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ang feeling na..

Miss na miss ko na xa.

Paggising ko nagpeprepare na si ate kasi darating na BF nya at pupuntah sila SM.tinawagan ko si asawa at sabing kakain na ako maya2.

nahigahiga muna ako bago bumangon, pagbangon ko pumuntah na ako hapag-kainan,

wala pa ulam, tinawag ko si ate lhen pra magpaluto, habang naghihintay tinawagan ko

ulit si asawa pra kamustahin, maya2 pa ee nagpaalam na ako at kakain na dahil tapos

na maluto ang pagkain.. kumain ako.after ko kumain nagpaalam ko ulit ke asawa na maliligo na ako… naligo,nagbihis,nagtoothbrush at muling tumawag kay asawa,

“asawa magTatumBlr na po ako.” ahaha.. Un lang.

Ignite 2015 testimony

Session one
Coming in I was kind of mad about what happen at school. During worship and the message o feel like God was telling me he love me. And he want tused me and grow me.what stand out is how do I view everyone or do i see them as my friend or family. The message was good and postive god place 8 people in my life and it been good. Hear about how session was for them and hear how they came to hmcc.

Session 2
Die to myself and take up my cross. God knows where we struggles at. God wants to have joy in him to love him more and break those chains admin I was kind of tired and struggle to pat attention I did get some out. The one thing I need to take out is take up my cross and love Jesus with my heart.

Class one
It was good and help me see more what I have to do.i took missionally after college. And it was something I need to hear.About seed,calling and about conviction. It was also a rebuke in way that my head spin. Have I been faithful in my work spot and wait for a door. Mostly about who I can truth about disciple me I pray over the upcoming day I can grow more. The sermon help me and show through p. Rebi what it like after college.

Session 3
Service was good and hard to hit. Right now I have 2 things I afraid of. One being left behide,2 have no disicpler. One event I can call about is when God save my life when I could have die back in 2007. Know I was God daugther and his love is perfect and he is with me. I have to learn to be still and listen to my father who love me. That is one thing I can take from and say I God I don’t know is ok and don’t forget God. A good reminder for me is worship is connect to relationship . Afterward during small group I share with my group during share time and it was good and bless to hears others. My small group will are a family and I bless to be in this group. This ignite so far been a very power one and I excited what to come.

Session 4
To give up control and my future to god and as well fear. The word “be still and listen” come up alot. And I should do that more and go e my all to christ myself and the fears I have that are hold me back alot. Mostly doubt is what hold me down alot. That been run though me head alot. One thing I take is what is my true north. To be honest I m ow I on ipt serving,but in some ways idk why does does some stuff. Like if he place something in my heart,he close it a door. Overs pastor Andrew hit the spot where I needed,actually all of the of the sermon and class has God work and challenge me alot.

Class 2/session 5
I was in the Discipleship class and it help me see what it look like. Pastor Andrew preach down to earth and it was good semior class. It mostly going back to the bible and it God teach. Life on life and live out loud are part of it overall it was a good one that will stuck to me.

The last session was powerful and I keep feel the same cold air when I foucs my eye and all my heart. Ignite 2015 has been one year that u can boast about God and his work. The last session was a powerful on and it hit me hard with conviction but Satan try to destroy it and being test which is hard sometime to tell. The service was good and I got alot of it. No reserve,retreat or regrets are something that stay with me. The one thing I can take and way from it is never give for what are doing intill God say it done. God will me k Sutton but it to grow me and shape me. All the fears,doubts and scared but god can overcome.
“ when we hold nothing back,we will stay on track”. Overall the session was good and it help me out alot by others who god let me pray with and pastor rebi who remind me to never forget.

Overall of ignite 2015
This is my 4 time attend ignite and this year I choice to go in blind. The session and class was good and powerful. I actually cry alot and hold spirit was move alot. All the time I got to hear god move and feel him (a warm feel). “Be still and listen” been a theme since it was say. I was place in group 10 “postive” and we became a family and share open. I was truly bless by everyone of them I bless God place them in my life overall this confence was a very powerful one and I met God. “ I will be still and know you are god”-hillsong God did great things. The one thing I was bless by was prayers and love/care/look out by mid family I was bless with during this weekend.

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anonymous asked:

Kust ma leiaksin legit uuringu(d) selle kohta, et veganlus on maailmale säästlikum kui loomi süüa? Emaga tekkis terav vaidlus ning ta teadis mulle vastupidist väita. Ta teab, et oleme katastroofidele lähedal, aga veganlus tema silmis mõjub veel halvemini.

kliima soojeneb, see on kindel (muide ma ei saa mitte mainimata jätta, et vaadates viimase 3-4 aasta hädist talve ja vihmast suve ning võrreldes seda lapsepõlvemäletustega, tekib koguaeg küsimus, et kas see ongi reaalselt see käegakatsutav tagajärg, otsene tuntav märk sellest, et meie eluviisidel ongi mõju?). 

karjakasvatus ja kõik sellega kaasnev toodab kuni 51% kõigist kasvuhoonegaasides Maal! lisaks kulub selleks mitmeid kordi rohkem vett ja maapinda võrreldes taimekasvatusega. veganite ökoloogiline jalajälg on 2 korda väiksem võrreldes lihasööjatega. puu- ja juurviljade üle maailma transportimise mõju kliimale ei jõua ligilähedalegi sellele, mida tekitab loomse toidu produtseerimine. ka meie planeedi kopsude ehk Amazonase vihmametsade mahavõtmisest on 91% põhjustatud loomakasvatusest. UN on andnud välja raporti, milles seisab, et vegan toitumine on üheks tähtsaimaks faktoriks maailma näljahädade, kütuse lõppemise ja kliima soojenemise peatamisel.

ma väga väga soovitan teil koos vaadata filmi Cowspiracy või kasvõi neid lühivideosid, mis neil kodulehel üleval on. edasi scrollides näed ka kõiki filmis väljatoodud fakte ja viiteid uuringutele. pole kahtlustki, et loomatööstus on üks suurimaid loodusresursse hävitavaid tegevusi Maal ning veganlus on kohe kindlasti üks osa lahendusest, mis meid jätkusuutliku tulevikuni aitab viia (ja ka lihtsalt suuresti loomsete toitude vähendamine toidulaual aitab positiivsetele muutustele kaasa ning seda rohkem, kui kiiremad dušid või vähem autoga sõitmist).

The story behind the Picture. 

Lee: “if I cannot lift my friends 1,000 times then it is 5,000 sit-ups. That was the deal.”
Kankuro: “Why am I at the bottom with the brow-kid?”
Shikamaru: “how troublesome. Can you put me down now?”
Akamaru: “Arf!”
Kiba: “Geeze Hinata! Your boobs must have made you heavy!”
Hinata: *gasp!* “Kiba kun!!”
Chouji: “Why is everybody’s knees on my shoulders!?”
Neji: “Damnit who’s ass did I just grab!?”
Chouji: “MINE!
Ino: “Get your knee out of my back billboard-brow!”
Temari: “Sai get your hand off my ass!!!:
Sai: ” No way I’m taking advantage of this while I can!“
Sakura: "Naruto! Your crotch is rubing againt my shoulder!”
Ten Ten: “OMG i’m gonna fall!!”
Shino: “Naruto, please move your ass a little to the left.”
Naruto: “Yea! Top of the pile! Datte bayo!!
Gaara: "You are all morons.”

Hapon na. :D

Just another day. wew.. 12:30 nnman ako nagising ahaha.. laging napapasarap ang aking tulog ee. kakatpos ko lang tahiin ung ibang parts ng costume ni ate.Inaantok pa ako pero ayaw ko ng matulog. mas gugustuhin ko pa magTUMBLR. at nagbabrowse ako ng mga pics sa DeviantART at nakita ko ito.

what a very nice. I want to helped her be recognize kea pinost ko ito. she or he deserves a credit for this beautiful piece of art. :D

hayys.. salamat.

Natapos rin ang araw na hinihintay :) pagod pako at antok.

wala manlang ako nakapagtumblr kahapon,ikaw ba nman paggising ko tinapos na namin

yung costume ni ate, tapos bglang sinabi sakin na mageentrance exam daw ako sa PCU ng 9am on October 28 which is today, kaya kahpon, dali2 ako nagreview at

nagbasa ng mga books. ahaha to my surprise kaninang umaga pagtake ko,

halos lahat ng nireview ko wala sa exam. ahaha :)) dat’s fine atleast nagprepare ako

ng bonggang bongga, mga almost 11 din natapos ung exam, dumeretso kame ng

SM ni mommy pra kumain, after kumain, bumili socks, nagpaxerox ng mga bagay2,

umuwi na kami, pagdating bahay nakipagusap ako sa BF ko saglit,

at nakatulog ako hanggang kaninang mga 4:00 tapos aun, nagTUMBLR na ako. ahaha

sobrang pagod ako sa araw na ito. :( Pero atleast my score on the exam was 95,97,90,80. ndi ko na maalala ung pasunod2 ng exam all I know is PASADO ako,

and I dont have to worry about taking math plus and english plus cause I got

a satisfactory score on my exam, but for me it’s not just satisfactory, Im overwhelmed kasi ung CRAMMING na ginawa ko kagabi was worth it. although

I wasnt able to get much sleep kea nung exam napakasakit ng mata ko.
actually I wasn’t really expecting of taking an entrance exam kasi akala ko

sa NCST ako, and nabgla ako na sabi ni daddy he want me at PCU, and he want me

to finish a 4-year course. anyways, GOD, Im thank you for this chance you’re giving me right now, I will not waste it and not take it for granted.

THANK YOU.

Sorry.

Im sorry asawa sa pagiging maldita ko sayo, alam ko minsan napupuno ka na sakin,

sa mga away natin,sorry talagah. Mahal na mahal kita kahit sobrang dami na ng luha

na pumatak mula sa mata ko. alm ko ang away natin ngayon ay sobra nman tlagah.

nasaktan lang kasi ako na nung binaba ko tawag, ni tawag d ka manlang nagtry,

d ka manlang nagtext. 40 minutes ako nagintay at nagtry tumawag sa mga taong malapit jan sainyo,

buti nlang anjan si Kyoya na tlagang pinuntahan ka pra makausap moko.

Alam ko hindi lang ikaw may kasalanan sa away na ito, sorry kung maxado ako minsan

nagmamatigas. Sana nman kumain ka lagi, wag ka papagutom. Sorry talaga

magang maga nnman mata ko ngayon. Sana mabasa mo rin ito balang araw,

la ka kasi paki saking TUMBLR. akala mo kasi pag nagiinternet ako, nanlalalake na ako.

Sorry kung nahihirapan ka pagkatiwalaan ako. Sorry iyakin ako.

Sorry dahil sobrang mahal na mahal kita.

Sana dumating araw na ikaw nman magsabing “mahal na mahal kita asawa ko”.

Love you po asawa ko. SOrry kung mainitin lagi ulo ko, kasi nman nahihirapan ako 

na magkalayo na tayo. :(( Sorry talaga

Bestfriends.

Best friends!!!

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl
next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I
stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was
mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I
knew it. After class, she walked up to me and
asked me for the notes she had missed the day
before and handed them to her. She said “thanks”
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell
her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just
friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t
know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She
was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her
love had broke her heart. She asked me to come
over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft
eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one
Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips,
she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me,
said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I
want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want
to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My
date is sick" she said; he’s not going to go well, I
didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a
promise that if neither of us had dates, we would
go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom
night, after everything was over, I was standing at
her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at
me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want
her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that,
and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time,
thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to
be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I
don’t know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I
could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as
her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage
to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but
she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before
everyone went home, she came to me in her
smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then
she lifted her head from my shoulder and
said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me
a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to
know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her
but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is
getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and
drive off to her new life, married to another man. I
wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like
that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she
came to me and said “you came!”. She
said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to
be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I
don’t know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl
who used to be my “best friend”. At the service,
they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high
school years. This is what it read: I stare at him
wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like
that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to
know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him
but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish
he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too…` I
thought to my self, and I cried.