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How You Interact: Dark-Side Friends

Since you guys liked my last “How you interact” post, I feel like I should make another. I wanted to do one for Antisepticeye and Darkiplier since I very rarely see posts for these awesome characters. 
These head-canons are what I think Dark and Anti would be like as a friend. 
Hope you guys enjoy!!

Originally posted by boopymooplier


  • My God, you’ll never live peacefully again! Not that it’s a bad thing, but Anti loves to mess with you. 
  • Small pranks that involve misplaced objects. Bookmarks placed three pages back. Occasionally he’ll make your phone screen all static-y just because you’re ignoring him. 
  • He likes making your mornings just that little more crazy
    Late for work? It appears your car-keys have disappeared
    Rough night out? He’ll be nice and make you a coffee, with two spoonfuls of salt to make sure you get your sodium intake today. 
  • Anti finds your panicked/angry rants amusing. 
  • But you get him back. He doesn’t like being called by cute nicknames. 
  • “Aww, Green-Bean, don’t be so mean. I’m only trying to help” 
    “I will destroy everything you love, (Y/N)”
  • Anti likes to be the center of attention. If you’re working or studying, Anti will try his best to distract you.
    At first, it’ll be small things. Like calling out your name in a whiny, jittering voice, balls of paper being thrown at you. Sometimes he’ll mess with your sense of perception so you have to acknowledge him to tell him off.
  • You simply try to ignore him. It became a game between the two of you to see how long you can last. 
  • The record was ten minutes; but you had to stop since Anti started messing with your electronics. Flickering the lights and making you see double of everything and a loud buzzing sound almost burst your ear-drums. 
  • It gave you a migraine for the rest of the day.
  • Although Anti isn’t the affectionate type; he does small things that brighten your day. 
  • A single flower will appear on your desk. 
  • A batch of cookies with milk. 
  • Even little notes around the house in green writing.
  • When you ask him about it, he just shrugs. 
  • “Maybe a little ghost is playing tricks on you”
  • He’ll try to distract you with video games. You absolutely refuse to let him win at Mario Cart because you don’t want to see his cocky grin. 
  • Competitions between you are dangerous.
  • Lamps are smashed and the walls shake from you two yelling at each other. It’s surprisingly relaxing to come home and yell at something.
  • On really bad days, Anti will appear and disappear on your computer screen. Flashing a smile and making weird faces at you until you give up and allow yourself to laugh. 
  • “Anti, your blocking the screen” 
  • “P-Play with me, (Y/N). I’m bor-r-ed” 
  • On rainy days, when your marathoning a series, Anti will be in the background of the show; waving or dancing ridiculously. 
  • At serious scenes; he can usually be seen making outrageous faces at the actors. You can’t help but laugh,
  • Although you try to hate him, you can’t help but adore Anti. It’s a tiring and irritating friendship but you wouldn’t want anything to be different between the two of you.  

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  • I hope you like a friendship with a lot of flirting. Even though you two aren’t sexual towards each other, it doesn’t stop Dark from winking and speaking seductively towards you.
  • This makes people mistake you two as a couple. You don’t really complain, but sometimes Dark makes it difficult to make new friends. 
  • “You don’t need them, (Y/N). I’m all you need”
    “That would be true, if you could hold a decent conversation that wasn’t always about you” 
  • Dark likes to insult you. But you can see the hint of a smile whenever he says something. 
  • You throw it back at him with as much sarcasm as you can muster. He likes your sass. It challenges him to be on his game when he’s around you. 
  • You’ve witnessed his outbursts personally. But even though Dark has said some violent, horrible things about Mark; Dark is rather placid when you’re around him. 
  • He’s been pushed back and ignored for long periods of time, he likes to be around someone who acknowledges him. He doesn’t want his anger to frighten you away, but sometimes you do get caught in these outbursts. 
  • You wait patiently until he’s calmed down. Then make a little comment on the way his head jerks around. 
  • “So, do you get whiplash? Or are you like an owl under that suit?” 
    “Ask nicely and I’ll show you.”
  • Although he wouldn’t apologize, he is grateful you don’t ask about his behavior. Saves him from having to explain himself to a incompetent fool. ;) 
  • He also likes to play games. Sometimes you don’t even realise you’re part of one until you find yourself in another dimension because you took a wrong turn. 
  • “Tsk, tsk. You should have taken a left, (Y/N). Now you have to try and escape the Third Circle of Hell to return to the bathroom.”
    “If you don’t send me back right now, I’ll show you all Nine Circles of Hell!” 
  • He’s rather affectionate towards you. He’ll give your hand a squeeze as he passes.
    If you’re feeling uncomfortable in a public place, Dark will come up behind you and place his hand on the small of your back.
  • But previous mistakes have taught you that this attention has a price. 
  • He’d never ask anything big of you. Usually he’ll ask you to drive him somewhere, or accompany him to a certain location. Sometimes you “treat” him to dinner on Tuesdays.
  • But you are still very careful of what you ask of Dark. He remembers even the smallest favors. 
  • There are times, however, where he does nice things out of nowhere. 
  • You had a bad day during a work-week and you crumpled under the pressure. Dark found you in a sobbing heap on your bed and sat beside you. His hand gripped your own and he consoled you through the tears. 
  • Once your tears were dried up, he ran you a bath and almost drowned you in rose scented bubbles. 
  • It had been a shock to you. But a nice shock.
  • In the middle of the night, while you’re walking through the house to get a glass of water. You sometimes find a glass of cool water waiting for you in the hallway. 
  • You mumble a thanks to the shadows and stumble back to bed. 
  • Sometimes you feel the blankets pull up under your chin on cold nights. 
  • Other times, Dark will wake you in the early hours of the morning because he was lacking intelligent conversation.
  • Dark also likes to give you nicknames. 
  • They’re small and almost demeaning, but you don’t really mind. It’s better than fool or imbecile. (A name a certain family member is called frequently)
  • “Kitten, have you seen my tie?”
    “You’re wearing it, Dark. Are you blind as well as emotionless?” 
  • It’s a weird friendship. One people would first look at and question. But the two of you have many fond memories and the laughter you two share are contagious. It’ll be hard to tear the two of you apart. 

I hope you guys enjoyed this!

me: I’m writing this fic for Myself, because I want to and it’ll make me happy. Psh I don’t care if anybody likes it or not because it ain’t for them.

also me: *times things perfectly to have the highest number of people read it the instant it is posted* *advertises it on tumblr and twitter and various other social media* Come read my fic and shower me with praise so I feel validated in failing two finals and a project because I spent all my study and prep time writing this! Tell me I did good!

also me when the reception is (inevitably) not as warm as expected: As God as my witness, I will never write again. Let my soul float away from this mortal coil, for it is not worthy.  

anonymous asked:

i'm sorry it why do you ship junkrat with mei?? if you haven't noticed or actually played overwatch, you'd know that mei hates junkrat, they despise each other and they're total opposites. and no, opposites don't always attract.

Ladies and Gentleman, we have a first!

In the two or so years I’ve had this blog, I’ve never had an antagonistic anon before. Then again, I only ever started branching out into non-Soul Eater things in September, so maybe this is just what happens when you start to create content for bigger fandoms? 

First things first: If you don’t like the content I post, I suggest that you either unfollow my blog or use blacklist to block the tags for content you don’t like. Your Tumblr experience is curated by you. I’ll tag my content to help you blacklist topics you wish to avoid, but it’s ultimately up to each user to take the necessary steps to tailor their dashboard.

Secondly, in sending me a rude ask, you have given me an excuse to talk about a favorite ship of mine. So buckle up, we’ve got a long post incoming!

Why ship Junkrat and Mei? Why ship any two characters?

Take a gander at this post by @chaoticlivi. It’s a pretty exhaustive list of reasons people get invested in the relationship between any two characters. They span from aesthetic and visual tastes (these two look great together!) to more in depth, thematic ones (their relationship embodies a theme I care about). Basically, there are many many reasons to love a ship, and canon rarely has much to do with it.  

In general, canon is a box of scraps. This is especially true for Overwatch, which despite its exhaustive lore leaves many holes in character stories and relationships. Nothing in the game itself (which I do play often, btw) is ‘canon.’ The voicelines you hear haven’t actually happened. They are meant to give us insight into the characters, their histories, and their relationships, but you can’t quote them as something Mei or Junkrat have actually said.  

In-game content is also in flux. As more shorts and comics come out, as the actual Overwatch lore grows, the game evolves too. It’s possible what’s canon within the game now will change later on. 

What I’m saying is, you can point at two voicelines and wave around words like ‘hate’ until you are blue in the face, but that won’t 1) make it canon that Junkrat and Mei will be at odds forever or 2) make me any less likely to ship them.

Now that I’ve got the “shipping doesn’t need a canon basis and Overwatch shipping is a crapshoot built on nearly nothing anyway” part done, I can actually talk about Mei and Junkrat.

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I have a love for meth that no one can understand.
And nothing in this world can make me feel the way she can.
Since the first time I met her I knew she was the one.
Never questioning or judging me despite the things I’ve done.
No matter what I’m going through, I know she’s always there.
Like two peas in a pod, I think we make the perfect pair.
When I’m with her, I’m invincible, having not the slightest fear.
She fills my head with lies, so my problems seem to disappear.
And sometimes she leaves me lonely, so much I’ve wished for death.
And fills me with diabolical voices who scream madness in my head.
But like I said before and repeat but once again,
No one understands unless they’ve been through where I’ve been.
On the brink of insanity filled with anger, rage, and hate.
On the path of a dead man or another prison inmate.
But be that as it may, either prison life or death,
Nothing will ever break this bond of love for my darling Crystal Meth.
And as she slowly takes my life I bid farewell goodbye.
But you can bet your bottom dollar on my deathbed I’ll be high.


Present and surprise are separate things on Kenma’s birthday when it comes to Kuroo

i know i’ve said this before but I still keep seeing ads for bearded dragons and leopard geckos that say “I want to rehome him because I don’t have time to handle him as much as I should” and like… girl lizard don’t care. Lizard would be chill if you literally ignored them for the rest of their life and just chucked food in their cage. As long as you clean their poops, give them fresh water, and provide a good diet for them, you literally never have to handle them if you don’t want to. They’re not going to get sad because you never get them out. They don’t care.

Felix loves only two things in life 1) hiding in dark crevices and 2) bugs. He would not care if he ever saw me again, as long as there are bugs, he’s warm, and he’s got a place to hide. He is literally almost zero investment of my time. Like I feed him bugs every few days, clean his poops once a week or so (he poops in one spot), change his paper towels if they get messy or wet (they rarely do because he is very neat), and mist his damp hide about once a week. I very rarely even see him. He hates me and that’s ok.

Things about the Arc V ending that makes me sad.

(1) It actually ended and I really liked Arc V and I didn’t want it to end pls no

(2) Yugo and Rin never got to have an actual non-brainwashed, uninterrupted reunion and that makes me really, really sad, because the two of them only had each other.

(3) Shun will never seen his best friend and beloved little sister again, and as an older sister than makes me feel really empty inside ;==; 

Other than that, the duel was excellent and I’m so glad Yuzu is back :’D Yuya and Yuzu have gone through so much and I’m so glad they can finally live in peace one more. 

But the last two issues give the ending a sort of bittersweet feeling, and I think that intentionally done. Regardless, I’ll still remember Arc V fondly, it was a fun ride! Thanks for everything! Can’t wait for VRains! :’)

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“two things you will never have to chase: true friends & true love”
-mandy hale

The Coopers

The words stare at her with mocking. They stare at her, yelling the truths she’s thought time and time again in her mind, “Those Coopers—they’re crazy.”  

Was her father truly capable of committing such a heinous crime?

Like Polly, had he… snapped?

Was it only a matter of time before she did as well?


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I really appreciate all the gentiles reblogging my post about Richard Spencer’s antisemitic tweet, but I’m seeing a lot of comments like “Antisemitism is back!” And “I never thought I’d see Nazism again” and “haven’t people learned from the Holocaust?” And while I can understand how shocking it must be if you were truly unaware of this, but please just know that Jewish people have been keenly aware of antisemitism in the US, and many of us will tell you it never went away. So if you’re reacting to this with shock, then I ask two things of you:

A.) Please follow Jewish bloggers. Many of us routinely post about antisemitism, and you’re more likely to see it if you follow us. I can provide recommendations if anyone wants them.

B.) Please be aware that we don’t see antisemitism solely from Nazis; there’s a lot of antisemitism on the left as well that is arguably much more difficult to address. Please make an effort to learn about it and combat it even within your own circles.

anonymous asked:

i realllly want to be tattooed and i have for years, but i have pretty bad anxiety. im afraid of pain, but im also afraid of permanence and choosing the wrong placement or choosing the wrong thing. did you ever worry about that, and do you have any advice? love you

in my life i’ve had two tattoos that lead to an anxiety attack, and I can tell you they were awful experiences that I wouldn’t want to relive for any reason. After the dust settles, I can say that i always recover, but I also never know when they’re going to happen, and like I said, I would do anything in the world to make sure i never relive the experence. I’ve also been in high levels of pain, where I mentally shame myself into never getting tattooed again. A few years ago I was hospitalised, and the entire time I kept repeating to myself, “I never want to feel this again, I never want to feel this again, I never want to feel this again,” meaning, I never want to subject myself to voluntary pain. 
then two years later I got my scarification.
So I don’t know. 
You risk SO much knowing that you are subject to panic attacks and anxiety, and I don’t have any good advice other than, you roll the dice and put yourself at so much risk. 
I have dozens of tattoos and body mods that never triggered anything, but it’s the two that did, and the pain I couldn’t withstand that keep me afraid of something else happening again, but I DO keep that fear very dormant in my thoughts, and plan to continue to get tattooed. 

i said, if she really loves someone else, why is she
still writing about you?

it’s an important question
with a kind of answer that makes my heart

marissa had told me a story about her uncle,
who loved someone but then also loved someone else.
he carried the first woman around
like a set of keys to a house he no longer lived in.
at dinner parties, he would pull them out of his pocket
and hold them to the light, tell his nephews
about this person he would never see again.

when i think about airplanes now, i have to remember my life isn’t
just an arrival gate. the last time i was flying somewhere,
i cried through the in-flight movie. my big fear
is that i will never love someone like that again.

which is a shame. which is a waste.
if there was one thing i was good at,
it was leaving my door unlocked.
—  Yena Sharma Purmasir, “two of thirty” (2016) 

It makes me really happy that in Episode 09 of Digimon Adventure Taichi tells Yamato not to let go of his hand so that Yamato doesn’t fall off the cliff, but even when they both start to fall they never let go of each others hands until they hit Yukidarumon/Frigimon. These two ^.^ they make me smile

I want to see these two hold hands again in Tri! With all the Taiyama ship baiting they have given us I cannot believe we have not gotten this yet, it’s like their signature thing.

Today in writing:

  • I finished Chapter 41 of In the Public Eye. I’m now on the last chapter of this fic. Holy shit.
    • I also finally caught up on this fic! No more deficit! And it was one of the big ones I was behind on. Holy shit.
  • Reworked my April writing schedule again. I think I finally found a happy medium. Though it basically gives me two ‘Other’ sections - one of which has a limit on what fic it can be, but still. It works.
  • Posted five things today! That’s a lot. Oh god I never want to edit again, but I have more editing to do tomorrow. Aaaaah.
  • James has more problems in Impact Zone, and for once, Tukson is causing them. Oh boy.
  • We meet Glynda and see the library in Falling Stars as tensions continue to mount.
  • Junior doesn’t like Chinese take-out in Overcrowded Vanities for… somewhat entertaining reasons.
    • Chapter 5 is finished! Now the backlog building can truly begin.
  • Managed a little bit of work on Static on the Radio. Not much though.

Snippet of the day:

Glynda nodded, head bowed slightly. She turned away from James and, as she did, her hair fell away from her shoulder, temporarily revealing the last inch of a scar made up of three claws. It clung close to Glynda’s throat, the very edges barely ghosting her neck.

Art Update: I drew something like 500 basic shapes today - squares, circles, triangles, rectangles, ovals, hexagons, octagons, and a few more. Then, I started on eyes. I’ve got 12 of my initial 50 pairs done. Then, I can move on to noses! Just trying to get a feel for everything.

Words written: 4,421

Still behind: 4,060

Look at that, my deficit is smaller than my words written today. Heck yeah.

i never knew how it physically hurt to have my heart broken until two months ago. you can feel your heart tearing inside of you and being stabbed, but all you can do is sit there in silence and sob in your own sadness.
it blows my mind every second of thinking how one single person can come along and absolutely fuck up your life in a heartbeat.
i guess being left somewhere and forced to walk alone, being told you’re useless, and all these things change your mindset.
its like no matter what you do no ones actually there for you and the person you thought would be there through it and help you heal only stays for awhile but gets tired soon of it and that’s where it all gets hard again.
if only you could fucking rewind a year and just do things differently but unfortunately you can’t.
moving on turns into bitterness because you know no matter what that last person will come along and ruin it.
i hope that one day i’ll be able to mentally and emotionally be myself and not live another miserable day again. and to not live with the fact that i’ve even lost the one i deep down love and so many others whom i cared so much for.

writer’s block isn’t real yadda yadda whatever, but man. managing to write a 30k fic after over a fucking year of feeling like i’d never write anything ever again unless it was some almost-finished thing sitting on my hard-drive collecting dust feels like–idk. i’m still riding the high, i don’t even care if it’s good i’m just happy i managed to write a fic from start to finish again.


Thank you guys for all of your kind words. It really means a lot to me. Its people and comments like this that make me want to keep writing and try and get stuff out for you guys. I want to thank the mods as well for one, joining the blog when you didn’t have to at all and two, for sticking with me through this terrible writer’s block that I’ve been having and for the things that you have said in response to everything.

In response to the two anons, clearly the two of you don’t know what happens to people who come to this blog with the set purpose of being disrespectful but I’ll let it slid this time for your sake. But if you don’t like the things the we put on this blog or if you don’t like that I’m writing on MY BLOG then I will gladly direct you to the unfollow button and you’ll never have to worry about it again. ~Mod Sinpai

(Thank you again @pepper-peen-queen , @xzarlikore , and the two wonderful cupcakes)
Angsty Kallus Thought

Okay so this idea came into my head a few days ago and I cannot stopt hinking about it so imagine this: If/when Kallus is discovered as Fulcrum I wonder if Thrawn would hesitate in killing him because Thrawn realizes theirs a risk of creating a martyr. If people found out someone as loyal as Kallus defected, people might start to wonder what horrible things the Empire is doing to drive someone like him to defect. 

So Thrawn would have two options: find a way to make it seem like the Rebels killed Kallus so word wouldn’t get out that he defected like with Tua, or ensure he can never use his voice again. 

Course this idea could just be the lack of sleep talking. 

Bit of advertising.

As some people might now, as well as losing my beloved pig I also lost my steady pet job (which was my only income)

but I do have some stores where I sell photography shots of things. I’ve never been good at advertising and I have done it a couple times on this blog (though I did say I wouldn’t do it again, life happens)

I have two shops but have the same photographs but different products basically.

so here’s a sample of what I have:

and a sample of what the product (off society6) looks like:

It is -sorta- guinea pig related because you can buy a picture of mocha from it! 
(my dad has the laptop cover of her - which I don’t have a photo of - kinda proves how much they loved her!)

Anyway share it, buy something or just take a gander. 
(due to a computer malfunction I haven’t uploaded anything new in awhile but I’m going to try.)

I’d appreciate it 



Okay but why do our bodies decide that not only are they going to just flush out blood and internal lining for several days straight but we also have to deal with either diarrhea or constipation for that time, too?
I understand the physical part of it, like, the changes and everything that cause it, but it’s just so….frustrating. For the first two or so I’m stuck on the toilet for half my waking hours and it’s hell.

On a side note I weighed myself again and I pooped almost 2lbs out according to the scale.

So that’s a thing you now know about me that you never needed or wanted to know.