two lights of my life tbh

burglemyturts asked:

OH ARE YOU DOING THE MUTUALS THING TOO? ahem: hey

TOUCHES YOUR FACE JULIA WHERE DO I BEGIN

i literally started following you because meghan reblogged stuff from you all the time and it was FRICKIN HILARIOUS and now i’ve been following for like 2 years ?? or something??? maybe longer??? probably more like two and a half and i have never once regretted it you are a TREASURE among MEN

you have the most choice vocabulary and you express yourself [read: your confusion/frustration/general opinions] so creatively ahaa !! one time you called the gross dudes at my school Huge Scrubs and i fricking lost it, your text posts light up my life

your ability to read ?? so much??? is just incredible to me ????? like holy crap a few weeks ago when you started blogging about the song of achilles and i was like ????? YOOOO????? tbh half the reason i get into lots of things is because you got into them first ahaa I trust your judgement because you appear to have good taste,,,, tbh when you did that thing the other day where you filled out your favorite books/movies/musicians I legit looked up almost all of them like “this sounds good let’s do it”

AND I DON’T CARE WHAT U SAY YOU’RE SUPER GORGEOUS AND I’M MAD ABOUT IT

fragment asked:

Hey, I just wanted to send you love and light. I have been where you are at, I cut myself for two years at 19 years old and it was the darkest time of my life. I made it out alive and you will too. Please persevere, remind yourself daily of your strength and please do not cut. You and I both know it's a dangerous vice and it is only temporary relief. Everything hurts after. You've suffered enough. Allow yourself to heal. I'm here if ever you want to talk.

Somehow i doubt i would heal tbh. Life has been too cruel to me. I don’t know if i can live from all this pain but thank you i appreciate your concern. It means a lot to me that someone cares😊