tw: mention of assault

Why I Refuse To Support PETA

As most of you know, PETA (People for Ethical Treatment of Animals) produces lots of sexist, racist, fatphobic, and even ableist ads. Their ideologies match, unfortunately. They are incredibly unreasonable, too, and they effectively want to remove companion animals from human contact entirely.

Members of PETA have done the following to me.

  • Attempted to take my service dog’s leash
  • Threatened to take him away
  • Sent me death threats
  • Threatened to euthanize him out of “mercy”
  • Claimed that I am a “slavedriver” and “active participant in the speciesist h*l*caust” (Ah yes, please tell the romani-german-native girl that she’s basically a Nazi. Good idea.)
  • Left threatening voicemails on my phone.
  • Scared me so badly that I had to move house at one point
  • Grabbed my service dog
  • Tried to pry my hand off of my service dog’s harness
  • Threw paint on a faux fur-lined coat I was wearing (the paint got matted in my hair to the point where I had to shave my head)
  • Speaks openly on their hatred for service dog handlers.

[tw: rape/sexual assault mention]

@ everyone, watch Sweet/Vicious!

what’s it about? it’s a show about a rape victim going all vigilante and fighting rapists. there is absolutely no victim blaming and the show never tries to make you sympathise with the rapists or humanize them. a fair warning: there is a lot of heavy content, so it might not be for you if you’re triggered by sexual assault or violence. there is a lot of comic relief though, like… the picture below? it’s jules and ophelia breaking into a musical with a dead body in their trunk (yeah you read that right)

so…. if you want to watch two girls beat up rapists in between developing friendships/relationships and dealing with their problems it’s definitely a show for you listen look at them they’re all so good

check out [this post] if you’re still not sure if you wanna watch it & watch the trailer:

Fear Potion

TW: Mentions of sexual assault, attempted sexual assault.

Dear diary,

It’s been six months to the day since I was raped.

I still haven’t gone back to school, I’m doing it all from home. It’s easier so I don’t have to face him. I sometimes miss my friends, but at least there’s Facebook. Not many of them talk to me anymore. There’s a few that do but half of those treat me like I’m… different. I haven’t changed.

That’s a lie. A lot has changed. But I’m still Alex.

And I’ve finally picked up going to the survivor support group.

The leader’s name is Krissa. She’s nice. I told them my story. For once I felt no judgment. Even my mom seems critical of my every move.

I’ll keep going back.

I don’t know if I can survive this still.

I survived today though. That counts for something, at least.

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Lionhearted - Part 2 (nessian fic)

Summary: The day of the wedding, Nesta tries to deal with what she saw Cassian doing at the pub the night before. She also has a special gift for Feyre on her wedding day.

Notes: ok I have a list of people to tag: @arielle-reads @bookswillruletheworld @illyrianwings-nightcourt @christina-dh @illyriancrown @sussurrosliterarios (it won’t let me tag you aghhhh!!!)

This was going to be two parts, but now will be at least 3!

Part one : Part three : AO3 for comments : rated M : TW for attempted sexual assault mention


The next morning, Nesta’s alarm went off at a highly inconvenient hour, considering the amount of alcohol she had consumed. There was the hotel bar, and then the restaurant, and then the pub… She moaned into her pillow, the throbbing in her head deep and familiar from her college days. It was nothing she couldn’t work off if she could find a bottle of water and some ibuprofen, but… her nostrils flared, thinking back on what she and Cassian had said and done. Putting that conversation behind her would be a different kind of challenge.

There was no way she could face him today, but she would do it, she had to, for Feyre’s sake. She would be in the same room with him, if not interacting directly, and she would just have to deal with his rejection. Or at least, what she assumed was his rejection, given the woman from the night before. Bile rose up in her throat at the thought of her hands on Cassian in that hallway, and she quickly swallowed it down.

She’d had no reason to believe any differently of him, to have had expectations that he might not be the type of guy to do that. But it still hurt to confirm her initial suspicions.

Heaving herself out of bed, Nesta showered, threw on clothing and grabbed her bridesmaid dress and make-up bag. She needed to get to Feyre’s hotel soon, to help her prepare for her wedding. Maybe later, when it was all done and she could leave, she would come back here and try to work out how she felt about Cassian. For now, though, he was just one more person who could threaten her calm exterior, and so needed to be avoided.

When she arrived at Feyre’s hotel room, it was a din; Mor and Elain were circling Feyre, fussing after her hair, her make-up, her dress, calling out orders to some of the other women in the room. Amren sat back, an amused grin on her face, and… was that a glass of red wine in her hand, at this hour? Nesta blinked. Well, she supposed, it was a celebration, and certainly many of the usual social conventions could be suspended for that. However, she suspected that Amren was not one to be concerned about that type of thing no matter the situation, and her estimation of her sister’s friend went up on principle.

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Drugs and Broken Hearts - Markiplier - Part One

wc: 1,242

prompt: from @midnight-music13 - “an imagine where fans can see how mark has been different ever since his breakup with y/n a couple months ago; and people can definitely tell a difference in y/n, the now party girl, alcoholic and drug addict. one day the reader shows up at mark’s house, they rekindle and he helps you heal.”

this will be a multiple part story! i’m thinking at least three, then an epilogue. the first will be mark’s part of the story, the second will be the reader’s, then one of them together.

tw: drug mention, alcohol use, swearing, mentions of sexual assault, relapsing in alcoholic behaviors

requests are open!

One month, then two. Three followed slowly after, seeming to drag along as Mark forced himself into a routine that would make his life seem more than the lackluster cycle that he had spiraled into. He tried so desperately to bury himself into his work so that he could think of absolutely anything else than the root of this sadness.

However, nothing seemed to work. He just couldn’t shake the fact that she was gone, and it was all his goddamn fault. The thought of what he had done made him want to claim he was having a mental breakdown and take time off to just reflect. It was pathetic and scary how dependent he had become on her, but he was just hopelessly in love with her.

No amount of consolation from his friends did any good, and no one was able to really have a conversation with him. He would wake up, film four or five videos, send them to Ethan and then spend the remaining parts of his day doing absolutely anything other than giving himself time to just think. The thought did come across one time, that maybe it would be good for him just to take a deep breath and call her to try to apologize, but he knew she was just as far gone as he was.


The girl that Mark dated was merely a shell of who she formerly was. She looked the same but the person within had completely changed after they broke up. Something seemed to have snapped within her after breaking up with Mark, something that made her turn to alcohol and drugs when she must’ve felt like she had no one. It made him feel like shit, he felt personally responsible for practically ruining someone who he had always deemed as being perfect.

It was rather obvious to the people around them that neither of them were dealing with separating healthily, as Mark was practically working himself to death as he upped his daily video count to three and began editing them alongside Ethan. If he wasn’t working on his job, he was exercising to the brink of exhaustion and living off of four to five hours of sleep per night. Meanwhile, his ex-girlfriend was on the brink of alcoholism.

Mark and Y/N had both become dependent on the other to keep them sane. Without Y/N, Mark overworked himself and doubted himself to the point of breaking down and without Mark, Y/N converted all of her own insecurities and anger into an excuse to drink.

Y/N’s drinking problem had been something that she was always trying her best to work on, it had ran in her family to drink away the mental and physical pain that seemed to plague them. She had been getting so good with Mark’s help, even signing up for a rehab program when it all suddenly crumbled beneath them.

She wasn’t used to being in this situation. There was seldom a time where Y/N spent even a day without seeing Mark, but now it had been a week and other than meals, she hadn’t spoken to or seen him in person. It had been a hard week as it was, her boss had been piling work on her and she wasn’t able to get much sleep in. Y/N hadn’t felt stress like this in a while, and without Mark she was beginning to consider going back to a deadly habit.

It was eleven now, three hours since Mark was supposed to be in bed with her. She stared at the empty bed, shrugging on a jacket and walking out of the house after kissing Chica goodbye. There was a part of her that was warning her what would happen if she kept walking, but she didn’t listen to the intelligent part of her conscience. Y/N blocked it out, taking a deep breath as she came across the liquor store that she used to consider as a second home.

A can of beer wouldn’t do her much harm, right? What’s a little relapse, and what Mark didn’t know wouldn’t hurt him.

One can might not have hurt, maybe not even three. Six did, though, and everything that followed just opened up a wound that was supposed to be sealed up long ago.

Mark had nightmares about Y/N drinking herself into death, him getting the call that she’s died. He knew that she turned to this old lifestyle because he didn’t have the time for her, which made him chuckle darkly at the irony. After breaking up with his girlfriend and watching her crumble because he was never there, he just buried himself further into the reason why he had to leave her.

He wish he wouldn’t have overreacted and yelled as much as he did when she came home drunk, but he was just so angry. Even now, he wasn’t sure if he was just furious with himself for causing this or her for not confronting him about it. There would be a cold day in hell before Mark blamed Y/N for anything, so he just placed it all on himself.

Everyday just seemed to pull Mark even further under this sinking feeling of utter depression and worthlessness. All he wanted to do was tell her that he was sorry, and fix everything, but he knew that he alone couldn’t just mend Y/N’s broken self. They both needed help that he wanted to provide but he wasn’t trained to deal with alcoholism or depression. In response to this revelation, he went to Ethan and his close friend Tyler absolutely pleading for help.

“E-Ethan?” his voice cracked, deep tone laced with pain that broke his friends’ hearts, “Tyler?”

The two of them were shocked, they hadn't heard Mark speak to them without being forced to or when they got food together. Even then, conversations with Mark had been like speaking to a brick wall as he would just talk at them, but not with them.

“Are you okay, Mark?” Tyler already knew the answer to this question, the deep bags under his eyes and sickly pale skin would have told him enough even if he didn’t have prior knowledge. He pulled out a chair at the dining table they were by, nudging Mark to sit down before taking the seat next to him.

“I need help,” his eyes were brimming with tears, “I can’t sleep and I feel like I’m working myself to death. I want to get Y/N help, she’s going to get hurt if she keeps drinking the way that she’s been and I keep telling myself it’s my fault. I know I can’t help her myself, but I need to at least see her again and try to help.”

Ethan was rubbing Mark’s back gently, consoling him nonverbally while Tyler spoke, “we’ll knock your video count back down to two, it’ll give you a couple days to rest since we have some backed up and ready to upload. Ethan and I will contact Y/N, and have you two start talking again. I know it’ll be hard, but you’re doing a really good thing here not dealing with this by yourself.”

“Thank you,” Mark wiped his eyes before collapsing in exhaustion. His two friends moved him up to his bedroom, letting him get much needed rest before going forth to contact Y/N.

The Masterlist

Teleport Yourself Somewhere Smutty ;)

What do I write?

Rafael Barba (My sweet Cuban Prince of Sexiness) Imagines

Barba Going Down on You

Calling Barba “Papi” (nonsexually)

Barba Finds Out You’re Pregnant After a One Night Stand

Barba in a Fist Fight for You

Fight W/ Barba, Followed by Angry Sex

First Anniversary (Fluff/Angst)

Jealous Barba (ft. Nick Amaro)

Jealous Barba (in a tux)

Riding Barba

Barba and You in a FWB Relationship (That becomes more)

Sexually Frustrated Barba (Angry Sex)

First Big Fight With Barba as New Parents

Cuddling Barba on The Couch

Getting Caught Making Out with Barba

A Lawyer is a Shark (Masterlist)

Barba (Premature Ejaculation)

Hearing Barba’s Voice for the First Time (After Being Deaf Your Whole Life)

Trying to Break up With Barba for Misguided Reasons (Make-up Sex)

She Calls Me Daddy Too

Barba Fingering You (With Dirty Talk and Spanking)

Barba Comforting His Hungover S/O

Good Morning Oral From Barba

Barba on Meds (Sex)

Raf Getting Threatened and You Getting Scared

Your Dad Hating Rafael

Being Taller Than Rafael

Barba Comforting You as You Cry

Barba’s Daughter Crushing on Nick

Barba and His Daughter Swimming

Barba Fingering You in an Elevator

Getting Set Up With Barba

Barba’s Daughter (Open House)

Rafael Helping You Set Up Your Classroom

A Quickie With Barba

Barba Has a Secret

Barba’s Daughter Throwing a Tantrum

Rafael Taking Care of You When You Get Hurt

Barba Soothing His Daughter

Rafael Caring For You When You’re Sick

Being Jealous of Rita

Rafael Telling You That He Was Abused (Trigger Warning)

Rafael Reacting to His Daughter Dating

Rafael Going to His Daughter’s Career Day

Rafael Caring For His Pregnant Wife

Rafael Falling For a Law Student

Losing Your Virginity to Rafael

Being Barba’s Neighbor

Rafael teaching his daughter to walk

Barba showing you some PDA

Barba and Reader Spanking gone wrong (Comfort)

Drunk talk with Rafael

Getting Caught Masturbating by Rafi

Fighting with Rafael on Vacation

Barba meeting your son

Dating Rafael as a Law Student

Rafael dropping off his daughter on the first day

Angry sex with Rafael

Rafael Comforting You After Being Assaulted (TW: Mentions of Assault)

Not Telling Barba You’re in The Hospital

Rafael’s Wife Going Into Labor While He’s in Court

Dominating Barba

Rafael being mistaken for your dad

Rafael Comforting Lucy

Being Rafael’s Lesbian Daughter

Insecure Barba

Barba bringing newborn home from hospital

Lucy saying Raf’s s/o looks beautiful

Comforting Rafael after the death of his Abuela

Rafael comforting his teenage daughter

Making a blanket fort with Lucy and Raf

Teasing Barba with your ass

Raf’s daughter being a daddy’s girl

Raf taking Lucy and you to Disneyworld

Having a second baby with Rafael

Rafael comforting you after you squirted (NSFW)

Rafael going on his first date since his wife passed

Nevada Ramirez (My Trashy DR King) Imagines

Knife Play w/ Nevada

Falling for Nevada (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3)

Nevada as Your Sugar Daddy

Nevada Dating a Drug Lord’s Daughter (aka Negotiable Factors) Masterlist

Nevada and a Blind Woman (I Have No Clue What I’d Call This)

Nevada (Sexual Humiliation)

Dominating Nevada

Nevada Coming Early (And Fucking a Nun)

Jealous Nevada

Nevada Drabble

Classroom Sex With Nevada

Nevada’s Son Being a Troublemaker

Protective Nevada

Making a Sex Tape With Nevada

Arguing over baby names with Nevada

Cuba v. DR Masterlist Season 1

Cuba v. DR Masterlist Season 2

Cuba v. DR Masterlist Season 3

Fredrick Chilton (Sweet Baby Fredrick or Sexy Dr. Chilton) Imagines

Chilton’s Daughter Crushing on Will  (Part 2)

First Date With Chilton (Being His Patient)

Chilton Being Loud in Bed

Freddie and His Baby Girl

Jealous Chilton

Freddie Comforting After Long Day

Teasing Frederick

Teasing Frederick (Part 2)

Cab driver & Chilton

Chilton making the reader cry 

Chilton making the reader cry (part 2)

Character Headcanons

Barba when S/O is in early labor

Sonny dating a coworker

Dodds dating a coworker

Jealous Doddsy

Barba as a Father

Sonny Being Worried When You’re Undercover

Being in Love with Rafael Barba

Barba Taking You to the Dentist

Being in Love with Mike Dodds

Barba Caring for His Sick S/O

More Daddy Barba

Daddy Doddsy

Bring Your Daughter to Work (Barba)

Mike Celebrating Father’s Day

Barba Having a Troubled Son

Nevada as a Dad (Nevadad)

Sonny’s Daughter Trying to Set Him Up 

Bring Your Daughter to Work (Sonny)

Mike Holding His Baby 1st Time

Step-Parent Sonny

Rafael’s Daughter Bringing Crime Scene Photos to School

Rafael’s Daughter Dating Nick

Telling Sonny You’re Pregnant

You and Barba in Summer Heat

Barba and Your Morning Routine

Marrying Rafael

Being Married to Raf (And Nick’s Sister)

Barba Having a Sugar Mommy

Protective Mike Part 1 Part 2

Planning Your Wedding With Barba

Sex with Mike

Sonny’s Views on Kittens

Jogging With Rafi

Fighting with Rafael

Barba asking Sonny to be his child’s godfather

Getting Food Poisoning With Rafi

Nick comforting you on your period

Questioning Barba’s Love for you

Sonny being a father

Dating Sonny (Being Nick’s Sister)

Nevada’s Daughter Getting Sent to the Principal’s Office

Rafael and you drunk at a concert

Rafael saying “my man” or “my dude”

What would Rafael look for in a person?

Dating Rafael and Winning over His Friends/Family

Barba Protective of His SVU Girlfriend

Telling Rafael you’re pregnant

How would the trifecta feel about a waterpark?

HC for going to a baseball game with Nick

Sonny Carisi (Sweet Sweet Sonny Who Can Do No Wrong)

Sonny as a Dad

Losing Your Virginity to Sonny

Sonny Going Down on You

Sonny and You Blowing Off Steam

Sonny Spanking You

Sonny Making You Squirt

Pregnant After a One Night Stand

Going Down on Sonny

Being Nick’s Sister and Dating Sonny

Study session with Sonny

The (VERY MUCH ALIVE) Mike Dodds

Mike and His Girlfriend’s First Time

Mike Taking His Son to Work

Being FWB With Mike

Mike and His S/O Arguing Over Raising Their Child

Mike’s Daughter Dating a Badboy


Dress Shopping with Mike

Shared Fic With @xemopeachx Reader/Mike and Reader/Barba

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Mike Ending

Barba Ending


anonymous asked:

Girl Mans Up is a book featuring a butch cis lesbian. TW for sexual assault (its fade to black, but its mentioned) and transphobia (other characters accuse her of being a trans guy and include transphobic insults). How To Be Goth In The Country is an anthology with many butch/gnc lesbian protagonists. TW for rape, ableism, and death

Did csa affect anyone else’s play as a child? I was first molested when I was around 2 and I’ve always been obsessed with babies and child care, even when I was a baby. I think I wanted to take care of them the way I wanted to be cared for?

And I would have my dolls “have sex” with each other, I didn’t even know what sex was yet.

I also “masturbated” until I was in pain before I knew what that was, obviously bc I was a toddler.

Idk what my point is like these behaviors all seem very connected to the assault.