Dear Diary: I know its been a while. A long while. I haven’t needed… I haven’t wanted to write this stuff down, but I don’t want to say it out loud either. The thing is: I’m a vampire, and I hate it. I feel hopeless, depressed, angry… but most of all, I’m scared. Part of me just wants to end it, but then I think of Jeremy. I’m all that he has left, so I need to find a way through this. No matter what it takes.