ugh i thought this would be good

Ugh

Guys

I’m so

Why is it that if you get a good grade and share it, it’s bragging? To the point where I feel legitimately ASHAMED if I get a good grade.

There’s this girl, the same girl who accuse me of bragging when I said “I thought I would be invited to PTK since I have a 4.0 and 12 credits and that meets the requirements” (I was, by the way, it was just late). I feel like she constantly tries to bring me down academically now.

For example, last week, a mandatory discussion board was posted for English bc we had a snow day Thursday, and the email said it was open til Monday. I posted something to snapchat about it and she was like “bro that was due on Thursday…” and I said “no it’s open til Monday” and she was like “yeah cause only me and two other people did it” and I was like “no it said in the email…” and then checked with my teacher and told her and she didn’t respond.

Today I posted about the 99 in soc on snapchat and she was like “didn’t you already take precalc in high school?” and I was like “no this is sociology” but like… I just feel like she’s trying to find some way to take me down a notch or something.

But the thing is, I can get good grades whether I’ve taken the class before or not? I hadn’t taken psych before and I ended up with an over 100% average. So saying “you took the class before” doesn’t mean the 99 is less valid.

Moreover, it’s not like I brag about my grades and don’t share my bad ones. I share all my grades, even the bad ones! It just happens that I work my ass off and I’m blessed to be naturally hardworking and organized and so I usually get good grades!

It’s gotten to the point where I feel GUILTY when I get a good grade because I feel like people are going to accuse me of bragging and try to bring me down. I feel like I should get a C because then when I share it people won’t accuse me of conceit.

That guy who dumped me during finals week said I was “academically intimidating” and that my confidence came off as me being conceited. He said he thought I thought he was below my standards academically (I legit never even thought about that). Do you know how AWFUL it made me feel to know I made someone FEEL that way?! Yes, it’s more his problem, but it happened.

I don’t know. I really don’t. I post about my grades on Snapchat and people call me out for “bragging” and think I’m conceited but like do you know how much fucking shit I have dealt with to get those grades?!?! Ugh. Anyway I’ll end this rant but I’m just so upset about this right now it’s unreal

One of the hardest things is to watch someone slowly lose interest in you.
Rain prompts 🌧
  • “I TOLD you not to go outside and did you listen? nO. AND NOW YOU HAVE A COLD. AND IM GONNA HAVE TO NURSE YOU BACK TO HEALTH WITH SOUP AND MANDATORY CUDDLES” au
  • “I’m drying off your hair with a towel and I’m concentrating so hard until I look down and see you looking up at me with raindrops still clinging to your lashes and freckling your cheeks. your hair’s all mussed and I’m still rubbing the towel over your head and ajshajaklalala” AU
  • “STOP SPLASHING ME WTF UGH ITS GETTING ALL OVER ME AND OH SHIT IT STARTED RAINING AGAIN QUICK WE NEED SHELTER NO STOP SPLASHING AROUND YOURE GONNA GET THE BOTH OF US EVEN MORE SOAKED THEN WE’LL ALREADY BE” AU
  • “I don’t know why you thought a dumpster would be a good place to take shelter from the rain but here we are I guess” au
  • “There’s only room under this umbrella for one. Oh fine, get under here I guess we’ll both be partially soaked.” AU
  • “kISSING?? IN THE RAIN??? siGn Me tHe FUCK UP” AU
Some thoughts on the Spencer episode

1. Spencer straight up just looks like MGG if he had gotten wasted and went on a drunk road trip with friends and ended up in Mexico.
2. Spencer in jeans??? Lord have mercy.
3. The music when Luke and Reid see each other makes me ship them a hundred times more.
4. Reid speaking Spanish = YASS BBY
5. Emily speaking Spanish = YES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
6. I would die before letting Spencer go to jail.

Evening Classes & FaceTime Calls

Raphael Santiago imagine

Summary: You were turned into a vampire a couple of years ago on the disastrous night you’ve died. When the new guy, Simon, needs to learn some things, you help him, but not without running into some trouble getting back to the hotel, making Raphael very angry for getting in trouble. But why?

A/N: I’m about to leave on a trip to Amsterdam. I’m hoping to get some writing done, but I can’t promise anything. I hope you’ll like this one.

Prompts: “Are you hitting on me?” – “Wrong day to piss me off.” – “My weekend plans did not involve dying.”

Masterlist



“Ugh.” You let out a deep sigh and let yourself fall onto the sofa, leaning your head backwards. You stared at the ceiling for a couple of seconds, before closing your eyes.

“That bad huh?” You opened your eyes to see Raphael staring in your eyes from above you, trying not to smile.

“Can you remind me once more why I thought this would be a good idea?” You asked, still leaning your head backwards, looking up at him.

He moved to come sit besides you on the couch, making you turn your head so you were laying on your ear, still not lifting you head up.

“For the record, I never said taking evening classes was a good idea.” He leaned his arm against the couch, and rested his head against his hand.

You closed your eyes and let out another sigh. “I know, it’s just,” you paused, searching for the right words, but Raphael finished your thoughts for you. “You never got the chance while you were human, I know.” He looked at you with sorrow in his eyes. “I get it, I died at fifteen. I missed out on a lot of things as well.”

You looked away from his eyes, not wanting to show the pity you felt for him, as it would only make the situation even worse.

You lifted your head up just a bit. “Raphael,” you silently started, but you got interrupted when the new guy walked in.

“Wow, who died in here?” Simon said when he felt the vibe in the room, making Raphael glare at him, while you just looked at him out of the corner of your eyes.

“Wrong crowd.” He muttered when he saw your expressions.

You lifted your head when you thought about something. “You’re smart, right?” You asked suddenly, making both of the guys look at you.

“Uhm, I guess?” He said, sounding insecure.

“Is there a chance you could help me with my statistics class?” You asked hopeful.

“Sure.” He grinned.

“Actually,” Raphael added from beside you, “could you help him as well? You know, some training and vamp 101 stuff.”

You raised an eyebrow. “Vamp 101 stuff?”

Raphael rolled his eyes. “You know what I mean.”

“Sure.” You gave Simon a small smile, and turned your gaze back at Raphael. “By the time we’ll be done with each other, I’ll be a mathematical genius, and he’ll be the best vampire you’ve ever seen.”

Raphael let out a small snort. “Sure.” He nodded while being sarcastic. “Be sure to be back by five.”

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Real Life * Draco Malfoy

Originally posted by moon-leviosa


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Based on the song “505″ by the Arctic Monkeys

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Warnings: Mild language

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Draco’s POV

*Sunday, almost dawn, 5:05 AM*

I can’t sleep.

It’s impossible to sleep while she lingers in my head. Y/N was her name. That beautiful name.

I dreamt about her on the train going to Hogwarts and I couldn’t stop thinking about her since.

In my mind, she was lying by my side with her hands in between her thighs.

Ugh, what am I thinking?! She’s not real!

7 hours and 45 minutes is how long I have been thinking about her.

What if she is real? Would she like me? Would we have a future together? Would my parents adore her like I do?

There is no way she would exist. Good things only happen when you’re dreaming.

Not a shy of her spark. A knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of her mark.

I was frightened by the bite that she gave. No harsher than the bark. She gave me this new perspective on the world. I started to open my eyes on things I normally wouldn’t care about.

If only she existed…

*Sunday morning, 7:30 AM*

“Draco you weren’t at breakfast. Are you okay?” Pansy asked me. I don’t like her that much since she pretty much stalks me and is crazy in love with me.

“Y-Yeah… I’m fine.” I said back.

“Oh well, I brought some food for you. I had a feeling you wouldn’t go to breakfast so I brought you some.”

“T-Thanks.” I grabbed the plate and quietly ate my food.

“You know, if you ever need someone to talk too then I-I’m here.”

“I’ll keep that in mind.” Then she walked off.

My mind hasn’t been the same ever since I met Y/N in my sleep. Before I wake up, she normally says ‘Goodbye’ or ‘See you later’… what does it mean? Is it weird that I can see her whole body clearly? Nothing is blurred out.

She looks like a slytherin princess walking in the woods or halls with her mind cleared. Her hair that moves nicely when she twirls around or when the wind hits her.

“Draco! Draco! C’mon man talk to us!” Crabbe yelled at me putting me back to reality.

“What now Crabbe?!”

“Goyle wants to know…. Well… we want to know how you’re feeling. You hardly ever talk to us and bully Harry.” Crabbe said worried.

“Well I’m fine. I’m just… thinking about the shit we could do to Potter.”

“A-Are you sure?”

“Yes! When am I not sure?! Now get outta here!” I said pushing Crabbe out of the dorm.
I don’t know if you could guess but… I’m not okay… at all.

*Monday, 12:00 AM*

“Y/N don’t cry! Please I-I crumble when you cry.”

“But Draco… I have to say Goodbye.”

“You always say Goodbye darling.” I said while cupping Y/N’S cheeks.

“No, I mean for good. Draco I-I love you but I can’t stay here for long. It’s time that you stop thinking about me and start looking up. I love you Draco Malfoy and I’m sure we’ll meet again soon. Bye my darling.” She kissed me. I felt her tears drip down her face.

“I love you too Y/N.” She started to fade away. I couldn’t see her figure anymore. ‘Start to look up?’ interesting.

*Monday, almost dawn, 5:05 AM*

“Draco! Wake up will ya!”

“Ugh what Crabbe and Goyle?! Get your hands off of me!”

“Professor Dumbledore wants ya.” Goyle said to me.

“For what? Holy shit what did you dumbasses do?!”

“Nothing we swear!” Crabbe and Goyle said to me.

“It better be nothing if not then I will hex you guys hard!”

I started to walked to Professor Dumbledore’s office still thinking about what Y/N said to me. I wish our last moment together wasn’t vague.

“Ah Draco, sorry to wake you up this early but our new student just arrived today and she’s in Slytherin like you. Could you show her around before everyone wakes up? Wouldn’t want her to be lost on her first day of school.” Dumbledore said to me.

“I don’t have a choice do I?” I said back.

“Come, she’s upstairs waiting for us.”

We walked up the long staircase and I was dreading every moment of it. I just wanna sleep and move on since Y/N clearly doesn’t exist and that spark that we had is now dead.

“Y/N this is Draco Malfoy. A fellow Slytherin like yourself.” Dumbledore said. I looked up and I see… Y/N, the girl from my dreams, the girl that I adore.

“Draco this is Y/N.” Dumbledore spoke again.

“H-Hi.” I said in utter shock.

“Hello… darling.”

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So a friend talked with me about a Music Camp he was in, and I immediately thought of Camp Camp.

I don`t know why, but I`d like to think that Max is a child that would like playing the violin? But his parents had to high standards for him to reach, so his self-estem kinda went down the drain, even though he`s actually really good and enjoys playing!

wow look at this edit i did in five minutes 

Wow… as I’m making this post I can’t believe i made it to 2.5K followers!!!! My angels I just want to tell you all thank you so much for sticking by me and giving me unconditional love!!! I never thought I would meet so many wonderful and kind people who love me for who I am. I can truly say that you all are truly my angels and I cherish each and everyone of you. I hit another milestone so you know what that means…….that’s right another FOLLOW FOREVER!!!! Let’s get  started shall we?

bold: mutuals (sorry if i left some people out)

italics: inspiring/fav blogs

☀️ : sunshines of my life

 ❤️: OG Fam™

™: Fam™

# - D
@4jenissi | @930615 | @a-tomsfabhair | @a-tomtastic | @alien-colorida22| @amberrrthefangirl  | @artsyhobi ☀️  | @astrosjams | @asupercoolperson  ☀️ | @axsh-chica ❤️☀️| @awakening-menace | @baliwkaybias17 | @bangtaneun  | @bigbangteen ☀️  | @big-daddy-gohn | @bjoogie | @blanketkickworld | @bts-army-girl | @btsgot7girl ☀️ | @bwiyomi | @byungjoobae |  @cchimcchim | @chentrollchenlovechen | @chiimiicecreamy |  @crystalhoshi | @cuzimtoppdogg| @dearjunghoseok | @desperatefire | @dont-touch-my-neckkk


E - H

@every-thing-kpop | @exo-aeri-actions | @exo-sanctuary | @exoctopus | @exo-m | @fiftyshades-of-lay | @floral-hobi ™☀️| @flufftae  | @freestyle-tears | @futuremelon ☀️ | @fyjiho | @gdsugalove  | @gingerbreaduniverse | @glowinghobii ™☀️| @gothic-hobi  ☀️| @gyuwifeu  | @h0bi | @hansol-official | @hansolsdog | @hazelnuthobi ™☀️|  @heartseok@hob-e  | @hobibliophile @hobie-yah |  @hopeing-4-suga ™☀️| | @hobiconfetti ☀️ @hobi-fever ☀️| @hobihype ☀️™  |  @hobiini ☀️|  @hobilu | @hobi-oppa | @hobipd | @hobiplz ☀️ |   @hobismole  ™☀️| @hobisnatchme ❤️☀️@hobistrash | @hobistummy ☀️| @hobixing  | @hobieu ☀️| @hobshine  | @hobuing | @hoseoksgal | @hosshit ™☀️|  @hugsforhobi ☀️ | @hyungmon


I - L

@igot7dabs | @iigotjams@imadeadhoe |  @im-always-a-slut-for-topp-dogg |  @immortal-pandemonium@infiresquxxn | @j-dopee ☀️ |  @j-hobies-angel ™☀️| @jhobisunshine  | @jhopesanddreams |  @jnopejimin |  @jenissas | @jenissisleeping | @jhope-shi | @jihoops | @judgmental-jenissi | @lovelyzc ☀️| @khadrasupportingstyle ❤️☀️ | @kidohgangdol| @kimyoujinis186cmofpuregoodness  | @kingsobi | @kpopcruiselines | @lazilyperfectpanda | @leftladystranger ☀️ |  @love-hate-drama | @lovbhobi


M - P
  @markmyet18 | @meadowstar0915 | @micahjiminie | @midnyteblaque| @ml-wizard |  @myonlyhopeisjhope☀️| @nuanny61  |  @omgbtsvines | @omgbwimine | @onetimesarang | @oppas-fine-ass| @ourexobtsgot7us | @oshworld ❤️☀️| @owlcitybvbarmy ❤️☀️| @p-guns | @pandacaks  | @pinkmizu | @piridal ☀️| @pixelyeol | @potatogoon ☀️ | @prince-hobis-castle ☀️


Q - T

@queenjunghoseok | @relatable-kpop | @risingsea101 | @rvelevet ❤️☀️| @scottsbaddestgirl  | @sheisnotthatweird | @shypcy | @smhsehun ❤️☀️| @smexykai | @snowbunnyartist | @softparkbogum | @sope4one | @sparkly-yugyeom | @staeyongforever ☀️|  @suga-rushx  | @sugashines |  @taesflower ™☀️ | @tdooggy | @syub-baby ❤️☀️| @tahyungs | @th3demoninside | @thebaekery | @thehoeinjhope | @thejinblossoms ™☀️| @thelifeofminji | @trollintraining ™☀️ |  @toppdoggintl | @toppdoggnetwork | @toppdoggsg | @toppdoggtd | @toppklassbitch


U - Z
@usagixhime | @vampirehansol | @violentious ❤️☀️| @vixxgotnojams @whydoistanthesedorks | @w-o-r-l-dw-i-d-e | @whilewestand | @wonhobe | @yaratwa | @yoongi-aka-agust-d ☀️|  @yoongimfact | @yoonginim | @youngjaes-husband | @yukilopez | @yusangno  | @zelos-small-dick


~thank you all my lovely angels 💞

  ON DECEMBER 3RD, METTATON HAS REACHED HIS ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF BEING ON TUMBLR!!! 

  I’m so excited, man. So proud. My muses r old fucks who stick around for a long time somehow. I thought it’d be necessary to at least do this and include some of the people I’m happy to meet in the year of 2k16. It’s been a little brutal, lil dramatic …… but here’s to hoping that 2k17 brings something better and good for us. Let’s not … bring up the new year resolutions, that fake.

     ☆ NEW YEAR, NEW ME, NEW EVERYTHING. ☆

– @dtprince , @wrongoutfit , @its-showtime-darlings , @willbeshot , @wiishfulheart , @raajasii , @red-boston-batter , @yinsecure , @ismikuoaninstrument , @irradiancies , @outbraves , @ofzcku , @gasteritisrp , @pxcifrisktic , @maetda , @skeledxd , @scarlctta , @sawyercide , @drekivinr , @solliciiti , @frystsnow , @fishmxma , @felicitas-amicum , @hertenacity , @guardsruins , @glxtzy , @helioshero , @hiiddeneyes , @jakeitude , @kidgem , @konpcki , @chosemercy , @blckvcnom , @vortship , @mercifulking , @viperyean , @bloominghands , @nctycurprcxy , @nikifcrcv , @neoiisms , @madomadotsuki , @mcrkiplicr , @egofaptpr , @astrcea , @mutemade , @saiichii , @marakasu , @maliware , @lovetcp , @lovclycousin , @roadhcggin , @dynamiting , @redxheart , @fontspoken , @furybred , @chxrrycordial , @scarlcteye , @sciencescales , @scific , @rottenromeo , @praeliix , @jiinya , @hybridaa , @isstarlight , @dereliquit , @dearnicolai , @99hp , @agentmansley , @retrouvaiille , @comic-dunkle , @theatreskilled , @thingforrabbits , @everlivinq , @dcgdefused , @gcldenqveen , @humanitygained , @inkyrcbbiit , @candytastic , @dokitsuu, @dcvilsmark@blindedbylv, @glorypast – & the rest of u 3k / my mutuals, too. there be too many of u.

   ☆  NEW FACES, NEW MEMORIES, I LOVE U ALL. ☆

Closing off – regardless of  if I mentioned u or not, this still goes out to you. You’re here, you’re appreciated, thank you. There’s so many of you and it’s nice to know there’s some friends here that I met from the beginning on MTT that stuck with me to close off 2k16 with me. Sucks there were some people that couldn’t stick with us and be here, let it be because they wanted to part ways or otherwise – We’re moving on strong. Thank you, again (for putting up w my messy ass)

                                                                  I love you guys. ☆ ☆ ☆

So I went to see The Great Wall

And let me tell you, I am disappointed.
Not at the film, the movie was pretty good, really interesting.
Disappointed at tumblr.
Just by the posters they were bashing on the film because it had the name of a Chinese landmark and there was a white guy on the front poster.
And you know what, I believed it.

“Who are they trying to keep out?”
Tumblr: “oh idk the Huns?? More white washing ugh.”

I thought it would be a disrespecting film to the Chinese culture, so I was hesitant to watch it, but my dad wanted to for weeks so I did.

And you know what? I really enjoyed it.
I liked seeing the culture, the language, the way it was coordinated, the pacing, the tactics, heck, even the legend it was based on. But you know what I enjoyed the most?

NO. FORCED. ROMANCE. BETWEEN. THE. MAIN. MALE. CHARACTER. AND. FEMALE. CHARACTER.

At the end when they were just staring at each other I was whispering “if you kiss without any build up, I’m so done with this film.”
Surprise, no kiss.
Beautiful.

There’s a Boy I Know; He’s the One I Dream Of

Just like in the last two Prequel installments, Anakin/Vader is still basically obsessed with bringing up Obi-Wan in the Original Trilogy. He mentions him over and over: I sense Obi-Wan, Obi-Wan’s here, Obi-Wan brought the Force with him UGH THAT IS SO LIKE HIM, Obi-Wan failed, Obi-Wan did a good job teaching you, Obi-Wan thought I could be saved, Obi-Wan can’t help him, Obi-Wan can’t help you, Obi-Wan lied to you, Obi-Wan was right to hide my kid from me, did Obi-Wan mention my name at all, Obi-Wan was super handsome, do you think Obi-Wan would like my cape, what do you think Obi-Wan’s Force Ghost is doing right now…

…OK, some of those might be things I just made up, but you get the idea. Vader is, like, REALLY CONCERNED AT ALL TIMES that we be aware that Obi-Wan is a person that Vader is totally definitely so over. His new boyfriend is a Sith and owns his own Death Star and EVERYTHING.

Look: I’m not blaming you, Vader. God knows we’re all into that guy, but…simmer down a little bit. You’re coming off too desperate; dudes can pick up on that and then the next thing you know, they’ll turn themselves into The Force to get away from you.

GOD I’M SO EMOTIONAL ABOUT TONIGHT!!

  • Watching Robert’s eyes literally light up at the thought of bribing someone while milking Rebecca for more money!! THAT’S MY TRASHY BABY!!!
  • OMG Aaron’s excuse for being dressed like a burglar “IT’S COLD!” LMAO!!
  • And Chas didn’t even try to interrogate Aaron like she normally would have bc SHE KNOWS HE’S HAPPY AND IN A GOOD PLACE SO SHE COULDN’T EVEN IMAGINE HIM DOING SOMETHING BAD!! THEY’VE COME SO FAR!! I’M CRYING!! 
  • AARON HAS LITERALLY GOT TO BE THE FITTEST BURGLAR EVER!! ONLY HE CAN ROCK ALL BLACK LIKE THAT!!!
  • Robert being his smug, arrogant self with Rebecca!! GOD I LOVE HIM!!
  • ROBERT TRYING TO GET AS MUCH MONEY OUT OF REBECCA AS POSSIBLE TO GIVE TO AARON SO THEY CAN BUY THE MILL!! ROBERT LITERALLY WANTING HER PAY FOR HIS HOME WITH AARON!! I’M SCREAMING!!!
  • AARON INITIATING A HUG WITH HIS MUM!! THE GUY WHO USUALLY SHIES AWAY FROM SUCH THINGS!! THAT WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER!!
  • CHAS SAYING SHE IS PROUD OF AARON!! 
  • AND AARON SAYING “I LOVE YOU” TO CHAS!!! THAT WAS SO EMOTIONAL!! NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH!!
  • Aaron was SO good at bullshitting Rebecca about the burglary!! ROBERT MUST BE SO PROUD!!
  • “BECAUSE I’LL LOSE MY SISTER” - Aaron’s not even worried about himself he’s more concerned about Liv!!! He’s so selfless!!
  • Aaron actually being so strong and opening up to Rebecca about his abuse!! GOD HE IS SO BRAVE AND I JUST WANTED TO HUG HIM!!!
  • Aaron not wanting Rebecca pressuring him into telling Robert about him breaking into Home Farm!! He doesn’t want to disappoint the person he loves the most!! Ugh my heart!!!
  • REBECCA TELLING AARON HOW ROBERT HAS TOLD HER NO ONE ELSE COMES CLOSE TO AARON!!! IT WAS LIKE IT FINALLY HIT AARON THAT ROBERT REALLY ONLY WANTS HIM!!! I’M SO EMOTIONAL!!!
  • AARON ACTUALLY BUYING THE MILL SO HIM, ROBERT AND LIV CAN FINALLY BE A PROPER LITTLE FAMILY!!!
  • AARON LOOKED SO HAPPY WHEN HE WAS TELLING THEM HE HAD BOUGHT THEM A HOME!! THIS WAS SO PERFECT!!
  • LIV ALMOST HUGGING ROBERT BC SHE WAS SO EXCITED WAS SO CUTE!! DEEP DOWN SHE DOES LOVE HIM SHE REALLY DOES!!
  • Robert instantly knew Aaron was lying and hadn’t just changed his mind about buying the Mill!! HE KNOWS AARON BETTER THAN ANYONE!!!
  • AARON NOT WANTING TO ADMIT HE’D BROKEN INTO HOME FARM!! HE FELT SO BAD ABOUT IT!!!
  • AND ROBERT’S FACE WHEN AARON TOLD HIM!! IT WAS SO CLEAR HE WAS ANGRY AT AARON FOR BEING SO STUPID AND FOR RISKING HIS FREEDOM!! ROBERT DOESN’T WANT TO LOSE AARON!!
  • ROBERT ACTUALLY ADMITTING THAT HE LOVES AARON’S BAD BOY WAYS!! HE’S SO IN LOVE WITH HIS SCRUFFY THUG IT’S INSANE!!
  • THEY WERE ALL SO FREAKING HAPPY CELEBRATING BUYING THE MILL!!! SUCH A PERFECT LITTLE FAMILY!! I’M CRYING!! 
  • AND AARON WAS EVEN ENCOURAGING ROBERT TO GO TALK BUSINESS WITH REBECCA BC NOW HE FINALLY REALISES THAT WHEN ROBERT SAYS NO ONE ELSE COMES CLOSE HE TRULY MEANS IT!!!
  • THERE IS LITERALLY NOTHING THESE TWO CANNOT OVERCOME BC THEY’RE SO IN LOVE!!! SOMEONE PINCH ME IT’S JUST SO BEAUTIFUL!!!

So I saw a post on that Stiles and Lydia kiss, from when he was having a panic attack and the writers thought it would be a good idea to have her kiss him.

How do people not see that as problematic?

1. Romanticising a life threatening situation is fucked up.

2. If someone is having a panic attack you don’t kiss them, without their consent, which they can’t even fucking agree to or decline because OH WAIT THEY ARE HAVING A PANIC ATTACK.

3. Imagine if it had been the other way round.

4. I’ve had panic attacks before and if someone kissed me, it would make me panic more, I would punch them in the face when I got the chance.

What the fuck? Think about it logically.

You’re having a panic attack. Do you know what that feels like? The last thing you want is someone to kiss you. I’ve had them and they’re terrifying.

Your rate increases, you can’t think, you can’t breathe, you feel hot all over. I remember I couldn’t even reach for my asthma pump because my hands were shaking so much.

My mum has had them too and it’s not all romantic and shit, she literally froze at work for ten minutes, shaking because she couldn’t think straight, couldn’t breathe, see or speak.

Having a panic attack isn’t something you can solve by forcing your lips on another.

It’s not something you put a romantic spin on. Sorry but I saw something and had to vent.

It’s messed up that people find that ‘romantic’.

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Sugary corruption [Ice cream part 1]

I thought I would escape from the ice cream!Hux. Boy I was wrong. 

I don’t know why I immediately thought that apple scene in Tangled would look good with Hux and Mitaka but here you go

Ad popped up for Fantastic Beasts so I watched the trailer and ugh.

Eddie Redmayne yuck. Like even if I thought he was good actor, which I don’t I really don’t, I would still have a problem with him what with him being a transaphobe.

Like just seeing his face makes want to punch him all while making my skin crawl.

The trailer opens up with him coming through what I think it meant to be Ellis Island and would you look at everyone looks to be white and wealthy.

Like seriously no that is not what you would see. 

Then we get to New York City proper. And look at that white people everywhere.

Like hello New York City and in the 1920′s and not a single black person to been seen.

Bullfuckingshit. The fashion, the music, the dances, and just everything that people think of when they think of the Roaring 20′s was created by black people.

And also if you gonna be in New York City you there are going to be Jews. Especially in what was the garment district. Lots of Jewish immigrants went into that industry and they made it what it.

It is the last two seconds we see the first black person in whole fucking city and it was hard to tell because it was like two seconds, but I believe it was Carmen Elizabeth Ejogo who is the only black actor in the principle cast.

Which what the fuck is this ahistorical bullshit. Roaring 20′s in New York City and no black people.

What the everloving fuck,

We also have to supposedly Jewish character neither of whom are played by Jewish actors so nice whitewashing there.

But we do have two Jewish actors.

We have Ezra Miller playing and I quote a “troubled” and “mysterious” character who by the way belongs to a group of muggles that want to exterminate wizards.

 And Ron Perlman who is playing “a gangster who owns a speakeasy nightclub”

Wow thank you so much for putting the two Jewish actors in these roles. It isn’t playing into antisemitic tropes at all. /sarcasm/

I don’t need to see this movie to know that is anti-black racist and antisemitic as all fuck the trailer did that all on it’s own.

  • Me before watching Disney Descendants: Ugh, this movie is going to be cheesy.
  • Me after watching Disney Descendants: Still a bit cheesy, but 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

speaking of new art soon…..

completely ignoring my current life situation and regressing back to drawing bae obsessively feels REALLY good.

my friend @captain-sailors let me draw over their sketch of logan wearing that shirt and i thought it was appropriate

So my sister dropped the laptop the other day. Down a flight of stairs. This thing, which was already effed up, managed to still stay kicking. I had thought, beyond the damage done to the internal fan, that it was okay.

It was not.

The laptop is having trouble with overheating, speed, the keys have been jammed, and in the middle of writing chapter ten of Haute today, the whole thing froze but overheated at the same time. In that time after dropping it, whatever she did, got a massive virus on it too. Programs would not work. The cursor wouldn’t show up!

All that progress I made was lost. A thousand words just fucking lost because the thing had to be shut off manually. My mom had to run a huge ass scan. 2 hours of the thing not working! The scan even froze for half an hour! It had to be restarted and done again!

I’m not happy. I just had to rewrite a part I don’t even remember and replace it with something else.

This part was much longer though, so meh! And without being able to listen to music to block shit out, I had to hear the whining all day!

"You Will Eat Like A Pig"

“Ugh” Jake groaned while walking back to the ktichen. He was stuffed, but his girlfriend's  mac and cheese smell so good. He placed his 260lb belly on the kitchen counter to rest while watching his plump gf finish cooking it.
“I told you it would be tiring to carry that load around” Pam said while patting his huge belly. It spilled over the counter covering a half of a feet towards him and left to right.
“I was just cooking this for later.”
“ well, it wont last for later i want it now,” jake exclaimed.
“ i thought u was full,” she questioned.
“ im never full for your cooking,” he assured her. She smiled.
She grabbed three bowls of her macaroni and walked towsrds jake. She then placed them on the counter around his ball of flesh and got a spoon of mac and put it near his mouth.
“Eat.”
And jake did just that. He sat on the high chair overtime which cause his belly to spill even more. He ate and ate, moaned in the process while pam kissed her lover’s belly and licked inside his bellybutton. He wasnt looking, as jake was focused on eating his lunch, filling his fat cheeks with thick cheese and pasta, swallowing it and feeling it rest down in his belly. Pam placed her tongue nesr his nipples and he groaned.
After he was done, she kissed jake rock hard on the lips which jake was struggling to move to cup her thick ass in the process.
This got Pam excited and heated up.
“ youre not done,” she said while reaching for the oven. She then pulled out a yellow cake with chocolate frosting; Jake’s favorite.
He tried to grab it out of Pams hand until she yanked back and replied
“Uh no. You want to eat this down like a fat pig you est like a normal pig.”
She placed the cake on the living room floor outside the kitchen.
“ you bend down and kneel and eat like the fat piggy you are.”
Jake eyes widen, but nonetheless he wanted that cake. So he lifted his big belly off the counter and wslked near the cake. He then kneeled down and placed his hands on the ground. Finally he dropped his fat ass on the ground, causing his belly to send ripples to his body.
He bend forward and placed most of his face on top of the cake.
Then, he began.
He chewed each bite of it like his life depended on it, it was so delicious. His belly was dragging against the floor but little did he knows it was growing at a constant rate, along with other parts of his body. Tingles soar through his body and caused his ass, hips and thighs to grow. His second set of love handles gre on top of his first, his thighs now rub against each other, and his ass was pushing tightly against his boxers. His belly filled more of the floor a little, and his face filled up a little as well. When he was done, he lesned back but accidently fell on his back, sending jiggles everywhere.
“ I knew that weight gain potion would work,” Pam thought silently.
It was no question he gained at least 30 lbs from the cake.
He placed his chubby hands on his belly, groaning for relief.
Pam slapped his belly, causing jake to groan again.
“Pigs dont whine. What do pigs say?”
“Oink,” jake replied.
“Good piggy. Do this piggy want some ice cream and weight gain shake?”
Jake was full to the max so he didnt say anything.
Pam placed her foot on top of jakes belly and slowly pushed it down, causing excruciating pain.
“ now, like i said, does this fat fucking pig want some ice cream and weight gain shake? I know that fat ass pig want some, he just have to assure me,”
Jake finally gave in to the pain and said
“OINK, OINK, OINK!”
Pam took her foot off of him and Jake did the loudest belch that sent ripples from his belly.
Pam tied her pig wrists and motioned him to the computer chair. Jake got up and waddled to the chair, and slammed his ass on the chair. She left and came back with a vanilla weight gain shake and oreo ice cream.
She placed the shake near his lips.
“ now this pig better be a good pig and drink or  else ill punish and put a funnel inside your mouth.”
With that said, jake drunk the shake.
Pam decided she might put a funnel in his mouth anyway; she needed her pig to own the name and expand.

Happy Birthday

Characters:  Seungri X Reader (You) X Jiyong, Some of the BIGBANG members

Length:  2,262 words

Genre:  Angst

Plot:  You and Seungri like each other; however, Jiyong, Seungri’s best friend and expressed his interest in you too.  What a whirlwind of emotions, yeah?
(I suck at giving out plots ugh)


“(Y/N)-AH!!”  Seungri shouted as loud as he can as you got out of the car.  You smiled and he engulfed you in his panda bear hug.

“I am soooo glad that you made it.  I thought that you are going to ditch me on my birthday.” He smiled and you slap his chest lightly.

“Why would I?  You’ve been a good friend, at least for me.”  You winked at him.


“Aish, I am good to everyone; you still don’t know that, do you?”  He whined and you laughed at him.  He guided you inside the café when all of a sudden a pair of arms grabbed you and hugged you by your shoulders, holding a bouquet of flowers in front of you.

“For you.”  Jiyong whispered on your ear and you smiled heartily.  You grabbed the flowers from him and he spins you around to face him.

“How are you, Princess?”  He pinched your nose and you pouted.

“I am well, oppa.  Thank you for the flowers.  These are my favorite.”  You took a sniff on the flowers and closed your eyes in delight.  Jiyong put on his signature smile before wrapping his arms around you.

“How was the flight and drive here, are you fine?  Did you have a jet lag?”  He asked worriedly and you shook your head.

“I am perfectly fine, oppa, no need to worry.  Travelling is part of my job so I’m so used to it.” You answered as you made your way towards the crowd and settle on one of the couches overlooking the ocean.

You and Jiyong aren’t really a couple, but Jiyong has been very vocal that he likes you, but wanted to take things slowly so you are still in the courting process.

You like Jiyong, no doubt about that.  He is like the perfect man for every girl.  Handsome, popular, kind, caring, etc., definitely a good package.

However, you cannot deny the fact that in spite of your attraction to Jiyong, your heart yearns for someone else.

Seungri.

Seungri has been your friend since you met him about three years ago.  You were introduced by a common friend and you being a VIP find it very amusing.  You instantly clicked and became very good friends in spite you being a foreigner.

Your relationship with Seungri didn’t escalate to the next level because of how comfortable you guys already are in your current status. You definitely like him, he likes you a lot too, but both of you are too afraid to speak your hearts out, scared that your friendship will lose if you will admit your true feelings.

The day finally came when he introduced you to the members.

Jiyong caught your eye and expressed his strong interest in you at the very first day that he saw you.  You cannot deny that he really is attractive so you were in constant communication with him ever since.  You were thinking that if you keep in touch with Jiyong, Seungri might think that he loves you more than just a friend and may be afraid to lose you to Jiyong, but that wasn’t the case.

You sat beside Seungri and he giggled next to you.

“Looks who just received flowers from one of the most handsome men in Korea?”  He wiggled his eyebrows and you smiled at him.

“Me!!”  You shouted, trying to fake your giddiness, which you were good at.  He put on a disappointed look.

“Tch, I didn’t know what Jiyong-hyung see in you that he likes you so much.  I even told him that you eat more than all of us BIGBANG members combined, but he doesn’t give a fuck.”  He joked and you glared at him.

“Why the hell did you say that to him!!!?”  You slapped his chest and he whined.

“I was just joking you idiot.  Why would I tell that to him, that wasn’t true –“you were about to smile and thank him when he continued.

“Because you eat twice the amount that all of us can eat in one go.”  He stood up and ran around the café while you try to catch him.

“KIDS!  STOP PLAYING AROUND!”  Daesung shouted as you reach for Seungri’s arm and giving him a smack on the head.

“That’s what you get for teasing me.”  You stick your tongue out and you both sat down with the guidance of Daesung.  Jiyong suddenly sat next to you as the food began to be served.

Seungri smiled as he massages his head where you hit him.  He is staring at you and Jiyong.

Seungri remembered that one day when he introduced you to his members, it was the same day that he was about to tell you what he truly feels about you.  He planned it to be a surprise for you, and for the members, letting them know that he’s finally in love and ready to be in a relationship again.  The members, knowing that Seungri was really hurt on his previous relationship, will be very happy when they learn that he is finally in love again.

However, Seungri didn’t expect that his best friend and hyung, Jiyong, will have an interest in you.  Knowing his hyung, once he likes someone, he won’t hesitate to tell her and will really act on it, and that happened pretty fast that even Seungri wasn’t sure if he was able to catch on everything.

All of his plans of telling you and his hyungs that he loves you were thrown out of the window when he saw that look in your eyes when Jiyong approached you that day, being aggressive enough to ask if he can drive you home, get you drinks, everything that you need.  He saw the glint in your eyes that shows attraction.

Maybe he was wrong ever since.  He thought that you might be feeling the same thing.  However, how will he do it now?  Jiyong is obviously head-over-heels on you and you seem to be very happy about it.  He cannot dare to fight his hyung since he’s very important to him.

He let out a sigh as he quickly changed his expression from staring at nowhere to the jolly and humble Seungri that everyone likes to see.

After you guys eat, the BIGBANG members performed at the café and you and the rest of the guests began to dance to the music and party the night away.  The members greeting Seungri for his birthday as well as the other guests repeatedly and it kept his hands full for the night.

Finally, after interacting with several other people, Seungri found you sitting on one of the couches near the bar.  He approached you and you gave him a hug.

“Happy Birthday, idiot!  I thought I won’t have the chance to see you again and give this to you.”  You whispered at him and handed him a box.

“Wow, that’s so sweet of you, _____.”  He smiled widely and was about to open the box when you stopped him.

“Nope.”  You wiggled your index finger at him.

“No opening of presents here, my friend.  Open that once you arrive home.  You know the rule, right?”  You raised your eyebrow at him.  He sighed and ruffled your hair.

“Mkay, MOM.”  He stuck his tongue out and went to place the box inside his bag.  The two of you were just staring at each other when the music stopped abruptly.  The next thing you know is that there is already a spotlight above your head, making you shine from everyone else in the small room.  Seungri was still in front of you, holding both of your hands with worry masked on his face.  As soon as the other spotlight shone over his hyung, Jiyong, you look at Seungri and then to Jiyong, Seungri slowly releasing your hands from his grip.

You looked at him despite the darkness, almost begging for him not to let go, but he still did.  He smiled at you and nodded.  You smiled as well and tried to mask the hurt that you suddenly felt with his hands leaving yours.

“_____-ah!”  Your name was called by Jiyong and you turned to face him.  He was smiling from ear to ear and he gestured for you to come up the stage.  You turned to Seungri’s direction but didn’t see him there.  The crowd went wild as you began to walk towards the stage, still feeling uneasy for not seeing Seungri in the same place where he was earlier. You clutched your chest when you’re finally in front of Jiyong.

“What is this about, oppa?”  You asked innocently.

“I know that I’ve been very vocal about what I feel about you, ____-ah.  It’s been six months since we’re going out and I have to admit that you are the best girl that I’ve met in my life.”  He knelt before you and took your hand and brought it to his lips.  The crowd went wild with loud voices cheering and shouting. He reached for his back pocket and held out a ring.

“_____-ah, will you be my girl?”  He said as he put the ring on your left ring finger.  You look around, tears flowing from your eyes, not sure if it’s because of Jiyong’s proposal, or because of the fact that you are about to give up on Seungri.  Your eyes met Seungri after a few seconds of trying to search for him.

Even through the darkness, you could see him.  Smiling and clapping and shouting with all his might, even raising a drink for the two of you.  You close your eyes; tears are running down your cheeks, this is really happening.

“YES!  I want to be your girl, oppa.”  You responded as you look at Jiyong’s eyes.  He smiled widely and hugged you tight, closing the distance between your lips. The crowd roared and the lights were all lit up again as Jiyong engulfed you in his warm embrace.  You breathed in his chest and you felt comfortable.

This should work best for us.

The party soon ended and the guests left one by one. Seungri found you and you smiled at him.

“Congratulations, young lady!”  He ruffled your hair.  

“Yah, I’m not getting married yet, Ri.  I am just in a relationship!” You joked and he laughed.

“By the way, I need to go; I have another party to attend to.”  He winked at you and hugged you.  You hugged him back, trying to stop the tears from falling from your eyes once more.

“Do not drink too much, okay?  I may be your hyung’s girlfriend but I am still your best friend, I can knock you down anytime I want if you don’t go by the rules that we have!”  You shouted and he released you from the hug.

“Aish, are you really my friend or my Mom?  You’re even stricter than her and Hana combined!” He shouted and I pouted at him.

“Yah!  You better listen to me!”  I glared at him and he nodded enthusiastically.

“Arasseo, arasseo, ______-ah.”  He said, sounding annoyed.  You watched him as he walk towards the door of the café.  Before he completely step out, he looked back and waved at you goodbye.  You waved back and discreetly wiped the tears from your eyes.

Goodbye, Seungri.

~~~~~

Seungri lay on his bed, groaning loudly.  He cannot deny the happiness that he saw in your eyes when you said yes to his hyung, on how happy the two of you look like while you’re in each other’s arms.

Tears start to roll down his cheeks and on to the bed. If only he told you earlier about how he felt, things might have been different.

After about what seem to be forever, he remembered your gift.  He grabbed his bag from the floor and grabbed the box and opened it immediately.  He was surprised seeing a heart stuffed toy in the box, with his name written on it.  He took it out of the box and found a letter underneath.  He grabbed it and began reading.

Seungri,

You might be surprised with my gift.  Allow me to explain before you call me an idiot or a fool.

That WAS my heart.  Your name is there mainly because YOU were always there, since the time in memorial.

I have always been in love with you.  I am not sure why you haven’t realized it until now.  Your smile, your goofiness, your energy, it made me feel happy and it makes my life easier to live.

However, it has been three years since I first felt this, but it feels like you will never love me the way that I love you.  I am hurt, but I understand.  I guess the best relationship that I will have with you will be the friendship that we have built that I don’t want to destroy.

I know that Jiyong-oppa and I has been in constant communication getting to know each other.  I cannot deny the fact that I like him, and he seems a good person and very persistent. I can also feel that he has genuine feelings towards me.

I am ready to accept if ever he will ask me to be his girl.  I still love you, though, but I know that I can move on and I know that you will be happy with my decision.

Seungri, please remember that I will still be your bestfriend no matter what.  Keep the heart; it was all yours to begin with.

Happy Birthday!

(Y/N).