
  • aries: HOME. I FUCKING HATE THIS. WHERE'S SAGI?
  • gemini: well, we wanted to scare you, but then we heard you crying so we were like whaat.
  • aries: ..
  • gemini: SAG, COME OUT. WHERE ARE YOU?
  • aries: uhh..
  • gemini: ugh. be right back.
  • aries: ...
  • gemini: SAGI, WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! UGh. *walks back to aries* i coul- OH MY GOD. A-A-ARIES!?
  • aries: *lays dead on the floor with an axe through his head*
  • gemini: *screams*
  • *
  • the end of part 3..

LAST STREAM DRAWS. REQUEST FOR @somesketchyshit HELLLAAAAAAAAAA she asked for two people wearing a scarf and drinking hot coc… she forgot the o so i’m just.. repeating her mistake sorry(notsorry) HHAHAH

so i drew Young Jack and Adult Angel. and they make the cutest father daughter team and i’ cry but this is a happy post so no crying. .-.

Jack and Angel©Borderlands
-listening to weird music and has no dishes to do holla-©me

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Robin and Will saying goodbye to each other (✿ ♥‿♥)

how he is with you - il volo - Piero Edition

I’m pretty sure being with Piero would be holding hands. always. you won’t even know how it happened. one second you won’t be holding hands, the next you are. If you’re dating Piero, you’re probably just honestly and breathtakingly beautiful. and you probably don’t know it either, no matter that he tells you countless times throughout the day, daily. But you’re probably somehow every bit as adorable as he is, too. He would probably take you on drives, typically during the night. just so he can be with you in peace. His hand will probably rest on your thigh as he drives, and he’ll probably be stealing glances at you as you talk. He probably loves talking to you, connecting with you, and you probably have a lot in common. He probably loves doing sweet things for you, like buying you flowers just because they reminded him of you or because he thought you’d like them. and so much spontaneous dancing!!! He’ll probably just take your hand and begin to twirl you around at any time, or any place. and he is constantly singing. constantly. tbh he probably can’t stop thinking about you. you’re probably nothing less than a little sweetheart. and you’re probably very considerate of others’ feelings. and that’s one of the reasons why he loves you. You and he probably go out for breakfast at a lot of cafes or coffee shops. Okay honestly his favorite thing is probably just laughing with you. you love making each other laugh. and you know what? he probably calls you something really adorable too, like felicità mia or dolce mia. He’s probably so excited about your love, about being in love with you. Piero is probably the guy who would scream to the world how much he loves you, and he wouldn’t care who heard or looked at him funny. and let me tell you; SO MUCH KISSING. SO. MUCH. KISSING. forehead kisses, cheek kisses, nose kisses, neck kisses, lip kisses… he probably loves admiring your beauty. and you’ll probably catch him staring a lot haha. And before bed you probably whisper to eachother before one of you falls asleep. and the cuddling! he probably loves cuddling oh my god. he probably loves holding you in his lap with his arm around you and his other hand on your leg. and when he takes his glasses off he probably just puts them on you until he wants to put them back on again. He’s probably very random. and he’s not afraid to get that bug out of the room. And he most definitely thinks about your future together. where you’ll get married, how many kids you’ll have, where you’ll live, probably even what the paint colors of the bedroom will be. he probably likes to cook for you too. when he’s asked about you in interviews he probably gets that wonderful smile on his face. and he probably won’t be able to stop smiling to speak, so the other boys will probably step in to tell about how cute he is with you and how much he loves you. (so much, he loves you more than anything) He probably gives the best hugs. Piero would probably always talk you out of your sadness. he’d probably hold your head in his hands and gently bring your eyes to meet his and he’d tell you ‘everything will be alright.’

wtfnike  asked:

i feel like my ex is leading me on bc she wants to be fwb but like i'm still in love with her so i'd do whatever makes her happy but i don't want to keep crying bcos she doesn't love me back uGH

ABSOLUTELY NOT. She doesn’t get to walk in and out of your life as she pleases- she doesn’t get to love you with half a heart while you love her with all of it. It’s going to hurt more than anything you’ve ever done, but walk away because you deserve someone who loves you just as fairly as you’re willing to love them.

i made this edit months ago, and someone tweeted it as if it was theirs and now tyler has it as his twitter header and tweeted them and i’m really ugh and sad right now :(((

OKAY BUT.
MARCUS WOULD NOT GIVE CLARKE AND HER FRIENDS UP NO MATTER WHAT.
HE WAS BROUGHT TO BE LOCKED UP.
THEN HE WAS NAILED ONTO A CROSS BLEEDING TO DEATH.
SUFFERING.
THEN JAHA COMES WITH A GUN.
AND MARCUS STILL REFUSES AND TELLS JAHA TO KILL HIM.
BUT INSTEAD HE KNOWS HIS WEAKNESS.
ABBY.
AND KANE, NO MATTER WHAT WOULD HAPPEN.
TAKES THE CHIP.
NOT BECAUSE OF DYING.
OR SUFFERING.
BUT BECAUSE HE LOVES SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT HE’D DO ANYTHING FOR HER TO BE SAFE.

(x)

1. Why.

2. WHY.

3. How dare you, sir.

4. Wonder what’s got him back in the pirate garb…….(anyone think that it has anything to do with a potential curse (by the Snow Queen) that turns him back into a dastardly pirate? i have a slight suspicion that it may have to do with that…)

5. WHY IS HE DOING THIS? UGH.

6. Hehe. Notice how he’s LOUNGING in the booth, leg up? Sometimes I just hate him.

qqueenofhades  asked:

I'M SO EXCITED!

this is going to be one of the BEST seasons ever!!!!!!!!!!!

i got ridiculously emotional watching that promo last night, Hilary. i mean this show always gets me and i cry basically every time i see the Snowing scene with the ring, but seeing that montage of all the things that have made this show special and beautiful and NOT LIKE ANYTHING THAT HAS EVER COME BEFORE IT…. ugh I just fell completely in love with this show and this cast and these writers all over again. Bless Adam and Eddy for their vision. 

OUAT is a MASTERPIECE

and speaking of the promo, there were two things I noticed from it:

1. A&E absolutely are committed to bringing back the S1 feeling this year. And the Underworld as a destination is a perfect means to achieve it.  That montage featured so many throw back characters that will be playing a role in 5B  - Sidney, the blind witch, Cruella, Pan, Cora, Zelena… plus Mulan and Red. I know we’re getting Hades (yay) but instead of spending time on 3 new sidekick villains (and three new backstories) to go along with him they are bringing back all of our faves. This means they can focus on our MAIN cast!

2. 5B is going to be Captain Swan AF. I do think this season will feel more balanced to the fans than the last - but we’re still getting an epic story line for Hook and Emma. EPIC. I’ve already been convinced by all your posts on this matter dear- and that promo, and the way it highlighted CS, was total confirmation that you are right. Big things are coming. 

The promo began with Snowing TLK and ended with Captain Swan “I will always find you”. The first and last moments of the past 99 episodes of OUAT - framing the promo - and framing this STORY. 

They are hitting us over the head with what’s to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stages of the semester
  • Stage one: ugh this is gonna be so awful I'm so not ready for anything
  • Stage two: ugh ok fine I do remember how to do this
  • Stage three: things are going ok
  • Stage four the midterm stage: FUCK THINGS ARE NOT ON THEY ARE NOT OK WE'RE GOING DOWN FUUUU
  • Stage five: I'm ok
  • Stage six: I'm
  • Stage seven (thanksgiving): I'm crying but I'm still going
  • Stage eight (finals approaching): what if I just left the industrial complex behind
  • Stage nine (finals): is it over yet *crying, Has the sun risen, is there a dawn
  • Stage ten (post-finals): well that wasn't so bad.
  • Eric (Santa): Ohhhh, Tommy! I remember you! I gave you the truck.
  • Tommy: Yeah and I came to give it back.
  • Eric (Santa): But why? What's wrong with it?
  • Tommy: Nothing. It's what I wanted.
  • Eric (Santa): Well then, what's the problem?
  • Tommy: I didn't really believe you were Santa, but all my friends came back with stuff. So now that I know you're really him, I was wondering if I could give this back and ask for something else instead.
  • Eric (Santa): Of course you can, Tommy - anything you want.
  • Tommy: Really!?
  • Eric (Santa): Yeah - that's why I'm here. What do you need, Tommy? What can I do for you?
  • Tommy: Do you think I can have parents for Christmas?