ugh i had so many feels making this


Summary: Y/N and Peter have been best friends since childhood, but when they enter middle school, Y/N joins the popular crowd and leaves Peter behind.

AN: this may become a series lol

Peter Parker x Reader

// Masterlist //

Originally posted by gryffinclaw-in-wilde-times

I ran as fast as I could and hid behind a tree. I peeked from the side to see if he was following me and saw no one. He was right behind me. I thought. I faced back and waited for Peter to call out for me. I went to peek behind me again. Nothing. I turned back and -


“Ah!” I let out a high pitched scream. Peter Parker was hanging upside down from a low branch and laughing his brains out. “Peter! That wasn’t funny!” I crossed my arms.

Peter swung down from the tree. “Oh, come on Y/N. You have to admit that was pretty funny.” He gave me a grin, showing off the loss of his two front teeth.

“For you.” I said, still pouting. I turned around and walked away from Peter. 

“Hey! Y/N! Wait!” Peter yelled out. I stopped and waited for him to catch up. He stood in front of me. “I’m sorry for scaring you.” He looked down at his shoes.

“Okay!” He looked up and I gave him an equally toothless grin. “Let’s go play another game! I’m thinking…tag! TAG YOU’RE IT!” I tapped his shoulder and ran off, laughing. 

“I’m gonna get ya Y/N!” 

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A real beauty

[[I saw a crap ton of ppl doing a “mer-May” thing where u draw a character as a mermaid/merman, so I thought I’d join in! I feel like an ass bc I doodled this instead of answering asks ripp. Sorry it’s not colored, you know me, I don’t really color in my art haha, I should work on that lol. Also thank you so much for 700+ followers I’m screaming!!!!]]

(Fic) Lovesick Idiots

My first boyxboy one-shot! :D I hope you enjoy! It didn’t turn out as good as I hoped, but oh well. 

Tag list: @tiny-mudkip @romananalogicality @the-sun-shines-bright @pattonpending @edgeworthsnoodle @lovely-chaotic-goddess @aph-curls-n-dimples @the-babysitter @sunnyside12pershon @xix-leiloves-xix @cup-of-blue

Fandom(s): Sanders Sides, YouTube, Thomas Sanders

Warnings: Jealousy, pining, crying, Lo is confused about his feelings, and overall angst. Don’t worry, the fluff will come. 

Ship(s): Romantic Logince and implied Romantic Moxiety

Logan didn’t like feelings. For the logical side, they were unnecessary to solve many problems and come up with solutions for many of life’s basic functions. So, he would avoid them, push them down and bottle them up until eventually, he became a dull, emotionless man. At least, that’s how the others saw it. In reality, Logan’s feelings were stronger and more harshly felt than the others, and all because he kept them hidden. The worst feelings of all were the ones he felt around Roman. 

All the fanciful trait had to do was look at the bespectacled man and he felt as if he were melting. Heat would rise to his cheeks and creep slowly up his neck, turning his face red. His stomach would toss and churn, and sometimes it felt as if a thousand tiny insects were fluttering around in there. Whenever Logic received a smile or was at the butt of the other trait’s lighthearted and well-meaning jokes his heart would beat faster in his chest and his throat would suddenly close, and he would have to give his all to choke out a reply. Logan was confused, because these sorts of things should have scared him, terrified him even. But, he always felt oddly happy whenever these things happened to him. And once again, it was ONLY with Roman, and he didn’t know what that would mean. Logan had become worried that since he bottled up his emotions so often, his brain could no longer tell the difference between positive and negative emotions. So, to end his confusion and help him sort out his feelings, Logan decided to consult with the very embodiment of Thomas’ emotions. 

“Hmm…I see what you mean, kiddo. Feelings like that can be pretty scary if you don’t know what they mean,” Patton said, tapping his chin thoughtfully and looking at his friend over his glasses, eyes sparkling with amusement. Logan bit his lip, fidgeting with the end of his tie nervously and casting his eyes down. 

“Just tell me what they mean, Pat. I-I…I’m so confused. Is there something wrong with me?” Logic murmured, and Morality’s eyes softened at how helpless the other trait sounded. Getting up from the armchair he was sitting in, Patton walked over and plopped on the couch next to Logan, taking his hands in his and squeezing them reassuringly. Logan glanced up and let out an offended gasp when he saw that Patton was resisting the urge to giggle, his lips pursed and his eyes shining. Patton burst out laughing and wrapped his arms around Logan, his shoulders shaking with the force of his laughter.

“I-I’m sorry, you’re just so adorable! I can’t believe you haven’t realized it yet!” Morality giggled, letting go of Logic and hugging his knees to his chest. 

“Don’t realize what?!” Logan practically shrieked, his eyes welling up with tears of frustration. Ugh, too many feelings!

“You’re in love with Princey,” Patton said, his voice softer, smiling gently at Logan and fighting off the last of his giggles. Logan froze, blinking, and shook his head. In love…? Why would he be in love with Roman? Sure, Logan had a lot of respect for him. He was confident in his abilities as Thomas’ creative side, he could always make Logan smile when he was having a bad day, he acted like an egotistical jerk but was really one of the sweetest people Logan had ever had the pleasure to meet, he had a regal air about him that demanded respect even though he never really asked for it, Logan was one of the few people Roman ever opened up to about his negative feelings, he had a phenomenal singing voice, he was so very handsome in a way none of them could ever dream to be, everything about his just seemed to be so effortless and perfect, he always made Logan feel like he was important and needed and-


“Oh no… No, no, no, no, no,” Logan whispered, clenching his fists and closing his eyes, taking in a shaky breath and closing his eyes. “H-He…I can’t be. Th-That’s impossible! I’m not meant to feel those sorts of things. I can’t!” Logan insisted, opening his eyes and glaring at Patton ferociously. Morality simply smiled and pulled Logan into a hug, ignoring the way he stiffened and gently rubbed his back. 

“Of course you can, Logan. We’re all human. Well, part of one, but that doesn’t really matter,” Patton said with a soft chuckle as he ran his fingers gently through Logan’s hair in an attempt to soothe him. Logan shivered slightly but didn’t stop him, resting his head on his shoulder and sighing deeply. Patton was right. Love…love was the only explanation. But he could not, and would not reveal his feelings to Roman. The creative side needed someone like his own self, like Virgil or Patton, not an emotionless, love-deprived freak like him. 

“Whoa, hey kiddo, that’s not true! You are not a freak!” Patton protested. Oops. Looks like he’d said that out loud. Logan quietly thanked Patton for his time, gently pushing him away and going up the stairs to his room, saying something about getting some work done. All of the bottle up anger, sadness, and frustration began to bubble up and Logan had to clamp a hand over his mouth so Morality wouldn’t hear him sobbing. Patton watched after his friend with concerned eyes and sighed, getting up off the couch and storming off angrily to find Roman.

“I told you that you should have told him sooner!” Patton snapped, standing in front of the tv with his hands on his hips, glaring at Roman where he cowered on the couch next to Virgil, who looked both concerned and slightly amused at the conversation commencing before him. Roman swallowed and looked up at the dad character with a sheepish smile, shrugging his shoulders and sighing.

“Well, how was I supposed to know Logan felt the same? I was scared of rejection, Patton! That is all!” Princey said in a pathetic attempt to defend himself. Patton’s eyes narrowed and he grabbed Roman by his sash, pulling him off of the couch and dragging him up the stairs. Princey yelped and stumbled after Morality, not wanting to trip over his own feet and look like a complete idiot. Anxiety smirked and waved at the two traits as they disappeared up the stairs. Patton didn’t stop dragging Roman until they had reached the navy blue door that would open up into Logan’s room.

“You better get in there and fix everything before it’s too late,” Patton hissed, giving Roman the evil eye before smiling again and skipping through the hall and down the stairs. Princey swallowed hard and stared at the door, unsure of what to do. Part of him wanted to believe that what Patton had said was true. Logan was in love with him and just didn’t know how to handle his feelings, which is why he had been acting so strange and avoiding Roman at all costs. But, a part of him knew that Logan just despised his every-present confidence and egotistical attitude. He was stupid and needy, and Logan finally gotten sick of it and decided to stay away. Roman knew Logan probably had a thing for Patton, not him. After all, Patton actually showed Logan that he cared about him. Logan was so perfect, so amazingly intelligent and he didn’t even have to try. He was calm, collected, and really never had a bad word to say about anyone. He was kind, in his own special way. Roman just…wasn’t.Princey’s eyes pricked with tears and he almost turned away when he heard a soft whimper come from behind Logan’s door, followed by quiet sobs. Not even bothering to knock, Roman gripped the door handle and slowly opened the door.

“Logan? Lo, are you alright?” Roman asked quietly. Logan sat bolt upright in his bed, revealing his tear stained face and quivering lips. His eyes widened when he saw Princey standing in the doorway and he quickly tried to wipe his eyes, but tears just kept streaming down his face. Logic let out a frustrated sob and collapsed back on the bed, his shoulders shaking his his fists clenched around clumps of the blanket beneath him. Roman gasped and quickly knelt at Logan’s bedside, resting a hand on the back of his head.

“Lo, look at me. Please look at me. Look at me, sweetheart,” Roman pleaded, the nickname slipping out before he could stop himself. Logan just sobbed harder and shook his head, batting Roman’s hand off of him and curling up in a ball, his back facing the creative side. Princey’s eyes started to fill with tears and he sat on the edge of Logic’s bed, leaning down and cupping the other trait’s head in his hands. He turned Logan’s head to face him and wiped away the tears on his cheeks, his face twisting in a grimace as Logan kept his eyes clenched shut and his body rigid as more tears managed to squeeze through his close eyes. 

“Logan, please don’t cry,” Roman whispered.

“How can I not? As soon as I stop, you will leave me, your job of comforting me over. Then I’ll be alone. Just the thought upsets me,” Logan murmured, his voice hoarse and cracking, and Roman’s heart clenched and he shook his head, gently caressing Logan’s cheek with his thumb. 

“No. I will never leave as long as you want me here. I lo- l care about you,” Roman replied steadily. Logan cracked open one eye and glared up at the other trait, shifting slightly so he was on lying on his back. Roman’s mouth twitched slightly into a smile when he saw that Logan had stopped crying and was giving him a look of annoyance. It immediately faded when he saw the fear, and the pure agony of one so deprived of love they didn’t know what it felt like anymore.

“You…don’t believe me?” Roman asked breathlessly. He could feel tears coming again. 

“No. I do not believe you. There is nothing to love about me. I’m an emotionless freak that has nothing better to do with his time than correct everyone and make them all miserable,” Logan said dejectedly. Roman’s hands trembled and he tried to say more, but the words caught in his throat. Logan sighed and was about to turn back to face the wall when Roman lurched forward and grabbed him by his necktie, yanking him upwards and crashing his lips into his. Logan froze, his eyes wide open as a sudden rush of energy flowed through his body. His heart started to rapidly beat and he felt more tears, but this time he was glad for them to come, because they were tears of joy. He closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around Roman’s waist, pulling him closer and returning the passion-filled kiss. 

Roman trembled as Logan returned his kiss with just as much fire as he, unable to keep himself from crying silently as arms wrapped around his waist and pulled him closer, welcoming his love and the contact and everything in between. It truly felt magical, like a kiss described in fairytales. There were no wedding bells or fireworks, only the feel of Logan’s hands and lips that were his, all his to kiss and to hold forever and ever, and that was enough. The kiss ended sooner than the two would have liked as they separated for air. Logan panted, grinning from ear to ear at the red-faced and flustered royal. He planted a few small kisses on Roman’s cheek and nose before nuzzling into the crook of his neck, barely able to believe that this was happening. 

“I love you, Logan,” Princey whispered, holding Logic close to his chest. And even though the other man never replied, Roman knew that he was loved as well. 

“Geez, it’s about time those two lovesick idiots fessed up!” Virgil said with a small smirk as he peered at the two traits through the door. They were curled up together on Logan’s bed, fast asleep with their legs intertwined and holding each other close. Patton let out a small squeal and did a little victory dance beside the darker trait, who let himself smile slightly. 

“Come on, lets leave them alone. I want some cuddles too,” Patton said, grabbing his boyfriend’s wrist and dragging him off to the common area. Virgil spared one last glance at Logan’s room, his eyes softening. It looked like everyone had finally found their happy ending. 

​Ooookay fandom, can we have a little chat about this “M'gann is now Space Mom” thing that’s been going around since the final? At first it was just making me a little uncomfortable, but @hufflepirate mentioned something that got me thinking about it more, and now I am very uncomfortable with the whole concept.

Because, look, just because J'onn and M'gann are an ~official couple now, doesn’t mean M'gann has to, or wants to, or is even remotely comfortable with taking on that role. Like obviously I don’t know for sure, and she very well might, and next season may give us more insight into it, but to me, with what we know about her, it just…doesn’t feel like something she’d be keen on at all? Especially not yet.

Space Dad/Papa Bear is a natural role for J'onn, because he’s already been a parent, because that role or relationship is incredibly important to him and was an important facet of his identity (eg: “My first daughter. When she came along, I finally realised I had a mission in life. I had someone who relied on me. Having her gave me direction.”). Even so, he’d been working with Alex for more than 2 and a half years, and with Kara for something like 8 months (?), and presumably looking out for them a lot longer, before he first even acknowledged that he considered them like daughters (1x11). And it really wasn’t until the very end of Season 1 and through Season 2 that he started being more open and affectionate and really embracing that father-figure role, first with Alex and Kara, then Winn, and then Maggie a little too.

Which is to say, he’s had a lot of time to figure out what he wants his relationships with the other characters to look like, and even though he’s already been a father, it’s still been a long process for him.

M'gann, on the other hand, has never been a parent (I mean, as far as we know, I suppose). More than that, she’s hardly ever even had a family: “I had a mother, once. She wasn’t warm, that wasn’t our way, but she cared for me, I know she did. I’d forgotten that feeling until now, what it felt like to have a family.” She literally hasn’t had any close, familial relationships since she was a child, something like 500/600 years ago (ugh @ martian ages, I make that up completely).

J'onn had a wife, children, friends, a career… We don’t know all that much about M'gann’s life on Mars, but we do know she felt like an outsider in her society so it’s unlikely she had many friends. We know she was in an arranged marriage, she was a soldier, and then she was a fugitive. She is far, far more emotionally inexperienced than J'onn (and honestly, than most of the other characters on the show). Like, my heart breaks every single time at the vulnerable, open way she tells J'onn, “I wanted…to be your friend,” in 2x10. And that it takes her a long time to figure out that what she feels for J'onn is romantic instead of platonic (“I feel it too. I have for awhile. I just didn’t…know what it was.”), whereas J'onn is far more confident in his feelings, suggests to me that she hasn’t had anywhere near enough close, caring and emotional relationships of any kind. (Also, did you notice she always says “care” and not “love” (2x11). Has she ever had anyone tell her they love her? Has she ever told someone else? (On a scale of 1 to 10 how badly does she need a hug?))

So she’s only just, just getting used to the idea that there are people who care about her, who want to help her, who want to be her friend, and who consider her family. To throw her into the deep end and expect her to suddenly take on an incredibly intense and demanding role? Surely, that would terrify the crap out of her? It’s way too much pressure too soon. It’s unlikely that she believes in herself enough yet as well. She seems so insecure in accepting that she means something to people. Already in 2x22 she seems more confident (the easy way she calls the other white martians her “friends”, my heart), and that confidence will hopefully only grow. But she needs time.

It’s also just like, not ever something she’s given any indication of being interested in… She wants friends. She wants a family. Never, ever has she suggested that she wants to be a mother. Like, fuck, she needs a mom just as much as any of the other characters do.

Which is not in any way to say that parent-child relationships can’t also be friendships, can’t be incredibly strong and mutually supportive. But it’s undeniable that the nature of a parent-child relationship is different than a regular friendship, and that for the most part the parent takes on the carer/support role. Which, yes, we know she’s nurturing and caring and good at looking after people - with both Kara and Alex in 2x11 for example. But I really feel like M'gann needs support and she needs friends/family in a very different way than J'onn does.

The parent-child relationship is something that has been missing from J'onn’s life, so it heals something within him [But also, can we please not make him be a father figure to every single character? Can we please let him just have a friend? James had a good dad, can’t they just be mates? I digress..] But the relationships that have been missing the most from M'gann’s life, the ones she most needs, are friendships, are equal relationships, are people who will support her and look after her and tell her they’re proud of her and with whom she can be as emotionally vulnerable with as they are with her.

I just… Can’t she just be? Can’t we let her choose for herself where she fits in the Superfam? Can’t we let her develop her own relationships with the other characters, outside of J'onn’s?

I don’t know, it just feels like a huge disservice to her character, and it feels like fandom just wanting her to fill a role without really giving any thought to her as a character and whether it’s one that actually fits. And we should also maybe think about why we’re so eager for the only black woman on the show to take on a maternal and emotionally supportive role towards the other mostly white characters, despite not giving any indication that that’s what she wants. And then…maybe not do that.

Like I get where this trend is coming from, and I love that people are including M'gann more, and I get that it works to slot her into the superfamily in this position. But like, we’re clearly all already capable of exploring non-traditional family dynamics, because obviously that’s what the superfam is, so it really shouldn’t be that much of a stretch to include M'gann as part of the family, as J’onn’s partner, while not necessarily ‘co-parenting’ with him. And I guess if people really do think that that’s what she’d want, then I feel like you owe it to her to give her the narrative importance to explain that choice and what it means for her, instead of just taking it as given. Because unlike with J’onn, there’s (currently) no canon backstory to ‘Space Mom’, except that she’s dating ‘Space Dad’. And that is really not a good enough reason.

Okay so I feel like this is not explained well at all, but as an example have a read of this fic by @aeveee. It seamlessly balances M'gann’s relationship with J'onn, J'onn’s relationship with his kids, and M'gann’s friendship with Maggie and Kara, without minimising any of them, and it’s a really lovely exploration of how these women might relate to and support each other (which the show has squandered). When M'gann is relegated to a purely maternal figure, that depth has the potential to get lost, and that’s a huge shame.

(And just to be clear, I’m not talking about like, tagging M'gann and J'onn as like ‘my parents’ or whatever, because that’s a personal thing and a general fandom phenomenon I think. I’m more thinking in relation to the fic/headcanons/meta etc that I’ve seen, and making her in-universe 'Space Mom’, rather than just an individual fan calling her mom.)

Tldr: J'onn has had a lot of time to process and get comfortable with being a father figure to the other characters, there was a very clear historical reason he chose to be, and most importantly he had agency in choosing it. Let’s not take M'gann’s away from her. Just because she’s J'onn’s partner doesn’t mean she’s also the Spacefam’s mom. That very well may be a role she chooses to fill in the future, but it’s highly unlikely she’s ready for it yet, and regardless we should let her choose it for herself (which requires actually give her the space/focus in fan works to do so).

Say You Won’t Let Go

Pairing: Bucky X Reader

Words: 1180

Warnings: Angst.

Anon asked “Can I request a Bucky x reader fic using the song ‘say you won’t let go’ by James Arthur? You can do whatever you want to the story.”

A/N: I’m so sorry for how this turned out. I was feeling moody today. Let me know how it is guys I’m still unsure of myself a bit…and let me know if you want to be tagged.

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Age is no Guarantee of Maturity

Saw THIS piece and just had to do something for it

“Age is no Guarantee of Maturity” Pidge grumbles as she holds Lance’s left foot as the Blue paladin kicks at her hard while grinning, Pidge is not sure if he is aware of who they are or if he’s just a evil baby. Shiro is still tickling him and Lance is kicking hard, to try and get his foot free but also to kick at Pidge’s thigh harder.
  “Hunk! No don’t eat that!” Pidge hears Keith cry out and she looks up to see how Keith, with some struggle snatches a strange looking toy from Hunk’s hold, only causing the five year old to go teary eyed and starts to cry, Keith panics as he tries to calm down the crying yellow paladin, Keith looks like he want nothing more than to start cry himself. Pidge sends a look to Shiro who’s sitting next to her, 13 years, two years younger than her, she’s not sure how to feel about suddenly being the second oldest of the team.
  “Why did you have to eat of that fruit?” she asks, she get’s a sheepish expression in return as Shiro turns to look at her.
  “It… tasted like strawberries…”

Keith and Pidge has to babysit the rest of the paladins who ate a strange fruit that de-aged them, while Allura and Coran tries to find a way to get them back to their original age.
shenanigans ensues
(Keith is 18, Pidge is 15, Shiro is turned 13, Hunk is turned 5, Lance is around 6 months old)

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UGH. I’ve watched the last 20 minutes of the finale so many times and can’t stop crying. I never realized how much I liked Stefan until this episode. During the entire series I just kind of ignored him or was annoyed with him because my fave character was Damon. I didn’t start to appreciate him as much until the 7th season and now with his sacrifice I realize how much I low key loved him. I feel so incredibly sad that he had to die but understand why and it makes me even sadder. What a great ending to a great show. It all came full circle. It painted Stefan in a new light for me. The hero with his hero hair. So unfair that he had to go on the night of his own wedding. So unfair for Caroline. So unfair for Damon who’s last interaction with him was him stabbing him in the back with the cure. 😭😭😭 one of the best tv characters EVER.

PS. How convenient for Katherine, who truly loved Stefan and considered him the better man, to die together with him…

aaand done!!

finished answering all asks for the send me a tickle spot + character to hear my headcanon thing!

tomorrow I will make a mini masterpost with all characters and spots I received, for now, you can find all of the answered asks under the tag headcanons, for Stony only headcanons check the stony headcanons tag

thank you for being so active and sending me so many spots, hope you all have as much fun while reading them as I had while answering!

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anambitiousanimallover  asked:

Derek and Braeden Teen Wolf

I adore Draeden. I feel like, after so long, Derek finally had luck. He kept falling in love with women, who used him. Kate? Ugh, wrong on so many levels. Jenniffer? Hiding as the Dornach. Paige? He lost her.

I feel like Braeden was an amazing match for Derek! She knew about the danger of the supernatural, she knew how to protect herself and saw the human, the weakness in Derek and still loved him anyway. They were both equals, one was not as strong as the other and they just clicked. I think because both of them understood one another it worked. 

I do not write about them enough, they did make a cameo in my fic “Lost In The Abyss,” though and writing about them brings me so much excitement. Season 4 was by far my favourite season for my favourite ships: Stalia, Scira, Marrish and Draeden. 

I love their dramatic, a boyfriend and girlfriend fight group, they didn’t begin as best friends, it was a “work relationship” which ended up with love:

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They honestly cared about each other: (and I love them!)

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procrastinating my paper with more trans headcanons……. the t in trc stands for trans bc not a one of my children is cis

-i think blue is probably genderfluid,, they view their gender the same way they view everything else- a diy project. sewing up new clothes, making new room decorations, and brainstorming new genders and new pronouns. sometimes she calls gansey just to list genders at him and he’s so fucking amazed bc even tho his family was understanding and financially supported his transition, he’s still new to non-binary genders and trans narratives that aren’t all “i was born in the wrong body, this is a medical issue that has to be fixed with hormones and surgery.” his new trans pals are teaching him more and more each day that gender can be every bit as fun and silly as it is stressful and taxing.

-part of noah’s lost potential was all the gender feels that went unrecognized while he was alive because he didn’t have the vocabulary to express it. as a ghost, he just sort of abstains from gender because that part of himself faded a lot as he began to deteriorate. he feels the pangs of regret that he never had the time to figure it out- it’s really bittersweet for him to have all these trans friends only in the afterlife because on the one hand he gets to sort of live vicariously through them but on the other hand he’s jealous of them and wishes they’d been around when he was alive so that maybe he would’ve been able to put these feelings into words. (imagine cute trouble-making skater trans girl noah tho ugh!!!!)

-i have so many long and in-depth adam parrish headcanons and a lot of them conflict with each other, but i am so into persephone mentoring them on both magic and gender and the way the two can be really intertwined. they were trans before they were magic, but they never really had the time or energy to figure it out before. (ugh and their anxiety when cabeswater is gone that this somehow means their transness is gone too fml don’t worry they figure it out)

-ronan began his trans journey thinking he was completely binary and a boy, but after a few years he starts engaging in some hardcore gender fuckery. i read a headcanon once that i absolutely adored about ronan being super into wearing high heels but not being able to walk in them to save his life so he just does badass poses leaning against walls (and tries to get adam to carry him places so he doesn’t have to take them off to move). he keeps using he/him pronouns but he doesn’t id as male anymore.

-i need to develop some henry trans head canons,,, i’ve had almost a year to work on the others i need more time!!! i get the feeling that henry is all over the place with his gender and his presentation. he’s not genderfluid even though he relates a lot to blue when they talk about gender together. he’s id’ed as 20 different things over the years and all of them were completely valid and genuine at the time. he gets drunk and goes on these rants about how he’s just “trying to keep up with the times, stay relevant, reinvent my brand- just like madonna.”

Asdfjellsksjdej olicity is giving me so many feels tonight, I forgot how much I missed their interactions. Like Oliver had heart eyes the whole episode and Felicity was so adorably awkward and that line ‘you make everything simpler’ like omg if that isn’t in the rough draft of his wedding vows! And all of the interactions with William and Felicity!?!? Ahhhh she’s such a good mother figure for him and a great math tutor. Ugh this episode was just so much fun to watch, it’s been a while since I’ve genuinely enjoyed an episode of Arrow this much.

anonymous asked:

Are you ever going to be over Blaine or klaine? It's been two years. It's time to move on.


Listen up, boo boo. I dont care if it’s been 2 yrs, 4 yrs, 6, 8, 10, whatever — I will always love Blaine Anderson. Fucking always.  I owe that character so damn much it’s not even funny.  He helped me get through one of the darkest and scariest times of my life. Blaine/Darren brought something back to me that I had thought I was never going to see again. Something that I hold near and dear to my heart.

Yeah, I get that most people when hearing that would probably bust out laughing, but fuck it, I don’t care. I don’t have to explain my feelings and such to no one, let alone some gray face online.

And for Klaine, I love klaine. Their love makes me smile. Their cuteness makes me kicky feet.  Klaine’s love is timeless and has helped so many people across the world. 

So short answer = they make me happy. End of. 

What’s wrong with still enjoying something that’s not current? Enjoying something that was  here but isn’t anymore? 


Just because something may be older or outdated, doesn’t make it any less special. Those feelings you had when they were “current” are still there, and  they are still very much valid.

Let yourself enjoy the things that made/make you happy, and for the love of god let others do the same.  The world is already a dark place, let people have their light. 

Sending you nothing but love and warmth,

anonymous asked:

Ugh i have had so many dreams where bts hates me and love my sister and they refuse to talk to me and it makes me sad even though it's not real haha

I FEEL U!! YNWA!!! how dare they!!!!!!

@sl-walker replied to your post: Finally finished the Darth Maul book! It was very…



Like, wow, I can’t say I have much personal experience with what abuse and its long-term effects look like, but this account seemed to ring true and what makes all of it even worse is that Maul never recognized it as abuse because he had no context for anything else. Basically his whole childhood is spent thinking everything is a test. Which, granted, most of the time it was, but the whole Mother Talzin thing. UGH.

Him painting a picture of his old window USING HIS OWN BLOOD is just awful and heartbreaking. As was his punishment for missing his old window. I also felt sorry for the droid even though I’m not 100% convinced it wasn’t being nice because of orders from Sidious. I think it genuinely cared about Maul, which is sad, but man, that whole twisted upbringing makes me paranoid by extent.

Then there’s Kilindi. I think that was the worst thing of all because Maul had a genuine friend in her but couldn’t recognize what that was or fully accept it. Some might say that’s when Maul really chose the Darkside, but dude, given absolutely everything in his life thus far and that fact that Sidious would have killed him for failing (or killed everyone himself and made Maul watch and then tortured him for weeks/months) then it still wasn’t really a choice. And she just… understood what was going to happen. And didn’t try to stop him. Damn. It’s so kriffing TRAGIC. I’m getting upset just thinking about it. We need more AUs where Maul finds a way to escape with her and avoid being killed by his former Master. ;)

It’s huge VOLUMES of emotional depth and a much better understanding of the psychology that makes him tick. Man, Ryder Windham really nails it.

updates after 2 weeks of being a 2nd year humanities student:

  • still not sure what to make of this new year; i’ve been so busy and so many things happened in a short span of time that i’ve just been swept to act without actually knowing for sure how i feel about everything
  • my hand is already failing me because of all the writing i’ve done ugh;;
  • i miraculously still remember a bit of japanese?? wow??
  • i’m taking part in a weekly film club!! which focuses on documentaries this semester
  • i had my first swedish class today!! and i love it so much!! it’s insane!!
  • i have already read 2 books for just one of my courses and the library became my best friend
  • found a japanese restaurant with good food
  • i want!!! cold weather!!!
  • will soon start posting some more original content, while life settles down! thanks for being patient!

anonymous asked:

(1/3) i'm just gonna rant real quick if that's ok w/ you. so i'm mixed - mom's from colombia & dad's american-born but was raised in eastern jewish culture. i got into an argument w/ another latina who claimed that it was racist & culturally appropriative to speak/learn spanish if you're not hispanic, especially if you're using it as a "resumé filler" (bc it's not like foreign language is a required part of a school's curriculum or anything)...

now spanish people are white, but they are also hispanic obvi. according to this girl however, they aren’t. i tried to explain that we got our fucking language from the spaniards. after we were conquered by the spaniards, we became “hispanics” as opposed to the names of our native tribes. if we’re a generally spanish speaking people, we’re hispanic. that’s just how it works. n she’s like'lol make this the next copypasta’ n i’m like bITCH DID U EVEN TAKE HISTORY HOLY SHIT GOOGLE IT she said it made her uncomfortable for white people to speak spanish, so therefore they should all stop. i told her that was bullshit, and she’s like ‘don’t dismiss the feelings of a fellow latina uwu’ n i jus fkukin gave up. ALSO. idg why black tumblr was super proud of having egyptian decent when the egyptians enslaved a whole marginalized group of people?? and i’m so sick of them downplaying the holocaust, preferring to talk about slavery. (ooh hold up one more message) the holocaust was horrible in ways that they couldn’t imagine. those events in history were both atrocious & disgusting in tons of different ways, of course! but their thinking that they are the only people to be systematically killed is flawed & total bullshit. and they’ll scream genocide whenever another innocent black kid is killed, and while none of those people should’ve had to have gone through what they did, they don’t know what genocide is. ugh im sorry im done.

okay, in the uk, we have to learn a language too, but does that make us culturally appropriative? hell no it doesn’t! what’s wrong with others being interested in a language/culture and learning about it? this girl sounds like one of those people that just doesn’t let you speak and educate them. like, i have many hispanic people in my school who were born and raised in spain or portugal or brazil, and guess what? they feel so happy when people take an interest in their language and culture! this girl is a special snowflake.

yep, they act as if black people in history haven’t been shitty. egyptians enslaved people and african kings sold their people into the slave trade. the holocaust was disgusting, and so was slavery. it’s not a race to see who was the most oppressed, but i want to leave you with some statistics:

  • the slave trade took place over the course of around four hundred years (the 15th century to the 19th). in this time, it is estimated that five million slaves were killed.
  • the holocaust is generally thought of as to have started after kristallnacht (1938) and ended in 1945, which gives us a time period of seven years. in this time, 6 million jewish people were killed.

every race can be systematically oppressed, but in a lot of cases, no one cares. in south america, it’s actually white people being oppressed. does anyone care? is there a big ruckus about children in pakistan and bangladesh being killed for going to school? is there an awareness hashtag about workers being mistreated in china?

anonymous asked:

I'm pretttty sure being racist doesn't make you a cinnamon roll. I'm also kinda getting tired of people using that terms for really gray characters or just "bad" characters in general, like the character could be a serial killer that kills victims in the most torturous ways and people who are a fan of the character will still use that term "cinnamon roll" ugh

I feel like “evil” characters usually get the “cinnamon roll” title when they’ve been brainwashed and following someone else instead of doing bad things simply because they’re assholes? Like being under the control of an ultimate evil power somehow makes them a child who is just doing what it’s told without knowing the consequences of their actions. idk, that’s my guess.
Maybe I would like Danse better if he had a redemption arc, like so many people wished. But he doesn’t so I’ll just keep walking up to him and shutting him down rudely every time he asks if I want to join his circlejerk party. :P

Speaking of that quest, here are some pics of Danse being unimpressed by a Deathclaw whooping his ass: