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Fuck the pain away.
I mean fuck it, drink it, shoot it, smoke it, snort it, cut it, binge it, purge it all the fuck away.
Get high.
Relapse.
It’s what we do.
—  Nic Sheff, We All Fall Down: Living With Addiction
Mom;

I’m honestly so fucking sorry. You did everything right and you guided me in the right path. I just fucked up. It was all me. Not you. You never did a thing wrong. I just became so overwhelmed with my feelings I just had to smoke them away. I know you never wanted your girl to be a drug addict. I never wanted to be one. But that’s where I’m at right now. And I’m so fucking sorry. I’m trying so hard to make you proud of me again. I love you so much.

Sincerely,
Your addict daughter.