Save a Life
I have been working on this for a bit. It was meant to take place shortly after s12e3, but in light of the last episode, I was able to finish it. This is for @wi-deangirl77, Jess Turns 40/Jess 300 Celebration. Happy early Birthday Jess!!
Song prompt: “How to Save a Life” by The Fray lyrics bold and italicized
No pairing. Just Sam and Dean. Sam’s POV dealing with his brother. Please no hatred towards Mary. I love her. This is just about Sam helping Dean deal.
Warnings: Angst, light language
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Save a Life
Through the years I have watched him spiral through the guilt and despair of all he has survived. He has his vises and his coping mechanisms. None of which are healthy or useful. But he’s still here, so I will always take it as a win. He refuses to talk to me. “No chick flick moments.” It’s such horse shit though. He’s an emotional guy. It’s what makes him so damn good at his job. But it eats at him. And then he explodes. I can feel it coming. It won’t be long before someone suffers because of it. He will most likely be the one to suffer the most. The explosion will then cause him guilt and the cycle will begin anew. But I have to do this.