twd 4x07

yes it is another governor centric episode

yes it is important

yes it will contribute to the mid season finale next week

no daryl won’t be in this episode, maybe at the end if there’s a cliffhanger with the prison but overall no

no this show isn’t about caryl 

so please. for the love of god. if you don’t like it. don’t. watch. the episode. 

I was actually rooting for The Governor last week. Well, not rooting per say, but I was willing to accept the way his story was going and I was enjoying seeing the side of him that was perhaps around before Woodbury and before the apocalypse, especially now he has a little “Penny replacement” but after that Martinez move he can go fuck himself

Well, that's it.

The Walking Dead is over, The Talking Dead is over, and so is my heart which followed Martinez into that pit. 

Thank you to the insane amount of people that either replied to my post but mainly messaged me as soon as Martinez was killed off. It’s nice to know you thought about me in his final moments haha. I didn’t realise that many people associated him with me… but then again I haven’t entirely shut up about him since like… February so… It’s understandable, and I’m appreciative that you sent me all your condolences. I fucking love you guys hahaha.

I’m gonna try and go to sleep now and cry into my pillow waiting for Martinez to return. I’m gonna be waiting a long while…….*furiously tries to keep it together* *fails miserably*

It’s a bittersweet evening. I’m happy Martinez is getting a lot of recognition but at the same time I’m absolutely DISTRAUGHT that it’s because he was killed off. I’m still crying.

I knew it would happened. I prepared myself back in March, he survived, so I knew his time to go was this season so in a way it’s not an entire shock but it still hurts so fucking bad. So. Bad.