tumblr is happy

I like to hear all your stories being told, not once, not twice but many times. Not because I don’t remember what you said but because I enjoy hearing about who you were before you met me. I like to see the little sparkle in your eye when you tell me about the memories you are most fond of. I love learning new things about you, I love seeing how shy you get when your mum talks about childhood stories of you. You don’t need to feel embarrassed at all about anything, you interest me in every way and I love you for you.
Something in the air,
What’s wrong with the wind?
Tells me something’s changing,
Darkness becomes unpinned.

Something in the river,
What’s wrong with the flow?
Fishes jump for joy,
Ripples against my toes.

What is this I’m feeling,
Why don’t I feel afraid?
Grass here feels softer,
Everything has changed.

The breeze against your hair,
Can I trust you, do I dare?
The ocean in your eyes,
I think I’m happy I’m alive.

—  Maddie Preston // falling in love #12
Now

I came out to watch the sunrise but
it was raining..
And maybe that’s even better.
Or did I come out to take a picture?

I can’t be sure.

I just wanted to preserve the magic
send it to someone else,
show off my corner.

It’s beautiful.
The cool breeze, the lush greens.
The birds telling the world to wake up,
get soaking wet.

I wish I could I keep this feeling
in a secret place,

buried deep in my consciousness

…but I can’t keep my mouths shut.
It’s all about how I’m feeling RIGHT NOW.

And right now feels good.

Heaven is a place where all of your dreams come true; everything you want and could possibly ever want is there for the taking. Only GOOD people go to heaven.

But can you truly be happy in heaven whilst knowing there are people in hell?

This would be like having a big party with all your friends and family while there is a house next door with people burning in it. If one says that yes, you can be happy whilst knowing there are people in hell, then we must accept that the people in heaven are not of a truly good nature so heaven should remain empty of people. If we say no, that we cannot be truly happy then the idea of heaven itself collapses on itself.

But the problem can be avoided by saying that we have no memory of our past lives, so perhaps do not even know of ‘bad’ things, people or places. We know nothing but the heavenly position we are in.

‘For, behold, I create new heavens and a new earth: and the former shall not be remembered, nor come into mind.’
                    - Isaiah 65:17

Goodbye, cuties, I'm going to drop tumblr

Dear Tumblr friends…

It’s been 2-3 years since I made this tumblr and it’s been quite a journey, and I’m really glad I made it because I found a lot of friends, love, inspiration, and so much amazing and lovely people whom I spend moments with…

There so much I learned, so much I shared, lived, laughed & stressed over about in this blog, even when it was anime related only, you guys were always so nice when I shared my personal posts, when I asked for asks to spend time, that asked me for edits when I wanted to make one but couldn’t decide…

I’ll take all those memories with me now, as I decide on dropping for good this tumblr. Like I said, it’s been a journey, and today this journey comes to an end… tbh I’m not going to delete this blog, after all, I can’t exactly detach myself from it so easily but at the same time I’m not really interested in keeping it updated anymore, it has become a boring thing to do and that’s not supposed to be the purpose of this blog.

I met a lot of great people thanks to this blog, I keep them all in my heart, all of you, Katie, Lelou, Aidah, Sen, Seda, Emma, Kat, Kisa, Momo, you guys, were amazing to me while I was here and I still have contact with must of you outside tumblr and that makes me so happy?!? I’m really happy I can still be friends with you all outside this website and I just can’t believe we have made it this far. I’m really thankful.

Anyway this is really long already so I’m just going to say, thank you for sticking with me all this time, through my Kuroshitsuji, Shingeki, Free!, Tokyo Ghoul, Magi & Bts phases, tbh just by following me I’m really grateful to you.

I hope I didn’t bother any of you with my spam, or with my bts posts when you didn’t want any kpop in your dashboards lmao, seriously, thank you for sticking with me even after that.

I love you all, and if you wanna keep contact or just want to talk to me I’ll leave my current active social media here:

Twitter: http://twitter.com/yoongihearted (warning: I tweet about bts on daily basis lmao)
Instagram: uriekookie
Line: kurokocchiz
Kakaotalk: Cyphertrash
Snapchat: montselovato

Thank you so much for this amazing 3 YEARS I LOVE YOU ALL.

With love,
Montse.