Look at this two beautiful precious human beings! How many feelings you gave during these 4 years with your amazing work 💕
How will I go on? I felt obliged to write fanfictions…a lot of!
Source: Toby Schmitz twitter and Instagram
AU/headcanon where Hannibal can recite entire passages of Dante in the
original Italian but is complete shit when it comes to pop culture. He
tries to make up for this deficiency by slipping pop culture references
and slang into his conversations. Some attempts are… more successful
Top 12 Calzona moments (as voted by my followers) ↪ #4. “We are here today to celebrate love and happiness and loyalty, and in my opinion, a little bit of magic. To bring together two exceptional and beautiful human beings.” (7x20: White Wedding)
Talked with mom tonight for a bit. She thought the early January one-year anniversary of my stepfather passing would mark a transition for her, from grief into acceptance or something at least close to healing.
That hasn’t happened, and she’s spent the past few months feeling alone and aching in a way that she did not expect. I’m glad she told me. I’ll try harder. I’ll be more present.
Tonight my father told me that his wife died in his arms. She lived by artificial means for several days afterward, but she was gone when an aneurysm burst and shattered her brain while he held her, and everything that followed was a minute-by-minute demand for him to let go because she was gone.
Mom was holding her husband when he died, too, only after many days and nights over weeks and months of holding him while cancer ate his ability to be here.
I don’t know what to do with these two threads of the same human story. How to weave them together, these two beautiful flawed beings who pulled themselves out of each other’s weaving 35 years ago.
I mean… I can’t.
I wonder if I will ever hold someone while they leave this Earth. If anyone will hold me or hear my last breath. Mark it as the moment when everything became less so.