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Endless list of things that make me cry.

Not the scene, but the thought. 
Being that emotionally open and personal and real with someone terrifies me. I’ve recently gotten into a relationship with my wonderful boyfriend, and its kind of been terrifying to begin with, because he’s lovely and amazing and I’m blessed, but the thing is, being dependent on someone else scares me, because I’ve never had to do that before. Not seriously. Because being this way with someone, its amazing, and terrifying, so it makes me cry in one of two ways. I’m either so happy I can’t help but cry,or I’m terrified of being open like this with someone else and I cry.  
Either way, I’m so so happy, its just scary, when i’m scared, I cry. a lot. 
(Okay guys I got personal soz)