we sat side by side but you started to fall asleep and i wanted nothing more than for your head to rest on my shoulders.
Does "itaat" mean "is this an autism thing"? Also is it an autism thing to have like? Really big feelings/emotions and not know how to deal with them? Or have a hard time telling between platonic and nonplatonic feelings? I keep developing these intense crushes on people if they show a smidgen of decency or thoughtfulness towards me and I don't always know what to do with all of these emotions. There's too many of them hahaha