tumblr disgusts me

anonymous asked:

So I’m 15, right, and I sometimes make perverted jokes like all teenagers do, but when I actually think about real sex, it kind of scares me, and seeing naked people(thanks tumblr bots :/) repulses/disgusts me? How likely is it that I’m asexual?

I’d say very, because I think that’s roughly the age you start noticing it. I personally having seen very many I thought i was ace but turns out I am legit just a late bloomer. I didn’t label at 15, but I can look back and think that sophomore year was when my crushes started to be different than other peoples 

Fanfiction authors are people who write as a hobby. They’re not paid, they do it on their own time, and they do it for fun. Some authors use fanfiction as a way to improve their writing, but unless they ask for critiquing comments, don’t be that person - even if you have good intentions. You don’t see the damage that you do, but damage is done.

The best way to encourage fanfiction authors to keep doing what they’re doing is to let them know what you liked about their work. I’ve seen too many fic authors get discouraged in their writing because of people who leave less than favorable comments on their work. Leave the critical comments for people who get paid to write. 

Again, I’m not asking you to lie to spare the authors feelings, I’m asking you to just refrain from leaving a negative comment. 

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In which Noctis is caught staring at his beautiful boyfriend!
@destatree needs to stop enabling me to do these things. Its a never ending circle of goodies now—-but like, it’s Promptis so I guess it’s okay!
        Little panel thing based of of this Lil Promptis thing she wrote! I’m in promptis hell.
One of these days my screen tone things will be clean I promise

10

I can’t pretend that there is any other girl in the entire world for me. There will only ever be one girl. You.

why do I smile?

well you see, there are many reasons why I smile. the good things in life. like cute dogs, having a good time with friends. those are nice, but you see, dear, nothing can compare with how much you make me smile and how happy you make me. the way you make me feel can’t compare with the most beautiful jewel in the world.

happiness. something I hadn’t felt in a long time, but then, I met you. in that moment, my sorrows melted away for a brief second. never had I ever been given the kind of love you’d offered. for once in my life I was content with the way my life was going.

love. we’ve got love given to us from friends. the constant banter, the emotional support. the friends that are there until the very end, right? none of that can compare with how special you make me feel and i’ll never be able to thank you enough for making me feel loved.

distance. distance is a pain in the ass, but you know what, darling? we’ve made it through together. no pain in the ass is going to keep us apart, my love, because..

I think I’m in love with you

You don’t taste the memories in the same way that I do. It’s the soft spot in me that you like to play with, the one that you think had always been there and will always be there for you. I’ll never know what it is that’s keeping you stuck in who we used to be, as though even after everything I’m just supposed to treat you in exactly the same way, I’m just supposed to love you in exactly the same way. I’d been waiting for those words and I thought that they were special, but I’m not going to wait on them when you’ve used them to shatter another girl’s world. I don’t ever want them to come from you, and I’m sorry if you don’t like that. Our time has passed.
—  🖤
a little something for all the KS haters <3

All right babyboys, I’ve had enough of this. Let’s talk about chapter 17. ((spoiler alert))


I’ve seen a lot, and i mean a lot of people around here making wrong assumptions and wrong statements about the whole sangbum relationship. Some say that Sangwoo had sex with with Jieun in front of bum to prove him that there is nothing between them, others say that in chapter 17, sangwoo cheated on bum. Dear people, cheating on someone implies a relationship. You’re just contradicting yourselves over and over again. Now here’s my point of view on this:

The girl is going to die. Sorry to break your wonderful, pure fantasies about healthy relationships in a horror genre, but it is what it is. As it says at the beginning of the manhwa, it is a BL. That itself implies two guys together. Honestly, even if the BL genre wasn’t confirmed, it would’ve still been obvious. Koogi brought up Jieun with the role of a “victim”, and let me tell you why. This girl possesses two personality traits that Sangwoo can’t bear about a person. 

1. She’s trying to control him. If you’ve read the manhwa (if you didn’t, why are you even in the tag, get tf out), you’d know just how impulsive and overpowering Sangwoo is. But besides that, he also acts very childish. Yes, he is very smart, but also childish. He always plans everything ahead of time, and perfectly, if i must say. He knows how to keep Bum wrapped around his finger, but he does not know his limits. I’ve seen people calling him stupid, but could you get away with murder if you were in his place? (hypothetically speaking, i’m not telling you to go kill someone to try it out, jesus). He would’ve been the first suspect in his parents’ death case, but he used his charms to get himself out of trouble. That’s one point for Sangwoo. He also locked the daughter of the damn CEO of the pharmaceutical company and he still got away with it. Even more proof that this man has acknowledged his traits, and now he’s using them in his favour. 

2. She’s extremely childish and annoying. I’ve read ch17 translated (thank you naz) and I can confirm that this woman has her days numbered. In chapter 16, Sangwoo even says “ugh, so annoying” when he received a text from her. Plus, Koogi didn’t bring her up to serve as a love interest, but as a victim. If we look closely, all of Sangwoo’s victims share some physical characteristics with his mother. It’s either the grey hair or the mole (someone pointed this out a while back, credit goes to them). This girl has both of those traits. ((and this isn’t actually related to what we were just talking about, but i’ll leave it here. sangwoo makes bum wear female clothes because he can’t fathom the thought that he’s attracted to someone that looks nothing like his mother     mommy kink amirite)).

He sees this girl as a child. There’s this panel where the girl is shown from Sangwoo’s eyes, confirming that his image of her is a child’s:

She’s not a love interest. Sangwoo planned this whole thing. He put bum in the closet, but he didn’t lock it, especially to let him see the sex scene. He was hoping that that moment itself would trigger something deep within Bum’s soul, making him finally break. He wanted Bum to become like him, he wanted Bum to kill the girl. And oh boy, did he have enough reasons. 

At the table scene, we see how uncomfortable Bum felt throughout the whole evening, especially with this bitch talking shit about him with her friends. She insults Bum, and Sangwoo is aware of that      he ain’t allowing nobody talk shit about his boyfriend. Further more, in the bathroom scene we get to see jealous sangwoo. JEALOUS SANGWOO. In this panel when he says something like “step aside, celebrity boy”.

 He was referring to the moment when Bum accidentally fell on his friend’s dick lap, causing him to go after Bum. hegotjealousohmyfuck. Also, when Bum mentioned that he feels uncomfortable that everyone is judging him, Sangwoo says that “he’s gonna make it up to him later”. Hmmmmm, i wonder what that means. 

And to add another thing, the last thing Sangwoo says to Bum before leaving him in the closet is “don’t worry, you’re the main hero of this event” or something like that. AAAaaAAaaAAaaAaaAaAAAAaAAaaaAaaAaAAAaaAAAaaaAa!!!!!!!!!!!!

He’s definitely talking about the girl’s future death, i mean she’s already in the house. He used his charms perfectly again to lure yet another meaningless victim into this circle of murder. But is he gonna be the murderer this time though? I also have more theories on this thing, that either Bum finally breaks and goes wild with Jieun, or he gets severely depressed.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ maybe i’ll make a post about it in the future. Also. to all the people that say that “the sex scene symbolises Sangwoo giving up on bum”, oh dear, are you wrong. Let’s go back to chapter 8, where we see Sangwoo having sex with another girl (we don’t know if she got killed or not) in the exact same position he had with Jieun.

To him, sex is nothing more than something mechanic, or if you want, a way to satisfy his needs, or to relieve his stress. It has no deeper meaning than that. 

By this point, it’s very obvious how Sangwoo feels about bum, and i don’t even have to mention how bum feels about sangwoo. If the boy could still love woo after he broke his damn legs, why would he not love him anymore after something meaningless like this? 

One more thing, we have this particular expression of sangwoo, along with bum’s commentary “he looks like a child in a sweets’ store” or something like that. He’s excited to see how bum would react, he does everything for the sake of him. He wants bum to become like him. You could also say that bum’s like a “lab rat” for Sangwoo to test his crazy fantasies or whatever.



Anyway, my point is that people who think Bum and Sangwoo aren’t going to end up together don’t know what they’re reading. This is the main pair of the story, as it is implied in the title, “Killing/Stalking”>>>”Sangwoo/Yoonbum”. They’re both fucked up, how are they supposed to have a normal, healthy relationship? I enjoy studying and informing myself about multiple pieces of work that involve ””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””problematic””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””” content, but where does it say that I actually support murder and stalkers irl? This story revolves around bum and woo’s relationship, tell me how is it not supposed to be romanticized in a work of fiction? Anyway I’m not gonna go into this right now, this post was made especially about chapter 17. Thank you for reading everything!!  ((ඏ.̫ඏ*))

Don’t Come Back

Request: “can you please please please do a part two to "Don’t Leave Me”? It would make me so happy 💕"

Word Count: 2,508

Pairing: Newt x Reader

Part 1

Tag List: @caseoffics @red-roses-and-stories @dont-give-a-bother @fangirlingandcrying @myrtus-amongst-the-stars@a-girl-who-loves-disney @frackinawesomeninja


And when she says it and Newt does nothing but stare at you, you just try not to collapse.

“You don’t love me?” You murmur as your grab the door frame. You hate how pathetic the words sound, how much you sound like a kicked puppy whimpering as it crawls back to its owner, but you don’t know what else to say. All the wind has been knocked out of you.

“It’s not that.” Newt begins, striding toward you.

You let him take your into his arms and lead you to the couch. “Then what is it?”

“I’ll always love you.” The couch dips under his weight as he sits next to you.

God, you wish you were somewhere else, anywhere else, when your lower lip trembles. “Then what were you doing with her?”

“Leta is…” Newt hesitates, glancing back at her, “a friend.” He finally finishes with, wrapping his arm around your shoulders.

You drop your head in your hands, letting Newt’s arm stay there. “Just a friend?”

He pauses before he shifts, uncomfortable, and moves his arm from around your shoulder to his side. “For now.”

You still at the words, insides turning to ice. “For now? What about in a month?”

He drops his gaze to his clasped hands. “I’m not sure.”

Suddenly dizzy, you clamp your eyes shut.

He doesn’t know. After a year, his answer should be automatic, should roll off his tongue like facts about creatures do, but it’s not. He has to think about it.

You wrap your arms around your stomach as it flips. “You’re not sure?”

“No.”

You can hear the shame in his voice as easily as you can hear the growing panic in your own. “How can you not be sure, Newt?”

“I wish I were, if that helps,” he says with half a grin, already sure you won’t find any piece of this funny. He doesn’t find any piece of this funny, either, if the regret stretched across his face is any indication.

You hate yourself, hate the next question that pops into your mind, but you need to know. “Do you love Leta?”

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does anyone even remember forever anymore like that whole year or so of my life just seems like a weird dream nowadays its so surreal how quickly i lost contact with almost everyone sakjdhksah like. i shed so many tears but had such a good n pure time bc of that show n now its like it doesnt even exist anymore.. rip

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the worst part is that they’re not even dating

(loosely) based on lesfrites tachibanana au!!

even though makoto and haru haven’t confessed (yet) this tachibanana and bananase are already on their way to second base

their expression of horror is saying “this is really cute but oh god he’s going to find out that i like him!!!!”

You can’t disappoint me anymore because I don’t have any expectation of you any longer.
—  I really fucking hate you for being such a piece of shit.