“ It was sort of the pattern to my life ,I'd never been strong enough to deal with the things outside my control, to attack the enemies or outrun them. To avoid the pain. Always human and weak, the only thing I'd ever been able to do was keep going. Endure. Survive.” - Twilight , Breaking Dawn
“Edward had just called my little nudger a thing. He said Carlisle would get it out.
"No,” I whispered.
I’d gotten it wrong before. He didn’t care about the baby at all. He wanted to hurt him. The beautiful picture in my head shifted abruptly, changed into something dark. My pretty baby crying, my weak arms not enough to protect him…“ - Breaking Dawn, Unexpected