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MY WINGS THEORY!! Please read 🖤

(I’m actually pretty convinced in this theory….it’s based on the European story…Damien(didn’t really include that in my theory though…and the legend of Lucifer and the fallen angels.)
Sorry this is so long!! I connected some of the best theories I saw online..so, let me know what you think! x
I’ll analyze all the music videos:

All of them died (Jin died first. he committed suicide after that girl in school from Boy In Luv and War Of Hormone rejected him. Pretty sure he drowned himself in that car they keep driving around with.)
All the others died/killed themself after Jin passed away because they couldn’t live without their friend.
(Jimin drowned himself, J-Hope died of an overdose of pills, Kookie gets beaten up, then ends up in a car crash, Suga kills himself by setting his room on fire, Rap Monster died by fire too at his working place when he drops the cigarette, Tae kills himself by falling/jumping into water
All of them, accept V, kill themselfes in the music video to “I Need You”
Then follows the Prologue video. In which V tries to call someone (we know it’s Rap Monster, but he doesn’t answer.) after that we see V waking up in this very weird place..i think this video is based on the legend of Peter Pan..the kinda scary one. And it fits the concept of “Young Forever”
Let me break it down for you. This is not the disney, kids story. This is the legend of Peter Pan and the lost boys.
So, we all know Peter Pan takes lost boys to Neverland to never grow up, right? This is what’s happening here.
This place where V wakes up suddenly looked so weird for me.
So, the legend goes that Peter takes boys who are lost and don’t have anyone, who want to die anyway, to Neverland to kill them. The only condition is, that the one who’s supposed to die there, dies because he wants to die. They can’t just kill someone. They have to do it by free will.
This is why the lost boys don’t grow up there.. they are dead.
Peter and the lost boys have to convince the new boy to stay with them and to never grow up..they have to make him wanting to die.
In this case, Rap Monster is portraying Peter Pan and V the lost boy who get’s taken. He really is a lost boy at this part, because he doesn’t have anyone now.
The other boys are the lost boys who are already dead and on Peter’s(Rap Monsters) side.
Basically V calls Rap Mon, he doesn’t pic up because obviously he’s already dead. Instead, V get’s taken by Rap Monster (Peter Pan) to Neverland (this weird place V wakes up in)
V doesn’t really realize what’s going on, because all of the lost boys are his friends and he feels comfortable with them. In this world, he can forget about killing his father and just be with his loved ones. They play around in this weird place..playing pirate, fighting with sticks, sitting around campfires and sleep in the woods..who does this remind you of? Exactly, Peter Pan and his lost boys.
The boys and Rap Monster don’t want to let V go back to the real world. They want him with them in this world so they have to convince him to stay and to kill himself. This is a trade Peter Pan has..selfishness.
Also, Rap Mon is wearing a Nirvana shirt..The place when you’re between life and death is also called Nirvana..V later is wearing one too.
At the end, V climbs up the tower and is about to jump when the other boys cheer happily. They cheer because they tempted his friend to kill himself. Now, they are all together again..and do the things they did before. They even got Jin back.
Then there is the Run video in which we get to see V, who just jumped from that tower, basically reflecting on all the sins they begann when Jin died, but BEFORE HE KILLED HIMSELF AND BEFORE THE OTHERS KILLED THEMSELFES!!
We get to see Jin, dead, in that white room, imagining what it would be like to be with the boys at that time, realizing that he can’t,
Jimin and J-Hope in that white hospital room,dead and remembering all the stupid things they did when their friend died.(pillow fight)
We get to see Kookie at the end, dead, remembering everything they did, winking at Jin in the car because they’re all together now.
That video is basically a flashback of V when he’s close to death. Which is why we see him falling into water at the beginning and we keep seeing him struggling under the water during the video.
It’s a flashback of the boys trying to deal with the death of their friend..when they realized they can’t deal with it, they commit suicide. (Which is why we see V under water,looking at the camera at the end, meaning he’s dead now.)
And that’s the reason why Jin is acting strange in that video..because he isn’t actually there..but the other boys are still alive.
V just remembers all the stupid things they did BECAUSE of Jin’s death. Like, we see V&Rap Mon getting arrested(RUN) after that V went to his parents for support after he got out of prison and then killed his father(I NEED U),
we see Kookie and Suga fighting(RUN), after that fight Suga probably went to his house very upset and killed himself(I NEED YOU)
and Kookie, still numb from that fight with Suga(RUN) goes on the street where he get’s attacked by these guys and get’s in a car accident, he dies.(I NEED YOU)
Also, that scene is important..because it’s the scene where Kookie realizes what they’re doing is wrong! Suga just doesn’t want to deal with it so him and Kookie fight.
Jimin getting drowned in the bath by his friends just for fun(RUN) becomes reality and Jimin drowns himself(I NEED YOU)
To sum this up, everything in that video, accept the scenes under water of V, the scene of Jimin and J-Hope in this weird hospital like place, Jin in that weird,white room and especially the ending scene with Kookie turning around to the car, happened before the “I need You” music video and before the Prologue in which V jumps but not dies yet..
The video is basically different memories from before they killed themselfes.
The scenes in these weird, white rooms of Jimin/J-Hope and Jin are in the present time, they are already dead, so is the scene of V under water he’s just dying atm.
This RUN video is about V trying to find peace while slowly dying in the water..he is in that weird state between life and death(also called NIRVANA…he’s wearing a Nirvana Hoodie like Rap Mon in the RUN video) and he remembers everything they did..it’s basically the saying “when you die your whole life flashes before your eyes”
..and by the end of the video he’s dead. And we’re in the present time when the boys are walking down the street, followed by a car and Kookie turning around, winking, possibly at Jin in the car in which he killed himself in.
Then, in the epilogue (Young Forever) they try to find their way to peace through a maze..which would go with the Peter Pan theory I had earlier. This video starts right after the last scene in “RUN”.
Now Tae, and all the others are dead, remembered everything they did before they killed themselfes, and then got to this weird maze.
They are basically thinking about the way they died and the sins they committed. And they have to leave them behind in order to move on. Each of them leave the maze in their own speed (some are running, some are walking slowly), Tae left the Maze as the last..he had the worst thing to deal with and it took him longer than the others to deal with it, which is why they are a bit ahead of Tae when he leaves the maze.
(Also, important image here..Tae sees the boys up side down..there is only one place where everything is supposed to be upside down, it’s hell..but it quickly turns around when he joins the boys..this is important because V later becomes the devil himself…more later)
Since all of them died alone, they each have to find their way out of the maze alone to find each other again.
At the end of that we see a plane flying UP to the sky..so basically to heaven, which is where the boys want to go.
Then there is FIRE..in fire they are basically fighting against the sins they committed when they were alive (in that case, the sins are represented by the figures/people in the black hoodies..you never see their faces..) at the end, they have the house full of people in hoodies and TAE is the one who throws himself into them..which shows that he won’t fight the sins he committed and which is why he becomes the fallen angel later in bst (more later..just keep that in mind)
At the end, he runs out with the boys BUT he gave into his sins right before that..which shows that he really didn’t leave his sins behind.. but God in heaven ,where they want to go, for now believes that he does. (More later)
All the boy run out of the building right before it explodes with all the other people in there (the people in hoodies = sins)
So their sins are gone now (basically the boys are forgiven..)
The boys had to face their sins in order to get to heaven (so basically they had to go through hell…how is hell often portrayed? Right, as burning FIRE) that is why Suga at the end of FIRE goes like “i forgive you” because they defeated their worst sides..for now at least…
you know what’s also hell?
Right, facing you mistakes/ fears alone..which is in the WINGS short films..the boys are all alone, going through everything they did wrong..having to relive the worst moments (like Jimin drowning again/killing himself..same as J-Hope..(killing yourself is considered a sin)
Suga has to relive fighting/Not helping Kookie, Kookie dying in the car crash and him fighting with Suga. Maybe Suga even blames himself for Kookies death which is why he nearly gets hit by a car in his short film.
Tae obviously has to relive the moments after killing his father, losing his innocence(portrayed by the white dog), then killing himself, and Jin (who killed himself first) has to relive the moment where he decided to kill himself and leave the boys alone (polaroid pictures) which is why all the other short filmes somehow appear in his movie.
And Rap Mon has to relive not answering V’s phonecall after he killed his father..him not answering is the reason why Tae killed himself later..(also reference to the Peter Pan theory) and we see him tattooing himself again..we saw that in “Danger”, i believe..he might regret it and look at it as a sin.
They went through hell in “FIRE” to fight of the sins they committed as a group and they went through their personal hell to fight of the sins they committed themselfs..which is why every member is forgiven after their short film is over..(portrayed by the circles of the WINGS cover..them getting a circle on the WINGS cover shows them getting their WINGS and flying to heaven..)
Their lyrics in the songs are a sign of that too..V for example goes “i’m sorry my sister” = he looks for forgiveness to get to heaven,
Jimin “find the me who was innocent” = well..he wants to get rid of his sins and be innocent again to get to heaven,
Kookie just wants his friends to forgive him with the lyrics..“fly with me” (angels fly obviously)
Also, Jin’s awake is kinda obvious..he wants to be forgiven that he killed himself and he wants to wake up and go to heaven.
So, they are forgiven now and they can go to heaven to become angels..
There, the atmosphere seems to be perfect, calm..all the boys are together and happy..(in that museum/heaven are many references to the European story I talked about..the german quote, the art work which actually is from the story..)
in that music video the boys are literal angels who each portray one of the 7 deadly sins from the legend:
1. lust (Kookie)
2. Greed (Suga)
3. Anger (J-Hope)
4. Pride (Tae)
5. Envy (Jin)
6. Sloth (Jimin)
7. Glutton (Rap Mon)

I’ll start with Kookie:
He portrayes “Lust”..could be sexual (because he really is in that video omg) but lust also means a desire to avoid pain, emotional comfort, also wine (alcohol)
This is connected to Rap Mon’s “Glutton”
Ever lusted over something so much and now you finally have it and you can’t get enough? (Kookie) Right..that’s Gluttony(Rap Mon) The desire to want more..this is shown through substance abuse and drinking problems..Well, Rap Mon is constantly drinking Absinthe which is this green drink, with really strong alcohol. It’s also called a hallucinogen..or “the drink of WINGS”
So, what happens if Kookie and Rap Mon meet? Right..Kookies innocence get’s spoiled..he has dreams and all his hormones are at war (no pun intended) so he keeps “flying” (hanging from the ceiling) in his own world, trying Absinthe as well.
Basically Kookie leveled up his lust and became glutton.
As a glutton, RapMon is an attention seeker so he happily teaches Kookie his ways..the green color of the absinthe is connected to both of them in the video..and this is why we constantly see both of them together in that one room in the video.

Greed - Suga
“Strong desire to gain attention and power causing disloyalty and betrayal”
Suga has power over Jimin..

Jimin is the “Sloth” which basically means “without care”..
He avoids responsibilities, lack of interest and general absence.
No feelings for the world, yourself or people around you. You just don’t care about anything and don’t make any affords to archive something.
Jimin is in a room with Suga (you can also see the green smoke (absinthe) in there.)
Suga, the one with the “power” looks down through the glass floor to see Kookie and RapMon..but he looks down..so he’s better than them..
the room is empty because “big house, big cars and big rings” + his piano where only things he used to gain this power..they mean nothing to him now.
Greed (Suga) requires a winner(himself) and a loser(Jimin)
When Suga covered Jimin’s eyes, there was a sign behind him saying “the tempter”…Suga probably gave the Apple to Jimin (the apple is a sign of temptation and sins)
He then blindfolds Jimin to get complete control over him..he doesn’t want to share his power with him..he just wants to control him.
But Jimin doesn’t even struggle or fight back one bit. He’s the “Sloth” so he doesn’t care..or maybe he’s just too lazy to do anything about it. Even if he tries to free himself later..he can’t. But u see, Jimin’s hands are completely free. He could’ve just taken the blindfold off but he just didn’t bother..why making an effort..
At the end it’s Suga who takes the ribbon off..Jimin just looks sad. Because he’s the loser and Suga won everything.

Tae (Pride)
Pride is all about “Me,Myself and I”
As I mentioned Tae portrays the Angel Lucifer..he betrayed god(in FIRE because he didn’t actually leave his sins behind) and wants to rule over heaven instead of god..Lucifer’s sin is not wanting to be “god’s right hand” he wants to be god himself. And guess what, a few angels actually followed Lucifer (the 4 other boys..excluding Jin and J-Hope follow him right away).
Before Lucifer was banned from heaven he was the most beautiful angel and the closest to god. He was always described as “golden”, “looking like a gold star” which is probably why V is blonde..
Tae seems so adorable in the video..always smiling, always looking very pretty and cute..he even smiles when he’s jumping/falling from that balcony.
But that’s just a trick. He tricks/ betrayes everyone. (Which is why he’s covered in this white blanket through the whole video..white is a sign of innocence..)
He’s the tempter and wants all of them to think he’s one of the good ones. Which is why his smile is so cheeky when he finally reveals himself. He enjoys being the evil one..typical Lucifer.
He already has Jimin,Suga,Kookie and RapMon on his side..the weaker angels.
Now, Tae (Lucifer) has to keep tempting the other two, higher ranked angels..who have to suffer to follow Lucifers path.

J-Hope (Anger)
Anger helps us to fight injustice (V) in his opinion Tae is doing everything wrong. So he wants revenge. This is not accepted in heaven though, which is why he get’s banned from heaven.
J-Hopes character in “Boy Meets Evil” which was before BST, was so angry!! And so is his character now.
He knows the true,evil nature of V but accepts that he gets banned from heaven and accepts his future with V. He decides that his angry character would match well with V’s evil nature. He enjoys the power of anger and goes with V.
“People who fly into rage will always get a bad landing”
(He get’s banned from heaven because he choose Lucifer, not god)

Envy - Jin
Characterized by insatiable desire which is described as a sad desire towards traits or possessions of someone else.
As well as Pride(V), Envy(Jin) has been associated directly with the devil.
The war in heaven still takes place (chaos in the video..statues smashing, things breaking..)
and more angels will fall from heaven..Jin is one of them.
Jin is as proud as Tae..but he’s still fighting with the decision between good and evil. He slowly leans towards the chaos though.
He looks in a dark mirror..above it says “you still have to have chaos inside you to give birth to a dancing star”…..dancing star= gold star= lucifer..isn’t that interesting?
While the boys (Jimin,Suga,Kookie,RapMon and J-Hope) already accepted their faith and run out of the room (away from heaven/god))
Jin looks unsure once again, but V, the tempter/lucifer covers his eyes. And Jin gives in to Lucifers final temptation. After that, he kisses the statue(the fallen angel) as a symbol for his loyalty to V(Lucifer) Jin now made his faith clear. He’s gonna leave heaven/god with his friends&Lucifer.
Then, V finally shows his true self.
“The Lucifer, the highest angel, falling and yet smiling. He’s not sad about his faith. He’s determined to follow his evil plan.”
Everything crashes at the end, including Jin’s face reflected in the dark mirror.
Now, this just confirms everything. They are all basically flying or more likely falling to earth.. (When you get banned from heaven you fall on to earth)
The trailer basically tells us the story of their falls.
The symbols of their sins from BST fall into pieces as well (Suga’s piano is broken in the corner, Kookies swing burning, Jimin’s blindfold is ripped, RapMon is covered in glass (probably from alcohol bottles), J-Hope lying between the arrows which symbolize his anger.
Jin’s story keeps telling us his ultimate fall. When he kisses his own reflection, his ego has grown, his sin..or well Tae’s sin (Pride) took over him and he’s invented a chaos inside him. He’s accepting his fate..there is no return for him now.
All fallen angels fall into corruption..they don’t have their beauty or angelic powers anymore.
Tae regrows his wings in pain..he stands up and spreads his new, black wings with an evil smirk telling us that this us just the beginning.

Hamilton things (Act 2)
  • Jefferson’s voice, especially in “what’d I miss” let’s be honest it’s funny as hell. 
  • “I guess i basically missed the late eighties” 
  • the fact that jefferson is dancing around singing and asking about what he missed and it turns out everything has turned to shit. Honestly. It’s almost like the bmth music video for “follow you”, am I wrong??
  • “turn around, bend over, I’ll show you where the shoe fits” KILL IT
  • that part in take a break where hamilton realizes how perfect and precious his son is where philip starts lowkey rapping and ham is like”whaaat?? okay!”
  • “my dearest, Angelica”
  • those girly shrieks of joy when Angelica and Eliza reunite. my heart.
  • the level of weak hamilton shows in “say no to this” like. boy. get your shit together.
  • that little “that was my wife you decided to” “fuuuuuuuuu-,”
  • in “the room where it happened” when hamilton lowkey mocks burr by repeating the “talk less smile more” line.
  • the music??? in the room where it happened??? just.
  • that song in general, honestly.
  • the “new york, our senator” “burr” transition in schuyler defeated
  • also, the “uh, who provided those funds?” “france” part because goodness
  • cabinet battle #2 in general
  • his voice when he says “every action has an equal opposite reaction”
  • “Washington on your side” in general
  • “sir i don’t know what you heard but whatever it is jefferson started it” this actual child
  • “that poor man they’re going to eat him alive” and “jesus christ this will be fun” in i know him, and don’t even get me started on that funny ass giggle he does at the end
  • “Washington can’t help you now, no more nice president”
  • “sit down john, you faT MOTHER FUCKER” because same
  • “you see that was my wife you decided to” “whaaaaaaaat”
  • “I’m not here for you.” fuck it up angelica
  • the entirety of “burn” and the chills you get when listening to it.
  • “you have married an icarus, he has flown to close to the sun”
  • “I’m erasing myself from the narrative”
  • “I’m only nineteen but my mind is older”
  • “i know where to find you, piss off i’m watching the show now”
  • “everything is legal in new jersey”
  • the “i know, i know” in stay alive reprise
  • “Un-deux-trois-quatre-cinq-six-sept-huit-neuf“
  • it’s quiet uptown…just like…in general. nothing has ever been more painful in my life than listening to this song.
  • “that would be enough”
  • the way he keeps saying it’s quiet uptown in “the election of 1800″
  • “jefferson has beliefs, burr has none”
  • “Yeah, you know what? We can change that. You know why?” “Why?” “Cuz I’m the president”
  • Burr’s sexy ass voice in your obedient servant
  • when he calls her “best of wives and best of women”
  • the emotion in Burr’s voice when he says “this man will not make an orphan of my daughter”
  • in “the world was wide enough” when hamilton sees his life flash before he gets shot. the chaos and extreme emotion, and then how quiet and calm it gets when he says Eliza. This one moment is proof enough of the genius of Lin not only as a writer, but also as an actor.
  • “i survived but i payed for it”
  • “you could have done so much more if you only had time”
  • “can I show you what I’m proudest of?”
  • they always asked why he wrote like he was running out of time when in all reality he probably was well aware of how quickly time was running out for him and that kills me. 
  • best of all, Lin doesn’t romanticize OR villainize hamilton in the play like anybody else. He humanizes him, showing the good and the bad, showing passion but also how that passion can get out of control sometimes. it’s honestly so beautiful???
  • honestly? the last note? of the entire soundtrack? so powerful.

anonymous asked:

Can you do some Sidekick!Adrien for the ficlet requests? ^////^

Absolutely! (Friendly reminder to everyone else that fic requests are closed, and I’m just writing the ones I got when they were open~)


Why the long face, my Lady? It’s not every day you’re awarded a medal for heroism.”

Ladybug sat on the edge of an electronic billboard, knees drawn to her chest. She sighed. “I had to skip out on a classmate’s party to attend the award ceremony,” she said. “A party I’d been looking forward to for weeks.”

The billboard continued to flicker back and forth between advertisements: a new car, a cell phone carrier, Gabriel Agreste’s latest men’s fragrance—featuring his son Adrien, gazing skyward.

That’s un-fur-tunate. Can’t remember the last time I was invited to a party,” Chat Noir’s voice said over the ear piece he used to communicate with her.

Ladybug tried not to pout, and failed. “I made my own dress and everything. Stayed up late several nights to make sure it’d be done in time.”


She closed her eyes to block out the cheerful Paris skyline… only to scream in surprise when music burst through her ear piece. Flashes of colorful light came from the billboard, and when Ladybug turned around, she found a music video playing on it instead of the advertisements. “Chat Noir, what are you doing?”

People dance at parties, right?”

Ladybug laughed. “Yeah, but I’m not going to dance up here by myself.”

You’re not dancing by yourself. I’m dancing, too.”

She couldn’t keep the smile off her face. “No you’re not.”

I am, and I’m terrible at it, so please don’t let me be the only one embarrassing myself.”

Ladybug climbed to her feet. There were people down below, looking up at the billboard with expressions ranging from curious to amused to apathetic. They must have been used to it by now—random electronic glitch? Chat Noir, showing off for his Lady again. She really couldn’t let him be the only one embarrassing himself.

So she threw her arms in the air and danced. By the second song she no longer cared who was watching. She even made requests to Chat Noir, who fulfilled them with the lightning speed of a skilled DJ. And when the music ended and she collapsed on the billboard, panting, she was satisfied to hear that Chat Noir was out of breath, too.

I have a cramp,” he complained.

Ladybug grinned up at the few stars visible in the Parisian sky. “Then we should dance more often.”

Exo Reaction:How they act when you( gf) fight with him and when they forgive each other

My first exo reaction post. i take request



Suho “Fine!”

you both look at each other while your eyes are almost breaking with tears. You look at suho and slowly grasp his hands. Your heads clutched his tighter as you looked down. He sighs and rubs your thumb and holds you tighter.

you: “Sorry”

Suho: “ Me too Y/N, Me too…”


Baekhyun: “ If that is what you want”

you : I only want you 

You walk up to him and wrapped your arms around him. You put your head on his chest and rub his back slowly. He nods at your comment and kiss your forehead. 

Baekhyun: “ It is okay , I am irresistible." 



Chanyeol: “Yes you are!”

As he walks away , you look outside the window. You realize that you were too hard on him. Walking to his room , you see him laying on the bed. You walk over and kiss his cheek

you:“I am jealous…”

chanyeol: “Come back”


D.O: “ are you done?”


As you walk to the kitchen , you feel a heavy weight on your shoulder. You look behind you and see D.O head on your shoulder. you lean back and turn away to face him. 

You: “ I love you”

D.O:“ I know ” *smirks              *               


You: “ Get away from me!" 

Kai:” No!“

Kai grabs you and gives you small butterfly kisses. You try to push him away but he holds you. You smirk and just go limp in his arms. He smiled and kisses you on the lips. You pull away and stares at him , smiling.

You: I need you Kai

Kai: Alright baby


Sehun:"Your are insane, there is nothing between her and I”

you stand up from the couch and felt him pull you down. You stare at him and he smiles. Rolling your eyes , you try to get up again but he grabs your waist. He starts to tickle you and kisses your nose.

You: “Sehun! *giggling* Stop”

Sehun: “Not until you forgive me, I’m Sorry”

You:“ Prove it to me”    



You:“All i want is for you to be home.”

Tao:“ I’m trying baby”

You grab his hand and kiss his hand. You pick up his arm and twirl around him. He starts to laughs as you move around his body until he catches you. You both laugh as you hug each other.


You:“ You arn’t the same!”

Luhan:“How can i act the same , if you are different!”

 You run to the room and slam the door. You start to break down and lay down on the bed. You are left alone till it reaches time for him to go to practice. He walks in the room and lays next to you. His hand starts to rub your arm and he leans closer to your back.

Luhan: “I have to go, I love you”

He kisses your cheek and starts to get up. You look up and grab his collar before he gets up and kiss him. You smile and nod at him.


Lay:“ What is your problem? ”

You: “Why are you always late Lay? Kris is home by nine but you come home at tweleve. What are you avoiding coming home? Don’t you love me?”

You try to let him go but he holds you. You see him looking down at you , almost seeing him cry. You cup his cheek and rub your thumb across his cheekbones. He slowly smiles and holds you closer.

You: “ I’m sorry baby , I shouldn’t have said that”

Lay: “Its okay beautiful , lets forget about it,”

You:“ Wanna go to bed?”

Lay: “But it is barely n- ohh *smirks*”


Xiumin:“ I’LL LEAVE!”

You: “ No I WILL LEAVE!”

You both stomp to the door and he opens it. You both try to walk out the same time , making each other bumping into each other. You start to giggle as he tries to walk in front of you. You step back to laugh and he just stares at you and laughs.

You: “Well that was a fail baby”.

Xiumin:“Lets not do that again”

You" Deal babe" You run up to kiss him but he grabs your waist and kisses your first.


Kris: “Why are you so rude?”

You:“I just want to know why you are being like this ?”

He jumps off the bed and walks around the dorm. You turn on the t.v. looking at music videos of Exo. You smile at his facial expression and his dancing. You shed a tear at your fight and get up. You see him napping on the couch. Walking up to him , you sit on his lap and wrap your arm around his neck.

You: “Kris , I am just worried about you. I miss you so much and i get worried”

Kris:“ Baby , I love you . Stop worrying about me and kiss me.”


You: “ Why can’t you look at my point of view Chen”

Chen: “It doesn’t make sense!”

You both look down and say nothing. You hear him mumbling something and stare at him. You see him twirling a ring on his finger. You smirk as how he get so distracted after a fight. You grab his hand and take his ring. He gasps and you put the ring in your pocket.

Chen:“ Give it back”

You:“No , You have to catch me”

Chen:“ Better run babe!”

Oh this took away but it was first one please request :]


Koda Kumi - 57th single 「Hotel」

Release Date: 08.06.2014

CD Only
CD + DVD ※ Fan Club Limited Edition


01. HOTEL 


01. MONEY IN MY BAG -MUSIC VIDEO- ※ Fanclub Edition
02. HOTEL -MAKING VIDEO- ※ Fanclub Edition

G/G/B Director's Cut

There are a few messages asking my opinion. I already posted it on my personal blog, but I’ll say it here too.

First, I’m bisexual and I wasn’t at all offended by the video. It’s a sexual video for a sexual song and that’s been going on in the music industry since the first music videos. It would be like me complaining about the treatment of sexuality and women in the porn I watch. Brendon didn’t co hoarse these two women and force them to make out in their music video. They were paid for it, they knew what they were doing. I found the video as a whole just as titillating as the original cut. 

Second, I’ve noticed a lot of the people complaining about the video ship “Ryden” and “Brallon” in some way or form. You’re going to objectify these men to fulfill your little fantasies in your head, then you’re going to turn around and complain because having two women make out in a music video about women who likes girls and boys? Brendon’s been playing at “stage gay” since like 2005/2006 and that’s okay because you find it hot, but then this is stepping over the line? Last I knew, Brendon and Dallon were married men, but by glamorizing the stage gay, writing fanfiction, photoshopping things like Brendon and Sarah’s wedding photos, that’s okay, right but two women? Are you not seeing the hypocrisy here? Do you not understand that’s absolutely no different and taking a very biphobic stand in and of itself?

Third, Sarah was at the video shoot and Brendon said she finds women attractive too. “Oh my God, he’s disrespecting her”, “I wonder how she felt”. First, only Sarah knows how she felt but outwardly it shows she trusts her husband and she’s taking it all far less serious than you guys are. Married actors do things all the time for their art and craft. Maybe she found it hot? Maybe it’s a sign of how strong their bond really is for her to be comfortable with it? She knows her husband. And Brendon’s madly in love with her, he wouldn’t do something without her blessing like that. They live together. You act like maybe she didn’t know about this. You’re being ridiculous.

Fourth, Bisexual invisibility is a huge problem. There are a lot of people in both the hetero and the gay community who don’t respect it or consider it a real sexuality. Things like “It’s just a phase” or “they’re just confused” pop up a lot. If anything, whether people are pissed off or like the video, as a bisexual I’m just so glad it’s opened up the conversation about it because it’s very real. I love my fiance to death. He’s a great man, but man there are some women out there I would love to date or get in bed with and I’m not confused in the slightest.

Maybe you view the video as a heterosexual point of view of bisexuality, or maybe the issue isn’t so black and white? Some gay/bi men don’t like anal, does that make them any less gay/bi? Some women only like the sexual aspect of lesbianism or maybe only like the emotional bond but couldn’t imagine putting their mouth on a vag, does that mean their attraction to women is any less valid? No, quit trying to box sexuality and your prospectives on it because sexuality is a very fluid thing (no pun intended). 

Fifth, there are more important matters within this issue to concern that passion and drive and anger towards. There are people being beat up for their sexuality, harassed, bullied, killed. There are still plenty of states that refuse gay marriage. You could be so much more beneficial to the cause by directing that energy towards something else going on that truly matters than two women kissing in a music video and the gay community needs the drive to be heard. You have a voice, prioritize how you use it.


Turn It Around
Directed by the lovely Mimi Cave