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IVF cycle 1 CD 7

Follicles are still tiny, none close to 10mm so we’ve doubled both drugs.
150IU of menopur in the am
150IU of gonal-f at night
I have to go back in 2 days (Saturday) cause this dose could cause some serious quickening.

I got receipts for the first batch of meds.
I can’t believe how expensive EACH gonal-f pen is! Luckily our insurance covers 90% of all drugs including fertility drugs and they have no cap.

I don’t know how people do this out of pocket. And apparently this is nothing compared to American prices.

Calling all moms, bonus moms, moms to be, TTC and WTTC bloggers!

I’m new to the community and am looking for people to follow.
If you are:
-A mom
-A bonus/step mom
-Pregnant
-Trying to conceive
-Waiting to start trying to conceive

Please like and/or reblog this so I can follow you! Thanks(:

All I want is to be pregnant. All I want is to have a baby grow inside my body. All I want is to be able to pee on that stick and see 2 lines for the first time. I want to be able to hand that stick to Chris and finally believe him when he tells me I’m not broken. I want to tell my mom that she’ll be a Nonna. It’ll make her entire life. And she’ll remind me that I’m not broken. I want to show my sister that she’ll have a niece or nephew and she’ll remind me that I’m not broken. I want my own grandmother to know what it feels like to have a great-grandchild. And she’ll tell me she had faith in me all along.

I just want everyone to be right, and I want to be wrong.

I want to believe them when they tell me I’m not broken.
No one tells you

No one tells you that it’s a possibility.
No one tells you that it will make an impact on your life.
No one tells you that it’s an excruciating pain.
No one tells you that you will feel like your heart has been ripped out.
No one tells you that you’ll feel empty.
No one tells you that you’ll resent your spouse.
No one tells you that it will eat you alive.
No one tells you that you’ll spend nights blaming yourself.
No one tells you that your eyes will produce never ending tears.
No one tells you that the days will go slow.
No one tells you that you’ll cry whenever and wherever.
No one tells you that you’ll lose your faith.
No one tells you that your mind will be consumed.
No one tells you that seeing one child can ruin your day.
No one tells you that eventually everyone will go on with their life except you.
No one tells you that it will hit you when you least expect it.
No one tells you that you will lose your motivation.
No one tells you how hard it is to try again.
No one tells you that you’ll become jealous of those who have what you don’t.
No one tells you that it’s okay to cry.
No one tells you to take your time.
No one tells you that it’s okay to not want to get out of bed some days.
No one tells you how long you’ll be stuck.
No one tells you that you will never be the same.
No one tells you how traumatizing it is.
No one tells you that in the back of your mind, you’ll ask ‘why?’ and ‘what if?’.
No one tells you that it’s a long journey to recovery.

No one tells you that losing a child will be so hard.

They just don’t.

Reblog if you refuse to send hate or hurtful judgements toward other TTC'rs, pregblrs, mumblrs, etc.

I want to follow people that are here to have somewhere to vent and share their life and get/give positive support.
I love reading your posts and seeing your pictures and will never be mean to you. We are all in this together. 💗

So since I have made this mostly a TTC blog and I've been doing this for about 2 1/2 years...

Most of the TTCers I followed either got pregnant and had their babies and are Mumblrs now or are pregnant (for either the first or second time). I still follow you all, but I really would like to follow more TTCers. So if you are currently TTC. Please like or reblog this so I can follow you!!!