twiinklelittlestar

DREAMS. @.@

okay. i’m about to sleep. and i’m scared, again. kasi last night my dream was so not good. rawr. i hate to talk about what happened in my dream. i hate the people involved. i hate everything about it. :| then i was sleep talking. how did i know? there was a part in my dream where i was screaming and i woke myself up because i was screaming in real life. and i remember i shouted the words “that’s so lame” to someone. LOL. english talaga? oo, english yun. i remember. okay nvm. i don’t want to remember everything. it makes me sad. it makes me angry too. :((

i have sleep talked a few times, like last week when i slept at my mom’s bedroom kasi may visitors kame and then accordingly she heard me uttering the words “hindi ako yun” for two times. rawr.

once i had a dream too where i went to the kitchen and got a drink and walked to my kuya’s bedroom and said stuff to him then i fell asleep on the floor. LOL. weird dreams happen. i’ve cried in dreams too and woke up crying. 

oh and i remember, there was also a time where i was screaming in my dream because there were rats under my bed. and nagising ako sa takot. 

lol man ‘to. ang weird ko pala. :| okay then, goodluck to me.

goodnight world. :|

Title is optional.

Okay. This post is, again, not food-related. Sorry. Ajeje. I’ll make it up by posting food photos later. :’)

Well, the usual thing happened today. NCM is.. um.. a million times more boring. I don’t know how that happened but it gets worse and worse every Saturday. And we had a test. You won’t believe what kind of tests she gives us. I won’t make kwento to you. It’s like a horror movie. Haha. Yes. It’s true. Not kidding. Then..

My guitar (Yes, the small one) had many of its firsts kanina. Like, how do I put this.. it was strummed the correct (?) way. Ay? May wrong way? K. Going back. First time din nasira ang string. Ajeje. Peace, NOTNOT. I know it was not your intention to do that kasi alam ko may isa jan OA magstrum. Kung makapagstrum parang Rockstar. And the thinnest lang man nasira, so okay lang. P5.00 lang daw yun, mangaway pa ako? LOL. Hala. I’m blaming. Bad. It was also insulted kanina by the FROG (As what the FPG calls him). If I know, di lang siya marunong magadjust ng maliit na Guitar. Dejoke. Hahaha. Expert daw yun. Let him be then. I don’t need his opinion. Well, who does? Haha. Joke ba.

Um.. Then we went to town. “FPG is coming to town..” You sing! Haha. Thank you. LOL. As usual kame parin magkasama. With Not yan, ah. Di yan siya mawala. Special member. Haha. And Star ang guitar kanina. Ngee. Mayabang. Peste. Hahaha. Pinagkakaguluhan si Shen. Dejoke. LOL. Siya may hawak ng guitar. Nahihiya ako maghawak.Then, Nagvideoke kame sa Southway. First time rin pala namin narinig boses ni Not habang kumakanta. COOL man yun. Haha. IDK why di siya maggaya samin. Kahit yabag na, kumakanta parin. Okay lang nga boses niya. After nun, I said goodbye na. Ay. Ako KJ today. Kumain pala sila sa McDo. Di ako sumama. Di na complete ang attendance ko. :’D

Lastly, Nasira yung extra kong string. Naa. Kasalanan ko. Pinaglaruan ko pa kasi. Tanga-tanga. Haha. Bili pa ako bukas. Makatamad. @@ And Iba yung string ng usual Guitar sa maliit. Ba’t yun? Maikli man yung akin and may color. Naa.  Sino minamalas? Eh, di ako. Hokey.

DazzOll. :’) Thank you. ♥

so how was my day?

para may i-post lang din ako. haha. 

slept late last night, nagstudy ako. XD woke up early. went to school early. makapagod na kasi maging late eh. hahaha. we took the unit exam. my score was okay. sige na lang. :) then we (FPG) waited for our Rizal teacher to come. :( as in. kasi naa, how fun it is always during Rizal time. millions ang tawa namin sa loob ng 1 and a half hour. haha. tapos hindi pa yan kami makaget over agad. so another million laughs na naman. XD

moving on, walang Rizal so very early dismissal. bored na talaga kame. pagod and sleepy din. tapos Sheni, Ran, Cring went home already. Shen and I stayed. hinintay komatapos ang RLE ng TSB then si Shen may ibang lakad at 3pm. tapos we talked and talked, nilibre ako ni Shen ng chocolate cake. hahaha thanks again, shi. :)

tapos shen left me already. i was so alone. walang kasama, wala pang load. :( 3pm na pero di pa rin tapos ang rle ng tsb. glad that i saw Maricar with her friend. then Maricar said na magsama na lang muna kami kasi hinihintay din nila yung friend nila (hi shara). tapos i got to know maricar’s friend. we talked. what a small world, she knows my brother from Pilar. tapos ewan. like pinakilala ng friend nila from Pilar ang kuya ko sa kanya through text. (what?) haha. tapos even marics knows my kuya too dahil din dun sa isang friend nila. they said a lot of things. zzzz move on. no biggie. 

finally, nagpakita na ang tsb with aline. yihee. tumambay sandali sa grass. then may ginawa kaming mission ni aline. and then may nangyari. i was so kinilig for a moment. grabe. kinilig nga ako. HAHA. at napasigaw pa ako. LOL. sabi ni aline nagulat daw yung girl sa tabi ko. HAHAHA. sorry girl. :| too bad i can’t say what happened. kasi ano, hindi talaga pwede. :(( :))))

we left school and went to town tapos we went to M Collections. XD okay. amazing. kapagod. they went home tapos i went to Fort Pilar. super duper na ang prayers ko for my beloved brother who will be taking the board exam this coming sat and sun. so ayun, i went home with my kuya arvin and mama. tas si kuya, pinakialaman ang lovelife ko. litsi. litsi. hahaha. okay katamad. 

hello. :)

productive day :)

just got home from school. :’) you know, busy na. huhu. we did a lot of things that are needed for the campaign. weew. pero at first busy ako doing my excuse letter slash letter of apology for my adviser. hahay. i was still bitter. i know hindi ako dapat gumawa ng ganun. k bye. glad that jv was there. naghelp siya sa akin. k bye. thanks jv. :P at the same time, i asked him and some of his friends to join PAMANS para naman hindi kami loser next year. pumayag naman din sila, so yehey! thanks again.

during lunch time, nagsama kami ni bess happy. HAHA. sinamahan ko siya kung saan-saan. korny niya lang. pumunta ng school para mag-attendance sa CLA, tapos walang dalang ballpen. tawa kami ng tawa. :DDD

tapos i was cutting the leaflets while kyle was busy doing the lay-outs for our tarps and I.D. kahit busy, masaya naman. kasi napapaligiran kami ng mga natural born comedians. tawa all the way. then i encoded all of our credentials then biglang weew umupo si crush sa tabi ko. HAHA. he asked what i was doing kasi i looked so busy daw. tapos tinulungan niya pa ako sa pag encode.. kasi minsan naiinis ako sa MS word. okay na. i’m ^___^. move on. 

then busy na naman. tapos naglibre sila ng snacks, pero hindi ako nakakain. tapos i got hungry. i asked pernee to go with me buy snacks. tapos nilibre ako ni pernee. :’)) thanks bs. tapos si kuya i-forgot-the-name nagpalibre sa akin ng shawarma. malas niya lang, kuripot ako at walang pera. :DD ok bye.

basta, my day was productive. tired yet happy. :))

Russell <3 the wilderness must be explored!

Russell: Good afternoon. Are you in need of any assistance today, sir? 
Carl Fredricksen: No. 
Russell: I could help you cross the street. 
Carl Fredricksen: No. 
Russell: I could help you cross your yard? 
Carl Fredricksen: No. 
Russell: I could help you cross… 
Carl Fredricksen: No! 
[closes the door on Russell’s foot] 
Russell: Ow

this has always been my favorite movie. :))

oh kuya! :)

thank God i have you. chos! yak. haha. 

eh kasi, napagod ako kanina. we finished the tally sheets. gumawa ako ng lines sa manila paper, tapos i had to kneel down in order to draw the lines. over kasi ang tuhod ko, lumuhod lang ako for 15 minutes, sobra na ang sakit. pain scale of 9/10. wahahaha o.a. pero totoo, masakit. :|

i went home and i rested. since maraming requirements for tomorrow nagjoke ako sa kuya ko na siya na lang ang gumawa ng NCPs ko. wahahaha. then he said YES. what the! i was so happy. HAHAHAHA. at first akala ko joke lang, tapos totoo pala. good that he encountered a patient with the same diagnosis before. tapos meron na rin siyang NCP nun pero i need three. he made the rest.

and now he’s done. HAHAHAHA. isusulat ko na lang yun sa long bondpaper. HTP and case pres na lang ang kulang ko, at least diba? :)

kahit na tinetenta niya akong emo, broken, at sawi dahil sa status ko sa facebook at dahil LSS ako sa first cut is the deepest. HAHAHAHA. at kahit na sinasabihan niya akong “okay lang se tin, numa man dibdib” (sabay tawa). thankful pa rin ako. HAHAHHA. echoserong kapatid.

thumbs up brother. you love me. :)) 

T____________T

i miss my sister. and i’m crying right now. kasi there are a lot of things that i wanna share to her but i just can’t. ewan ko. i need her hug. i really miss her. kasi dati, a hug from her makes everything alright whenever i’m sad or down.

kahit may gusto sana akong i-share, hindi na lang. i don’t want her to worry. we are chatting right now. she’s in the mood. she’s happy talking about the chocolates she bought. lahat ng mga pinabili ko. HAHA. naiiyak ako kasi ako pa rin ang iniisip niya. she asked if yun na ba raw lahat ng gusto ko or if meron pa. diba dapat maging masaya ako? haha. tears of joy ito. HAHA. i know her sacrifices kasi.  sabi niya she doesn’t want me to work in abroad kasi it’s not that easy daw. baka hindi ko raw kakayanin. 

okay. i’m emo. at saan2x na ako pumupunta. basta, i miss her. pero she’s coming home soon! very sooooooon. :)

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that was kanina. shet. sumakit ulo ko, namin.. dahil sa pinasolve samin. HAHA. hindi ko alam kung ano ang tawag diyan. pati tuloy sina Vane, Tin, and Pernee naaddict. hindi na yan sila makatulog later. HAHA. pati na rin ako. haha. i’m still practicing it right now. ayaw paawat. >.<

but before that, we played jolly whoop, open/close and etc. i spent the whole afternoon playing with the CSB people. nakakarelieve rin ng stress. :) i enjoyed din  sa mga brain teasers ni kuya jawe and sa mga mash-ups ni kuya jude. idol ko ang mga mash-ups niya. mga millions ang tawa namin. eessshhh. >.<

and i tried the newest shawarma with cheese with bs pernee. nabusog din sa chikas. wala lang. fun. fun. fun. XD

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advance happy 49th birthday mama.

yes, she’s turning 49 tomorrow. she’s old.  pero for me, hindi obvious. haha. we celebrated her birthday kanina. ‘twas fun. some of my aunts, uncles and cousins were here. tapos we prepared a little food lang. yung importante nagsama kame. and that made my mama’s day. :)

we watched movie together. tapos nagkaraoke. and karaoke and karaoke. til now, maingay pa rin dito. HAHAHA. pero kanina i slept because i had dysmenorrhea. then they woke me up to eat ice cream. tapos i ate a lot. inubos ko pa ang natira. tapos nabasa ko ang gm ni ate mina. and then nalungkot ako, kasi di ako pumunta sa team building ng RCY. this was the reason why di ako nakapunta. pati hindi pa kasi ako member. magulo. although sad ako, hindi naman ako nagsisi. kasi dapat family first. and yes, family first.

ok bye. i have to end this. :) tinatamad na ako. oops. kagigising ko lang niyan sa 2nd pic. sorry. i hate my face.

good evening.