My tumblr is being stupid and won’t let me rant so here it is in a completely new post.
Keith never wanted the position as the Black Paladin. Shiro, the only thing that he had that was like family, was ripped away from him again. Keith didn’t want to fit that position even though he knew he had to. His leading style is most definitely different from Shiro’s but they are two different people. They’ve experienced different things. Keith attacks things head on.
Now, do not compare Keith’s situation to Lance’s. I love Lance but I also love Keith and they have different things to deal with. While Lance is dealing with only internal issues and insecurities, Keith is dealing with external and internal issues. Keith has to think about how he feels like he’s replacing Shiro and betraying him but taking his spot. He’s also dealing with the Galra forces and the team barring down on his and bashing his style of leading.
Keith is under a lot of pressure and stress, he’s scared and insecure, too. He’s doing his best he knows how. He didn’t have human interaction for at least a year and even at the Garrison he didn’t seem to be very social. Being a leader and having people depend on him is something completely new.
Yeah, he piloted the red lion and the other Paladins relied on him, but now it’s even more so. Now, if he makes one mistake his teammates, his best friends, his FAMILY, could be captured and/or killed.
So, do not compare his pressure and stress to Lance’s insecurities when they are completely different in several ways. And while we have seen Lance voice his insecurities several times, we’ve never seen Keith do that. Which means he keeps his thoughts to himself, and that adds to the stress.
Holy shit i don’t understand how this is the new thing everyone is bitching at me about but for some reason lots of people are annoyed at me in my inbox rn because I “blocked them from commenting”. If you were blocked i wouldnt receive your messages. You can only comment if you’ve been following me over 2 weeks according to tumblr settings. Stop sending me stupid messages being sassy to me about this.
Things can go from calm to disaster in a matter of minutes. And that isn’t enough time for you to even realise the seriousness let alone escape.
My friend and I went to the sea side and the tide was low so we felt adventurous and decided to walk on the rocks and go right in the middle of the sea.
We reached there and felt so happy. We then sat on a huge rock in between, took a few selfies and laughed and called our boyfriends.
We sat there for an hour. When it was finally time to get up and go back, we turned around to realize we were stuck. The rocks on which we stepped had disappeared under the water. There was high tide. I wanted to cry. I probably did. I have never felt this afraid in my life. There was no way out. We could see nothing but water. It was about to start raining too. I had lied to my parents. I was supposed to be in class.
It was so messed up. Just a few minutes ago we were sitting there laughing. Everything was calm, everything was normal. And then suddenly we found ourselves stuck in the very place and situation that had brought us immense happiness until recently.
After a few minutes of complete panic and terror, our friends managed to come half way in the water and cheered us on to manage to reach to them on our own.
If it weren’t for them, we would have been stranded there. Or been the foolish kids in the city who had to be rescued.
I guess what this taught me was to never turn my back to the land, never lie to my parents and always let someone know where you are.
And of course that situations can change suddenly. There is never any guarantee of safety or calm.
Some of you may have seen yesterday I had a survey needing to be filled out quick for one of my final uni assignments. As I finish university in 12 days which is terrifying. ANYWAY I am a nerd and I am reading all your answers, 1300+ of you responded in like 2 hours (MAD) and generalizing the long answers so I can show themes and stuff because I gotta get dat high grade but I love it??? I can see individual answers and guess your personalities from it and some of you even put memes in any additional comments which I love (but will not put in my assignment because I will not be marked up for having lyrics to fireflies in my work). IM RAMBLING so procrastinating as I do I thought ya know what would be cool to do a survey once I have finished university for people to do from Tumblr and the questions being stupid like fave memes, TV Shows, ironic sayings and then collating all the data and posting it to get an overview of people on this site and making it super memey and nerdy as its me. (THIS IS LONG SORRY) Would people do this like fill it out or want to see it?? I will think of a way of notifying everyone when I post it so you can see but it may be me but I think it would be funny but also very cool. REPLY TO THIS IF YA SAY YES JAMES HERES A PROJECT FOR YOU TO FILL YOUR TIME WITH AFTER UNI IS OVER
From a possessed schoolgirl to a fairy turned evil that possesses other people; from a rebellious college student in love with her professor to a down-on-her-luck tutor to rich kids caught in a depressing love triangle; from quirky neighbor who speaks her mind to conniving rich chaebol to actual empress – Im Joo Eun can do it all, and never seems to have the same role twice. My only complaint is that she seems selective about her roles and isn’t on my screen enough.