It’s like no matter how much you’re freaking out, the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won’t open your mouth until you feel like your head’s exploding. Then when you finally do let it in, that’s when it stops hurting. It’s not scary anymore, it’s… it’s actually kind of peaceful.
Scott, the other night seeing my Dad get hit over the head by Matt, y’know while I’m just lying there and I can’t even move. It’s just… I wanna help, y’know? But I can’t do the things that you can do. I can’t.