This past summer, I started something. I felt it might be a good creative exercise, venturing outside of my usual skillset and developing/growing a new one. But listening to my own voice and narrating things in a clear interesting way, is anything but easy. So in all honesty, I wanted to stop after the 10th one. The very marginal extra attention these videos started creating, made me uncomfortable. I also felt like the content was sort of empty, documentation of a normal life, no message or a higher purpose… Time gave me a bit of a perspective on this, these are all things I can work on, the process of learning how to improve the content. This quote convinced me to keep going: “A comfort zone is a beautiful place, but nothing ever grows there.” – Unknown
keith: i don’t know why i’m that way! maybe.. i’m.. naturally untrusting because my mom left me? and so instead of accepting people into my life, i… push them away before.. they reject me. i guess i have some walls up….