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im not ready for tomorrow… im not ready for the next school year. Im not ready for the emotional pain that comes with this school year. Im not ready for the mental toughness i need to have through every class and every conversation with someone. Im not ready for the physical exhaustion i’ll have from going to school, going to work, and staying up till 4am trying to study for the thousands of impossible exams… Im just not ready

I JUST WANNA CURL UP INTO A BALL AND CRY BECAUSE LUKE CASTELLAN IS AN ASSHOLE BUT

FUCK I CAN’T BELIEVE HE ACTUALLY SAID HE WAS THE DAD OF THE GROUP NO WHY WHY WOULD HE ACTUALLY SAY THAT NO YOU’RE SUCH A LIAR YOU JACKASS AND YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW HE WANTED TO DO THE RIGHT THING THE PROMISE THE FUCKING PROMISE

I AM IN PAIN I WANT TO THROW MYSELF OFF A BUILDING RIGHT NOW AFHAHGDHKSGDKHGESHSG