ugh i'm not crying or anything

Yo I know I’m so late to the party but I just finished ACOTAR and I don’t know what to do with myself. UGH it was amazing I can’t even begin to anything. I will devour ACOMAF in no time I’m sure and I’m gonna avoid tumblr till I do because now I really fear spoilers. *proceeds to squeal* I’ve been reduced to a squealing puddle of all the feels

LAST STREAM DRAWS. REQUEST FOR @somesketchyshit HELLLAAAAAAAAAA she asked for two people wearing a scarf and drinking hot coc… she forgot the o so i’m just.. repeating her mistake sorry(notsorry) HHAHAH

so i drew Young Jack and Adult Angel. and they make the cutest father daughter team and i’ cry but this is a happy post so no crying. .-.

Jack and Angel©Borderlands
-listening to weird music and has no dishes to do holla-©me

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Many deep conversations later…


Elena: Thank you, Carlos.
Carlos: For what?
Elena: For being here right now… and for always talking to me.
Carlos: Elena, I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else but here.
(That made Elena want to melt)
Elena: I-I haven’t told you, Carlos, but… I really care about you. You make me feel safe and we can talk about anything and everything without ever getting bored and- … I’m always happier around you.
Carlos: Oh, how the hell did I ever get so lucky to have you in my life? To be able to hold an angel in my arms? I only want to continue to make you as happy as you make me, Elena. So, thank you for letting me be here…
Carlos: … You should get some rest. I’ll wait for you to fall asleep.
Elena: Okay… goodnight…
Carlos: Goodnight, *he said as he gently kissed Elena’s forehead*
Elena closed her eyes; she couldn’t help but focus on the sound of Carlos’ heartbeat and the way his chest rose and fell each time he took a breath. She was feeling a bit better after their long conversation and the exhaustion from her day had finally settled in - it didn’t take her long to fall asleep.

ugh I am so mediocre at everything I do

the only way to become good at A Thing is to put lots of effort into it and invest lots of time into it. my depression severely limits my ability to do both of these things

so basically I may not become actually good at anything, ever

ugh, sorry, I’m feeling kinda shitty today, ignore me

OKAY BUT.
MARCUS WOULD NOT GIVE CLARKE AND HER FRIENDS UP NO MATTER WHAT.
HE WAS BROUGHT TO BE LOCKED UP.
THEN HE WAS NAILED ONTO A CROSS BLEEDING TO DEATH.
SUFFERING.
THEN JAHA COMES WITH A GUN.
AND MARCUS STILL REFUSES AND TELLS JAHA TO KILL HIM.
BUT INSTEAD HE KNOWS HIS WEAKNESS.
ABBY.
AND KANE, NO MATTER WHAT WOULD HAPPEN.
TAKES THE CHIP.
NOT BECAUSE OF DYING.
OR SUFFERING.
BUT BECAUSE HE LOVES SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT HE’D DO ANYTHING FOR HER TO BE SAFE.