u guys this makes me so nervous

heather fuckin chandler

lemme tell u something about heather chandler

heather was rude and bitchy and a total bully with inexcusable actions but tbh????? she deserves so much more than life gave her

heather chandler had one real friend

veronica hated her and heather duke hated her

heather mcnamara however is the only one that even remotely liked her as far as we can tell

she called heather chandler her best friend, and after giving martha that note, she went back over to the heathers and actually hugged onto heather chandler’s arm (which was insanely cute btw i love it)

everyone else in the school thought she was hot but none of them liked her

and the sad part about it??? i’m pretty sure heather at least somewhat cared for her friends

she had pictures of her and veronica in a photobooth in her locker along with other pictures of her and her friends

i mean, she really did like veronica too

she brought veronica to a college party instead of her other friends, she gets pissed off when veronica talks to other people (ESPECIALLY jd oh god she gets so mad), and according to veronica, heather calls her late at night just to babble and talk about literally whatever

she confides in veronica, she likes her, and chansaw is rEAL just very one sided and repressed

and do u think i’m done bc i’m NOT

tw mentions of rape and sexual abuse below

i noticed something v upsetting while watching the movie about heather at the party

there was a short scene of heather making out with one of the college guys at the party but she pulls away and says she just wants to get back to the party, which he responds with that they will, but she just looks so hot tonight and he can’t help himself

and here’s where it hit me in the feels HARD

heather’s expression after he says those words

she seems uncomfortable, a bit nervous, and it becomes clear that she doesn’t want to

and the fact that it’s not something she wants to do really stands out when the college guy’s hand moves to her upper back and he actually has to move her downwards

shortly afterwards, there’s a very short clip where she stares at herself in the mirror, drinking a glass of water, and then she suddenly spits out all the water over her reflection with this look of disgust, looking at herself the entire time

now i think this scene is overlooked for a specific reason, and that reason is the other girls in the movie

when ram is kissing heather mcnamara, she is very clearly struggling and pushing at him and fighting

when jd kisses veronica when she tries to leave him, she fights him and pushes and escapes

but heather chandler doesn’t fight

she doesn’t say a word, she doesn’t try to leave, she doesn’t fight him at all

here’s the thing about that

heather chandler is a very sensible person who can tell when something isn’t right

we see this when she claims jd should be put in prison for bringing a gun to school because he’s clearly dangerous, while her friends don’t think it’s a big deal

when jd hands her the cup, she immediately assumes that because of what happened last night, veronica did something to the cup to prank her and at first refuses to drink it

she’s smart, she’s clever, and she knows what’s going on

and because she knows these things, i think she’d also know that there are some men who don’t take kindly to a girl saying no

think carefully

they were alone in a room, and if she happened to refuse and he got violent and hurt her, nobody would see or hear it happen

she knows this and knows that for her own safety, it’s better to go along with it, get it over with, and go back to the party

this is all entirely speculation and i’m just going off of little details here but quite honestly, it makes sense to me 

tldr: she was a bitch, but heather chandler honestly needs a protection squad and deserved so much better and i just have a lot of emotions about her

4. “So we’re stuck with each other?”

    guys i never wanna ask much of you but pls give me some feedback bc i am super nervous about this fic idk why pls

words: 13k

warning: this will make u sad :( bc sad and scared Dan Howell

Summary: “Straight Guy Worries He’s Being Homophobic To Gay Roommate, Realizes He’s Fallen In Love With Him.”

      “You want to what?”

Dan chomped down on his crisps and held a finger up. His friend stared back at him and waited a bit impatiently for him to swallow.

“Move out.” Dan chewed another chip. “And get a roommate.” Dan said after swallowing.

Caspar was quiet before bursting into laughter which surprised Dan.

“What?”

“You’re scared of people, buddy.”

Dan stuck the finger up as he ate the rest of his chips. He thought about what Caspar said and rolled his eyes. He wasn’t scared of people…. he didn’t like people he didn’t know or feel comfortable with.

Didn’t that damn Pineapple Boy know the difference?

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Post-It Notes, ch9

on Ao3

ch1 | ch2 | ch3 | ch4 | ch5 | ch6 | ch7 | ch8 | ch9 

IT’S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! honestly posting this is making me super nervous because it’s been such a long wait? which im very sorry about? so i owe yall a really good chapter in return for u guys being so lovely and patient <333 

thank you to @sadrien and @reyxa for being the best cheerleaders ever, love you guys <3 also HUGE shoutout to sadrien for beta-ing (ish??) for me. god bless i lov u 

as always, comments and reblogs are very much appreciated!!! (please reblog omg i want 2 know what u guys think!!!) 

enjoy!!!


Adrien is drowning. The harsh blue of the memory of her eyes pull him in deeper and deeper, and Adrien doesn’t know if he wants to stay above water anymore. He now knows for sure that the post-it notes had been Marinette, but he still almost can’t believe it. It feels like a dream that is too good to be true, but Adrien hasn’t woken up yet.

Adrien is so in love. And he is so fucked.

Adrien sinks into his chair as he spins in it absentmindedly. The words “I love you” scrawl their way across his vision again and again and again. He hugs the note to his chest.

“I love you,” he murmurs, swooning a little as he says it.

“Aw, Adri-chou! I didn’t know you felt that way about me!” Plagg coos as he zips into view.

Adrien rolls his eyes. “Plagg, you know I hate it when Chloé calls me that.”

“Adri-fromage, is that fucking better?”

“I hate you.”

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f/f otp au prompts

since femslash february is coming up, take these from my hands and do what u will

  • ive been waiting YEARS to find someone who also thinks the single female character in this kids’ cartoon is cooler and wouldve been a better leader than any of the guys were, come yell with me about how great she is over drinks
  • i dont want to make any assumptions, but you seem pretty nervous about going into the bathroom, and my sister is trans so im used to helping her feel better about these situations if u want some support
  • ive been telling my friend all day that i think the butch/femme dynamic is unnecessarily gendered but you are the most butch woman ive ever met and im Really Into It
  • when you were drunk at my party you came over and petted my hair and told me that my skin was like a really long road with a sunset on it, and when i asked what the fuck that meant you threw up on my shoes, so welcome to my house, want some eggs for breakfast
  • the video of you beating the shit out of a guy who tried to steal your purse went viral at the exact time my video about me ripping a big chunk of wood in half with my bare hands went viral and now the internet ships us as a joke meme but youre actually really cute??
  • we both started doing femslash february for the same really rare ship and while im glad theres more content for it, i am aggressively competitive, meet me in the pit, for every drabble you write ill write two, come @ me motherfucker
  • im helping clean up after the pride parade and you are being harassed by a very confused elderly lady trying to figure out why there are so many rainbow patches everywhere, dont worry, ill help you out
  • theres this really annoying straight guy in our queer lit class and every time he speaks we share A Look ™ and it is honestly the most positive emotional interaction ive had in years
  • you were drunk and texted me instead of your ex on accident, but the only thing you were texting was really cute pictures of cats and i fucking love cats so i didnt stop you, uh hi?
  • you run a makeup youtube that i watch all the time for tips and i run a music youtube and youve downloaded all my songs, fancy seeing you here at the lgbt panel of this con, huh
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i don’t wear make up on a daily basis so im sorry if im not painted to the g*ds(u guys r soooo good w makeup how???) anyways…. for me to b posting these selfies it really is something Wild, oh and i never take pictures smiling lol love u guys

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This Ain’t No Joke, Sweetheart - Chapter 5

SPN FanReality

~Let me tell you about my weekend…~

Beka ( @impala-dreamer ), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Hazel ( @idreamofhazel )

3,139 Words

Warnings: Awkwardness. Show type violence/creepiness. Monster Attack. Donuts. 

A/N: Ah Sunday… get ready for drama, that’s all I’m sayin’

Go To Chapter: One ~ Two ~ Three ~ Four ~ Five ~ Six ~ Seven ~ Eight

Chapter Five - Sunday Morning:

Before we were married, Bill and I lived in midtown, in a fourth floor walk up with four little rooms. It was old and falling apart, with crooked floors and a pink toilet. The bedroom was tiny, with textured wallpaper, and barely fit our creaky queen sized bed. It was cheap and it was drafty and it was ours.

Our building sat in the middle of 20th Street, dead center in a triangle made by church steeples. The view was quite lovely, but the wake up call was fierce.

Being young and unencumbered by tiny humans, Bill and I would often spend Saturday nights out with friends, jamming with his bandmates, or generally drinking and having fun. We could do as we pleased knowing Sundays were for sleeping. We would linger in bed, drifting in and out of sleep or enjoying the warm touches that came with sharing a bed. Hours would tick by until the church bells forced us awake.

By eleven, bells would peal from each point of the triangle, sending a holy symphony through our windows, ripping us from sleep. I used to hate it, wanting to stay in bed all day reading or napping. Little did I realize sleeping until eleven was a luxury I would sorely miss.

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Marco contemplated whether this was all just a big tease, another one of Janna’s pranks gone wrong, or if he really died and went to heaven. There’s no way Star actually said what she just said. Right?

After a few moments of awkward silence, the boy began to laugh. “Haha, that’s- that’s funny! I thought… I thought you said you wanted to, you know, kiss me! Hahahaha…”

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Bliss is most assuredly Caroline

A/N: So last night’s episode was… something. Here is an extension to the bedroom scene, including the rUDE interruption. I would love to know what you guys think!

I also posted it on AO3 if you would prefer to read it there: http://archiveofourown.org/works/11177970

Anyways, enjoy! Much love xo

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“And in his case ignorance is most assuredly bliss.”

 “And in mine… bliss is most assuredly Caroline.”

Caroline turned slowly to face him, how beautiful she looked. He could not quite believe she was his at last. He kissed her then. In the long months since he had been away, he had longed to touch her once more. He did so now, gently, innocently. As he pressed his hand to her cheek, the newly placed ring created a hitherto undiscovered barrier; an unfamiliar yet thrilling sensation. To describe it as a barrier seemed an oxymoron; as it had set them free. Needing air, they reluctantly separated, her porcelain forehead resting against his.

“How beautiful the room looks. Demelza must have exhausted herself,” she said a tad guiltily.

Dwight laughed heartily at this. “I daresay she enjoyed it.”

Caroline took a step back. “Quite,” she agreed, grinning. “Do you know, she has been most wonderful while you have been away. Such a comfort. As has Ross. I can now see the logic to your esteemable preference for your friends.”

“I can assure you that no such preference exists any longer,” he flirted.

“She has taught me to bake bread, it is delicious, I must make some for you soon,” she said. She had been waiting for this moment since the day she met him some years ago now, and now that it finally was here she found she could not stop talking.

“Caroline, you talk too much,” he stated.

“I know. I always have and always shall. It is a fault you have married.”

“My love, you have no faults.”

She smiled at him. “I respectfully disagree, Dr. Enys.”

He smirked and gradually closed the distance between them. He presently held her waist. “Then I fear I must find ways of stopping such disagreements.”

“And are there ways?” she asked, amused. Her shaped eyebrows raised in anticipation of his answer.

“I believe so,” he whispered, his lips pressed up against her ear. All of the light between them was gone; as was all the air in the room.

Having suddenly found herself quite breathless, Caroline inhaled deeply. “Then try,” she exhaled against his neck.

Her husband kissed her with such fervour it was a wonder she managed to remain on her feet. She led him backward towards the carefully made bed that Demelza had fussed over since knowing of his return.

This was not their first time, nor would it be their last, yet this time felt every bit as special as the first. With the promise encapsulated in silver earlier that day came also the promise that, whatever the future may hold, everything would come right in the end. The sight of her ring as she untangled his black neck cloth enveloped her with warmth. She discarded it quickly and began working on his waistcoat, caring not if the cloth had landed in a chamber pot or a pot of gold. Dwight had made quick work of the buttons on her delicate frock and her corset was now almost completely visible. He hungrily kissed the exposed skin of her breasts, causing Caroline’s fingers to falter as she attempted to unfasten the 3 remaining buttons of his beige waistcoat.

Then came a loud knock on the door. It sounded urgent. They stared at each other, perplexed. As he peeled himself away from his beautiful – half-dressed – wife, Dwight miraculously managed to contain a sigh that threatened to permanently remove all the air from his lungs. His demeanour changed as he opened the door and examined the worried lines on his dear friend’s face.

“Dwight, I am sorry, but I’m afraid you’ve been summoned to Trenwith. Elizabeth has had an accident and Geoffrey Charles fears for her and the child.”

Dr. Enys turned to face his wife. The late afternoon sunshine, which emphasised the lights in her hair, glowed around her silhouette; creating a halo-like effect. He weighed each option, knowing which option he must choose. This knowledge, however, did nothing to ease the unseen force that pulled him towards her.

“You must go,” she stated.

He nodded regrettably and examined her sapphire eyes. They conveyed disappointment but also, mercifully, understanding. He began to button his waistcoat and searched for his neckcloth, which had landed in the corner of the room.

Presently Caroline took it from him. “Allow me,” she offered. She could feel his quick pulse as she delicately tied it around his neck. She would come to rely on such intimate memories.

“Thank you,” Dwight said, once she had finished. He kissed her goodbye, his strong hands framing her face. He lingered selfishly once they broke apart, his fingers intertwining with hers as he stroked the nape of her neck, unwilling to break the physical contact.

His sense of duty taking over, he said meaningfully, “I will return to you, my love. I promise.”

anonymous asked:

Hi, I know this message can be super weird or intrusive so I apologize for that in advance(if u don't answer, I'll be okay) here's the deal: having sex with a dude makes me super nervous. And I know it's supposed to be enjoyable and 'virginity is a social construct' and all of that but its more about the pain? Like a few fics I've read talk about (I'm so sorry you're reading this) three fingers?? and I can barely do two, which is pretty uncomfortable and thats when I'm, y'know, really ready(1/2)

(2/2) but there’s a really cute guy who I’m getting pretty close to and I would, theoretically, LOVE to have sex with him. But I can’t imagine it being really enjoyable for me, at least for the first time. Because as i, unfortunately, mentioned earlier-I can’t do two fingers, even when I’m like really ready. And it kind of sounds like I’m a fuckin 13 yr old or something-I’m not, I’m 20, I’m ready for sex, I’m just nervous HOW DO 3 FINGERS FIT is it just doing to be awkward for the first time?

well, firstly a disclaimer: i’m a virgin lmao (even if it is a social construct- which it is but i use it colloquially now)

but, as someone in possession of a vagina and who’s had decent sex ed, i can tell you this:

  1. all vaginas are different. some are small, some are bigger, some have circular hymens, some have asymmetrical ones. (a still intact hymen might be the cause of pain but i’ll get to that later) so what feels uncomfortable to you might feel completely different to someone else
  2. if you haven’t had sex a lot (or in awhile) your body is not used to it. it’s basically muscle memory. if you used to run a lot then stopped, if you start running again, it’s gonna be hard for you. people with vaginas who have a lot of sex are used to being stretched like that so it’s nbd to them (but again, every vagina is different
  3. fics are what they’re short for- fiction- not to say they’re not realistic, because smut fics definitely have to be, but i’ve read m/m smuts where dude a just shoves the dick in without lube and i’m like ??? oUCH. my point being, there is some creative license that’s allowed and stretched most times.
  4. it’s all about what your’re comfortable with. you have the power to say no at any and all times even if you initially said yes. CONSENT IS IMPORTANT. if you don’t get a clear “yes, i want to do x, y, and z with you” you don’t fucking do it.
  5. consent rant over, the best option would be to have an open conversation with any person you’re going to have sex with and say “this is what i’m comfortable with and this is what i can’t/don’t want to do”
  6. first times are always awkward, it’s a rule. but if you meant like, physically in regards to your vagina not being able to take a large width, i can’t really help with that because i’ve never personally seen your vagina nor do i know your full sexual history

hope this helped! and if any of y’all have anymore questions about this sort of stuff i am happy to help!!

it’s been like a week since i started this blog and i’ve managed to get over a hundred followers!! i know it’s not a crazy amount but this means SO much to me! <33

i’m still nervous about showing my art because i KNOW theres still so much i can improve on but seeing you guys reblog/like/share my stuff and send me messages make me less worried lmao

thank you again and here’s hoping that this blog continues to grow!! it’s all thanks to u guys that i even got this far

Iced Macchiato

Ship: I.M x [Y/N]

Genre: idk ;u; i’m sorry dear earthlings, I failed u.

Word Count: 2,221

Hey guys! I hope you guys enjoy this. It took about an hour or two to finish this. ;u;

Don’t leave (Kihyun) - Be Careful (Minhyuk) - Broken Heart (Jooheon) - Red Lipstick (Hyungwon) - “Do you mind if we share…?” (Wonho)

Originally posted by tochangkyun

“Congratulations! These are the names of the 150 lucky ladies who are goint to join and meet MONSTA X’ at their fansign event!

[y/fn]
{insert other 149 names here}

The fansign even will be held tomorrow at the (insert some name of a bldg here) at two o'clock in the afternoon.

Bring the following:
Purchased album
Passport

See you tomorrow, monbebes! Congratulations, once again and we hope that you have a wonderful day!”

Is this a dream? Am I really going to meet MONSTA X tomorrow? you thought as you paced back and forth inside your mom’s cafe. The shop didn’t have that much costumer so you had the whole cafe to yourself and to some costumers. “Yah, [y/fn]! What’s gotten into you? Could you please stop what you’re doing?” you looked at person who just scolded you, and it was no other than your beloved mother. “Mom, pinch me.”

Your mother didn’t hesitate on pinching you which made you wince in pain. “Mom! That hurts.” Whimpering away from your mom, the employees couldn’t help but snicker at your misery. “Anyways, my raffle ticket got chosen for Monsta X’s fansign event.” your mom gave you a sarcastic smile and beamed, “That’s great, honey. Finally the cafe will have its peace tomorrow.” The cafe was really lively when you came back from Boston.

“Geez, mom. The cafe’s been really lively! I bet you guys are going to miss me. You’ll be begging me to stay and mingle with everyone.” Looking around, your mom just disappeared without even making a sound. You were left dumbfounded, puffing your cheeks as you couldn’t believe your mom. Your mother was someone who’s full of surprises but you love her no matter what.

After five years of being away from Korea, you came back as soon as you graduated from University and here you are, waiting for the company that you’ve recently applied to to accept you or maybe reject you. But for the mean time you decided to help your mom out in her cafe. You were quite surprised when your mom announced that she and your dad decided to build a cafe during your second year’s first semester. The cafe’s really popular, well you didn’t expect it to be, but a lot of celebrities were seen hanging out in your parent’s cafe.

Anyways, you decided to help out at the counter. Mina, the employee working behind the counter, flashed you a big smile and greeted you. “Hey, [y/n].” You nodded and said, “You should take break, unnie. I’ll take it from here.” Mina was actually just a newly hired employee and she’s been working for six straight hours without taking any break. You kind of felt sorry for her since you know that the guys had been pressuring her. “A-are you sure? Won’t the boss get angry at me?” This literally made you burst out laughing.

“Is my mom that scary? Hahahaha, don’t worry besides she knows that you’ve been working really hard. If she asks you why you’re taking break, tell her that I told you.” Mina was quite hesitant for a while but she took your advice, thanked you and went straight to the employee’s lounge. You looked at the time and it was still two in the afternoon.

This made you think about life, about the life of the employees, even the life of the desserts that the employee’s have been making. How on earth can they live while waiting for costumers? Wouldn’t they get bored? You started to ponder upon these thoughts until you were brought back to reality when you heard the door chimed. Looking up, you said the usually thing that the employees say. “Welcome to Busy Bean Café!”

Badump.

What was that? you thought as you froze on your spot when you saw the people who just came in. Something was wrong. Literally wrong. You never felt this feeling before, your heart was beating really fast, your hands started to get real clammy and your stomach started to churn. It was really weird ‘cos the people who just came in were wearing masks but you thought that they were really attractive.

“Is Mrs. [y/mom’s/n] around?” The guy without any mask asked. “She is but I don’t–”

“Oh, welcome to Busy Bean Café.” Your mom just appeared out of the blue, surprising everyone. “Mom, where have you been?” Your mom didn’t even bat an eyelash at you, literally ignoring you. Rude, you pouted.

“Boys, what do you want to drink?” asked the guy without any mask. Your mom turned to you, “Honey, please do take their order. I’ll go and have a talk with Seongchan, okay?“ Sighing in defeat, you just nodded to her request and waited for their orders. Seungchan and your mom went to take a sit beside the windows, and started talking about something really important.

"Uhm, sorry about that. I’m [y/n] and I’ll be the one who’s going to take and make your orders. So, may I take your orders?”

There were seven of them and the guy with broad shoulders went first. Before he said his orders, he removed his face masks, revealing an oh-so-gorgeous face. “I’ll have an iced Americano venti.” Nodding your head as you tapped on the screen, noting down his order. “Alright.” He flashed you a big smile and stepped aside so that the others could tell you their orders. Wait a minute, tapping your lower bottom, you just realized something. Isn’t that Wonho from Monsta X?! you suddenly gasped at the thought.

The other guys turned their gazes at you which made you flash them an awkward smile. “U-uh, I just realized something hehe… A-anyways, who’s next?” The guys started to tell you their order one by one. You continued to gladly took their orders. The last person to order was Changkyun. Okay, [y/n], you got this. Calm your tits and get his order.

“I’ll have an iced caramel macchiato, please.”  carefully noting his order down, you totaled everything and smiled. “I’ll take that your manager’s gonna pay, right?” all of them chuckled, looking back at their manager who’s currently talking to your mom.

“Okay, so I’ll go ahead and make your drinks. Please do take a seat anywhere you guys are comfortable with. Have a nice day.” before you left, you flashed them a smile and grabbed the list of their orders. You started making their drinks as soon as you prepared their clear tumblers. Being around the café for more than two months, making these drinks were nothing for you. You could even make them with your eyes closed.

While you were making the drink, little did you know that the boys have been talking about you. “She’s really pretty.” Wonho blurted out, arms crossed while he was busy eyeballing you out. The area where you make the drinks is open for the costumers to see.

I agree.” Kihyun admitted, also checking you out. You were wearing a white buttoned up blouse, which really fit, and a pair of black ripped skinny jeans. Since your mom does not allow you to make the drinks without any apron around your waist, its a must that you wear one.

With your sleeves fold up to your elbows, the apron was tightly wrapped around your waist, making a big emphasis on your curves. The boys continued to talk about you.

A crazy idea suddenly popped out from Hyunwon’s poetic mind. He pulled out their dslr and took candid photos of you. Man, he was good at taking photos. “Changkyun, look.” Changkyun was quite impressed by Hyungwon’s skills but he was more impressed at how beautiful you looked despite having to concentrate on making those drinks.

Your brown locks slowly sliding off your ears, your eyes focused on the drinks as you bit your lips in concentration. Damn, Changkyun thought. The members decided to talk about other things, Changkyun continued to watch you.

After what seemed like forever, you finally finished making the drink. Plopping every single drink on a tray, you carefully carried the tray towards their table. Jooheon noticing you, he nudged his hyungs and smiled.

“Here are your orders. Iced Americano venti for Wonho-sshi,………” you distributed their drinks to every single member. “and last, but not the least, iced caramel macchiato for Changkyun.” handing Changkyun his drink, locking eyes with him.

“How did you know our names, by the way?” Minhyuk asked you, making you transfer your gaze to him. “I actually realized that you guys are monsta x. I’m actuallly a fan of your group so yeah.” you couldn’t but feel embarrassed as they looked at you with such fascination.

Really?” Wonho didn’t know if he heard it right or something but he needed you to confirm it once more. “Yeah, I’m actually going to one of your fansign event tomorrow.” everyone couldn’t believe it but they wow-ed in unison, making you giggle at their cuteness.

You were about to leave when Jooheon pleaded you to talk for them for awhile, telling you that you’re not disturbing them, your presence is greatly appreciated and many more. It wouldn’t hurt to mingle with them. Shownu pulled out a chair for you, thanking him in the process.

You’re seated in between Hyungwon and Shownu while Wonho, Changkyun, Jooheon, Minhyuk and Kihyun were sitting in front of you. The boys asked you tons of questions about you, as they were trying to get to know you better. You told them that you studied in Boston for five years, your age, your ideal type and so on and so forth. The café was filled with laughter, and all kinds of noise.

You also asked them questions and they also answered it honestly. Every single one of you enjoyed the conversation you guys were having. “If you were going to choose between us, who would you choose?” Kihyun was not making you squirm on your seat with his stare.

“U-uh…”  beads of sweat started to form on your forehead as you were already starting to feel nervous. “I bet she’s going to choose me.” “You wish.” The boys were throwing savage words at each other, which they didn’t really take it seriously.

“I would choose–” before you could even finish talking, your mom spoke up. “Sorry to interrupt, boys, but can I borrow [y/n] for a second?” the boys didn’t think twice as they gave my mom an okay sign.

“What is it?” leaving the table with your mom, she turned to you once you were meters away from them. “Can you carry those bags of coffee beans back at the storage room?” you were already used to carrying those kind of stuff.

“Yeah, sure.” “Thanks, honey.” She gave you a quick peck on the cheeks and patted your head. She went back to Seongchan and continued their conversation. You grabbed a tie from your pocket and pulled your hair up in to a ponytail. Warming up your muscles, you walked towards the stacked bags and grabbed the topmost bag.

The sacks weigh about fifteen kilograms as it was equally divided to so that it would be easy for the employees to carry. Swinging the bag of coffee beans to your shoulders, you groaned as you almost lost your balance and you just realized that you’re wearing white.

“Mom, my blouse is going to be dirty after this.” you exclaimed. Your mom just looked at you and mouthed a, don’t worry. Sighing, you just dealt with and did what was asked of you. You continued to bring the bags of coffee beans to the storage room for about twenty minutes.

Little did you know that Changkyun wanted to help you out so badly but your mom told them that you can handle it. As soon as you finished, a hand was offering you an iced caramel macchiato. The owner of the hand was no other than, Changkyun.

When you were busy carrying all those bags of coffee beans, he ordered an iced caramel macchiato for you. “Here, drink up. I know that carrying all those stuff was tiring.” You sighed, quite thankful for his kind gesture. “Thanks.” even though you were tired, you still flashed him a sincere smile.

Changkyun’s cheeks showed a tint of red, taken aback by your cuteness. “Hey, [y/n]…” you looked up to him while sipping on your iced macchiato. “Mmmm?” your round, twinkling eyes made his heart beat really fast. “I-I was wondering if… I could ask for your number?”

Cute. You chuckled, “Sure.” “It’s okay if you don’t want to– wait, really?” Changkyun paused, trying his best to decipher what you just said. “Yeah.”

Before you know it, he starts to frantically search for his phone. Once he found it, he offered it to you and you typed in your number. “There.” Changkyun couldn’t help but feel flustered. “T-thank you.”

“No biggie, it’s just my number.” well, it was not just your number but it was something that could help Changkyun out. “Uhm, [y/n]..”

“Mmmm?”

“Do you want to hang out sometime? Grab some coffee or something?”

“Hmm…. sure, I’d love too.”

“R-really? When do you want to hang out?”

“Just text me if you’re free.”

“O-okay, I can’t wait to hang out with you sometime.”

“Me too.”


“It’ll be a start of something between us.”

EXO GIF REACTION #16

Request: Exo au as baristas and them reacting to you catching their eye?

admin k: i recently learned how to make some barista made coffee and let me say that u sent this request in at the right time lmaoooo

EXO K

SUHO

“can i have a tall mocha with skim milk and extra chocolate, please.”

“you sure can, gorgeous! haha! sorry, was that too much? hahaha… ha…”

the nervous flirt who’s overly enthusiastic when taking your order and fumbles around nervously

Originally posted by britamin-graphics

D.O

the guy who sees your order and smiles to himself, biding his time and waits for the moment when he can hand you your coffee and say hi

Originally posted by overdyosed

BAEKHYUN

c: “hey. are you checking out that girl as well?”

b: “how can i not? she’s so cute!”

c: “you’re burning her milk.”

b: “oh, SHIT!”

Originally posted by acciobaek

CHANYEOL

the almost creepy guy who watches you from behind the coffee machine and is more focused on you than on making your coffee

Originally posted by jungkooktouchbutts

KAI

“tall caramel latte?”

“that’s me.”

“woah. you’re pretty. hi, nice to meet you. i’m jongin. but you can call me later.”

smooth pickup line guy

Originally posted by fy-kimkai

SEHUN

“and a hot chocolate for the pretty little lady over there!”

Originally posted by laygion

EXO M

KRIS

“have i seen you before?”

“uhh… i don’t think so, sorry.”

“that’s a shame. i’d like to see you more often. what’s your name?”

smooth pickup line guy #2

Originally posted by kkuutamo

XIUMIN

*fanning himself*

“small cappuccino?”

“me, thanks… are you okay?”

“yeah, i’m fine. i just got really hot… you know, coffee machine and all.”

the guy who avoids looking like a dork and saying that he got all hot and flustered because of your presence

Originally posted by theseoks

LUHAN

did you think that girl was cute?

hell yeah she was.

should i ask her out?

don’t be too sudden. just ask for her number or wechat or something.

good point. good point.

the guy who sees you, and talks to himself as he thinks of the best strategy to approach you

Originally posted by harlysquad

LAY

“sorry… what was that?”

*repeats order*

“i’m sorry. i can’t focus right now. can you repeat your order, please?”

the guy who can’t focus or pay attention to anything you say

Originally posted by lobbu-lobbu

CHEN

holy shit she’s coming to order… do i look okay? does my hair look good? oh god she’s coming over she’s coming over-

“hi there! can i have…”

the guy who internally preps himself for your arrival after seeing you walk through the front and being immediately smitten

Originally posted by luedeer

TAO

“tao, you’re not focusing on your job! tao!… oi girl, this guy likes you!”

“HEY!”

the guy who gets so distracted from his work by you that his boss decides to publicly shame him for his infatuation

Originally posted by exo-exo-xoxo

anonymous asked:

I'm just kinda looking for advice here; How did you get started with this imagines blog? I've thought about making one but I'm afraid it'll just be for nothing.

(So sorry for the late reply!) My love, if you haven’t already created your blog, please, if you still want to, GO FOR IT! (This applies to everyone who wants to!) Never let your fears hold you back! Trust me, it will never be for nothing. Everyone in the Stardew fandom (assuming it’s Stardew) is so very lovely and positive, and encouraging also pretty thirsty hahahha jkjk love u guys

In all seriousness, I started my blog because I was curious and wanted to but was a little nervous, due to the same reasons as you, and I thought I wasn’t good enough, but was finally convinced into it by my bae stardewvalleymatchups. The way I got started is, first just make a quick post introducing yourself. Mention you’re open for requests. Hope for the best. If nothing arrives, don’t worry! You can always ask a friend to send you a request (sdvmatchups sent my first ever request, the one about Jackbox murder trivia game), or if that isn’t possible, create your own first post. Or as many as you want! You might feel like you’re swamping people, but honestly, content is awesome, and if you have the time, yes, please swamp us!!!

And can I just say - don’t be afraid to tag EVERYTHING!!! I mean, I often feel a little self conscious when I do so many tags, so if you feel that, just ignore it. No one cares about how many tags you do! In fact, if in doubt, add more! The more you tag the more likely it is people will find your post! (which sounds obvious but like, there it is)

Lastly - please don’t think it’ll be for nothing! Don’t go in thinking this is for other people (no offense), this is for you. Have faith in yourself, and you will be wonderful! Don’t focus on the number of notes you get, instead, focus on that amazing feeling you get once you finish a piece. Honestly, it’s so rewarding. If you don’t get so many notes, please don’t be disheartened. Just keep at it, and who knows what’ll happen!

Best of luck to you, and to everyone in the same position! <3 

Boyfriend! Hansol (Vernon)

- is your best friend, basically

- sometimes comes to ur house at 6 AM and is like

- “hey u wanna go get coffee or something”

- “why are you awake rn”

- “it’s 6 isn’t it”

- will look into those double seater bike things but they are too expensive and where do you keep such things anyway

- he rented one on your birthday as a joke and the two of you rode it around town and it was kind of embarrassing but it was kind of fun???

- sends you parts of raps he’s been working on

- sometimes he raps for you so he can hear how it sounds out loud and he’s comfortable showing them to you

- lots of cotton candy dates !

- will take u on many journeys to find the best cotton candy in your area

- he likes to take it and stick it all over his face like a colorful beard

- eventually it melts tho and it gets all over his face and hair and he’s pretty sticky

- but when he kisses you he tastes like strawberry 

- even so you always have these hand wipes ready bc chwe hansol, god bless him, is messy as heck

- his mom loves u bc you make sure her son doesn’t come home tracking mud into the house

- his little sister was kind of shy towards you at first but eventually she began asking you more and more questions and talking to you more

- now she gives you hugs when she sees you

- his phone background is him with a blue cotton candy beard with you picking some off and sticking it in your mouth

- lots of back hugs

- sometimes he’ll just come and hug you from behind and lean his head on your shoulder when he’s especially tired

- when you come and hang out with him and the other members he’s always really nervous because he doesn’t know what they’ll do

- “ok u guys y/n is coming over today ok pls be cool ok for me please please please please please be cool”

- when you come over they immediately swarm around u asking if  you guys go on dates and if you are in love with hansol and things like that

- (for the record, you are ! and you tell them so which makes them go OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)

- hansol is turning very red in the back

- “ok that’s not what i meant when i said be cool”

- but you were fine with it and you were happy to see that he was in a place with very cool guys

- and then he took your hand and got all smiley

- “this is where i work”

- he was so excited to show you around and show you his world because he didn’t get to see you much lately because of practice

- :( when seventeen has to go on tour he cries

- you’ll take him to the airport and he’ll try to make a stupid joke to lighten the mood but it doesn’t work

- “i will make you proud y/n i promise”

- when he comes back though

- wow

- despite just coming from a very long plane ride he still musters up enough energy to shout your name across the airport and run to you and hug you will all his might

- later he shows you pictures of all the places they went

- a lot of the pictures were of him and the cotton candy beard

- “the guys didn’t have your magic towels so my face was sticky and it made me miss you thank you for your magic towels y/n i love you so much”

wonderjimin  asked:

I really love you sOOO MUCH You're an angel and you help me so much :") i was really nervous to come off anon but i thought i owed that to you a little ... i send an anon about my friend and how she reacted to a relapse and she apologized and despite my mental health things are clearing up so thank you so much for everything you do 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛 you're so sweet to people and the fact you encourage nothing less than 1000 makes me so happy

IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! glad you guys are ~back together~ and proud you got off anon💚

PS JIMIN IS MINE I SEE U

Seventeen’s Reaction to Being on A Long Flight With Their Crush!

“How would SEVENTEEN react to having to go on a 12h fly with their crush ? How would they act on the plane ? Thanks ! I love your work ✈” - anon


A/N; wow I haven’t posted a reaction in a while I’ve been so busy please forgive me;;  I got so carried away with these lmao hope you all enjoy!!


S.Coups - Ahhh Seungcheol would be smooth. He’d be a bit nervous but it definitely wouldn’t show. He’d realize there’s not much else to do but talk so he’d just make general conversation and then a bit later he’d start asking deeper questions, and by the end of the flight u 2 would know everything abt each other. do you kno the exact time he was born? yup. do you know what brand of cereal he loves? yes u do. when you guys landed he’d be like “wow, that went by so fast” and then he’d nonchalantly ask u for ur number and do you give it to him? of course you do. he knows everything abt u now.


Jeonghan - He wouldn’t really know how to start a conversation but he’d really want to so he’d just keep stealing glances at you and at one point you’d catch him and be like ??? and he’d just say “oh I’m just looking out the window!” and he’d make some comment about how pretty the sky looked or smthn like that and would keep the convo going!! if u guys hit it off, at the end of the flight when u guys were saying bye he’d be like “oh btw, I wasn’t looking out the window. I was looking at you. I just wanted an excuse to talk to you ;)” and would walk away probably leaving u very flustered haH


Joshua - HED BE SO NERVOUS but he definitely wouldn’t be shy??? like he’d definitely want to talk to you but because he’s nervous he’s gonna end up saying some really stupid things and making dad jokes and just being a meme & if you laughed at any of his jokes he’d get so flustered ahhh. eventually he’d realize he’s freaking out for no reason cuz ur actually super easy to get along with and would totally calm down. josh would probably ask u about why you were going wherever u guys were flying to and would try really hard to think of topics that would be interesting to you and he’d probably end up accidentally complimenting you and he’d be like “OH I didn’t mean that!! I mean….I did….but I didn’t mean to say it out loud..” he’d BLUSH SO BAD but you’d be like “dude its ok I think ur cute too” or whatever and he’d be sO giddy the rest of the flight and would make u promise to call him after u guys landed ;^)))


Jun - I bet ur all expecting him to be greasy. you’re right. once the flight takes off, he’ll look at you and the first thing he’ll say is “this is a really long flight, and I know sleeping can be kinda uncomfortable in a plane, so you can rest your head on my shoulder any time ;)))” I don’t think he’d talk to u a whole bunch?? he’d make general conversation and would keep it going, but wouldn’t want to go overboard or annoy u or anything. at one point u would actually end up falling asleep on his shoulder and he’d BE SO SMUG but he’d also be a blushing mess & would probs rest his head on top of yours I’m :’)))))))


Hoshi - this lil’ muffin is gonna be so excited omg, he’d be so fun to be on a long plane ride!!! he’d come up with a lot of different games to play to pass the time like truth or dare. he’d come up with an extremely embarrassing punishment for when either of you guys would refuse to do a dare or answer a truth like “loser has to ask 10 different people on the flight to makeout with them” or something awful like that. once he noticed u felt comfortable around him and maybe showed interest in him he’d be like “this is my chance” and he’d ask u truth or dare and you’d pick dare and he’d “I dare you to go on a date with me” AND U’D BE LIKE ‘HOSHI WHAT’ and he’d say “it’s a date with me or you’re making out with that old man that’s been coughing and sneezing for the past 6 hours!!!!” and ofc you’d accept and yeah!!!


Wonwoo - I think he’d be rly shy. like rly shy he wouldn’t want to embarrass himself in front of u so he’d keep quiet in the beginning. eventually he’d notice what song u were listening to or what book u were reading and he’d just go for it and strike up a conversation abt it. once that convo died down he wouldn’t know what else to talk about so he’d let you go back to whatever it was u were doing. he’d notice you were looking cold and would offer to share his blanket with you, and you’d both be so cozy and end up dozing off and you’d REST YOUR HEAD ON HIS SHOULDER AND HE’D JOLT AWAKE SUDDENLY LIKE!!!! THIS IS HAPPENING!!!! he’d end up staying awake the whole time and when you’d wake up he’d be like “did you enjoy your rest?” with a cute lil smile on his face AAAAAHHHHH


Woozi - he’d like….just assume you wouldn’t want to talk to him or would want to be left alone for whatever reason so he’d just smile at you once then put his headphones on and listen to music and just mind his own business until he feels a tap on his shoulder and ur like “i have to go to the bathroom” but he doesn’t hear you cause his music is too loud and he says a little too loudly “hold on” + pauses his music and then he apologizes and u repeat urself and he’s like OH OK and gets out of his seat to let you out and he sits back down and doesn’t put his headphones back on so he can hear u when u come back & when you do he gets up and smiles at u, sits back down and still doesn’t put his headphones on….he notices you’re not doing anything either cause u lowkey want to talk to him too so he’s just like alrighty and finally strikes up a convo w/ you!! ur gonna hit it off really well and ur both gonna leave w/ each others numbers ;))


DK - sunshine boy is gonna make sure this flight goes GR8 for the both of you. he’ll bring some snacks on the plane and will offer to share them with you. will offer to share his blanket even if you have ur own. he’s gonna make a bunch of jokes and u bet ur stomach is gonna hurt from laughing by the time you land!! at one point he’ll offer u one of his earbuds and hands u his phone and’s like “pick a song, any song!” and ur scrolling through and you see one you love and you’re like “WOAH you like this song too??” and hes like “Uh, YEAH! One of my faves!” and then u just go back and forth playing songs you both like and getting excited when the other really likes it too and tbh ur both gonna be really sad when the flight’s over cause!! you’re having such a good time!! he’d be like “hey…I know we don’t talk that often back home but like…we should hangout sometime!” and YOU WILL AND!!!! GOOD!!!


Mingyu - I can see him being really dorky tbh. he’s gonna keep cracking lame jokes trying to get u to laugh, and every time you do laugh, that’s just gonna build his confidence even more. at one point you’d actually laugh rly hard at something he said and he’d just be like “…do you actually think i’m funny or are u just laughing cause u feel bad for me?” and you’d be like wtf ofc I think you’re funny!! why would I feel bad for you? and he’d be like “idk cause i’m just saying all of this stupid stuff and saying dumb jokes cause idk how else to talk to you” and he’d instantly think “why did I just say that omg” but you’d be like “mingyu…..you can talk to me about anything, I don’t care.” and you’d smile and he’d be like !!!!! wow ok and he’d “so, how about the weather?” and you’d both look at each other and just laugh again :)))


The8 - this lil guy would be so nervous!! he’d be like “oh great, how am I going to embarrass myself??” he’d be in the middle of thinking abt it when you’d ask him a question and he’d turn to you with wide eyes and be like “what??” and you’d repeat yourself and he’d answer whatever question it was and then he’d think to himself “wtf was I so worried for? they’re so friendly!!!” and he’d ask you a question too and you guys would just go back and forth getting to know each other better and he’d notice u looked kinda tired so he’d feel bad and be like “omg I’m sorry if I’m being annoying, you can go to sleep if you want” and you’d say “no its okay, I enjoy having someone to talk to on such a long flight….but I am pretty tired.” and you’d just smile at each other and u’d doze off eventually and he’d take the blanket he had and cover u up with it and just look at u so lovingly like..”they look like such an angel when they’re asleep” and he’d sigh happily cause hes so happy that he got to sit next to u and get to know u <333


Seungkwan - he’s gonna start off calm..he’ll be thinking to himself like “ok seungkwan..there’s nothing to be afraid of….it’s just the person you like….no big deal…you got this” BUT then as soon as you say something to him he’ll lose that cool composure and kinda tense up but still manage to make awkward conversation with you but you’d notice him fiddling with the sleeve of his shirt and avoiding eye contact with u and u’d be like “hey..are you alright?” and he’d be like “oh yeah! I’m just nervous” and he’d mean he was nervous cause he was sitting next to u but u would think he meant he was nervous to be on the plane. and I think a few more hours into the flight he would definitely loosen up and be like “the flight isn’t even half over I need to stop acting like this” and OUT COMES NORMAL BOO. he’s gonna make some jokes and just be a lil cutie pie but then he’ll accidentally insult u and he’d be realize what he just said and would FREAK OUT AND be like ‘oh my god no I didn’t meant that at all I’m so sorry I mean that you’re really pretty/handsome and I totally think we should hangout!!!” and then after he said that he’d be like oh my god why do I keep embarrassing myself but you’d be like “no its ok I know you were kidding. but yeah we should, I think that’d be fun :)” and he’d be such a happy lil guy ;;


Vernon - GOD THIS KID IS GONNA BE AWKWARD AF??? like you’ll be sitting next to each other and he’ll go to rest his arm on the armrest and his arm will brush against yours and he’ll just SNAP his arm away so quick with wide eyes and utter a “sorry” and you’d be like ??? it’s fine Vernon? but then like hours into the flight you guys still won’t have talked much and ur both watching whatever movie the airline is playing and you’d turn to him and be like “dude. what’s happening i’m so lost” and he’ll explain it super in depth and give u a whole bunch of crazy theories abt what could be really going on and you’d be like where the heck is all of this talking coming from but then by the time he’d explained all of his theories the movie would be way over and u two would just laugh and he’d be like “wow i’m sorry. I just get really into movies like that I hope you don’t think i’m crazy…” but you would be like “no that is actually super interesting!!” and then u two would continue talking about other movie theories and just get into weird random super deep conversations and it would be really enjoyable tbh!!


Dino - omg he’d walk up see you sitting down and would be like “oh hey y/n!!” like I honestly see him being pretty normal??? he may be a little shy but like oh well. why be shy when ur gonna have to be on this flight together for the next twelve hours?? he’d also be really cute tho like he’d want to make sure u were totally comfortable and be like “hey I’m gonna ask for a pillow, do u want one too?” or “do you want a bottle of water or anything to eat? i’m gonna ask the attendant for some water so I can ask for something for you too!!” he’d have just normal convos with u but would also probably suggest that you play truth or dare or I spy or smthn to pass the time!! But he’d be the one to fall asleep on your shoulder. like you’d be minding ur own business and suddenly you feel a weight on your shoulder and you’re like ?? and u see chan with his eyes closed resting his head on ur shoulder and it would be the most wholesome sight ever. <3


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anonymous asked:

How do I get a bf? I like this guy and he likes me but I don't think he'll ever ask me out cause he's too nervous

uhhhh frankly……….hell if I know ajahdhdbgsvss……Idk anything about boys or how they think but in this situation I feel like u might just have to be the person to make that move? I’ve talked to ppl like this where we r both extremely nervous lol and in the case that ur the one that’s less nervous, sometimes u just have to go for it? Idk. I actively ruin all my potential relationships so this is not a good question for me sorry 😕

anonymous asked:

seasoned college senior here of a big state school, everyone worrying about making friends u guys will be just fine! i 100% guarantee every freshman is just as nervous to make friends, ur not alone. talk to people on your floor, in your classes (ones relevant to your major are the best for making good friends), and JOIN A CLUB!! can't stress that enough! u will be all be fine, trust me. good luck youngins

thank u!!!! this is so sweet im happy for this Advice

Boyfriend Series; Jackson Wang

he makes me so emo here we go

  • he probably uses dumb ass pick up lines he’s that type don’t lie to urselves
  • “i seem to have lost my phone number, can i have yours?” 
  • and ur just kinda like hnnnnnnng bc ??? who is thi S he is cute but also leave me alone i dont kno u
  • honestly jackson punching me and my entire family in the face would hurt less than dating him.
  • he is a meme
  • he would probably send u texts with outdated memes like “lol have u seen this it’s so funny” an d it’s the “what’s better than this?? guys bein dudes” and ur just like yes i have jackson actually so has everyone else
  • he would try to teach you mandarin or cantonese and ur really into it and genuinely trying to learn it but when the tables turn and u try to teach him ur language (if it aint english) he’d be like “hey let’s do smth else like go to jamba juice”
  • constantly!!! ask!! u!!! if!! u!! love!!! him!!! bc!!! he!!! knows!!! it!!! makes!! you!!! blush!!! and he really likes it when u blush
  • if u 2 were playing a video game together he would never ever ever let u win 
  • but when u genuinely win he’s be upset like ????!!! no how but lowkey be like “atta girl”
  • woudl probably call you baby more than ur actual name
  • he seems like a rlly clingy guy??? im here for it
  • sometimes he’ll call u when he’s on tour even tho he knows it’s midnight where u are just so he can here ur voice
  • probably gets hELLA cheesy when it’s late like !!!
  • “baby look at the sky if i ever feel too far away from you just remember that at this moment we’re looking at the same sky and we’re talking and god it’s almost like you’re here with me”
  • and then he’d forget about it the next day but you wouldn’t 
  • and you would probably blackmail him w it like “hey jackson remember that one monologue u had abt the sky” and he would shut u down so fkn quick lmfao
  • when he realized he loved u he’d be v nervous around u and prob wouldn’t wait too long to tell u 
  • you’d be like “bruh y tf r ur hands shaking all i did was kiss u” and he’s the type to straight up be like “im so in love with you” bc he literally can’t think of anything else at that moment
  • i think he’d do anything in his power to make u laugh
  • think bad jokes r funny??? he’d google a whole list of em
  • i don’t think he’d be too smooth when he proposes to u
  • i think he’d try to plan something really romantic but would probably say “marry me” when yall were having sex OR when u made some bomb ass food
  • and you’d be like?? what excuse me and he’d be like “nah u didnt hear me right" and make the dumbest excuse but youd know………
  • remember that scene from hot rod where andy samberg was like “you look pretty!” and isla fisher was like “what” and he was like “I SAID U LOOK SHITTY GOODNIGHT DENISE” because that is jackson 200% just imagine it
  • but anywyas just imagine sex w this man for just a sec and tell me that u r not cryin at least a lil bit
  • a  lot of ppl are goin to disagree but i dont think he likes being called daddy?? lmfao i feel like if u called him that he’s find it awkward and would probably laugh
  • this is getting long why turn back now
  • i see him as being rlly dominate and liking biting/scratching 
  • OR he’d be really into lazy sex u kno the kind when u just woke up and he’s too tired to actually do anything but ya both want each other so he makes u do all the work
  • there is no inbetween
  • also!!! he’d want u to be best friends w the guys especially mark but he didn’t really think it through bc when jackson isn’t around mark will tell u things like
  • “he really really really loves you ur his phone background and when you texted him back the first time he asked me like 30 times what he should reply with”
  • and you’d just be like ?!? my nervous bab he comes off as so confident but u tell me otherwise
  • he’d genuinely love being around you like he’d prefer to stay @ ur place rather than the dorm and he’d rather eat w u than the boys and he’s just boyfriend material please take care of him

anonymous asked:

Ok I'm also questioning my sexuality and it is really confusing. I liked guys throughout my childhood but now i'm starting to realise I definitely had crushes on girls that I played off as 'a cute friend'. I don't know what that means for me and I feel really nervous to tell anyone because I live in such a small community. Do you have any advice

ahhh i kinda feel like i was always like ‘oh wow i REaalllLLYyY wanna b friends with this girl and then i was like ‘oh boy!! that was a Gay Thing’ and its scary !! and coming out in any capacity is scary !! figuring out ur sexuality takes time and u rly gotta trust ur gut like i went thru a bunch of labels but they all felt wrong and weird and like lesbian felt Right but it was SCary (also ! not trying to say that ur def a lesbian or anything i just wanna give an Example !!). it takes time to come to terms with these realizations, and something that was/is so helpful to me is talking to other wlw !! it so helpful and like validating like realizing how much i relate to them, and it rly helped me realize and come to terms with my sexuality