(TW) Self Hate Masterlist

20 Questions - fruitlessphan

Summary: Dan grows up under his parents luxury, but has never had a friend. When he makes friends with Phil at a holiday resort, he tries hard to not ruin their friendship by messing up. Something happens though when it is revealed in a game of ‘20 questions’ that Dan has never kissed anyone before…

A New Sound. (ao3) - fluffyloser

Summary: (tw) Dan Howell is just a young man trying to survive on his own in the outskirts of town, but when he gets his life turned upside down while breaking into a church to play a piano and meeting a writer, he doesn’t know whether to run or stay. To run means that he would be alone once again and to stay would mean that all of his secrets and fears would be released, if he stayed though he would finally get the life he deserved.

Everyone Has Secrets (ao3) - polandhetalia

Summary: Phil Lester is a nerdy guy that no one really pays attention to. Dan Howell is an intimidating badass who becomes more of an enigma as you get to know him, although people rarely do. They might not have much in common, but it soon becomes apparent that everyone has secrets.

I’m Right - phancy-schmancy

Summary: There’s this boy who wears black, including a ring on the middle finger of his right hand, and he’s starting to grow tired because all his friends and family talk about is him meeting his soulmate. What they don’t know is that he’s never going to be able to love his soulmate like they want him to.

Irresistible (ao3) - silentwriterx

Summary: At seventeen and deteriorating, Dan Howell thought he had a bright future to look forward to; one that didn’t include his constant panic and arguing parents, and instead encompassed the perfect white picket fence dream with his best friend and assumed soulmate Grayson. It had been the only thing that kept him fighting for so long, and when it’s violently ripped away from him in a mere few weeks, he feels as though someone had cut his only lifeline. It was entirely up to his new friend Phil to help rebuild what Dan had lost, but neither were convinced it was possible in the slightest.

I Still Think You’re Beautiful (ao3) - Jaxxxx

Summary: Phil always knew Dan was insecure, but he never thought he’d take it this far.

My Existential Crisis is Living Without You (ao3) - butternana

Summary: This is a story in the lives of Dan and Phil, and how Dan realises the true meaning of having an existential crisis: life isn’t worth living without Phil.

Of Mistakes And Fuck-ups - dark-days-dark-nights-xx

Summary: (tw) Dan knew he fucked up as soon as the words left his mouth, as soon as Phil’s eyes had turned from hurt to stone cold, as soon as he had walked out of the room, leaving his own words bouncing around in the depths of his mind.

Oxymoron(ic) - kidpxv

Summary: “Hey I have to photograph someone for class will you be my model?”

Perfection - trysomecats

Summary: Phil ends up having a bad day, thoughts filled with his body image and the flaws that came with it. Dan ends up catching on and makes sure Phil knows that he’s pretty close to perfection.

Perfection - darling-phil

Summary: Dan wakes up feeling insecure but doesn’t want to bother Phil with his problems. Phil notices anyway and vows to show Dan just how perfect he is.

Science Projects And Bullies (ao3) - Angel_Of_Darkness1

Summary: Dan Howell is one of the popular kids who is invited out to parties all the time and is every ones friend. Phil Lester is one of the losers who is hated by everyone and beaten up everyday by Dan and his friends.. So when Phil finds out that he has a science project, and his partner is the one and only Dan Howell, you can only imagine why he is so absolutely terrified and done with life.

Sticky Notes - insanityplaysfics

Summary: When Phil realizes Dan spends so much time in the bathroom telling himself off, he decides to take matters into his own hand’s and starts leaving Sticky Notes to cheer his best friend up.

The Way I See You - ineverhadmyinternetphase

Summary: Dan’s shocked when he realises that Phil’s self-conscious about the way he looks. Apparently Phil doesn’t know that he isn’t allowed to be sad when Dan’s around. So Dan takes it upon himself to fix the situation - by complimenting something about Phil’s appearance every day. Trouble is, Dan isn’t very good at hiding his teensy tiny crush on Phil.

When the Day Met the Night (ao3) - thrillerqueen

Summary: Dan is like the moon, cold and dark, and alone. One day he meets a boy who shines like the sun.

Stiles Stilinski and Gabrielle McCall

NICHE SERIES: part 1/?

Based upon @rongasm ‘s niche verse

anonymous asked:

have you got any fics similar to ecstasy by hormotionally (idk how the author's name is spelled) with like abusive parents and/or dan or phil moving in with the other. usually high school, preferably have a happy ending lmao. tysm!!!

Behind Closed Doors14 year old Dan Howell is sent away to boarding school leaving behind his abusive stepfather and incredibly ill mother. 17 year old Phil Lester is the school’s jack-of-all-trades who works his hardest under harsh circumstances to avoid the workhouse. The two boys meet and become close friends knowing they have to stick together if they are to survive the trials that lay ahead of them.

Dear Diary…Dan Howell has an abusive step-father. These are his diary entries. 

If This Ain’t Love, Then What Is? Alternate universe in which Dan and Phil are brothers who fall in love under extreme conditions. After years of emotional, physical, and sexual abuse, brothers Dan and Phil have to make a run for it. But, complicated feelings of brotherly love and something more cause separation and Dan finds himself in a brothel and Phil guilt ridden, on a quest to find him.

Welcome HomeDan lives in an abusive household and always escapes to Phil’s house.

You can probably find some more in the abuse tag or the comfort tag! :)

- Thea