twilight men

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.

Some Foxes and a certain assumption-making bartender at Eden’s Twilight!!

Just….quick little portraits to practice the whole club lighting/color scheme thing. And explore what these special boys might wear.

(earlier stage of these)

My actual art blog
My Check, Please! FanArt
My AFTG & TRC  FanArt

if people were elements,
then we are ice and fire.

your touch is frost upon my burning skin,
my breath melts your frozen heart.
your kiss is cool against my lips,
and my heat warms you all the way down
to the tips of your toes.

and although we could complement each other,
beckon the other away from the end of polarity
to come and meet in the middle,
too much of one

will eliminate the other.

—  and i’d never forgive myself if i caused your destruction, c.j.n.
Stoned love

Stop messing round with that fire,
Living like love is just a gun for hire,
Cos one moment its just messing round,
To your wiki saying she’s your spouse,
Oh but its not just girls,
Cos yeah one moment I was tearing off her blouse,
Now she says she’s living in my house,

Babe I know you said you’d never smoke pot,
Its just; that burned Like your first splif,
Now we just hanging around in the dark, you’re pale as a ghost.
Stop messing round now, cos am too stoned,
You’re know I can’t save you cos in this game am too gone,

She’s only seventeen, and thinks at sixteen am all there is,
But a degenerate kind, baby am definitely not what you need,
She wants to dance with devil, Mr brownstone is just grave,
Oh Y’know the drugs will drown her out, just too young,
Can’t believe this is my life, smoking and fucking in the back,


My small collection of LGBT related books


I’ve been away for a bit so I’ll be doing ships!


- To request a ship, YOU MUST BE FOLLOWING ME!

- You MUST request an imagine or preference

- Request only one fandom

- Have to be off anon or request on anon and then tell me which one was yours OFF anonymous!

- Please tell me whether you want to be shipped with a boy or a girl!

- Tell me about yourself: e.g. your hobbies, likes and dislikes, how you look, ect

Fandoms I’m accepting ships and requests from

- The Avengers

- Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.

- X-Men

- Daredevil

- Arrow

- The Flash

- Teen Wolf

- Harry Potter/Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them

- Criminal Minds

- Supernatural

- Twilight

- Star Wars

- Stranger Things

- Brooklyn Nine Nine

- Introducing – RIVERDALE!

Fandoms I write for


  • Wade Wilson - Deadpool
  • Tony Stark - Iron Man
  • Steve Rogers - Captain America
  • Bucky Barnes - Winter Soldier
  • Pietro Maximoff - Quicksilver
  • Wanda Maximoff - Scarlet Witch
  • Natasha Romanoff - Black Widow
  • Bruce Banner - The Hulk
  • Clint Barton - Hawkeye
  • Thor
  • Loki
  • Phil Coulson - Shield Agent
  • Vision
  • Sam Wilson - Falcon
  • Peter Parker - Spiderman
  • James “Logan” Howlett - Wolverine
  • Charles Xavier - Professor X
  • Scott Summers - Cyclops
  • Alex Summers - Havok
  • Hank McCoy - Beast
  • Kurt Wagner - Nightcrawler
  • Jean Grey - Marvel Girl
  • Ororo Munroe - Storm
  • Kitty Pryde - Shadowcat
  • Raven Darkhome - Mystique
  • Warren Worthington ll - Angel
  • Erik Lehnsherr - Magneto
  • Peter Maximoff - Quicksilver (X-Men)

Teen Wolf

  • Scott McCall
  • Stiles Stilinski
  • Derek Hale
  • Peter Hale
  • Lydia Martin
  • Allison Argent
  • Malia Tate
  • Cora Hale
  • Isaac Lahey
  • Theo Raeken
  • Aiden
  • Liam Dunbar
  • Jackson Whittemore
  • Chris Argent
  • Brett Talbot
  • Deucalion

Power Rangers

  • Billy Cranston
  • Trini Kwan
  • Kimberly Hart
  • Jason Scott
  • Zack Taylor


  • Diana Prince - Wonder Woman
  • Bruce Wayne - Batman
  • Harleen Quinzel - Harley Quinn
  • Joker
  • Selina Kyle - Catwoman
  • Floyd Lawton - Deadshoot
  • George ‘Digger’ Hawkness - Captain Boomerang
  • Tatsu Yamashiro - Katana
  • Chato Santana - El Diablo

Harry Potter

  • Luna Lovegood
  • Hermione Granger
  • Nymphadora Tonks
  • Harry Potter
  • Ron Weasley
  • Fred Weasley
  • George Weasley
  • Draco Malfoy
  • Neville Longbottom
  • Seamus Finnigan
  • Cedric Diggory
  • Blaise Zabini
  • Remus Lupin (Young & Older)
  • Sirius Black (Young & Older)
  • Severus Snape (Young & Older)
  • James Potter


  • Jacob Black
  • Paul Lahote
  • Embry Call
  • Jared Cameron
  • Quil Ateara
  • Leah Clearwater
  • Seth Clearwater
  • Rosalie Hale
  • Alice Cullen
  • Jasper Hale
  • Emmett Cullen
  • Edward Cullen
  • Carlisle Cullen

Fast and Furious

  • Dom Toretto
  • Brian O'Connor
  • Letty Ortiz
  • Mia Toretto
  • Tej Parker
  • Roman Pearce
  • Gisele Yashar
  • Han Lue
  • Leon
  • Vince
  • Jesse

The Hunger Games

  • Finnick Odair
  • Gale Hawthorne
  • Peeta Mellark
  • Johanna Mason
  • Haymitch Abernathy
  • Cinna
  • Cato

Greys Anatomy

  • Derek Shepard
  • Mark Sloan
  • Callie Torres
  • Arizona Robins
  • Jackson Avery
  • Alex Karev
  • George O'Malley
  • Own Hunt
  • Lexie Grey

Original Magcon

  • Shawn Mendes
  • Aaron Carpenter
  • Taylor Caniff
  • Jack Gilinski
  • Jack Johnson
  • Matt Espinosa
  • Cameron Dallas
  • Hayes Grier
  • Nash Grier

Omaha Squad

  • Nate Maloley
  • John 'Swazz’ Swift
  • Sam Wilkinson
  • Jack Gilinski
  • Jack Johnson


  • Shane Dawson
  • Joe Sugg
  • Alfie Deyes
  • Zoe Sugg
  • Dylan O'Brien
  • Tyler Hoechlin
  • Sam Claflin
  • TheGabbieShow
  • Kian Lawley
  • JC Caylen
  • Ethan Dolan
  • Grayson Dolan


  • 5 Seconds of Summer
  • Justin Bieber
  • Derek Luh
  • One Direction
  • Demi Lovato
  • Becky G
  • Pierce the Veil
  • Sleeping with Sirens
  • Melanie Martinez
  • Ed Sheeran
  • Machine Gun Kelly
  • Little Mix

This is an Andreil Twilight AU for @alecolightwood (I went a bit overboard with it and the whole thing is over 6k words long so I put most of it under the cut)

  • Andrew has been a Vampire for a very long time
  • He was turned in 1918 at the age of 20 by his foster brother Drake
  • Drake tried forcing Andrew to stay with him afterwards
  • He kept Andrew locked away in a the basement for almost a decade and when Andrew finally escaped ( thanks to his ability to read other people’s  minds) he was just feeling empty
  • He tries everything to make himself feel something (even if it´s pain it´s better than not feeling anything at all)
  • He gets into fights with other vampires
  • A lot of  fights
  • He kills vampires, humans and animals
  • But he still feels nothing
  • So eventually he tries to kill himself because everything is better than this
  • Andrew is furious when he discovers that it doesn´t work
  • And for the next years Andrew just exists
  • He´s  not quite dead but not really living either
  • One day when he´s hunting he meets a group of vampires
  • He would´ve just ignored them or maybe picked a fight with the tall one (
  • He´s the only one who seems to be a worthy opponent)
  • But then someone catches his attention
  • Walking behind the tall one is someone who looks just like himself
  • This is why, when the girl holding hands with the tall one starts talking to him, he doesn´t immediately tries to kill them
  • Instead he stays and listens
  • Surprisingly she doesn´t send him away and just asks him to not kill any humans in this area because they don´t want to draw attention to themselves
  • Andrew is like “You live here????” ( because vampires normally  don´t stay in a certain area longer than a few months) and the girl introduces herself as Dan and asks if he wants to come with them and have a look at their home
  • Andrew is about to say no when he catches the eye of his Doppelganger and realizes that he wants an explanation for this and so he follows the group of vampires who call themselves “Foxes” home

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